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Bella's POV

It had been a week since Edward left for England and I still had no word about him. I was beyond worried and beyond panicking. I feared the most terrible and imagined the worst. Neither myself nor my friends knew why Edward hadn't called but we were all upset about Edward's disappearance.

I kept calling the Cullen's house in Forks until they stopped answering my calls altogether. I was desperate to hear at least one word from Edward, just to know that he was all right and … alive.

Without him, I thought my world would crash but my friends didn't leave me alone long enough for it to do so; nothing seemed to matter though.

I have my phone on me all the time waiting for his call. I even set the apartment voice mail for Edward: "Edward if it's you and I missed you at this phone please, please call my cell phone!"

As time passed on, I began to 'revive' as Alice called it. But I still wasn't complete. There wasn't one day or one minute of my day where Edward wasn't in my mind.

I was different, hollow and lifeless. I hadn't been eating regularly and I had been feeling sick. The odd part was that I was gaining weight.

As more time passed, I started getting used to the idea that he wasn't coming back. He had told me to wait three months, so I would wait. Those words were what gave me hope. However, seven weeks had elapsed.

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"Bella what do you think about this one?" Emmett and I had gone out to buy Rose a birthday gift.

"It's beautiful." Emmett was holding up a silver ruby and diamond bracelet.

"You said that about the last three." He pointed out.

"Well then quit showing me beautiful pieces." I countered.

"You're not that into this are you?" Emmett handed back the bracelet to the jewler associate woman and faced me.

"No, I am really. I'm somewhat excited about her dinner party actually. I just haven't been feeling very well lately."

My head had been spinning all day but no matter how much I ate, I still felt sick.

"You need to eat more that's why."

"I've been eating more. Ask Alice, I emptied the refrigerator the other day." I added proudly. He nodded and padded my arm.

"Do you really like the ruby and diamond bracelet?" he asked.

"Yesss…." I slurred. Everything around me was spinning. And suddenly everything went black.

Emmett's POV

"Bella! Bella can you hear me? Call an ambulance!"

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Bella hadn't been looking well. She had told me that she had been feeling dizzy and weak. This proved that something was wrong. I knew that Edward's disappearance had taken a toll on her but I wasn't sure to what extent.

She wouldn't eat and she wouldn't go out as much. I worried for her more than I ever had. I trusted Edward to look after her and protect her but he wasn't here any longer. I came to the conclusion that he might not be alive. I couldn't come up with any other reason why he wouldn't communicate. He loved Bella and we were all witnesses, none of us understood anything.

I knew Bella would wait; she had hope, something I had lost.

"Sir, are you with Ms. Isabella Swan?" The doctor's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Yes, is she alright?" I asked alarmed.

"She's fine. She insisted that she see you before I spoke to her.," he explained.

I nodded and followed the doctor to a room down the corridor.

"Bella!" I threw my arms around my sister and gave her a squeeze. "You scared the shit out of me!" I scolded.

"Sorry" She apologized, her cheeks gaining a little color.

"Alright." The doctor started. "Bella is perfectly healthy. I am just going to subscribe some vitamins and make an appointment to see our OB/GYN."

Bella gave me a confused expression and turned to the doctor.

"I don't understand prenatal vitamins?" I as well as Bella was confused.

"Prenatal vitamins are always given to expectant mothers."

"Parental?" She asked. Her body stiffening.

"Prenatal vitamins are best f-" Bella was quick to cut him off.

"No. You said to expectant mothers. I'm not-"

"Pregnant." I finished. She looked at me in alarm.

"Did you not know Ms. Swan? Pardon me. Congratulations! You're going to be a mother."

"No. I- Am- Not." Bella was rigid and her voice firm.

The doctor looked from Bella to me confused.

"Ms. Swan the test taken was a pregnancy test. With the descriptions of your latest health, it all indicated to this."

Bella's expression was shock and agony all in one. Her breath hitched and became shallow.

"How far along is she?" I asked the doctor. Bella turned to face me and listened for his response.

"Based on the tests she is approximately seven weeks along." The doctor estimated.

"Seven weeks." She repeated. "Almost seven weeks. Seven weeks since I was last with Edward."

Bella started shaking and looked around alarmed.

"Bella calm down." I rushed to her and held her. She placed her head on my shoulder and started calming down.

"Ms. Swan?" The doctor asked. She looked up, a tear falling down her face.

"I'm pregnant." She sighed. Without hesitation she clutched her abdominal.

"I'll step out to get your medication and to set up your first appointment with an OB/GYN." Bella followed the doctor to the door with her eyes and averted them to me as soon as the door closed.

Bella's POV

"You're pregnant." Emmett confirmed.

"Edward." I whispered. "Emmett! I'm pregnant with Edward's baby and I don't know if he's even alive!" I pulled my legs up to my chest and tried to hold my world in place. Everything was spinning, but spinning out of control.

I was scared and alone. I didn't have Edward to protect me, to protect us. How would I do this with out Edward? He was what gave me life. With out him I was nothing.

"Emmett what am I going to do? Edward's not here Emmett!" I was terrified. I was alone and expecting. I thought my world had no meaning but now I was responsible for Edward's baby.

Thoughts from our last night, the night when our baby was conceived came rushing. The promises he made and the plans he had set.

I smiled at the idea of our baby. Edward's baby was growing inside of me. I had a piece of Edward with me all along.

"Our baby." I whispered in astonishment. "I'm going to be a mother. A mother to Edward's baby." I said in awe.

It was as if a new energy was brought into me. I felt light and warm. As if I was being covered in, a fluffy blanket filled with Edward's kisses.

I could feel his touch and his scent. If he were here, he'd have a profound smile. I would be the mother to Edward's baby- The product of our love.

(A/N) SO! Please review and let me know what you think about the story so far. I was starting to get 'sentimental' at the end but I couldn't express it very well… maybe because I've never been a mother.

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