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Chapter 16
Bella POV
I walked into the clearing wearing nothing but my black bra and G-string. The sun shone through the trees into the circular meadow, making light glint of Edward's messy bronze hair.
Edward was lying on his side; his head probed up on his hand, beneath him was a white blanket, with a picnic basket in the corner. I was captivated by his amazing chest which was muscled and bare. Hungrily, I licked my lips and I swayed my hips and sauntered over to him.
I kneeled next to him and pushed him onto his back, throwing my leg over her his side and straddling his waist. Edward's hands rose from his side and moved hesitantly to my chest, but before they could even reach there destination, a gun shot rang out through the trees.
Edward rolled me off him, jumping to his feet and pulling me to mine. He wrapped his arms protectively around my shoulders and brought me slightly behind him.
A figure stepped out from the shadow of the trees and into the clearing, gun held at arms length, officially ruining the moment. Phil stepped forward and with an evil smirk began shooting off rounds into the trees.
Edward tensed and stepped fully in front of me, completely shielding my body from harm. I stood on my tip toes and peeked over his shoulder.
"Did I ruin the perfect moment Bella? Is this man willing to die for you?" He taunted, swinging the gun around on his finger. He stepped forward a foot, and Edward stepped back two, maintaining distance between us.
"Well Bella, I will take your happiness away now." Phil said, nonchalantly. There was another loud ring of the gun and Edward was pushed back, but me being behind him prevented him from falling. Edward froze, he swayed a bit, before turning to me, blood pouring from the bullet hole right above his heart. "I love you." He muttered and dropped to his knees. I caught him by the shoulders and sank with him to the ground.
"No!" I begged over and over but Edward just wouldn't open his eyes. Tears falling from mine; I looked up to meet Phil's stare. He just shrugged his shoulders as if what he did was no big deal, and slowly turned around, heading back into the trees; disappearing from sight, still casually twirling the gun on his finger.
I woke, sitting up in bed quickly and clutching my chest as silent tears fell from my eyes, running down my cheeks. Desperately, I searched for Edward, locating him just to my left, sleeping calmly on the pillow next to mine.
Edward's arms and legs were curled in and his hands were holding onto the pillow. He had such a peaceful look on his face and just seeing it made me let out an inaudible sigh of relief.
As quietly as I could, I slipped out from under the covers, tying the strings of my robe that had come undone, tightly around my waist. I walked into the closet, throwing on the first pair of slippers I could find and heading out into the hallway. i really needed some goddman fresh air. My whole face felt as if it were on fire. The tears the still fell, felt like boiling water.
I made my way to the end, throwing open the door and heading into the large sitting room. This room was one that i only had steeped inside and looked around, quickly shutting the door and getting back to whatever the hell i was doing.
Not bothering to turn on any lights, I opened the sliding glass doors on the far wall and entered onto the second floor balcony. This having been the first time I came out here. I walked over to the stone railing that came up to about just under my chest. I placed my hands on it and looked down into my backyard. I saw the outline of all the tree and when i looked higher up, i could see the mountains surrounding this small town. I sighed and closed my eyes letting the slight breeze dry my tears. With one last sigh i stepped back and made my way over to the couch, sitting down on the cushioned chair and kicked my feet up onto the ottoman.
The air was surprisingly warm and not muggy; no sign that rain had fallen earlier or will be falling anytime soon. The sky was starry and clear, not a cloud in sight.
The moon was high up and over to the right, shining as bright as ever, casting yellow shadows all over the terrace.
Why the fuck did I have to ruin that amazing dream by thinking of Phil and playing out my greatest fear. Why did Phil have to haunt my nightmares and make me scared of any noise? Like the other day when Edward came up behind me and put his hands over my eyes, I fucking screamed and ruined the moment. I had thought it was Phil and he had finally found me, although that would be very unlikely that it was him putting his hands over my eyes, I still freaked, because even though there was the slimmest chance that would happened; I still strongly believed it was him.
I heard the sound of the sliding glass door open and close, I froze but didn't turn around. Edward sat down next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me to his body, making all my worries seem to disappear. I broke my gaze at the sky and turned to see Edward. He was staring at me.
"How'd you know that I was out here, this is even the first time I am out here." I questioned.
