I have never experienced so much pain in my entire life. The worst part about the entire experience was that it was unsuccessful. They cut me open, but my heart was so damaged, they couldn't remove it without killing me. I haven't had the heart (No pun intended) to tell Brooke and Summer yet, and when Jacob texted me, I ignored him. But the main problem was that I couldn't see. The doctors told me I'd gone blind. That I did tell Brooke. If someone were to come in my room, unless they said something, I'd have no idea who they were. I was sent back to St. Jude's, and by the time I got there, I was ready for life to let me go, but it was the doctors that weren't ready to see me go.