Jasper was standing in front of his bedroom door, shifting from foot to foot nervously. His eyes roaming his bedroom trying to avoid looking at Jacob, who was sat on his bed grinning over at him. He was trying to ignore the fact of how right it seemed having Jacob in his room and on his bed. It felt right...and that he didn't understand. He had said it earlier to Jacob, he didn't know him...but he was all he could think of...all he wanted.

"So, err, you gonna stand there all night or you gonna come sit down?" Jacob asked, grinning.

"W-what, err, y-yeah." Jasper said quietly and hurried over to the bed, sitting on the edge. He heard Jacob sigh and the next thing he knew the bigger boy had wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him further back onto the bed; Jasper was laid on his back with Jacob sitting crossed-legged next to his shoulder. "Erm...why?"

Jacob leaned his face over Jasper's. "You were sitting on the edge of the bed, looking so nervous it looked like you thought I was going to jump you any second. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel?"

Jasper's face saddened –and his nervousness had faded. "Sorry..."

Jacob grinned, his serious face gone within milliseconds. "I didn't say I didn't like it...you're even cuter when you're nervous."

Jasper rolled his eyes.

"Yeah, I was joking. I don't like you been nervous around me. I'd like you to be able to be yourself around me...pretty much like you were last night, y'know when you were all over me." Jacob's grin widened.

Jasper's eyes widened. "When I was all over you!? You are joking right? I wasn't-...y-you pulled me on top of you!"

Jacob climbed on top of Jasper's hips and he leaned forward, nuzzling his nose against Jasper's neck. He smirked, loving at the way Jasper titled his head back, giving Jacob more of his neck. "Don't act like you didn't enjoy it."

"I-I...y-you..." Jasper gasped out of shock as he felt Jacob bite his neck lightly. "W-what are you doing?"

"Have you thought about what we were talking about earlier?" Jacob asked, going back to nuzzling Jasper's neck.

"What we were talking about earlier?" Jasper asked. He was too distracted by Jacob on top of him to remember anything before Jacob came into his room.

Jacob pulled away and looked down at Jasper's face, staring into his deep green eyes. "Are you saying you don't remember what we were talking about?"

Jasper took a deep shaky breath. "You're sat on me, moving and biting my neck...how am I supposed to remember what we were talking about earlier today?"

Jacob grinned and moved his face closer to Jasper's, their noses touching. "I like that." He said and rubbed against Jasper's body. "I like you and I wanna be with you. So, what'd you say?"

"I don't..."

"Come on Jasper, let's just try. What do you have to lose?" Jacob asked. He pressed his lips to Jasper's and slowly started to grind against Jasper's crotch. He pulled away and grinned at Jasper, who was moving back against Jacob. "Come on, I promise, you won't regret it. We'll have fun and stuff...we'll be good for each other."

Jasper wrapped his arms around Jacob's neck and pressed his lips to Jacob's chastely. He pulled away after a few moments. "O-okay...we'll give it a go, but...until I'm sure, we're not having sex." He half-grinned, thinking that Jacob wouldn't like the idea of no sex.

"That's fine by me...but, what do you mean until you're sure?" Jacob asked.

Jasper could see the worried look in Jacob's eyes. He smiled softly. "Listen, I, err, I haven't done that before...I like you, I really, really do, but I'm not just-..."

"Gonna let me in your pants."

"Straight away." Jasper smiled and watched Jacob smile widely back at him. "I just don't want to do it and then you decided you don't want to stick around anymore." He said sadly.

Jacob pressed his nose to Jasper's neck again and used his right hand to cup Jasper's face. "I ain't going anywhere; I'm staying right here, with you...forever." Jasper turned his head to the left towards Jacob. Jacob looked at him and then pressed his lips to Jasper's gently. "I swear..." He kissed Jasper again. "I ain't leaving you..." He kissed him again. "I promise..." He kissed him again. "Not ever."

Jasper pushed on Jacob's shoulder and Jacob took the hint and rolled off of him and onto his back. Jasper climbed onto him and leaned his face closer to Jacob's. "You're not going to leave me?" He pressed his lips to Jacob's quickly. "Ever?" He kissed him again.

"Not ever."

Jasper couldn't help the happy smile that spread across his face. "Good." He said and kissed Jacob. After a few minutes of long deep kisses, Jasper pulled away. "My, err, my parents are out of town tonight and Rose is sleeping at a friends...you, err, could sleep over if you want."

Jacob stared up at Jasper.

"I mean if you want to stay you can, if you don't that's fine...I-I was just..."

"No, no-..."

"Oh, okay, that's fine. I mean, it is up to you-..."

"You didn't let me finish. I want to stay..." Jacob propped himself up onto his elbows. "If you're sure that's okay, I mean."

"Yes!" Jasper looked away from Jacob's face, his cheeks red with embarrassment at how happy he had sounded. "I mean yeah, sure, that's okay."

Jacob smiled and pulled Jasper down for another kiss.