"I was actually wandering around about an hour ago, insomnia got the best of me. I sat out her for a little while."
"You should have woken me up."
"You looked peaceful."
"It's a beautiful night." I commented copying him and wrapping my arms around his waist.
"It doesn't compare to you." He told me, staring lovingly into my eyes.
"Okay." I laughed. "If you say so." I told him, turning back to the sky, still giggling at the fact that he actually thought I was beautiful.
"You are!" He protested. "You really don't see yourself clearly do you? You're the most beautiful girl I ever met, and I'm not lying."
I looked up into his eyes to see they were filled to the brim with passion. I leaned over and kissed him chastely. I pulled away and leaned my head on his shoulder.
"What's your favorite flower?" He asked suddenly.
"What?"
"Your favorite color. I realized I know near nothing about you and its bugging me. I want to know everything. So ill ask and you'll just answer." I just nodded.
"Yellow roses." I told him instantly, not giving it seconds thought. I smiled.
"Seems as if there's a story to that." Edward commented and I smiled again.
"Yeah there is. When I was like 11, my mom loved yellow roses. She really wanted them around the house, but she couldn't find any. So one day she called up a florist in Sacramento and ordered 20 yellow roses to be sent to the house. The person must have heard wrong or some shit because he shows up with 20 dozen. Of course my mom doesn't give them back she keeps all 240, placing them all over the house. She was so happy around all the beautiful flowers that they became my favorite too." I told him tears in my eyes.
"Why are you crying?" He asked, using his thumb to catch the tears. Fuck I had to think quickly.
"Um, she died two years ago." I lied, but quite convincingly.
"Tell me about her." I sighed and told him of my mother.
"Um she was born in 1970 on February 12th. Renee had brown hair and she was the most amazing person I knew. My mom was kind hearted and fun spirited. She always loved to have fun and be there for me. She was 37 when she died in…a car accident." Everything I told him as the truth except how she died and if she was even fucking dead.
"I'm so sorry." He mumbled quietly, rubbing my shoulders.
"Next question." Was all I said. He smiled lightly and continued on with his questions that kept us out there just talking for hours.
Edward POV
Talking to Bella was so easy, it wasn't awkward at all and I found my self wanting to hear more because her voice was just so damn calming. She would casually look up at the sky and smile when she remembered something that must have happened and was replaying it in her mind. She used her hands to talk and show me things, and she would always catch a loose strand of her hair and twirl it around her finger.
I learned that Bella's mom had died two years ago, that she was fun loving and it reminded me of Bella. Bella seemed quite uncomfortable with that subject, but she told me about it through tears. I found out her favorite flower was the yellow rose, that her favorite food was pasta, but she hated people knowing that because it made her sound fat. I reassured her that she was skinny and perfect, but she just shrugged that off and continued on.
Bella said she was born in 1991, same as me. She grew up her whole life in Phoenix, Arizona. She told me about her childhood and how little friends she had, because no one took the time to get to know her. She seemed sad about that, but grew happier when she talked about her early teen years.
I found myself smiling when she did, probably at a recollection of her past. She told me about all her birthday parties and what her mom used to do for her. She described the weather there and how she missed the constant heat.
She grew sad again when she told me of how her mom and her grew apart when her mom met a guy and ended up spending all her time with him, completely ignoring my Bella. I was actually angry at her mom and her mom's friend because they had made Bella feel unwanted.
Bella went onto tell me about what she likes to do. Bella likes to watch movie and hang around. She loves to cook and read and dance when nobody's watching.
"I'm so glad I ran away from all that, glad I could escape. This was the change in my life that I needed." She said staring off into space and not really remembering that she was sitting next to me. I was utterly confused about what she was talking about in her last remark. Escape? What was she running away from?
"What?" I asked. Bella suddenly froze and came back to reality. She sat there for a second not making any eyes contact.
"Um, I ran away from the memories of my mom and got a fresh start. Living in the house where my mother lived was too much. I needed to get away." She told me still avoiding eyes contact.
I grabbed her chin and turned her head to face mine. "I like it better when you look at me." I told her. She smiled and grabbed my face leaning down and placing a kiss at the corner of my lips. She pulled away and rested her head on my chest.
