Hey guys. I know you people are probably really curious as to how Bella and Edward go about the little cliffy at the end of my last chapter. I hope this doesn't disappoint.

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Chapter 15

Bella POV

I sat with my back to the door just staring blankly at the bathroom wall, for what seemed like hours but was merely a minute or two. Tears streaked my cheeks as more continued to fall of what seemed like an endless flow.

I couldn't move or anything, for I was paralyzed by the feeling consuming me in the hole that had formed as soon as Edward had dropped me, the moment my true feelings were spoken.

My loud sobs were probably audible downstairs, most likely gonna send someone running up here to see what was wrong.

As if answering my thoughts there were hurried footsteps stopping behind me immediately followed by pounding on the door.

"Bella honey, open the door. What's wrong?" Alice yelled from the other side, jolting me back to reality. I jumped up pushing the door open to come face to face with Alice

"Bella…" She started but I pushed past her. I ran downstairs but immediately came to a stop at the bottom where Emmett and Jasper were blocking my escape.

"What the hell did my ass of a brother do? I swear I'll kill him." Emmett threatened. At the mention of Edward, new tears started flowing and I felt as though I was about to break down.

"Please move." I mumbled, trying to say it so they could at least understand me through my tears.

Jasper looked me in the eyes and slowly moved to the side, allowing me room to get through.

"What the fuck." Emmett protested, shooting Jasper a look as if to say "What the fuck." Emmett made a move to follow me but Jasper put a warning hand to his friend's chest, restraining him.

"Let her be alone. If she wanted our company right now, she would not be running." He said calmly but I could just catch the hint of sorrow in his tone.

"Bella wait!" Alice yelled from the stairs, running down them and toward me. But Jasper grabbed her arm before she could reach the bottom steps.

I shot him a thankful look and opened the front door, leaving to the sound of Alice and Jasper fighting.

I felt remorse for making them fight but right now I all I could really think about was the throbbing in my heart.

Realizing I had no car, I walked down the long path away from the Cullen house, as fast as my legs could carry me.

As if to mirror my mood, thunder rumbled in the distance and the now black clouds opened up; heavy cold tear like drops began to fall, and in a matter of seconds I was completely drenched.

I pulled my hood down over my head and trudged down the drive. The wind had picked up and I felt as though the weather was like this cause something out there just wanted to make everything a lot worse; it was working.

I made it to the end of the path and turned right, onto the main road to my house, staying close to the tree line. I was still crying all though it wouldn't look that way considering my whole face was wet, but the tears still fell.

The throbbing in my heart continued and I didn't feel whole anymore. I clutched my chest and continued, going against the wind.

A red car pulled up next to me, causing me to stop in my tracks. It was a car like I've never seen before. It was red and sleek and its windows were tinted black, making it impossible to see who was inside.

The passenger side window rolled down at the moment and Jasper's face was visible.

"Does the little lady need a lift?" He asked making his Texan accent even more pronounced. I know Jasper helped me before but I really didn't want to talk. So I merely shook my head and started walking forward again. But Jasper moved the car along side me.

"Come on Bella, your gonna get sick out there like that. Please get in."

"I'm gonna ruin the seats." I argued but Jasper just rolled his eyes.

"Get in the god damn car." He told me and added a pout at the end; I caved.

I reached for the handle and pulled the door open, sliding into the passenger seat. Jasper started up the car and got in the center of the road heading toward my block. He turned the heat on and the seat warmers.

The seats were dark black leather and the car had that smell that most new cars have.

"Is this a new car?" I asked randomly. "I've never seen you drive it before; actually I have never seen any car like this before."

"Nahh, its not new, I'm just a freak and like to keep it extra clean." He answered.

"I probably just ruined your seats." I told him worriedly but he just laughed and shook it off.

"Its fine, these seats are tough shit and won't get ruined, relax." As soon as the words relax left Jasper's mouth, I did. It was weird but I just felt relax, as a matter fact, I always fell kind of calm near Jazz.

"What kind of car is this?" I asked kind of interested.

