When she comes back
Chapter 17
Jason closed the door behind him. He wanted to sit and stay with her but it would hurt him to much to see her like that. It didn't help that they were fighting when she had left his place. He started down the steps as Lucky walked into the house.
"Where is my dad?" he asked Jason when he noticed him.
"Living room" Jason told him as he walked past him to where everyone was.
"Dad what's going on? Is Lulu ok? Alice didn't tell me anything all she told me was that I needed to get here as soon as possible."
"It's about Hannah…."
Before Luke could say anything else Lucky cut in "What about Hannah, she is dead. Did we find who took her?"
"No we found her……well she found her way home." Monica told him.
"That's impossible it's been 5 years. If she is alive where is she?" He didn't want to let himself believe that this was happening. He didn't want to get his hopes up. "I know Hannah she would have found me herself."
"I'm sure you would have been her next stop if………."
"If what? What happened to her?"
"Let me talk. She is upstairs we think that the shock of everything got to her. She isn't responding to anything. She missed a lot in 5 years and it was all too much for her to handle." Luke told his son.
"You told her about mom?" he asked but he knew that he did. She would have wanted to know why Luke had married Tracy and not Laura. "Is she like mom?"
"We don't know, it's too soon to tell. We will transport her to the hospital tomorrow morning if she doesn't wake up." Monica told him.
"Where is she? Can I see her?"
"Upstairs. What room did you put her in Jason?" Luke asked.
"My old one." He didn't know what he would do if Lucky could reach her when he couldn't.
Lucky went upstairs to go see the woman that was like a sister to him for as long as he could remember. "Hey there" he said to Hannah when he walked into the room.
"Wow I never thought that I would see you again. It's been a long time. I'm a dad now. I have 2 sons Camran and Jake; well I adopted Cam after I married Liz. Can you believe that I'm married?" He looked down at her "Look I really don't know what to say to get you to wake up. There is so much that I want to tell you but its hard when it is a one sided conversation so I need you to wake up."
"He stood up and started to walk around that room. "You think that I would be used to talking to people that don't answer me. Considering how mom is, I guess I never really got used to it. I stopped visiting her awhile ago it's just really hard to see someone that I care about like that. I need you to wake up so you can tell me that I'm being a jack ass and that I should go and visit her. I wonder what Lulu and Nikolas are going to say when they hear about this. You have a lot of new people to meet, not only my kids but Nik's as well. He named his son Spencer can you imagine how pissed dad was. Maybe we should through some type of party for you at Kelly's; there are a lot of memories in that place."
"So Jason is downstairs big surprise there. What is a surprise is that Sam isn't down there too. I would imagine that you know about her, and if you don't you should ask Jason it's not my place to tell you about her. I would think that you already seen Carly and I know that she would have no problem with telling all about her. It's not a shock that Carly doesn't like Sam but don't think that it's all because of Jason that one has a lot to do with Sonny. I know that when you married Jason you knew about the danger but it's a lot worse now. I think that it's for the best if you stay away from Sonny and Jason and I will tell you this nonstop when you wake up. I'm a cop now and I'm not going to lie I work everyday to try and put those to in jail."
"Lucky is that you?" he heard his sister ask from the hallway.
"Yeah" he said leaving the room that Hannah was in.
"Who were you talking to?" Lulu asked.
"I was talking to Hannah; she found her way home now she needs to find her way through her head. I think that she will wake up soon I don't think that she is going to be like mom."
"Wait isn't Hannah the one that died like 5 years ago. The daughter that dad always wanted." Lulu never really got a chance to know Hannah but she did know that her dad loved her and was more of a father to Hannah then he was to his real daughter.
"Lulu do we really need to deal with this crap right now, because no one will be on your side if you try to make everyone feel sad for you because you haven't been missing for 5 years. You need to realize that she is as much of a sister you as I'm a brother to you. So hating her is well that same as hating me or Nikolas."
"Well I don't really remember her."
"Trust me when I say that she will remember you. She will talk about how different you are since the last time that she seen you and she will tell you how proud she is of you. I know that doesn't seem like much to you now but when it happens you be grateful that she is back." With that Lucky went back downstairs.
Jason found Lulu standing outside of the door. "Are you planning on going inside?" he asked her.
"I don't know. Like I told Lucky I don't remember her all that well but he said that she would remember me."
"Well yeah her memory wasn't affected. She knew who Michael was and he was younger then you were when it happened."
"Can you tell me about her? I know that the two of you used to be married."
"I think that there is a good chance that we still are. I feel like I should be the best person to tell you about her but I don't know where to start. I met her after my accident and after I broke up with Robin for telling AJ about Michael. I imagine that I knew her before the accident but we never talked about things that I couldn't remember. The 1st time that I met her was on the side of the road. She had a flat tire in the rain and she was trying to fix it. I pulled over to ask if she needed any help. She said no but I wasn't about to leave just because she said no. I was going to wait until I knew that she was safely back on the road. We both knew who the other was she knew me through Sonny and I knew her as someone that mattered to Luke but we never actually spoke to each other. I think that's why she didn't freak about me standing over her for the 20 minutes before she gave up and had me change the tire. I told her that I was going to follow her home so that I knew she got there alright. She invited him in for a cup of coffee to thank me. I think she felt bad that I was standing in the rain with her."
