Guitar picks and love songs Chapter 4
I cant believe I wrote this in a few days, I usually can't write chapters that fast. So here you go the next chapie of Guitar Picks and Love songs. Hope you like it.
Disclaimer-I dont own Naruto or the songs used.
Songs-Without you, Breaking Benjamin
Song used in the page breaks-You belong with me, Taylor Swift
Sasuke sat alone at one of the tables in the dining hall glaring over at Naruto who was talking to Sakura. "He never leaves me alone." "That girl's the one that broke his heart, then why is he talking to her?" Sasuke mentally shook himself. "Wait...am I jealous of her?" "Of course not, I don't like Naruto like that, but still she's only going to hurt him. He--should be with me. Sasuke got up leaving the table, headed for his and Naruto's room.
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"Naruto, it's been so long, we haven't talked in ages." Sakura said smiling sweetly at Naruto. "Yea it's been a while, but it's to be expected right?" "I mean you did break up with me." Sakura diverted her eyes. "I know, I was going through a lot then." "I should have never broken up with you." "You're so kind and sweet you would have supported me through anything."
"What happened that caused you to break my heart like you did?" "My mom was in the hospital with an undiagnosed illness." "I was so sure that she was going to die, I was angry that she might be taken from me."
"And I'm sorry I took that anger out on you." "She died a few months ago that's why I'm here."
"I'm sorry Sakura." "Why are you here anyway?" Sakura asked. "Is it because of your parents?"
Naruto smiled, "I'm here to support someone I really care about."
-------------------------Why can't you see--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Sasuke lay on the bed enjoying the cool darkness of the room. It eased his mind and kept him from thinking about a certain blond. Without realizing it his mind was drifting to the night he and Naruto had kissed.
"I don't like him, I don't." Then why can't I ever get my mind off that night? When I'm close to him I want him to touch me like he did before.
I think I actually have feelings for him, but…I don't want to love him….If I did then I would have to let him in and how can I trust him not to break my heart?
His thoughts drifted off as he fell asleep, dreaming of that night and their kiss.
-----------------You belong with me----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"You're in The Hebi now!" Sakura squealed in the courtyard of the mansion." "Shhhh!" Naruto warned "I don't want everyone to know!"
"Sorry, but that's incredible I knew that you used to like to play guitar but I would have never thought you would be in such a popular band like The Hebi."
Naruto grinned "I never thought I would either but I saw a flyer for auditions and here I am now."
"I bet you'll have a lot of girls after you now, but Sasuke will always be my favorite Hebi member." Sakura said
"Sasuke!" "Come on I can get a lot more girls then him!"
"In your dreams." Naruto fumed then suddenly remembered that he had left Sasuke alone when he had seen Sakura.
"Oh no." "What's wrong Naruto?" "I have to go Sakura; I'll see you at dinner." He ran off angry at himself that he had abandoned Sasuke. "I could have asked him to come along not just leave him like that." "I'm such an idiot."
Naruto opened the door to his and Sasuke's room slowly noticing that it was dark so Sasuke was probably asleep.
He walked over to Sasuke's bed quietly so not to wake him. Sasuke was curled up on top of the bed; his face looked like he was in pain or seeing something disturbing.
He kneeled down beside the Uchiha stroking his hair gently. His face didn't relax, "Sasuke wake up." he said shaking the Uchiha gently.
Sasuke's eyes opened quickly staring at the blond. He inhaled deeply, tears coming out of his eyes. Without realizing what he was doing, Sasuke wrapped his arms around Naruto pulling him into a hug.
"Don't leave, please don't leave me." Sasuke whispered. Naruto sat on the side of the bed to hold Sasuke better. "I wont leave I promise."
"Mother Father please." Sasuke sobbed into Naruto's shoulder. "He had a nightmare about his family." "I know how you feel Sasuke; the nightmares never seem to end."
Sasuke continued to cry into his shoulder. Naruto held him close his own tears escaping from his eyes.
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The therapy session went on the usual way that day. Iruka was having them write down what they thought that they needed help with and turn it in to him.
This was an exercise for next week when individual therapy would begin. Each of them would be given a time of day and week to come see him and they would have their normal group therapy once a week.
He dismissed them again encouraging them to venture out and find a fun activity to do. Sasuke was walking in the direction of the library when Naruto stopped him.
"I'm going to meet Sakura at the stables were going to try horseback riding, do you want to come?"
"no." he stated simply walking away.
Naruto grabbed the back of his shirt pulling him backwards. "Too bad your coming, you're not going to go sulk in the library."
Sasuke tried his best to glare daggers at Naruto as he drug him off to meet Sakura.