"It's a Chevy Volt. You probably haven't seen it because its eco friendly and the dicks of the world don't care about the environment, but I do and I wouldn't get a car unless it was green." (Eco friendly green. Car on profile)

Jasper pulled into the driveway of my house and put the car in park. He locked the door, the locks disappearing into the door.

"I'm not letting you out until you tell me what happened and don't you say nothing. I want the truth." Jasper probably knew I would lie and I was going to, but I knew it wouldn't work. I guarantee if I did, he would call me out on it. I took a deep breath.

"We were in the bathroom and… we were um making out?" I said as a question, truly uncomfortable with saying anything, or going into detail about what we did. I thought back to what happened, sending new tears rolling down my cheeks. Jazz reached over and wiped them away, before motioning for me to continue.

"I told him that I loved him." I cried. "But he…he… just dropped me and ran out of the room."

Jasper's face suddenly contorted in anger and his fists clenched by his sides.

"He fucking dropped you!" Jasper suddenly roared, his calm façade faltering. I flinched back at his sudden outburst, for I had never ever seen him mad before, it kind of scared me. Jasper's expression told me he was fuming. I cowered back and watched him get his breathing under control.

He must have seen this because his expression softened and his fists unclenched.

"Sorry. I just hate what he does and i hate when woman are mistreated. I have a soft spot for this shit for what happened to Rosalie. So it gets me angry." He mumbled staring straight ahead.

"What happened to Rose?" I asked, worried about what he would say.

"Thats not a story for me to tell. She'll probably tell you sometime, but lets get back to what we were talking about before i acted to rudely." I simply nodded.

"I knew Edward could never love me." I muttered. Jasper's face turned quickly to me.

"Bella," He started, "Edward has never had a girl have true feelings for him. He was probably shocked and scared and needed a minute to think.

But I assure you I have noticed the way he looks at you and its one of affection. A look he has never shared with any other girl. Edward would only keep a girl around once and he would never go back to them again. But that was the old him and I promise you he has changed. He may not know it yet, but he loves you, its pretty clear to anyone who watches the two of you together. He just doesn't know it yet."

Jasper's words made sense but Edward's actions didn't. I didn't see Edward running through the rain to come and find me. I didn't see him explaining his actions or telling me how he really feels. I don't know if I believed Jasper's words.

"Thank you Jasper, I believe you." I lied, but he just smirked.

"Liar."

My lips turned up involuntarily at how badly of a liar I was.

"Hey Jazz?" I asked.

"Yeah?"

"I just need to be alone today. Can you tell everyone not to bother me? That includes Alice and Esme and… Edward. Not that he would want to see me anyway." I finished sadly, a few more tears escaped.

"I'll tell them, and Bella? Just give him time." Jasper finally, wiping away the tears and unlocked the door and I let my self out, quickly running for cover under the porch, waving as he pulled away.

I tucked back any thought of anything that happened and unlocked the front door, letting myself in.

I stripped off my soggy shoes and jacket, just throwing them on the floor and trudging to the kitchen. I opened the fridge to get a drink, when I was hit with a rancid smell that made me shove the door closed again. I guess I've been gone a little long.

I grabbed the first thing I could find, which happened to be a granola bar, shoving that in my mouth and heading up the stairs.

I went right for the bathroom, puling off all my clothes and running the tub. When it was filled completely, I stepped over the edge, settling down into the water, resting my head on a small cushion. I closed my eyes.

The thoughts I was trying to push away for the time being all came rushing back, making my head pound. The crying started up again which turned into sobbing.

Edward didn't love me; he made it perfectly clear when he dropped me on the fucking ground and bolted out of there. My heart was throbbing with emotional pain and I felt like it was about to explode and literally rip open further because hypothetically there was already a fucking hole in it.

I was rejected by the man that I loved and it killed me. I was furious at myself for not keeping my mouth shut. Even though he didn't love me and had basically dumped me on the ground, I still loved him and I don't think that feeling will every go away, because it ran deep to my core. A feeling like that is not easily forgotten.