"Cute story." Lulu told him.
"She loved to babysit you she would try and get your mom to drop you off almost everyday at the penthouse. She might not be your sister by blood but she loved it when you came long so that she could out number Lucky. Then Nikolas came and the four of you were even again. She is going to hate that she missed so much in your life."
"Really?" no one had ever really talked to her about Hannah it was a sore topic to everyone.
"She was the one that would plan your birthday parties. She wanted to be the best big sister that you could ask for." Jason told her.
"Is it ok if I go in?" she asked. She wanted to see the person that everyone was telling her was he sister. Lulu wanted to see if she felt like Hannah was her sister.
"Yeah you have as much right to see her as the rest of us." Jason needed more time to himself to think about what to say to Hannah.
Lulu walked into the door that her brother has walked out of. "Hello" she called after she closed the door. Then she remembered that Hannah wouldn't answer. She looks peaceful Lulu thought. "You look like your picture you know that. The ones from when you and Lucky were younger. I don't think that I would know you if I seen you walking down the street, but here knowing who you are I kinda remember you." Lulu lay next to her on the bed. She was laying in bed with Hannah for a half in hour. "So are you going to wake up anytime soon? I know I have patients for stuff like this because of mom but people have hope that you will wake up. Lulu heard a moan coming from next to her. "Hannah is that you?"
"If you promise not to freak out I will open my eyes."
"Well do it I'm not going to freak" she said sitting up in the bed.
"I didn't know how to wake up without you freaking out and running out the door."
"Do you want me to go down and get Lucky and Jason it's a full house down there waiting for you." Lulu said not moving.
"No I want you stay. Its been along time and I know that I have a lot to catch up on with like half the town. You are here I'm not going to kick out my little sister to talk to someone else. They will have their turn." She said sitting up to be at eye level with Lulu.
"So Lucky was right."
"Two things a what was he right about and b never tell him I made that mistake once and I bet even know he wont let it go." Hannah joked.
"He was right about the fact that you would want to see me and Jason was right that you would remember me." She said looking down at her hands she didn't want Hannah to know that she doubted her. "It's just that I don't really remember you and no one ever really told me about you. I knew about you and I knew that everyone told me you were my sister but it was so long ago."
"Yeah it was you weren't a young woman when I left. I'm really sorry about your mom. It's hard to believe a woman with such passion and love couldn't be here. So what should I know about you. Or is it something you don't want to talk to a stranger about."
"I thought you were my sister?" Lulu questioned.
"Only if you want me to be. I'm not going to try and force a relationship on you because I have one with Lucky and maybe still Nik." She told the younger girl.
"So I can talk to you about anything, at anytime. What if you find out things about me and hate me?" Lulu asked thinking about how she broke up Dillon and Georgie's marriage and then had an abortion.
"Your family it won't matter I'm not going to turn my back on you." She reassured Lulu. She thought about how she walked out on Jason and tried to convince herself that it was different.
"Well I do have a lot to tell you but I think that it should wait. Do you mind if we could go and hangout at Kelly's one day this week?"
"Kid you are going to get so sick and tired of hanging out with me at Kelly's" she said with a smirk.
"Promise?" Lulu asked not wanting to get too excited over her new found sister.
"Yeah I do." Hannah laughed "can you send in Jason I need to talk to him."
"Sure." With that Lulu left the room.
A few minutes later she heard a knock on the door. She smiled to herself Jason always tried to give her space by not walking in on her when she was in a room with a closed door. "Come in" she yelled to the door.
Jason slowly opened the door "I'm surprised you wanted to see me. Lucky is here."
"I know I heard him. Its weird you know hearing people but not being able to respond to them. I also heard you yell at Luke."
"Sorry about that I was in shock. I had you here and then all of a sudden your mind was gone. I didn't know how to handle it." He pulled a desk chair next to the bed and sat down.
"Jason I love you so much it hurts."
Jason looked up from his hands to look at her face. He was silent for a minute. "Is that good or bad?" he asked.
"To be honest I don't know. You did things that you knew I would hate, maybe because it was so long you stopped thinking about what I would say. And then there is the fact that you are in love with another woman and there is nothing that I can do about it."
"I never stopped thinking about you I may have had a laps in judgment but you were always on my mind. And trust me there is a lot you can do about the other woman."
"No I can't I told you that I wouldn't get in the way. I have to find a way to make this easy for the both of us." She leaded over and grabbed his chin. She kissed in like she had wanted to since she woke up in a strange hospital. She stopped the kiss when she felt him get off the chair and move to the bed. "Goodbye Jason." She whispered trying to hold back the tears.
"What?" Jason asked sitting back down.
""I want you to leave and not come back." She paused she never had to say the words before. "I never want to see you again. You can send the divorce papers to Carly's house and I will sign them."
"I don't understand." Jason said standing up.
"You want to be with Sam and that's fine I just think that it will be easiest if we don't see each other anymore."
"But…"
She cut him off "No Jason I said go." She said with as much force as she could muster.
Jason stared at her and then walked out the door slamming it behind him. He leaned against it and was able to hear her sob through the door. It took all of his effort to walk down the stairs and not into her room.