"Were leaving," Edward said dryly as so as it was safe to talk. What did he mean?
"What?" I asked. I gave him a confused look.
"we are all leaving forks and never coming back. Ever." he said the last one like he trying to keep from crying. We usually would have these conversations in our heads, but I didn't really want to do that this time.
"Why, wouldn't Charlie be made if we up rooted and took Bella with us?" I asked. hadn't this thought occurred to him yet.
"No," he paused sighing "Bella wouldn't be coming with us. We are leaving her behind," he said fighting back tears that wouldn't come. I took a sharp breath. Was he serious? He loved her. He couldn't leave her.
"I do love her, that why I cant put her in danger anymore. Id rather be away from her and have her safe then to be with her and be the one putting her in danger," he said. I was tearlessly crying.
"But it's Bella. She is going to be in danger wherever she is. Edward please don't make us leave. She is my best friend. It's selfish to make me hurt my best friend. And think about how Bella will take this. Edward please," I pleaded. My words broke from the sobbing.
"I'm sorry Alice. I have to do this," he said solemnly. What about Renesmee!!! My mind screamed at the absolute wrong time. I was praying he didn't hear that. My prayers weren't answered.
"Who the hell is Renesmee?" Edward asked. I went blank for a moment. I just smiled a little.
"No one you need to be concerned with right now," I said then tried to change the subject "Edward if you think this is the right thing for everyone I trust you on it. Heck ill even go pack my closet tonight. But you have to be sure this is what is right. But if you have came to this descion. I am with you 100%. I always am," I said giving him one of my famous hugs. It probably wouldn't ease his pain but I would d everything I could do to help.
"Thank you," he said. He tightened the hug then let go and started back to the house.
"You coming," he asked. Again not a hint of life in his voice. I just nodded my head no and watched him leave.
I wanted till I knew he couldn't hear me anymore and broke into tears. Now I never was one for pity parties and I wasn't the one who was losing my love but in way I was losing much more than that. First of all I was losing Bella. My best friend in the whole world. Anyone would be remorseful. But I had Renesmee to think about. My little angel in my vision was no more. I had failed her. In way I felt responsible for her till she became Bella's. I had the motherly instincts to protect the child who hadn't even been conceived yet. She was my daughter and I had fail as a mother. I was the only one who could keep my daughter alive and I failed on that simple task. If she was here she would hate me. My daughter would hate me. That sent another round of sobbing.
"Alice honey are you alright?" I heard the most perfect voice whisper in my hear. I turned around and hugged his neck so tight if he wasn't a vampire I probably would have killed him. He just wrapped his arms around me and sat us down. Then he pulled me into his lap.
"Alice please tell me what's wrong?" he asked softly kissing my cheek.