Brian had missed Justin so much and had been so afraid that he had been completely and irrevocably erased from the boy's life that he was having difficulty controlling himself. He wanted to take Justin right here and now, feel the perfection that was their joining. Worse yet, Justin was rubbing against him and touching him everywhere. The boy's hands never stopped moving. How could Brian resist? Suddenly, he froze. He had been kissing the boy senseless, squeezing his ass with one hand and guiding his head with the other, fingers threaded in silky blond hair, when something dawned on him.
If Justin didn't remember any of his experiences with Brian, that meant he didn't remember losing his virginity. Justin hadn't done anything with anyone before meeting Brian. As far as Justin was concerned, this was his first kiss. Brian's eyes widened, as the weight of that realization washed over him. He took a deep breath. Justin may be drawn to him, he may even have some kernel of a memory left, but it wasn't the same. Brian couldn't treat Justin like the person he'd fucked hundreds of times. He'd have to deflower the boy again. More like he'd "get to" deflower the boy again. The last time, he'd felt an immediate connection to the boy, but this time would be different in a frightening way. He loved the little fucker. He had difficulty processing the fact that he was effectively going to take the virginity of someone he loved. Every kiss and touch would mean something, even more since that's how he was accustomed to expressing his feelings for the boy. A voice in his head urged him to run. Far and fast. But he held his ground.
Justin was confused and a little unsteady. He wondered why the man had stopped kissing him. Had his lack of experience turned him off? For Justin, everything about what had just happened felt right, so right. Perfect. But…
He asked softly, "Is something wrong?"
Brian just smirked, turned the boy away from him, wrapped his arms around his waist, and guided him to the jeep.
When they reached it, Brian spun the boy around again and pushed him gently against the vehicle. Justin smiled. Brian couldn't help but smile back.
He asked softly, "What do you want, Kitten?"
Justin wrinkled his nose adorably. "Kitten?" He kind of liked the man, his dream lover, calling him that, but he didn't understand why he had.
Brian shot him a tongue-in-cheek expression and replied, "Don't kittens rub their warm bodies all over people, all the while purring?"
A crimson blush spread over Justin's entire body as he answered, "Yes" and looked down.
Brian lifted the boy's chin gently with one finger until their eyes met and stated simply, "I like kittens."
Justin flashed him a million-watt smile, a smile Brian felt in a couple of places.
He drawled, "What do you want, Kitten? (Justin smiled shyly at this) You obviously came looking for something tonight. Now that you've found him, what do you want?"
Justin blushed and replied softly, "I'm not even sure." He swallowed hard and continued in a near whisper, "All I know is that I want you."
Brian tried not to show how much the boy's answer pleased him. He nudged the boy's nose, kissed his lips gently, and, then, whispered in his ear, "Well, I know what I want, Kitten. I want to fuck you All. Night. Long."
Justin shivered and swallowed hard. He didn't say a word. He couldn't. He pulled the man's body against his and placed the man's hands on his ass. Then he slowly slid his arms up to the man's shoulders and started rubbing his very erect cock against him. He rubbed his face against the man's neck and, then, began sucking and nibbling on it. All that sent shivers up and down Brian's spine, even as heat suffused his body.
Brian suddenly had a thought. Maybe he should let the boy take the lead. He certainly planned to fuck the boy that night. Many, many times. But he'd love to see what Justin came up with for the preshow. He might think he was a virgin, but he wasn't. Not by a long shot. And they had all night. Brian wouldn't mind letting the boy explore his body. Not in the slightest. He might even let Justin fuck him. Brian couldn't think of a better way to give them a new start.