"How about you tell me your life story so I don't have to ask questions and I can just listen." She said looking up at me expectantly. I couldn't say no, so I began.
"I was born in 1991 in Los Angeles, California; you know Alice is my twin. And Emmett was born earlier. When I was two, we moved over to Forks because my mom got a job as an architect and home designer in Port Angeles. My dad was easily able to switch jobs, considering he was a very well known Doctor, very successful that he could get a job anywhere. I was the kind of twin that we would be dressed a like. So basically all through kindergarten through 4th grade I was dressed the same as Alice, just maybe different colors. I finally had enough of that and made my dad go out and buy the clothes that I wanted.
So in the 5th grade, Alice, Emmett, and I were walking home from school, when two kids were crossing the street. They didn't see the car that was quickly approaching so Emmett ran into the street and pulled them to the side walk just in time to miss that car. turns out they just moved her from Texas and were getting used to all the traffic. They thanked us and we invited them over for a snack. It was Rose and Jasper and they had just moved to the neighborhood. We were inseparable after that. We all became the best of friends, Alice and Rose had the shopping obsession and, we guys were all manly men."
Bella laughed at that and shoved me. "Manly, okay."
"What, you don't think I'm a manly man?" I asked puffing out my chest life I see Emmett does a lot. She shook her head and smirked at me. Fuck this girl was just trying to get a rise out of me.
With a mischievous smirk in her direction, I pounced. Quickly, I grabbed her shoulders and pushed her down onto the couch, moving up so that my legs were straddling hers; making it impossible for her to get up or move. She laughed playfully as I, with one hand grabbed both of hers and pinned them above her head. I placed my other hand on her side.
"Tell me I am manly, or I will tickle you." I told her threateningly, but my serious façade faltered as I tried to hold back a laugh.
"Never!" She shouted, trying to move her hands.
"You asked for it." I brought my hand to her side and began tickling. She moved her hips from side to side as she laughed, trying to get away from my hand.
"No!" She giggled. Suddenly she moved her legs, causing it to come in contact with the fabric covering my inner thighs. I shuddered involuntarily. By fingers had a mind of there own and were still tickling her sides. Tears were falling from her eyes as she laughed and desperately tried to move my hands.
I suddenly stopped and just gazed down at her. Bella's chest was rising and falling quickly as she tried to regain composure. The top of her robe had slipped off her shoulder, leaving her creamy skin and a black bra strap showing. With out giving it a second thought, I reached my hand down and fingered the black lacey strap. Bella froze and opened her eyes to look up at mine, which was trained on my hand.
I leaned down and placed a wet open mouth kiss near her collar bone. Bella shivered and let out a shaky breathe. I finally met her gaze and my pants got tighter. Bella's messy ponytail was all loose and her sex looking hair was looking touchable. The top of her bra clad breast peeked out as the robe slipped more, and my eyes moved to that spot hungrily, the feeling of lust growing ever the more powerful. Lust practically clouded my vision and took over, but the last bit of saneness left kept me in line and made me take control, before I ripped her fucking robe off and devoured her delicious skin.
Bella must have seen my look because she sat up slightly. "Wanna go back to my room?" She suggested throwing in a sexy smirk at the end, and biting her lip anxiously.
"Don't have to fucking ask me twice." I told her, my horny teenage self breaking through. I quickly got up to my feet and pulled her into my arms. I held her bridal style and practically threw open the sliding door and ran through the room to the hallway.
"Put me down!" Bella yelled/squealed, kicking her legs but not at all doing much to get down. We got to her bedroom and I placed her down at the foot of her bed. She looked me in the eyes, before pushing me down onto the covers.
"Wait here." She told me suggestively, trailing her hands down my chest as she got up. She opened the bathroom door and slipped in side.
I pushed myself to the top of the bed, getting my head on the pillow. I watched the door for a minute or two, but when it didn't open, I let my mind wander. I thought back to the way Bella looked when she beat the shit out of me with a fucking golf club. It actually made me know that she got a good chance in a fight, and she looks fucking hot when she's breathing hard.
And what she was fucking wearing; never again will I curse the name of Victoria's Secret. All those bitches always telling me they gotta hit up that store, well now I know fucking why and I have to get her more of that shit.