******

Jacob looked down at Jasper and smiled. They had been watching TV for a few hours now and Jasper had fallen asleep against Jacob, before moving to lay on his lap. It had amazed Jacob; Jasper had still been fully asleep while he moved to lay down on the sofa, resting his head in Jacob's lap. Jacob could stay like that all night, but he could imagine how uncomfortable if would be for Jasper to lay like that all night. "Jasper, hey Jasper, come on, it's late..." He said and nudged the smaller framed boy. Jacob watched Jasper groan and turn over onto his back, smiling sleepily up at Jacob. Jacob smiled down at him and ran his thumb over his bottom lip before leaning down to place a gentle kiss on his lips. "Come on babe, you'll be comfier in bed."

"Do that again." Jasper said quietly; his voice and face was covered with tiredness.

Jacob smiled and leaned to kiss Jasper again and then once more. "Wrap your arms around my neck." He said as he placed his left arm around Jasper's shoulders and his right arm under Jasper's legs. He stood up from the sofa as Jasper wrapped his long thing arms around his neck. He carried Jasper up the stairs and into his room. He laid him down on the bed. "So, am I on the floor?" Jacob asked looking down at Jasper.

Jasper rolled his eyes. "Get in the bed."

Jacob grinned and quickly stripped down to his boxers, his grin inwardly widened as he noticed Jasper had watched him undress. He kneeled on the bed and climbed over Jasper and then under the covers next to the blond. He wrapped his arm around Jasper's waist as he turned onto his side to look at Jacob.

"So, that's why you didn't go home and get some pj's."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"You wanted to sleep in nothing but your boxers." Jasper smiled. "Don't worry, I don't mind." He said and moved closer to Jacob. He rested his hand palm flat against Jacob's chest –and was surprised at how hot his skin was- and moved his mouth to his, pressing their lips together. The kiss turned from sweet and slow to deep and passionate. Jasper opened his mouth and let Jacob's tongue in.

As the kiss continued, Jacob pulled Jasper on top of him. His hands ran up and down Jasper's sides a few times before his left hand ran under his night-shirt and up to the top of his back, his right hand worked its way under his pyjama bottoms and grabbed at his bum roughly. Jacob smirked as he felt Jasper gasp into the kiss. Their kiss was still going as they started to rub against each other, their hips grinding together.

Jasper quickly pulled away from the kiss. He climbed off of Jacob just as quickly and laid down next to him.

"Wha-what? Did I do something wrong?" Jacob asked. "Is it because I grabbed your ass?"

"N-no, yeah, well...no, I just got...erm, a little excited?" Jasper said nervously and made a motion pointing down under the covers.

Jacob frowned and then his face relaxed as he realised what Jasper meant. "Oh..." He pulled the cover up to look down at Jasper's legs. He smiled as he saw Jasper's pyjama bottoms were tented. He moved closer to Jasper and gently fisted his crotch. "You want some help with that?"

Jasper's breathing hitched immediately as Jacob's grip on his crotch tightened. "I-I...b-but I-I..."

Jacob leaned his face closer to Jasper's. "We don't have to have sex, just let me help with this..."

"But..."

Jacob pressed his lips to Jasper's, slow and loving. He let go of Jasper's crotch and slid it under the blond's pyjama bottoms and boxers, he wrapped his hand around Jasper's cock and slowly started to stroke him. Jacob pulled away from Jasper's lips and moved his mouth close to the blond's ear. "It's okay, I won't hurt you."

Jasper's hips were already rolling forward into Jacob's hand. "Uh-, I-I know...I trust you." He said and pulled his head away from Jacob enough so their lips could crash together. A short while later Jacob's grip around Jasper cock had tightened and his strokes were faster and harder, making Jasper moan.

Jacob squeezed his hand tighter and after a few more quick rough strokes, Jasper came in Jacob's hand. He breathed deeply as he watched Jacob stare at him. "I, err...I d-did something wrong...d-didn't I?" He said, his breathing still un-even.

"What? No." Jacob shuffled closer to Jasper. "Why''d you say that?"

"You were looking at me."

"I like looking at you..." Jacob moved his face close to Jasper's. "I mean it, I really like looking at you...you're so cute, so damn hot." He said and kissed Jasper quickly. As he moved closer to Jasper, he felt the blond stop moving his lips against his own. He pulled away. "What's wrong?"

"Y-you're hard."

"Oh, yeah...erm, sorry?"

Jasper smiled and laughed lightly. "It's okay...you just got me off so, erm, do you want me to-...you know, do the same?" He asked nervously, his cheeks had turned bright red and his eyes kept flashing to and from Jacob's.

Jacob smiled at Jasper and found the blond's eyes landing back on his face. "No, its okay, you don't have to."

"But I-...Its okay, I want to." Jasper said and moved closer to Jacob so their bodies were pressed against each other. He reached his hand in-between their bodies and down to Jacob's hard erect length –covered by his boxers. "I do, I want to." He reassured as he saw the look on Jacob's face.

"Jas, let's just go to sleep." Jacob said and moved Jasper's hand from his crotch. He pulled the blond boy closer and wrapped his arms around his waist, holding him there. He nuzzled his neck as he spoke quietly. "Anyway, you can make it up to me some other time." He said and kissed Jasper's neck.


