You may want to skip/ignore the A/N below this. Eheh.... I'm in a WAY better mood now.

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A/N: I'm going blank. I mean really: Check. Me. Out.

I suck. I totally suck. And you know what? I hate this. I can't be blank. I just can't. Not when I have to do this, school, dance, sports, clubs, and all that crap. I just can't go blank and I can't stop writing 'cause when I stop writing I feel depressed.

Ugh. I hate this. Ever gotten Writer's Block before? Sucks, huh? And you know how cure it?

Well, usually I look for something to give me inspiration. Today, though, is different.

Today, I shall rant until I decide what the Hell I can write. So.... Yeah. This freakin' sucks.

You know what I just noticed? Us young writers love tie skips. They are useful as Hell for things we don't want to write- or to lazy to- about.

Holy Hell. I just realized I sound like some stuck up bitch. Okay- I admit it. I'm picky when it comes to what I read.

Still blank. Crap.

Anyone read the last chapter of Shugo Chara!? It sucked. It sucked hard.

Should I write a lemon? Nah. I don't feel right about writing things like that yet. Maybe in a few years...?

I've got it! Anyone ever heard of the band Ludo? They're pretty unknown and I LOVE their song "Love Me Dead." Well, I'm not writing to that song. I'm writing to their other song: "Such As It Ends".

So, uh, yeah. Enjoy.

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I've been losing sleep for days.

I toss and turn in my bed. I haven't been sleeping much lately. It's all his fault.

You've been searching though the desserts and the caves.

Ikuto. He's still gone, looking for his father. He's been almost everywhere. Looking everywhere, between every nook and cranny. He's even been to the Sahara Dessert.

Did you know that Sahara means dessert? So, that means when we say Sahara Dessert, we actually say Dessert Dessert.

Your post cards hit me in waves

Ikuto's got a girlfriend now. She's standing with him, the both of them smiling, in every post card for the last few weeks.

It hurts.

sadly stinging me with songs from yesterday.

I miss the days where everything was... normal. When I'd sit with Ikuto in the park. He would play the violin and I would sing. He wold finish and tease me- saying things like, "Thank God you didn't break one of my strings this time..." or something like that.

Looove such as it ends. Breaking the hearts that wouldn't bend. Closes the doors you used to listen through.

It was my fault. We could have had a relationship. I should have told him that I like him back at that airport. But I was too immature and stupidly caught up on a school girl crush that didn't even like me back.

My heart was broken.

(but it goes oon...) Looove such as it ends.

But, life goes on. Ikuto got over me, and I'll get over him. I have plenty of guys falling head over heels in love with me.

Into the flames we'll start again and in the end I'll be with you.

No- that's wrong. I'll never get over Ikuto. That stupid cat-boy. I'll be with him. One day. No matter what.

You've been burning up for days trying to gather all the figures in the clay. You know they can't all be saved. Leave the weak ones, find a modicum of shade.

Love such as it ends, breaking the hearts that wouldn't bend. Closes the doors you used to listen through.

Love such as it ends. Into the flames we'll start again and in the end I'll be with you.

Love ends, but if love is true, it will come back.

I've been vacant for so long, but you were there. You look so tired. Now just please, love, let me take it on my shoulders, and we might make it hooooooome.

Ikuto was always there for me. Even if it was 3 am. The boy looked so tired then, but he still came. I need to be there for him, but I never have a return address and lately he hasn't been texting or calling me.

I wonder... Is something wrong, maybe?

I get a knock on my door. "Coming!" I yell.

Love, such as it ends. Breaking the hearts that wouldn't bend.

I open the door and my mouth drops. In front of my, in all or his model-like glory, is Ikuto.

Looove suck as it ends. Breaking the hearts that wouldn't bend.

"Yo," he greets.

I stand there, gapping at him like an idiot. Who's the idiot now, Amu? I mock myself.

Ikuto chuckles. "Nice to know that you haven't changed that much. I missed you."

Closing the doors you used to listen though.

I try to close the door- slam it, actually- but he stops it with his foot and invites himself inside my house.

(but it goes ooon....) Looove such as it ends. Into the flames we'll start again and in the end I'll be with you.

"Ikuto. Leave," I demand.

His eyes soften. "You really didn't miss me at all, did you?" He sighs. "You still don't care for me."

Love such as it ends.

"That's not true!" I snap.

He looks up.

Love such as it ends.

I grab his face and smash my lips to his. Not the most gentle kiss, but still pasonite.

And in the end I'll be with you.

Ikuto pulls away, smirking. "I guess, in the end, we'll be with each other."

"I can deal with that."

"I didn't say you had a choice," he replies. "But, good answer."

In the end I'll be with you.

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A/N: ..... So? What jah' think? Good? Bad? Do you wanna poke your eyes out?

Once again: The song is called "Such As It Ends" and is by Ludo.

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