Bella looked fucking amazing yet beautiful at the same time. I felt my pants tighten because my damn erection was straining against my boxers making my pants way too goddamn tight. Irritatingly, I shoved down the zipper and popped open the button, shimmying my pants off and throwing them to the right.
What ever happened tonight, I wasn't about to let it become anything like my past. I would do shit right, worship her body and make her feel amazing. I won't pressure her into doing anything she wasn't comfortable with. I loved her and I wanted to make this as special as I could. Because I truly loved Bella and I wanted her to see it.
The door to the bathroom creaked open slowly and Bella stood in the door way. Her hair was in gorgeous ringlets and her eyes were slightly outlined with black eyeliner, bringing out her eyes deep brown. Her robe was different. It wasn't floor length of fuzzy like before, but was now satiny and stopped mid thigh. My fucking hard on was hurting extremely bad.
Before she did anything, she made sure I had her eyes. When she knew I was staring just at her stunning eyes, she slowly untied the strings holding her robe together. Bella bit her lip as she let the robe slip from her shoulders and fall to the floor.
My eyes trailed over her body and my love for her overpowered the lust, something that I didn't think was possible. I felt my heart swell at the look of pure anxiousness of her face. She was probably wondering how I was gonna act to seeing her and it made me feel good that she cared a lot about my opinion and how I saw her.
Bella looked extremely worried and nervous and that made me feel kind of bad. I had to make her feel comfortable, make her laugh or something.
Slowly, I got up and made my way over to her. I wrapped my arms around her shoulders and brought her to my chest. I hugged her to me tightly.
I pulled away and stepped back, extending my hand as I bowed.
"Can I have this dance?" I asked.
"What?" She asked curiously.
"One: you looked kind of nervous and I thought this would lighten the mood. Two: I have this uncontrollable urge to dance with you right now." I told her, my hand still extended.
"Well, one: there is no music. Two: I can't dance." She said smirking.
"Who cares if there is no music? Now get your beautiful little ass over here and make your loving boyfriend happy by grabbing his hand and dancing with him."
Bella's lips turned up into a breathtaking smile as she reached out and grabbed my hand. I pulled her toward me instantly, taking one of her hands and placing it on my shoulder as I took her other in my own; I placed my hand on her waist. I pulled my body up against hers, feeling her breast press into my chest.
"Just follow my lead." I leaned down to her ear and told her huskily. She shook slightly and followed my feet. I started to hum the tune that has been in my head, officially called Bella's Lullaby.
We moved slowly in circles and my tune carried on. Her head was currently rested on my chest as we twirled. None of us talked, for this moment was perfect. This was the moment I craved when I told myself I wanted a relationship. This moment was entirely perfect.
My humming stopped for the song in my head had ended and I found myself just holding her and rocking back and forth.
"I love you Edward." Bella muttered into my shoulder. My heart swelled because I could hear the compassion in her words, love just oozing from them. Bella truly loved me and I was completely happy. I placed my hand under her chin and moved her face to meet mine.
"I love you too Bella, more than you know." I leaned forward and placed my lips sweetly against hers. Bella ran her hands up my chest and delicately wrapped them around my neck. She stood up taller, pressing her lips more firmly to mine. I snaked both of my hands around her waist and squeezed it softly.
Our mouths moved against each others slowly, just reveling in the intense feeling. There was an electric current that ran through me and I hope she felt it too. It was intense and fueled the kiss farther.
When Bella needed air, she rolled her head to the side, causing my lips to attach to her neck. I ran my tongue along her jugular causing Bella to moan. I moved my lips up the pulse point under her chin and sucked on it. Bella let out a guttural groan and turned her head more to allow me better access. I licked my way up to her neck and detached my lips, hovering above her ear.
"This is all for you." I mumbled and went for the dip behind her ear. I grabbed a hold of her earlobe with my lips and I sucked.
"Edward." Bella said breathily bringing her lips back to mine.
Our kiss became more heated, fueled by the electric current that seemed to be radiating between our bodies. The lust was building and it was again clouding my vision.
