Chapter 18: Separation and Death Notes
In the end I am simply passed around more rooms, drugged, forced to be what they want again.
My mind vanishes when I hear the news…
She's dead…for loving me.
My child is gone, before it was ever born.
I scream for days, lash out, attack anything and anyone.
Hate fuels my pain, grief makes me strong.
I scream and scream, and scream.
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I lose myself in a agonized madness…I stop caring.
For who wants anything but my body anymore.
The raping returns, the molestation starts again.
every time I start to fight back.
They break me again.
They control my soul…my mind.
I am nothing but a curse.
I cursed her…
Because of me…she is dead….
Dead….
I am dead…Leonardo is again gone…
Fumeiyo had returned…
But he never left…I never left…
I am nothing…nothing but dishonor…
Fumeiyo.
I daren't touch anyone….for risk of giving them the same curse I set upon my love.
I kill two of my guards and then find agony within the darkness again…
Dark…why is it always dark?
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