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As much as I love her. No Nessie in this story. Dark Edward.
After New Moon.
Jaspers POV
I watched Bella writhing in pain caused by the venom that was coursing through her veins. I sent her waves of calm and comfort in hopes to ease her pain. I gently stroked her hair. I can't believe he had done this to her. She looked so weak as she laid there. I could hear him bitching upstairs.
"Let me the fuck go." He growled.
"No you fucking hurt her." Emmett snapped, "When she wakes up your going to know what it feels like to be weak, unable to fight back."
"She was just a human. Something for me to use and toss away. Its not like it was the first time I had tasted her blood, not even the second. If you look at her wrists you will see the scars there. The first one happened when I was fucking her. Have you ever had sex with a human Emmett? No really you should its an amazing feeling. She was so tight, I can't say she was wet though. She had begged me not to do it." Edward said and I could see the smirk on his face. "But it was just to amazing. I wonder what it would have been like to have her on her knees." I snapped at hearing this. This time my demon took over and I didn't think there was a point of return. I leaped up the stairs quickly. I grabbed his wrists.
"Let go Emmett," I growled lowly. Emmett did as I commanded and stepped back. "Edward Edward. You overstepped a boundary. Too bad you didn't notice what Alice had been having visions of. Edward Bella is my mate."
"Too bad for you she isn't a virgin anymore." Edward told me, "I took it from her." Then I was to far gone in my anger to return.
Alices POV
I watched as Jasper grew more angry and was more and more lost to his demon. He slowly ripped Edward apart. He took him to the back yard and started a fire. He threw the pieces in slowly. Then he rushed back into the house quietly. I wasn't sure if he was going to talk. I just knew that everyone in the house had to be careful. Jasper, though he seemed calm, was extremely violent at the moment. It wouldn't take much for him to snap. He went straight to Bella. At first I thought he was going to hurt her. But then he started checking over her body. He kept returning to her wrists though caressing them gently. I stepped forward and he let out a growl. I looked at the floor submissively and stepped backwards. I back out of the room. The others were downstairs.
"Whats going on Alice?" Esme asked me softly.
"Right now no one needs to go upstairs. Jaspers demons have taken over." I told them.
"But Bella's up there!" Emmett exclaimed loudly. Everyone's eyes went wide.
"Don't worry about it. He won't hurt her. He keeps checking her over and over for injuries....but he keeps going back to her wrists. He is being so gentle, more gentle than necessary really. I tried to move forward but it angered him greatly. He is testy. We are going to have to wait on him to calm down."
"Jasper..." I heard a tinkling voice from upstairs. "Where is everyone else? Whats wrong Jasper?"I ran up the stairs and stopped in the doorway. The family stood beside me. Jasper was gently caressing her cheek softly.
"Bella Jasper let his demons take over. He will have to explain it to you, it has a great deal to do with his past and where he was changed." I told her gently. "But he is angry right now. Not at you. He wants to protect you." She nodded. She stepped towards him and lay her head against his chest. He ran a hand through her hair. He had never been this gentle when he got like this.
"Jasper." She said gently. "I'm okay. I promise. Please calm down. Alice and the family don't want to hurt me." He looked at her curiously. I watched as he calmed down. He blinked and looked down at Bella.
"Oh god what did I do?"He asked frantically. He looked at Bella and grabbed her wrists and stepped back. He was looking her over again for any sign of injuries. THen he looked at her wrist.
"Wellll you may have gotten to angry and you may have killed Edward." I told him. "But you ran back to Bella for at least the last thirty minutes you kept checking her over for injuries."I glanced at Bella. She was watching Jasper. Jasper moved closer to her and kept looking at her wrists. There was a scar on each. He gently ran his thumbs over them. His face was blank and clear and he pulled her to him. She looked a little shocked and confused.
"Need to hunt," He mumbled. but he didn't move. He kept holding Bella. He was being gentle, like she was still a helpless human. He ran his nose down the side of her neck. She stood there acceptingly. I gave her a smile.
When Jasper had decided Bella was okay, we all decided to go hunting as a family. We were out in the woods. Jasper hovering close to Bella the whole time. When we had all finished hunting we started running back towards the house. Emmett grabbed Bella and threw her on his back. Before anyone could realize what was happening Bella was sitting on the ground and Emmett was pinned beneath Jasper. Who was growling. He looked so animalistic. Bella stood up and gently approached them. She placed a soft hand on Jaspers back.
"Jasper." She said softly. "Is okay Jasper. I promise its okay. Em was just playing around. I'm fine. He wasn't trying to hurt me." Jasper looked up at Bella and his eyes softened. He picked Bella up and ran towards the house. Emmett looked shaken. We all ran behind them. When we got there Jasper was holding Bella gently rocking her while Bella was telling him she was fine. I realized something in that moment. What Edward had done had not only affected Bella but it had greatly affected Jasper. Bella was going to be treated like a China doll for a really long time. Carlisle seemed to agree with me. I saw a conversation between us is in the near future.
Jaspers POV
After a few days my protectiveness seemed to wear off a bit. I actually looked at Bella. She was beautiful. Her hair was more glorious than before. Though her eyes were still red they were quickly turning golden due to the amount of blood Edward had taken from her. She was slightly curvier. She rivaled Rosalie. We had quickly found out that Bella had as much resisting strength as Carlisle. We were still waiting to see if she had a real gift. Despite everything Bella seemed okay. Maybe it was realizing that now he couldn't hurt her. That he couldn't touch her. That he couldn't control her. I realized quickly that no one was in the house but me and Bella. She was laying on the bed in the room that Alice and Esme had fixed up for her. I walked quickly up there. There was a bed there, though she didn't need it. It was simply a comfort for her. I lay on the bed next to her and grabbed her hand.
"Hey darlin'," I said gently. A smile played on her lips as she rolled over to face me. We were now laying facing each other. I was gently tracing circles on the back of her hand. We were both slowly leaning in. Our lips met and slowly moved against each others. It only lasted for a second when she jerked back. Her fear was high, but pain, guilt, worry and self consciousness were all radiating off her as well.
"I'm sorry Jasper. Its not that I don't want to." She whispered, "I just can't. It just causes so much. So many memories." I gently stroked her hair.
"Its okay Bella." I told her. "I'm not upset or mad or angry." She leaned her head on my chest. I realized some things. Most of her fear wasn't only from the memories. But she was scared of me, afraid that I would hurt her in my anger. I sent her a wave of calm. Suddenly her eyes closed. Her breathing, from habit, was slow and deep. I shook her gently.
"Bella?" I said gently. "Bella darlin'?" She lay there no responsive her eyes not opening. I was starting to panic. "Bella sweet heart. Open your eyes." She didn't respond to me. I was freaking out. I grabbed my cell phone and dialed Carlisle's number.
"Jasper? Son whats wrong?" Carlisle asked me.
"Its Bella. I don't know whats wrong. She got a upset and scared and then she sorta closed her eyes. Her breathing is deep and slow, from habit." I told him quickly. "I tried to get her to open her eyes but she won't."