I stopped my mouth on Bella's and pulled away, making sure her back was toward the bed before I pushed her. Her back came in contact with the comforter and I crawled up her body and hovered over her. I leaned most of my weight on my right hand. I picked up my left hand and placed it on her bra strap, not for a second loosing eyes contact. She nodded her head once giving me permission.
I pulled the strap down her shoulder leaving it bear. I brought my lips down and kissed along her collar bone and down to her shoulder, dragging my lips along sending tingles down into Bella's body.
Bella's hands went to my hair, digging her fingers into the back of my head and dragging them along my scalp. I shuddered at the amazing feeling. I snaked my hand under her back and rested my fingers on the clasp of her bra. I looked at her for confirmation that I was allowed to undo it. Bella bit her lip before nodding her head slightly. She took a deep breath as I undid the clasp.
I pulled her arms through the straps, leaving just the cups covering her breasts. I removed the bra from her chest and threw it to the side.
This was a huge step for us and as I gazed down at Bella's beautiful plump perfect breasts I knew this was meant to be. I reached down and gently cupped her. Holy fuck! Her breast fit perfectly in my hand, like we were a match or a puzzle piece fitting into the right spot.
I ran my thumb along the smooth supple skin just taking in how soft it was. Bella moaned at my touch. I came back to reality and the task at hand, making Bella feel good. I ran my thumb over her nipple lightly which immediately hardened under my touch. I cupped her neglected one in my other hand and did the same. I squeezed lightly and bent down to place a kiss in the valley between her breasts.
I moved my lips up to her right breast and kissed along the mound making my way to her nipple. Bella let out a pleasure filled cry when my tongue flicked out. Her nipple immediately puckered up and Bella's back arched off the bed, pushing my mouth to her harder. I loved how responsive this little touch could make her. I wrapped both my lips around her erect nipple and sucked. I licked and nipped my way down and to her other one, all the while, Bella was scratching my head.
Bella may think I am so experienced but she doesn't realize that with all the other girls it was making out and fuck. I didn't touch there bodies or worship them except for the occasional hard tit squeeze, to make them scream my name. But I wouldn't treat Bella that way because she was special and deserved better.
Bella reached her hand up and covered mine, pressing my hand into her harder.
"I'm a big girl Edward; you don't need to go that soft." Bella told me and face probably lit up because my girl liked it rough.
"I'm gonna make you feel good." I told her. There was a look of hesitance in her eyes and fear was clear. Was she not ready?
"Edward, I'm not ready to sleep with you." She told me, immediately turning her head so she was looking off to the right.
I felt rejected. I know it wasn't that big of a deal and everything, but I thought that when you love someone you sleep with them. I sat up and backed away. Bella suddenly sat up quickly, grabbing my face roughly in her hands and kissing me.
Bella POV
I kissed him with as much passion as I could. I pulled my lips from his with a smack and held his gaze steady with mine.
"I may not want to do it with you, but that doesn't mean I don't want your fingers to make me feel good." I told him adding a wink at the end. Normally I wouldn't say that but I was feeling sexy and confident and it kind of slipped out. I really wanted to feel his fingers against me but I just wasn't ready for him to see me down there. I loved him but I didn't feel comfortable, what if he didn't like what he sees?
"Tell me what you're thinking." He told me forcefully and I couldn't lie, I told him exactly what I was thinking.
"Aww Bella, your beautiful everywhere, I would love you no matter what, until the day that I die." He told me so much compassion thrown into one sentence that I felt a tear slip from my eye. Edward leaned forward and caught the single tear between his lips. He continued his kiss, downward, until he reached my lips.
Edward moved his against mine roughly, our lips moving in perfect sync. Suddenly his tongue thrust into my mouth and I couldn't hold back the moan that escaped. Feeling brave, I rolled over so that I was hovering over Edward. He smiled before connecting his lips with mine once more. With my eyes closed, I blindly sought out the hem of Edward shirt. I started lifting, breaking the kiss for a second to pull the shirt over his head. My lips immediately went back to his and the shirt found the floor.
I felt Edward's erection pressed against my bare thigh and I fucking growled before cupping him. He moaned loudly and ground his hips into mine, eliciting an animal like noise from him.
Edward flipped me onto my back and pushed me up to the pillow.
