Melody's POV

I sipped on my third coke and rum has I aimlessly looked around this small bar. I had never been one to drink, but since me and Embry had broken up I found myself sitting at the bars almost every night with my roommate, Brittany. Brittany was a good to have in my life, especially now. She always wanted to go out and never let me sit around and think about him. The thought always seemed implanted in the back of my head though, wherever I was. Embry was having a baby, but not with me. It's been two months and you would think that pain would have subsided by now, even just a tiny bit, but it hasn't.

I took one last gulp of my drink and placed the empty glass down. I looked over at Brittany who was concentrating on texting someone and finishing her beer. I was about to order another drink when I heard my name being called from across the bar. I knew the voice, it belonged to Quil Altera. I also knew if I was hearing Quil's voice that there was a 99.9% chance that Embry would be with him. I silently prayed that my mind was playing tricks on me or that the alcohol was affecting my hearing. I turned around to see just as I expected, Quil. It was hard not to be happy to see him. Out of the whole pack I had becoming closest with Quil. I had learned to love all the boys, even Paul with his anger problems, but me and Quil had just really gotten along from the start. Quil was standing next to Jacob who was standing next to Embry. I had wanted more than anything to say hi to them and ask how they were, but the awkwardness Embry would bring made me second think about that. If I hadn't been drinking, I would have shyly waved and turned back to my drink. I jumped off the bar stool and walked over to Quil. His warm arms were wrapped tightly around me and I felt like my lungs were about to collapse.

"Quil...I....can't..breathe"

I heard a growl escape non other than Embry's mouth. I rolled my eyes, ignoring the overprotective gesture.

"I knew it was you, you're the only blond on the whole rez,"

I laughed, I remembered first moving here and how horrified I was to see how much I stuck out. I looked albino compared to the russet color of every one's skin. My blond hair didn't blend well with all the dark brown and black hair. I had somehow learned to love La Push but I think that was because I loved Embry.

"Whose your friend?" Jacob spoke up, I looked over to see that Brittany had followed me over here. She was staring at them in awe, but I'm sure they were use to that.

"This is Brittany, my roommate!" I smiled, turning from Jacob to Brittany, "Sorry, they're taken. Expect him!" I pointed to Embry, "But good luck getting through his baby mamma, heard she's a real bitch," I smirked and Embry's mouth dropped. I watched Quil and Jake try to hold back the laughter, but it wasn't working so well.

I wasn't lying though. Quil and Jake may have been single, but there hearts were definitely taken. Imprinting seemed to have a strong force on everyone, expect in my situation of course. The legends of imprinting had forgotten to make an exception for Embry and I. His "baby mamma", Leah was a bitch too. She had never been nice to me or any of the guy's imprints. Even little Claire and Nessie! I truly felt sorry for her poor baby.

Brittany appeared pretty bored, knowing she wasn't going to take any of these boys home with her, "Are you ready to go Mel?" she asked. I glanced out of the corner of my eyes at Embry, he still had the same adoring look in his eyes has he stared at me. But has the words "go Mel" left Brittany's mouth, he looked completely heart broken. It was the same face that he had when we had broken up or the same look in his eyes when I walked out of our apartment with my last bag of stuff.

Flashback

"Melody please," he begged me with his eyes, "Don't do this," he grabbed my arm gently.

I looked up into his dark brown eyes, I felt the tears coming on. "I never wanted to," I said coldly and shook his hand off my arm.

"Then don't! We can fix this, it doesn't have to be like this!"

"You can't take this back Embry! You can't ever take it back, I can't even forgot!"

Then came the tears.

"You're having a baby, do you understand what that means?!" I screamed, not wanting an answer though.

"If I stay with you, I have to be reminded EVERYDAY that you lied and cheated, we can't put this behind us,"

I wanted so desperately to forgive him. Throw my bags down, run into his arms, be us again. This felt like a nightmare, I almost couldn't believe it was real. This hurt too much to be a dream though, this pain could only be found in reality. I wasn't strong enough to stay with him or forgive him. I couldn't look at the baby he had made with Leah, it would slowly kill. I only had the courage to walk out the door and never look back at this life.

"I'm so sorry Mel..please don't cry,"

I couldn't believe this was happening to us. We had been together for so long and I was suppose to have the magic of imprinting on my side and he still wasn't faithful!
I had so much to say, but the only thing I could manage to get out was, "Goodbye Embry,"