Everything Edward did made it seem as he loved me, or maybe he was just more like his old self then I thought. Maybe he was just leading me on for the fun of it, like he did to all those others. Maybe Alice gives the same sob story to every girl and there all in on this, trying to make him seem like he actually cares when in real truth, he doesn't

I thought back to when Edward held me when I was scared after my nightmare. The look of pure compassion clear on his face, was it all just an act?

Suddenly pictures of Phil's face popped into my mind. Of him in the forest from my dream, the way he looked when he came home, they day he told me my mother was gone. That she would never come back, he made sure of it.

Flashes of him with the knife raised at me, when he beat the crap out of me, the sweet looks he gave me when I was on my crutches, knowing in his head what pain he had planed. Edward shunning me emotionally is worse then any physical pain that Phil bestowed on me, what seemed like happened yesterday.

I shuddered and sunk lower into the water. Images of me cut and bloody were the next to enter my mind. The way I looked standing in front of that mirror looking as if I had just stepped off the set of a horror movie.

I opened my eyes, only to come face to face with red water, looking exactly as it did when I had taken a bath right after being beaten by Phil. I screamed and jumped out of the water, squeezing my eyes shut. My breathing was uneven, and I was visibly shaking.

After finally composing myself, I opened my eyes. The water was no longer red, but the clear it should be; I had only imagined it.

I mentally scolded my self for letting my mind get carried away like it had.

"You think you can hide? "He had asked in a sly voice. "Well you cant! I have people everywhere! I will find you!" he screamed. I cringed as my departing words with Phil rang through my head.

"No one will ever find me. I'm safe." I told my self but I just couldn't come to truly believe it. I'm pretty sure Phil won't go back on his word. But it may be a while before anything happens.

So I would be safe for a little while. On that note, I headed into my room, throwing on a black lace bra and a lacy g-string, I would never wear such a thing, in fact if I ever saw it in a store, I would bypass it and not give it one thought, but sexy lingerie was all that Alice bought me, there was really nothing else to wear.

It's not like I was sexy because I clearly wasn't, and no one would ever see me in it anyway so there was no point to it.

I climbed under the covers and grabbed a pillow, wrapping my arms and legs around it, pulling it tightly to my body. I cleared my mind as best I could and closed my eyes, eventually drifting to sleep

Some hours later I was startled awake by a new noise coming from downstairs.

Edward POV

I groaned, the pleasure deep with in me building. I began rubbing frantically. The pleasure skyrocketed and I went paralyzed by the power of it all. We continued rubbing, riding out each other orgasms. That was truly amazing. Better then all the bitches in this town could do. It was special and I'm glad it was with her.

I swayed a bit and slumped my head forward, resting it in the crook of Bella's sweaty neck.

When she rubbed against my erection, it sent a spark through me, knowing my Bella needed released and we basically dry humped against the fucking door.

"Edward, I have to tell you something." She told me, panting.

"Anything." I vowed.

"Edward…I, I, I love you." What the fuck! All I could think was not me. I was so shocked, thinking only of the surprising words she just muttered, that I dropped her and high tailed the fuck out of there.

I practically sprinted up the god damn stairs to my floor, throwing my bedroom door open and slamming it shut.

"I need a minute!" I said out loud to myself and tried the think this through. Bella just told me she loved me. How could someone as beautiful and pure and innocent love someone like me? It just didn't seem right.

"Okay, what has Bella done for me?" I asked myself.

Bella Swan was the one who penetrated deep into my thick skull with out even trying. With one look in her captivating eyes, I was trapped. My attitude made everyone around me happier, that much I could tell.

Bella held my attention and kept me on top of my shit. I look forward to her company and craved it when I am not with her. I enjoyed the time we spent together. I was horrified last night when Bella woke up screaming.

Holy fuck! It hit my like a ton of bricks. I'm a love sick pussy! And I'm actually fine, cause with Bella; I wouldn't have it any other way.

I had to lay out everything Bella was and did for me to realize I was fucking in love with her.

"Why, the fuck couldn't you have realized that shit before!" I yelled at myself.

Suddenly my door was thrown open, and Emmett was standing there in the door way looking pissed off. He slammed the shut the door behind him as he walked over to me.

