This is another version of the poem I wrote that's not for NCIS, but my own version. I actually kinda like it better than the other one, though it is shorter, and I thought I should share!

If tonight I die

I need you to know

How it pains me to say good-bye

How I love you so

I regret that we ended

I left you behind

I wasn't brave enough to stay

So I said goodbye

You tried to make it right

I wish I had seen

When we met again

How happy we could be

I saw your loving glances

The little things you did

Didn't think it could be real

After the way I hid

For how could you still love me?

After all I've done to you

But now I realize-

Loving someone despite the hurt

That's what makes true love true

I remember the good times

I hold them so dear

And you'll never see

The times they cause tears

I don't know if you'll ever know

How much you mean to me

We will never be together

But always meant to be