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Riding horses wasn't as fun as Sasuke had hoped. The horses seemed to be pre-programmed, staying on the path without you doing anything.
Sasuke rode on a small white mare, while Naruto and Sakura rode ahead of him on paint horses.
Sasuke glared at the back of Sakura's head as she laughed at something Naruto had said.
"Why is he falling into her obvious trap?" "Is he really that oblivious?" "It's clear that she wants him back, doesn't he see that?"
Snowflake, the white mare he was riding, snorted as in agreeing with his thoughts. He petted her neck.
"At least someone sees what she's up to." He said to Snowflake.
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That night Sasuke skipped dinner and went to his room. He sat on his bed and pulled out his guitar. His fingers itched to play the instrument; he hadn't played in the two weeks he had been here.
He thought for a moment about what he wanted to play then let his fingers move over the strings.
Search for the answers I knew all along, I lost myself we all fall down.
Never the wiser of what I've become, alone I stand a broken man.
All I have is one last chance; I won't turn my back on you.
Take my hand drag me down, if you fall then I will too.
And I can't save what's left of you.
He knew that he was slipping into complete darkness; he knew that he was pushing people away causing his own self destruction. But he never cared, as long as he was alone no one could ever hurt him, but…when he met Naruto he started to trust again.
Saying something new, I have nothing left. I can't face the dark without you.
There's nothing left to lose, the fight never ends I can't face the dark without you.
Swallow mw under and pull me apart, I understand there's nothing left.
Pain so familiar and close to the heart, no more no less I won't forget.
Come back down, save yourself I can't find my way to you.
And I can't bear to face the truth.
He couldn't turn and face his problems without Naruto, he felt like Sakura was taking the only person that he felt knew what he was going through away from him. Naruto had told him that Sakura broke up with him years ago, but now she was after him again. But Naruto had kissed him, and cared about him not Sakura. He couldn't face that he was losing him. "Why did I push him away?" "I need him why didn't I pull him closer?"
Saying something new I have nothing left I can't face the dark without you.
There's nothing left to lose, the fight never ends I can't face the dark without you.
I wanted to forget, I'm trying to forget don't leave me here again.
I am with you forever the end.
He had wanted to ignore the feeling his kiss with Naruto had sparked, but he couldn't. Who cared if it wasn't right? He was in love with Naruto and he couldn't ignore it anymore. Naruto cared about him and was trying to help him. He was done with pushing him away.
Saying something new, I have noting left.
I can't face the dark without you, there's nothing left to lose
The fight never ends I can't face the dark without you.
Holding the hand that holds me down, I forgive you, forget you the end
Holding the hand that holds me down, I forgive you, forget you the end
He wasn't going to push people away anymore; he was going to let them help him overcome his problems. He was going to start by letting Naruto in first and see where things went from there. If he could trust Naruto, then maybe he could trust others too.
----------------------------That what you're looking for has been here the whole time-----
Naruto sat outside the door listening to Sasuke sing. I haven't heard him play in such a long time, I forgot how beautiful his voice his and how great he is at making music. What have I been doing lately? I've been spending time with someone who coldly broke up with me.
The way she's been flirting I know that she wants to get back with me but…I don't love her anymore I love Sasuke. I don't think I should even be friends with her anymore.
He walked into the room; Sasuke was sitting on the bed still holding his guitar. He looked up at him and smiled. Naruto was taken aback for a moment. Had Sasuke just smiled at him? Actually smiled?
"Wow your actually smiling, I told you it made you look cute." Naruto sat down next to Sasuke. "Why are you so happy?" Naruto asked. "I've come to a revelation….because of you." "What did I do?"
"You cared about me, even when I didn't want you to and I want to thank you for that." "You have a way of changing people."
Naruto smiled, "Your welcome, I'll never stop caring about you, you know that right?"
"I know." Their lips met, sending shocks of pleasure to run through both of them. Naruto pulled back. "Are you ok with this , or am I dreaming."
"Yes, and no your not." He kissed Naruto pulling him down on top of him. They kissed passionately exploring each others mouths and bodies. Neither thought that they could be happier.
. . .
Blood, blood was everywhere on the walls, the floor and all over the dead bodies on the floor. A little boy with spiky blond hair and big blue eyes stared in horror at his parents bloody bodies.
"Mommy Daddy?" he whispered but silence was his only reply. His parents were gone and he was alone, he looked out the window at the pouring rain. The killer was still out there somewhere. Taking other peoples lives.
A scream broke from Naruto's throat as he bolted upright in bed. Sweat fell from his forehead mixing with the tears that were falling from his eyes.