"What the fuck did you do?" He seethed.

"What are you talking about?" I asked, racking my brain for any shit I could have done, but came up empty.

"Bella came running down the stairs, crying hysterically, and hurt clear as day in her eyes. So I'll ask again, what the fuck did you do?"

"Well we were in the bathroom and she told me she loved me and I… Fuck!" My eyes widened at the recollection of my actions.

"I dropped her on the ground and ran." Holy shit, she must have taken that as me rejecting her, because what I did surely looked like rejection.

"You fucking dropped her!" He took a step closer, fire in his eyes.

"That's my little sister and you broke her heart! I can't believe. You're the same as you've always been!"

"Dude, I needed time to think, I was shocked that I could be loved by her, I didn't grasp it and it made me panic. But I love her!"

"I'm shocked that you could be loved by anyone!" He murmured, just loud enough for me to hear. I narrowed my eyes.

"Oh go fuck Rosalie, I have my girl who has a man who got some splanin' to do." I said in a fake Ricky Ricardo accent, using one of his lines.

I shoved passed Emmett and opened my door. I ran down the two flights of stairs, at the same time as Jasper and Alice stopped talking. Her head snapping up and she glared at me. And even though she was a small ass pixie she still scared the crap out of me.

Jasper's hair was dripping wet; which caused me to believe he was out in the rain.

"You're an ass!" Alice got right in my face and screamed. "I actually believed you changed. I can't believe you would fucking do that to her!"
"Esme asked, hurrying from the kitchen, Carlisle trailing behind her.

"Ask your heartless son!" Alice said, pointing an accusing finger at me.

"I'm not heartless, I fucking love her!" Esme broke into a beaming smile. She looked around the room.

"Your not gonna find Bella, just wait till you hear what this asshole did." Emmett cut in, glaring at me. Esme looked at Emmett expectantly; worry clear in her expression, waiting for an answer.

"Bella told Edward she loved him and Edward dropped her and ran!" Alice yelled still right in my face.

Esme gasped. "Edward Anthony Cullen, you didn't!" She said astonishment and anger in her voice.

"He did." Jasper added.

"Will you guys let me get a fucking word in, I was shocked okay, I didn't mean to drop her but that is how I reacted. I needed time to think, and I realized I loved her. This is all new to me." I said, hoping they would see my side. But Carlisle was just shaking his head at me.

"I'm so disappointed in you."

"Well that's just dandy everyone, I don't care right now. I need to talk to Bella."
I began calling her name and moving around the room.

"She's not here." Jasper informed me. I froze and my head snapped in his direction.

"Where the fuck is she?" I asked in a harsh tone.

"I drove her home." He said in the calmest manner in the world. Quickly, I pulled my car keys from my pocket and headed over to the front door.

"She doesn't want to see anyone, least of all you. So if you really love her then you will leave her alone as she asks." Jasper told me and I let go of the doorknob, which I had grabbed. Everyone in the room nodded along to what he said, agreeing.

I loved Bella and I respected her wishes but I needed to see her, but…I would just have to wait until tonight and everyone was asleep. I needed them to see that I respected her wishes.

I stepped back from the door and put my keys back in my pocket.

"Me and you need to talk." My dad told me pointing over to his office door. I sighed running my hand through my hair and walking over to the door, going inside and sitting down in the chair in front of his desk.

The door opened shortly after; Carlisle entering and taking a seat in front of me. He stared at me for a moment or two before speaking.

"Edward," He started, "I may have never told you this, but the way you treat woman breaks my heart. I've stood by and let you do your shit but we need to talk about it."

"You know I don't do that shi… stuff anymore."

"Well, you dropping Bella to the ground and running, begs to differ."

"Did we not just go through this? I was being rash, I was shocked and acted with out thinking and I truly am sorry about it, but no one will let me go make it right." I argued, raising my voice. Everyone was fucking annoying me. I explained to them my situation and what happened but they just keep jumping down my throat about it.

"Why did you need to think about whether you loved her or not? It is as clear as day, the way you look at her is one of love." My dad questioned.