"Can I touch you?" He asked huskily and my panties grew even wetter if that was even fucking possible.
"Yes." I managed to breathe out. I was practically hyperventilating as Edward's hand slid down my stomach. They stopped at the hem of my underwear. Edward wouldn't pressure me to do anything and he so understanding about my needs. I loved him so much.
Edward turned his head and looked me deep in the eyes. "I love you." He whispered before his fingers slipped there way into my underwear.
"I love you too." I tried to say but it just came out as a loud moan. Because Edward's hands made my whole body tingle. Just by this simple touch I was over the edge in lust.
Edward rubbed soothing circles around my mound and dragged them down stopping just before my clit.
"we don't have to." He told me but before he could go on I shifted my hips and his fingers landed just where they needed to be. Simultaneously, we both let out a moan. Edward kissed my stomach once before running his pointer finger down my slit. I shuddered and I opened my legs wider hoping to give him more access.
"So fucking wet baby." The feelings running up and down my legs and into my core were foreign but felt good, really good, amazing. I cried out in pleasure when Edwards thumb pressed against my clit. He used his other hand to push my legs open wider.
I moved my hips wildly under his amazing touch, thrashing around searching for more friction. Suddenly Edward took his pointer finger and slid it down, slowly inserting it into me. I felt slight pressure but the feelings of immense pleasure topped it. I fucking lost all sane. Edward used the pad of his thumb to rub circles into my clit.
There were sounds coming out of me that I didn't even know I could make. On top of that, pleasure coursed through my body in wave after wave of intense heat, building up and up. Edward's thumb worked feverishly against me while he had added another finger and was pumping in and out of me.
Edward kept my gaze the whole time. He looked deep into my eyes and held my gaze occasionally mouthing that he loved me. Edward's fingers curled in and I fell back onto the pillow arching my back and crying out.
My hips moved up and down meeting Edward's fingers every time they pushed back in. I desperately grabbed the sheets in my hands, balling them into fists and holding on tight.
"I'm gonna…I'm gonna…" I tried to say but then the pleasure exploded inside of me. It had built up and up and finally exploded like fireworks. My legs trembled and went rigid, paralyzed with the amazing feeling taking over my body. All of my stress seemed to disappear and I dropped back to the comfortable in completes bliss.
The tingles were still shooting through me as Edward was riding me out.
"That's it baby." He told me, still rubbing my clit softly. Now it was beginning to hurt, but a good hurt that seemed to add to the incredible feeling.
The pleasure subsided and Edward slowly pulled his fingers out, which were glistening with my juices. I don't know if I saw it right but Edward kept my eyes as he slowly popped his fingers into his mouth and sucked them clean.
I was completely turned on by that, my core started to throb yet again.
"Thank you so much." I told him. "That was amazing and I'm so glad that its you, I love you so much." I sat up and launched myself at him. I threw my hands around his shoulders and squeezed him to me. My mouth found his face and I peppered it with kisses. "I…love…you." I told him over and over in between each one.
He mumbled an "I love you." Before his lips found mine and he kissed me roughly. I could taste myself on his lips and I found it very erotic.
Edward's hand slid between our bodies. He rubbed up my stomach until his hand came in contact with my breast. He softly rubbed it, pinching my nipple between his thumb and forefinger and pinched it lightly, eliciting a moan from me.
Accidentally, Edward's erection pressed into my thigh and it was the hardest I have ever felt. I'm guessing he was in a lot of pain. Maybe I should take car of that. I thought. This is probably the most confident I ever felt.
"Edward put your head on the pillow now." I commanded, trying to sound like a dominant mistress. I'm guessing it worked because Edward quickly laid down a huge smile plastered on his face.
"Aww yeah, that's my girl." He hooted.
"I didn't tell you to talk." I told him forcefully, grabbing his erection through his boxers. That immediately shut him up and he groaned loudly, throwing his head back. I was enjoying this. Never had I ever felt dominant and sexy, this was so new to me, but I liked it.
"I'm gonna make you feel good." I told him. "Can I?" I asked gesturing to his underwear. He nodded instantly.
