September 13 2005

I have always loved birthdays. Since I have no idea what my human birthday was or ever celebrating it I enjoyed planning others party. Today was bellas 18 birthday! I have no idea why she is so stressed about the whole age thing. I mean it is one year older than Edward. No big deal.

Bella had become my best friend in the past half year. She was my reluctant shopping friend. But I know she secretly enjoyed it. And the way she lit up Edward life I had to love her. We all welcomed her to our family. Though she is wanting to become one of us officially I don't think Edward going to let that happen anytime soon. She thought he was just being very stuborn through I was enternally grateful for his tendicity to be narrow minded.

I had somehow kept my vision of Renesmee from Edward. You couldn't imagine how hard that was. I am not saying I didn't think about her when he wasn't near. That was pretty much all I thought about( For some reason no matter how hard I try I couldn't get another vision about her.) But around him I had trained my self not to think of Renesmee. That afternoon after I first saw Renesmee I had told Jasper everything. He was a little wary at first but as I started to describe what I had seen he was just as excited as me.

Right now I was preparing for Bellas bithday party that was going to take place tonight. I was so excited about being able to decorate for the occasion. Edward had taken her home to watch a movie while I was getting prepared. I knew she was dreading the event but she could not deny me fun. She was to nice.

I had just finished putting up the decorations when I heard Edward and bella arrive. Bella walked in with a worried expresion on her face and Edward arm around her waist trying to calm her. Esme and Carlisle were the first to greet them. "Sorry about this bella. We couldn't rein alice in" esme whispered in her ear knowing I could hear every word. I wasn't that bad, and no matter how many times they deny it they all loved my parties.

Rose and emmett were the next to say their hellos. Rosalie was not enjoying this at all. I don't know what she against bella but she was not going to ruin this night with her smugness. I would not allow it. Emmett was of course was excited to see bella. He loved her just of the rest of us did much to his wifes dismay. He quickly commetted on her human quirks and swiftly went to install the radio that we had gotten her for her car. With much encouragement from Edwards little commetts on her radio or lack there of.

It was my turn to say hello. I let go of jasper hand knowing that he was not going to follow. He knew it was better not to flirt with daister. I declared it was time to open presents. I couldn't wait to see what she thought of the gift I got her. She complained about how she asked for no presents but I wouldn't hear of such nonsense. It was her birthday and she had to deal with what came with it.

Then she opened the box from jasper, emmett and rose. She stared at the empty box.

"Um … thanks" she said not getting the point of the box. I chuckled

"it's a stereo for your truck. Emmets installing it right now." jasper replaid to her confused expersion.

"Open mine and Edwards next." I demanded very exactly. I couldn't wait to see how she would react throught I could already tell. It was better in person.

"Give it to me" she said as if I was handing her a bomb. I saw to late that in way I did hand her one.

She tore the paper while in the prcess giving her self a papper cut. A small amount of blood fell from the cut. This was the worst thing that could of happened. What kind of cruel joke was it that she would bleed in a house full of vampires. Then if I were human I wouldn't have seen anything Edward moved her out of the way of jasper. Jasper I knew had lost his cool. This was something well beyond his realm of experience. A human bleeding in front of him was like asking for him to eat her.