Chapter 6

BPOV

"Bella wake up." I heard my dad say from my doorway.

I crawled out of bed and grabbed some clothes from my closet as I made my way over to the bathroom. As I turned the water on and let it warm up the steam clouded the mirrors slowly and I stepped in. Around twenty minutes later I stepped out and cleared a spot in the mirror so that I could make sure my face was clean and flawless. I didn't care that much but I had a feeling today would be a good day to actually care. But as I cleared the spot I noticed someone standing behind me.

"What are you doing here?!" I whisper yelled.

"My my aren't we loud in the morning." Alice said back.

"How long have you been in here?"

"Well long enough to know that you're tanline runs down to your back." She smirked at me.

I don't see how she could've gotten in without me seeing her. It's not like she's a vampire or anything. Now super speed, no going through walls. No none of that. Because that stuff just doesn't exist! But just by looking at what she had in her hands I did know she was a demon. Sent straight up from hell to torture me every morning. Damn.

"Bella Barbie time!!" She screamed.

" I don't even know you thought!" She frowned at this.

Oh how I wish I didn't have a little voice telling me to do right throughout my entire life. Oh how I wish my conciouns didn't run my life. But of course. A wish won't come true for me.

20 minutes later

So Alice got to dress me up. I didn't like it. At all. It was cold here and she had me in short shorts with a tanktop and only a very thin thin Hurley sweater to pull over it. And then she stuck me in black thigh-high socks with white shoes. With my black shorts and black and white tanktops. She would pay for this.

"How did you manage to actually make me of all people look good?" I asked astonished.

"All I did was highlight the beauty. I don't think I made it happen, I just helped." She said as she packed her stuff.

She didn't do much makeup. Just eyeliner and some mascarra. Not much either. It all looked so natural. I loved it.

"Now I have to ask you this." She started off.

"Go for it."

"Would you let me dye your hair black?"

I was about to say no, but then I noticed it may be good for a change in appearance. It may help me find who I am.

"I'm in." and as I said that she started to jump up and down extremely happy and hyperactive.

"So today after school I can do it, but you might have to stay the night at my house because my mom will want to supervise. And she may want to play with your hair a little too."

I just nodded my head okay and started to write a note to leave for Charlie so that he knew where I was going to be tonight. Then just as I was about to grab my keys I heard a horn outside and looked out the window.

Edward was sitting in a car waiting for Alice.

"Do you want a ride to school Bella?"

"Yeah sure."

I grabbed my bag and followed her out and to the car. It my only be my second day but looking like this can do a person very much good. I hope.

Jelissa's POV (This is after they leave Bella's house during the night. It's around 2 in the A.M.)

"Mom?" I whispered as I walked into her room.

"Yeah honey."

"When is all the pain going to go away?"

In just a blink of an eye she was holding me and telling me that it was all going to be okay. I knew that she wouldn't be able to stand it if I got sad at all. She hated to see me cry. I knew it so I kept my tears back.

"Baby girl everything will be okay." she said silently.

She picked me up and cradled me to her as she walked me back to my room. I was extremely tired and had been forced to phase to keep warm earlier. It hurt every time. And every time I changed back I put my mother through pain. But I couldn't help it. She wanted to stay by me.

"Just go to bed and I will wake you in the morning. Maybe we can run to school tomorrow. Would you like that?" She asked me.

"I would love it." and before I could say anything else she was singing softly and I was falling into a deep sleep.

As I slept I could feel her precense and she would come and stroke my hair softly any time I would shiver so that I knew she was there. Just as a precaution so that I wouldn't change in my sleep again. And as the hours went on she left the room and I lost any sense of anybody being there.

6 A.M.

"Wake up honey." I heard my mother say.

I quickly sat up and slid off of my bed as to not upset her. I knew she wouldn't do anything to harm me but I try to be as obedient as possible. She threw me a pair of jeans and I slipped them on over my pajama shorts. I always had to do this so that if an kind of predator came I would be set to run and they didn't tear off when I phased. They weren't for fat people, but they were sold to the La Push boys. They were all wolves.

"What color are we today?" She asked.

"Let's be purple!" I said excitedly.

She grabbed a red shirt for me and a blue for herself and we dressed quickly. As I started to go downstairs I pulled my hair back out of my face and went to work on my bowl of cereal. She set things up as obstacles in the morning so that I would get some kind of training in since we were almost at the same level of experience.

"I still don't see how you can eat human food." She said.

"It's my father coming out in me." I saw her eyes turn into slits as I said this.

I finished eating my breakfast and we took off through the forest. We did have to pass through the Cullen territory to get to school but they loved having us there sometimes. Well the 'parents' did. Esme took care of me for atleast 3 years while I was lost. Before my mother, Shelbie, came and found me. I knew she had wanted me from the start but she was scared of what I was.

"HEY!" I heard a booming voice yell.

"Jasper!" I giggled.

I went and pounced on him while he asked me questions. I knew I had to make this quick chat real quick. Alice didn't like me so if she saw me with Jasper I would be dead.

"Alice isn't here." He said, with his southern accent.

"Oh?"

But all to soon I was pulled away by my angry enough mother. She looked like she wanted to kill me. And normally that meant that she was going to be a downer all day. But then I took a deep breath and realized that she wasn't mad at me.

"Dad?" I asked her.

She quickly nodded her head and I got free of her grasp and ran ahead into the shadows. I knew I would find him.

"Little girl? You've grown up so fast. It seems just yesterday I was teaching you how to phase." My father's voice sounded out.

I reached out at a vampire speed and grasped his throat. He knew I was stronger than him. He knew that I could kill him if I wanted too.

"Hey!" My mother's voice sounded again.

I let go of him and backed away as my mother came towards me, arms open and her eyes fading into a blue color. They did that when she was starting to feel more protective. Better than mine and how they would turn black.

"Shhhh. Baby girl everything will be okay. He's not going to bother us." I let her voice calm and soothe me.

"Bye then. I can see I'm unwanted here." He was gone before I could build a growl deep enough to show that he was to leave immediately.

"You did good." My mother said.

She set me down and pulled me at a fast running pace to the school. I knew it was impossible for some to say things to there father's that they think may hurt them, but my father was never there for me. I absolutely hated Sam Uley. He was a phony who didn't deserve any of what he had.

"Let's go pick on the new girl, if that makes you feel better." Shelbie said.

"Or we can fill Jessica's locker with pudding?" I said suggestively.

I hadn't said to her what had happened after school yesterday, but was overjoyed when she agreed to it. And I knew just where to get all of the pudding.

BPOV

At around the same time we had arrived at school I saw Shelbie and Jelissa run in at the edge of the school. They seemed to be scared or mad at something.

"Just leave them be. They don't matter to you at all." I heard Alice say to me.

"What's wrong with them?" I asked her.

"Nothing, they just don't let people join them in anything, so if they do it means they're just using you.

The bell rang and we all headed to class. I still had the feeling something was going on here. And I really want to figure it out. But I guess it just doesn't matter. I guess it's just my being new to the small town of Forks that I wasn't up to date on anything. All I could do was hope that I may be allowed in on any of the detail in this place.