Hesitantly I pulled the front of his boxers down and his hard on sprung free standing tall and erect. My mouth dropped at the sight of it, I immediately began biting my lips. Edward…was massive! I mean huge. He was long probably a good 9 inches maybe more and he was thick.
I swallowed hard. Edward grabbed my chin and pulled my face to look at his.
"What's wrong?" He asked genuinely curious.
"Um, its not gonna fit when we you know." I told him.
"Yes it will, we are meant to be and I guarantee its going to feel amazing. But let's not worry about that right now." He kissed me lightly.
I kind of felt better and now I was really curious. I reached down and lightly rubbed some of the pre cum that had gathered at the tip. Edward's head went back down and smacked into the pillow; he closed his eyes, grabbing the comforter.
I wrapped my fist around his shaft, firmly but not to hurt him. I moved my hand up and down, his hard on growing in my hand, just getting the feel of things..
With out really thinking, I leaned down and wrapped my mouth around the tip for a taste.
Edward's POV
My eyes flew open at the sensation of wetness wrapped around my cock. My eyes landed on Bella's hot little mouth wrapped around me. Her tongue darted out and licked up my shaft. I groaned and grabbed Bella's hair in my hands, running them through it. She hummed in response, sending vibrations through me.
I could feel the blood moving under my skin and my heart was beating erratically. I have had some good blow jobs in my day, but nothing compared to the one I was getting now. Was it all different because I loved Bella? Did I even have to ask myself that question, the answer was pretty clear. I fucking loved Bella which made everything she did all the more special.
Bella was using both her mouth and her hand, mostly because she couldn't get me all in her mouth. Her hands were so soft but she had a firm grip that kept my hand secured tightly around the comforter, I didn't want to hurt her by pulling her hair.
Fuck my balls were tightening and the pleasure was growing. It was building and building and I felt like I was gonna explode. I tried to pull out because I knew I wouldn't last, but Bella wouldn't let me. She held her self down and sucked, hard. She pushed her mouth down far and i felt my tip hit the back of her throat. Thats it, i cant hold on.
My orgasm exploded with in me, probably more powerful then I ever experienced. I fell back onto the covers and squeezed my eyes shut and the pleasure stunned me. My cum shot out and coated her throat, the amazing thing was… she swallowed every bit of it, pulling away with a pop; she licked her lips.
"You're a fucking goddess." I managed to get out between deep breaths, "that was fucking amazing."
"Your welcome." She said shyly. I leaned forward and kissed her gently tasting myself on her lips, grabbing her hand and intertwining our fingers. I pulled her to my chest and fell back onto the covers with her by my side.
I fixed my boxers so that I was all covered and I held her close.
"Never leave me." Bella murmured into my chest. If I ever had to leave Bella, or if anything every happened to her, I would probably die. My life was meaningless until she became apart of it and I cant see it any other way.
"I'd probably die with out you. If you were gone, I would have nothing. I love you with my heart and soul. You feel this?" I asked, taking her hand and putting it on my chest, over my erratically beating heart. She nodded.
"This beats for you and only you; forever." I told her. Bella kept her hand on my heart and she picked up my left and placed it over hers.
"Me ditto." She told me, trying to keep from laughing. I chuckled. "My heart belongs to you, keep it forever." She said.
"Always." I told her and I meant it. Nothing will come between us.
"Can we have a song" She asked suddenly.
"What do you mean?"
"Like a song that represents us, and our love, or like a song we both really like." She explained.
"Well what bands do you like?"
"Um, well I am kind of into the band The Used right now, there amazing."
"I love that band." I told her excitedly.
"Really?" She asked. "No one does. Were like a perfect match."
"Yeah. How about you get some sleep, and I will think of our song." She nodded and curled up to my side, her hand still over my chest and mine on hers.
"I love you." I mumbled as I closed my eyes.
"I love you too." Bella drifted off to sleep and I did too, soon after.
This is in fact the longest chapter I have ever written!!! I'm so proud of myself!
Well this chapter progressed there physical relationship farter then they have gone and wasn't it just lovely. So tell me what you think of the chap. Was it good? was it terrible? I feed off of you guys opinions. Review guys it makes me wanna keep on doing what I do!!! Thanks!!!!!!!!
Thanks to my Beta!!!!!!!
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