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Short Chapter… Next one is also posted!!

Edward's POV

Jane and I were on a flight to Jamaica for the alleged honeymoon. I did not care if Jane was miserable. I did not care about Jane. All I cared about was taken away from me. I was sickened at myself for going along with this.

"Edward its time to go." Jane was waiting for me to get up. The plane had almost been cleared completely.

Unwillingly I got up and followed. A car had been waiting to take us to the hotel.

It was dark and late in Jamaica. Aero had made it grand for his daughter. The matrimonial suite was filled with flowers and candles. I could not believe this was happening. In no way was Jane attractive to me and there was no chance I would do that to Bella. I had promised to return and I failed. I had promised to marry her and I failed. I had promised to love Bella and I would fulfill that promise.

I got up leaving everything in the room and walked down to the hotel bar.

"Give me a shot." I ordered the bar tender. I pulled out Bella's picture and praised her.

"Give me another." I ordered after drowning the first one. "Just give me the bottle."

I had lost Bella. The love of my life wasn't mine anymore. I was in Jamaica married while she was in New York thinking I was dead. Losing Bella was like ending my life. She was beautiful inside and out and soon would find someone to share her life with.

"Do you want to talk man?" The bartender asked.

"All I want is my life back." I slurred. "I got married to a freak family. You know, I had to give up my life. Bella was my everything and now I lost her. She won't ever find out about this." I slurred and chugged on the bottle.

Seven hours later, I was being dragged back to the hotel from a bar.

"Is this your husband?" They asked Jane.

"Yes, oh my goodness. What happened to him?"

"After being neglected to drink at the hotel bar, he left for another bar."

"Lay him down." I heard her order before blacking out.

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I woke up the next afternoon with a massive headache. I got up and searched for a phone. I called room service and ordered anything that would cure this hangover. On a side table, I saw a note from Jane.

She was out sightseeing and wouldn't be back until later.

Once the food arrived, I drank the 'special' drink that would help me get over this and sat down. After eating half of what was brought I went in a shower. This had probably been the worst honeymoon anyone could have had. In a way, I felt bad for Jane. I had left her alone on her wedding night while I went to a bar and drowned in liquor. Didn't matter. Her family was the one who had caused this.

"I see you're up." Jane was serious and loaded with shopping bags.

"Yea." I responded.

"I'm terribly sorry Edward." She started crying and sat on the couch looking down at her hands.

"I know you must have had a beautiful life before you were condemned to me. I'm sorry." She sobbed causing me pity. She was also a victim in all this.

"You're also a toy in this scheme." I tried soothing her and handed her a glass of water.

"What's going to happen when we go back?" She asked.

"I don't know."

"I was thinking since my father is granting us a house on the outskirts of the city we could go our own way." She explained.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I have been in that house before. It is quite big. You can have your own bedroom and I mine. There are two living room spaces so we could divide the house amongst each other. We will have to pretend if they ever come over of course."

"That sounds beneficial. For now I will stay on the couch and you can have the bedroom." I wasn't willing to share a space so intimate with her and I wouldn't let her be uncomfortable.

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After spending a sour trip, we returned to England. The house where we would stay was big. There was enough room for us to wonder in without having to see each other.

I spent most of my time in the living room in front of the TV or in the built in bar. I wasn't an alcoholic or anything alike but there wasn't much I could do when I thought of Bella. I looked at the picture I had of her and held onto her pendant. In Jamaica, I found a nice necklace tie for the pendant. It now hung around my neck.

(A/N) The honey moon isn't very nice and this chapter is short so as a bonus I added the next chapter as well!