Jasper's eyes fluttered open and the first and only thing he saw a russet skinned chest. He tilted his head back slightly and saw Jacob was still fast asleep. He smiled and moved up the bed slowly and quietly –leaving his arms tangled around Jacob's body- so he was face to face with Jacob. His soft smile grew as he realised how young and childlike Jacob looked while sleeping. He traced the tips of his fingers over Jacob's cheek.

He couldn't believe what had happened last night...but he didn't care. He was glad he had asked Jacob to stay over, was glad they had shared his bed, he was even glad about what Jacob had done to him. But looking at Jacob; his handsome face, his perfect muscled body...he didn't understand why Jacob wanted him and not someone else.

"Hey."

Jasper jerked his hand back, away from Jacob's face. "H-hey..."

Jacob opened his eyes slowly and looked at Jasper. "You okay? You seem a little...jumpy." He said smirking.

"You've been awake for a while, haven't you?" Jasper asked, his shocked expression replaced by a certain one.

Jacob shrugged and pulled Jasper closer to him. "Maybe...yeah, I was awake before you."

"There's no maybe about it. Why did you pretend to be asleep?"

Jacob shrugged again. "I was just listening to what you were doing...and feeling you feel me." He smirked as if Jasper had been doing more than simply touching his cheek.

"We should get up, we'll be late for school."

"We're already late."

Jasper sat up and looked down at Jacob. He frowned and then flopped down onto his back. "It's my second day, and I'm late." He said and then shrugged.

"Let me guess, at your old school you were never late."

Jasper shook his head. "Nope. Not once. But then again if you were late you had to make up the time at the weekend...and my friends would come around early to make sure I was up."

Jacob frowned slightly and rolled onto his back. "You mean Alice and that guy who always has his arms around you in like every photo?"

Jasper sat up again and looked down at Jacob. "Oh, no, you're the jealous type aren't you?" He said and leaned over Jacob; his hands at each side of the dark haired boy's head. "You're jealous of Edward?" He smiled softly when Jacob looked away, his cheeks turning a light shade of pink. "You don't have to be jealous of Edward...or anyone else. I like you." He smiled and bent forward to press his lips to Jacob's, sweetly.

Jacob smirked up at Jasper. "Oh, you do?" He pulled at Jasper's hips, making it so the smaller boy was laid on top of him. His smirk faded as he looked up at Jasper, his expression covered with uneasiness. "Good, I like you too...but can I ask you something?" He asked as he ran his hands up and down Jasper's sides.

Jasper frowned thoughtfully down at Jacob. "Y-yeah, of course."

Jacob smiled quickly before it faded. "Just, don't get mad at me or anything, please." His eyes flashed over to the table at the end of Jasper's bed -the one with all the pictures- and then they flashed to the nightstand next to the bed where there were only two pictures, one was of Jasper and Alice...and the other was of Jasper and Edward. "Did you and that guy –Edward or whatever...have you...were you together?"

Jasper pushed himself up into a sitting position on Jacob's lower stomach. He looked over to the photos on his nightstand and then looked at Jacob's eyes quickly before looking down at his own hands placed on Jacob's chest. "Sort of. But I told you last night, I haven't had...I didn't sleep with him. Anyway, it was complicated."

"Yeah, how come?"

Jasper smiled, fully aware of the enjoyment he could now hear in Jacob's voice. "It's just, well, we weren't together, like a couple, but we were together. I mean, we were together all the time and he did like me, he even said...you know what, I have an idea!"

Jacob watched Jasper as he scrambled off of him and over the bed to the nightstand...he knew whatever Jasper had been about to say about Edward was something he didn't like to think about, he could tell by the sound of Jasper's voice and the way he changed the subject. He sat up and leaned back against the headboard as Jasper moved back over to him, he found it weird how Jasper could move around the bed without knocking the sheet off of himself. "What's that?" He asked and pointed to the grey thing Jasper had in his hand.

"A camera." Jasper said as he climbed back onto Jacob's lap. "I see the way you look at the photos on my desks...and I want one of me and you, and so hopefully you'll stop glaring at the others." He grinned and moved closer to Jacob; he wrapped his arm around Jacob's neck and pressed the side of their faces together. "Smile." He said and pushed the button on the camera.

After the flash went off Jasper turned the camera around and looked at the picture. He smiled and then frowned at the two of them on the screen, he looked down at himself. "Erm, when did I take my shirt off?"

Jacob grinned. "You woke up late and started complaining about the heat, so you took it off."

"Oh." Jasper said nodding.

"So, what you gonna do with the photo?"

"I'll print if off later and then hide it in my draw." Jasper told him, eyes fixed on the camera.

"Why're you gonna hide it?"

Jasper looked at Jacob when he heard the defensiveness in his voice. "Well, we're both half naked. I can't leave that on my bedside table...my Mom'll hit it with the broom." He laughed. "But don't worry, I'll be getting one of us together to put on my bedside." He climbed out of the bed and made his way to his draws at the end of the bed. "Come on, we gotta go to school."


End of chapter 3!

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