"I, I, just never realized it before. I always used to tell myself that I wasn't capable of love. And I didn't exactly know what love felt like until just five minutes ago. I love Bella, I really do, and it shocked me that someone like her could love an ass like me."

Carlisle was quiet for a few minutes just gazing at me. "You don't know how long I have waited for you to say that, for you to finally get your act together." I smiled at his comment.

"Now can I go to Bella?" I asked already getting out of my chair. But Carlisle gave me this strict look and motioned for me to sit back down; I did.

"Edward, your gonna have to give her time to herself, lets say you go tonight, I wont tell anyone." I smirked and stood up.

"Okay." I was glad to know he was on my side.

This was way harder then I thought. Knowing Bella was sad and confused and heart broken, while I just sat here at the edge of my bed, my car keys now in the possession of my dad's pocket, killed me. I felt like I should run after her right now, but I restrained. I had lasted three hours already; I think I could manage some more time.

The sun was now setting and I was as restless as ever. Jasper had taken Alice to go to some dancing class because she had been begging him for ever and Rose and Emmett had retired to his bedroom; doing "you know what in there." Thank god for sound proof rooms!

I switched the TV onto some random channel. It was one of those soap opera shit shows. I groaned and changed the channel quickly. I ended up on some sports channel; it was the big game Emmett was talking about this morning.

I threw my hands over my head and stretched back, resting my eyes, but I fell asleep.

Sometime later I opened my eyes. The room was completely dark, my bedside clock reading 10:15. I sat up quickly, sending something falling; it hit the ground with a metallic clang.

I picked my keys up off the ground and quietly opened my bedroom door. As softly as I could, I walked down the stairs and opened the front door. I locked it behind me.

The air was cool and refreshing and the full moon sat high in the sky. It shone on the front of the house, illuminating the path to the garage. As silently as it could, the garage door opened and I quickly got in my car. Thank you to the people at Volvo who make silent engines.

I shut the garage door as I pulled out and headed down the path to the main road. Right now I was probably going 50 miles over the speed limit. I flew down the road, my foot pressing harder against the gas pedal as each second ticked by.

Making a sharp right on to Bella's block, I stopped short in front of her house. I slammed my door shut and ran up the path to her front door.

There was no doorbell so I settled on knocking, first softly then banging harder when there was no answer. I took out my cell and dialed her number; it went straight to voicemail. I ended the call and dialed again but it yet again went to voice mail.

Angrily, I shoved my phone into my left pants pocket and took a paper clip out of my other. I pulled one of the ends and opened the paper clip into one long medal rod. I slipped the end in the key hole as I jiggled the handle. I jiggled forcefully as I moved the paper clip around and suddenly the door squeaked open.

I know I was being a little crazy in picking the lock, but I just wasn't going to leave with out seeing her. I can't believe I resulted to breaking and entering.

I pushed the door open and quickly shut it behind me. I walked into the entry way, completely blind; it was pitch black.

Out of the corner of my eyes I noticed a glint of metal. Curiously I turned my head to look at it, but it was moving. Suddenly the metal swung and hit me in the balls extremely hard. I doubled over, grabbing my privates and using my other hand to block my face.

The metal came down and hit me across the back repeatedly. But I was paralyzed, the pain in my fucking dick almost unbearable. I couldn't do shit.

Swiftly, the light to the room was flicked on. I looked up to see Bella holding a golf club in both hands. She was panting and her hair was sticking up in different places. The look in her eyes was animal like but fear was also clear. My eyes trailed down and popped out of my fucking head when I realized she was only in a bra and panties set and a fucking G-string at that. To bad I couldn't get hard right now.

"Fuck!" Her eyes went wide when she saw my face and she immediately bent down to help me up, giving me a glorious look at her breasts. I licked my lips looking only at her chest as she helped me up.

"Ow." I yelled as pain shot through dick.

"I'm so sorry." She muttered as she helped me to the kitchen, flicking lights on as she went. She sat me down at the island and went over to retrieve an icepack from the freezer. She handed it to my as I sat it down on my inner thighs groaned at the coldness.