Someone wrapped their arms around him. "Naruto!" Naruto!" "It's me Sasuke stop screaming!" Naruto opened his eyes; Sasuke was sitting in front of him on the bed staring at him tears running down his face.
Naruto reached forward wiping the tears from Sasuke's eyes. "Why are you crying?" "You were screaming and I couldn't calm you down, I didn't know what was wrong and I was…scared." "I know how bad nightmares can be…especially since you've gone through the same thing I have."
Naruto leaned forward kissing Sasuke, "I'm ok now." "It was just a dream and you're here with me now." Sasuke smiled. He laid down beside Naruto, "Can I sleep with you tonight?" "Then neither of us will have nightmares."
"Sure" Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's waist pulling him close. "Sasuke, I love you and only you, you know that right?" Sasuke met his eyes. "Yes, I know and I should have never doubted you.
The pair fell asleep together, neither of them having a single nightmare.
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Sasuke's therapy session was going well compared to any of his sessions with Tsunade. He was actually talking to Iruka instead of ignoring him like he did with Tsunade.
"It seems amazing that none of the girls here have discovered that you're from The Hebi. I'm sure there would be a riot if they found out." Iruka said trying to make Sasuke comfortable.
Sasuke laughed that would be bad. "Why don't we talk about your brother?" "Tsunade said that's the subject she has the most trouble getting you to talk about." Sasuke grimaced
"Yes, she could never get me to talk about him." "Why don't you have a good relationship with your brother?" "Why can't you talk about him?"
I promised myself I would start talking. I'll be fine; I need to talk about my problems.
"Because when our parents were killed, he wasn't even sad!! He went on like nothing happened like they weren't brutally murdered!"
"I told him that if he was just trying to be strong for me it was ok, he could cry he could show that he missed them."
"But he never cried or showed any emotion, he just went on with life and taking care of me."
"Then he throws me in a band to make money."
"Sasuke, maybe he never acted like he cared in front of you, he might have mourned your parents silently." Iruka said
"I don't care, why didn't he have to suffer!" "I still have nightmares and he never shed a tear over them!"
"Itachi may have just been suffering silently."
"It's ok now though, I have Naruto." "Someone who knows the same pain that I do."
"That's right, his parents were also murdered." "I talked to him earlier this week."
"You two are friends?" Sasuke smiled "Actually he's my boyfriend."
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Naruto sat with Sakura on the bench beside the garden enjoying the smell of flowers and the warm summer breeze.
"Naruto, we've gotten to be friends again these past few days and I'm sorry about a few years ago when I broke up with you, but will you give me another chance?"
Naruto looked at Sakura, her eyes were pleading. Begging him to believe her.
Naruto looked at the ground, "Sakura I'm sorry, but I care about someone else now." "I've moved on, I forgive you, but I'm in love with someone else now."
Sakura looked shocked, she was sure Naruto would take her back." "Who was this other girl that he cared so much about? What was so special about her?
"Maybe you just forgot the spark that we used to have." Naruto was shocked when Sakura's lips met his.
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Iruka had told Sasuke that he was glad he had decided to open up to others and that he would send the news to Tsunade. He told him they would continue talking next week.
Sasuke walked happily to the garden where Naruto had told him to meet him after his session with Iruka so they could have some time together before dinner.
His smile faded when he saw his boyfriend sitting beside Sakura, he couldn't hear what they were saying. He started to get closer when he froze.
Sakura was kissing his boyfriend and Naruto wasn't doing a thing about it. He let out a chocked sob as tears formed in his eyes.
Naruto pulled away from Sakura when he heard Sasuke behind them. Sasuke turned around and ran.
"Sasuke wait, he yelled as Sasuke ran away. Sakura looked confused, why do you care if he saw us?" "Wait did you say Sasuke, like from Hebi?"
"Sakura shut up!" "I don't want to be with you!" "Don't you get it?"
"Don't talk to me anymore; I don't want to be friends with you."
He took off running after Sasuke, leaving a stunned Sakura behind.
-----------Did you ever think just maybe, you belong with me, you belong with me-----
Sasuke sat in the dark replaying what he had just witnessed. Why was he kissing Sakura?
He told me I was the one he loved and I believed him. I trusted him I opened my heart up to him and he broke it.
I should have never given him a chance; I should have never believed him.
I knew I couldn't trust anyone, I knew letting people into my heart would only bring pain.
I'm an idiot for thinking that I could trust people.
I was wrong; from now on I don't trust anyone anymore.
Hope you liked it!!! Reviews are appreciated and the next chapter will be up as soon as I write it only two or three more left.