I got fanart!! From a very amazing reader and friend :3 thank you Kao-tan!!
http :// . com /art/Stupid-Sheep-135719732 (Without spaces) Go look at it!! It's so cute!!! :D
And I've made a DA account for my fanart. So if you draw something your picture will be put up with all permission from you.
I've yet to ask Kao-tan because I JUST made the new DA so if you don't want, Kao-tan, I won't put it up :3
I already have a DA though. Sesshsesshgrl. My new one is PaigeySama, if you have one you should add me :) I don't bite
BTW THE JOKE IN THIS I DON'T OWN XD
Dedications: Lane Render, ashley the twisted, fan girl 666, Kao-tan, purple-ducks
"Kisa... Kisa... I'm fine. Really. Kisa, stop crying. Really I'm ok..." Hiro was on the phone because Shigure thought he was funny by giving Hiro the phone with a hysterical Kisa on the other line.
"Sure I'll hang out with you. Tomorrow? Where?... Here? Are you sure you're going to pay attention to ME and not that girl?" Hiro spat.
"...See you tomorrow." He rolled his eyes and hung up.
"Hiro." Kyo called and Hiro got up.
"What?" He snapped and Haru handed him a red popsicle. "Why are you giving me this?"
"Because there are two in the package and I don't wanna eat it myself." Kyo said glaring.
"Shesh, you don't have to glare. I was just asking." Hiro said angrily and Kyou rolled his eyes.
"Yeah, you're back to your old annoying self. I can tell..." With that Kyou left Hiro fuming as he walked outside.
Hiro grumbled and sat on the couch and slowly licked his popsicle. He loved the red ones. Red and orange were his favorites. Was it a coincidence? Sounded familiar.
Red Eyes. Orange Hair.
Hiro sighed and pulled his legs to his chest. How he hated knowing that he liked that arrogant stupid annoying hot tempered cat. He liked the monster of the zodiac. Why? He didn't do ANYTHING to cause him to like him. In fact, he was just as annoying as ever.
Hiro continued to lick the popsicle until he finally snapped out of his daze and noticed it was gone.
He sighed and got up and threw the stick out in the garbage then paused.
Every time Kyou went someplace he never knew where it was. Hiro walked out of the house and began to look around, wondering where Kyou was. It must have been pretty obvious because he heard a slight chuckle.
"You lookin' for me, sheep?" Kyou asked and Hiro turned around to see Kyou was sitting on the roof.
"Why would I be looking for you?" Hiro asked as he crossed his arms and turned his head to the side. He was to proud and that was a bad thing.
"I dunno' cause your out here looking around like a moron." Kyou said and took a long lick from the popsicle and Hiro blushed at the way he did so. "Come up here. I have a question for you." Kyou said and Hiro's heart thudded and he nodded and walked to the ladder then blinked.
Why the hell am I going up there?
He sighed and realized exactly why and climbed the rest of the way.
"What's the question?" Hiro asked not realizing how desperate he sounded. Kyou chuckled.
"If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them how many will be left?" He asked and Hiro blinked. Damn, he got worked up for nothing...
"None, they'd all fly away by the sound of the gun." Hiro muttered and Kyou raised his eyebrow.
"Well no, the right answer is 4 but I like your thinking." He said and Hiro looked at him and smirked.
"Tell me. Three women are sitting on a park bench eating ice cream. One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop ice cream. The other is gobbling down the top and sucking on the cone. And the last one is biting off the head of the ice cream. Which one is married?" Hiro asked smirking widely.
"Uh... The one that gobbled on the top and sucked on the cone?" Kyou asked blushing a bit and Hiro laid down like Kyou chuckling.
"The right answer is the one with the wedding ring on but I like your thinking." Hiro said and Kyou blushed at his answer even further.
"Damn sheep and being perverted." He muttered and Hiro raised his eyebrow and put his hands behind his head as a cushion.
"How am I the pervert Kyou? You're the one who thought wrongly of the question." Hiro grinned slyly and Kyou glared at him.
"You know I don't even know why I call you up here. You're as annoying as ever, stupid sheep." He said and Hiro rolled his eyes and stood up but slipped.
"Hiro!" Kyou growled as Hiro fell off the side of the roof.
Kyou quickly caught him but only by holding him by his foot.
"GOD DAMN IT HIRO! CAN'T YOU STOP BEING TROUBLE FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES OR SOMETHING!?" Kyou yelled and hoisted Hiro back on the roof. "YOU'RE GOING TO GET KILLED!"