But my eyes still never left her body. She looked down at herself and froze. A dark red blush crept upon her cheeks as she dashed from the room, running up the steps.

A minute or so later, she came back down the stairs, but this time wearing a robe. She sat down across from me and put her head in her hand not making eyes contact.

After awhile she looked up. "What are you doing here?" She asked.

"We need to talk."

"No we don't." She said stubbornly, and turned away dismissing the conversation. But I wouldn't have that. I came her to talk and so help me, we were gonna fucking talk.

"But I love you." I said quietly. Her head slowly tilted up and her beautiful brown eyes met mine. She stared at me, probably searching for any sign that I was lying.

"Oh don't take pity on me. I was stupid to ever think you'd love me let alone anyone. So it's my fault. You should just go on with your fucking life."

"But you're my life, and I'm not gonna move on unless you are by my side. When we were in the bathroom…" She cut me off, standing up quickly and pointing in the direction of the front door.

"Leave or so help me, I will call the cops because you fucking broke into my house."

"Just fucking listen!" I yelled standing up and marching over to her. I grabbed her shoulder and pushed her down into her chair. She cowered back and leaned as far away from me as she could.

"When we were in the bathroom and you told me you loved me, I panicked. But its not because I didn't love you, it was because, I always told my self I could never love or be loved, but when you came into y life, you turned everything around and made me open my eyes. I didn't realize it before that why I ran. I thought it all through and it hit me. I'm in love with you. I have never told anyone that except my mom and dad and maybe once or twice to Alice and Emmett. You have to believe me, that my love for you it true. Because, I don't think I could continue on living with out you." I told her, pouring my heart out as I held her hand and looked deep into her eyes.

There was hesitance in her eyes that turned to happiness. She slowly wound her arms around my neck and pressed her lips firmly to mine. Happily, I picked her up and cradled her in my arms, sitting down in the seat she was just in and squeezing her to my chest.

"I'm so sorry that I dropped you. I wasn't thinking. I didn't mean it at all…" She placed a silencing finger on my lips.

"I was heartbroken when I thought you didn't love me. But I understand everything you just said and I believe you. I love you Edward Cullen."

"I love you too Isabella Swan." I told her sweetly, kissing her lips softly.

Bella POV

"I love you to Isabella Swan." My heart swelled and I pulled away just to gaze at him. I wanted not to believe him because I just didn't want to get hurt, but I did. There was love in his eyes, that I never saw before, and it was directed at me. The pain I felt before was now gone and was replaced by immense happiness, probably the most happy I have been in my whole life.

All my worries of before were gone because I was in Edward's arms, feeling safe.

"I'm sorry that I attacked you." I murmured into his neck. "I thought you were a robber or some shit." I lied. The only thing that had crossed my mind when I heard the jingling of the door handle was that Phil had found me.

"I'm glad to know that you can defend yourself and besides, I needed a good ass kicking." I giggled involuntarily like a flirting little school girl, but I couldn't help it. Edward laughed at me and rocked me back and forth.

"Ow." he groaned when I hit his manhood.

"Again, sorry about that." He just shook it off and kept rocking me.

I closed my eyes, but I wasn't asleep, although Edward thought I was.

"Sleep my angel." He murmured. "God you're beautiful. You don't know how happy you made me, by forgiving me. I have been such an ass. You don't know the gilt I feel for dropping you and I promise that everything will be fine. It's all about you and me, no one else. Oh and by the way, you looked fucking sexy before with your delicious boobs right in my face." He added at the end and I smirked inaudibly. The old Edward will never die. But I really liked when he talked like that, although I will probably never tell him that.

He began humming this tune that I never heard before. It was delicate, and soft, and simply beautiful.

I found my self drifting off into peaceful sleep. Instantly, I dreamed of the two of us in his meadow, just relaxing and being us. It was the first good dream I had in a long time.

Kristinababes

Okay guys, they finally figured all there shit out, so the next chapter will be them enjoying there love and what not, all 6 of them hanging out and having fun. Review guys!! And tell me if you think this chapter was crappy. I need you guy's feedback!

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