I own nothing.
Rachel's POV
Nothing is ever what it seems. Life for me isn't anyway. I thought I wanted Finn but after Babygate he seemed different. I was there for him but he was elsewhere. After being together briefly, I just couldn't do it anymore. Everyone assumed he broke it off with me. So I let them believe it when he didn't correct them. Even the few people I thought were my friends had pulled away from me. The only time I felt like myself was when I was singing but Glee wasn't the same everyone was divided. I was alone. I agreed to help Noah better himself, if only to be around some one else. I guess I'm using him in a way but I think he's lonely to cause he doesn't seem to mind the company. I wonder if he knows he's all I have? At this point he's what keeps me here. Sometimes I wonder if he would miss me if I left, just packed up and left. No ones else would my dad's think I should spends the summer finding myself before my senior year. Maybe I'll ask Noah if he's willing to find himself with me.