Hiro didn't look at Kyou as he yelled. He looked kind of upset.
"What? Like my mom?" Hiro stood up and slowly made it to the latter.
"No Hiro, that's not what I meant..." Kyou stood up and looked down but Hiro was already gone off the ladder.
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"Stupid Kyou... Stupid cat." Hiro muttered as he sat on the couch. He was sick and tired of this place. All he wanted to do was go freaking home! How difficult was that!?!? HONESTLY!
"Hiro." Yuki said calmly and Hiro looked up and Yuki frowned. "Hiro you're crying." He said and Hiro quickly wiped his face.
"Whatever. Go away stupid rat." He mumbled and buried his face into his lap.
"Is it about your mother?" Yuki asked and sat near Hiro, obviously not knowing what the words go away stupid rat meant.
"Yes." Well partly.
"You could talk to me Hiro. I don't bite." Yuki said smiling and put his arm around Hiro in a comforting way and Hiro sighed and was to lazy to move. No one ever put their arm around him. It made him feel kind of worth something. Everyone usually hated him.
Because he was the stupid sheep. Always being sarcastic.
Tears welled in Hiro's eyes and he looked down realizing to himself how true it was. How true everything was. Everyone really hated him. Except Kisa but everyone else found him a pest.
"It's alright Hiro." Yuki consoled and that caused Hiro to cry a bit more.
"Hey Hiro I'm sorry... Oh the rat is here." Kyou glared and Yuki glared back.
"This is hardly the time." Yuki said and tended to Hiro who quickly wiped away his tears.
"Both of you leave me alone." Hiro pushed away from Yuki and curled in a ball facing the couch.
Yuki got up and glared daggers at Kyou and when they left the room they began to argue.
"He was just warming up to me Kyou. Damn it. Why did you go and ruin it?" Yuki asked actually scowling a bit.
"Ya damn rat." Kyou growled in response.
"Please stop fighting." Torhu said and both boys turned away from each other quickly. "Thank you!" Torhu was pleased and walked upstairs to get ready for bed.
Kyou did the same but when he was changed in his pajamas he knocked quietly on Torhu's door. His heart was in his throat and Torhu opened it and smiled.
"Oh, Kyou. Do you need something?" She asked with a smile and Kyou blushed a bit.
"Uh... Torhu, can I talk to you?" Kyou asked and Torhu smiled.
"Oh sure!" She led him in her room and closed the door.
Hiro was standing at the stairs and watched him walk in. He watched Kyou act like a lovesick high school girl and it made him sick. His stomach was churning and he felt like he was going to puke. His eyes stung even more then before and it felt harder to breath.
He quickly ran back downstairs and closed up the living room and sat on the couch. He was sobbing quietly. Tears rolled down his cheeks. He knew that nobody would want him anyway. Stupid Hiro. Stupid Sheep.
So stuck up. Bratty. Annoying. He was worse than Shigure and Ayame. With the sarcasm of a black Haru. He knew Kyou liked Torhu so why did that hurt him so badly.
"I knew I should've stayed liking Kisa. It's so hard." Hiro whispered to himself while shaking. He wanted to be the one Kyou was embarrassed about talking to because he liked him. He wanted to be the one that Kyou actually protected but he knew Kyou would never do that. It's Kyou. He only cares about Torhu.
That stupid stupid Torhu.
"Maybe one day." Hiro whispered and picked up a pen and lined paper.
Some people find that a crush is something that prepares you for the real thing such as when you really find the person you're looking for in your life. But recently all crushes have been good for are getting hurt. Why else would they call it a crush? It's the only name that suit's the purpose. Sometimes they don't even work out. You have to look to find your true love but that's kind of hard in a world like this. Especially when you're a cursed animal.
The zodiac curse is everything but a cool curse. And for that simple curse, just maybe that then maybe none of us will truly find the ones we love that will love us back. Because it's always going to be they like someone else and we're forced to someone different. But perhaps who we're forced to cling to in our moment of woes would be the person that wouldn't crush you in the end. The one to give you a helping hand instead of being the cause of it being outstretched for help. And just maybe I've found that person. And just maybe will he feel the same. There are high doubts but I suppose I could try for what it's worth.
Although I do hope that someone finds my sinking hand outstretched to be saved. Because I'm sinking in a swamp and I don't know how to swim.
Well shit that was the most depressing last line I've ever written XD
not really :3
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