This chapter is dedicated to Decorinne for her endless support of this story.
Yay just got Loveless volume 5! It's been a month since it's been out, and I hadn't gotten to go and get it. And now I've got it!
-throws party-
Anyway... moving on... this chapter contains a bit stronger innuendo than the other chapters. That means reader discretion is advised. There's no explicit sex, although that may come later on and I may have to change the rating. I got the title of this chapter from a Wolf's Rain avatar that had Kiba (for those of you who have seen Wolf's Rain, you'll know who that it, if not, he's the main white wolf) on it, running in front of a moon. It said, "Gonna Run Away".
Of course this story has nothing to do with Wolf's Rain (unless you count that they both have sexy bishies), I just liked the title. And Ritsuka does want to run away, you know?
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"Run away with me, Soubi," Ritsuka repeated, passion burning in his fiery eyes.
Soubi held him close, looking down the dark alley over Ritsuka's head. The boy wasn't making sense.
"Ritsuka, you know we can't do that."
"Why not?" Ritsuka pulled away from Soubi, still looking determined. "As long as it's us... as long as we're together... why does it matter?"
"We can't just leave everything behind."
"What's there to leave?" Ritsuka demanded, pushing his silken hair out of his eyes. "The only thing I have left is you!"
"What about Yuiko-chan?" Soubi folded his arms over his chest.
"I can tell her and Yayoi goodbye! And besides..." he said, the color rising in his face as he lowered his head to stare at the ground. "She hates me now... for not having ears."
Soubi let his breath out with an amused sigh. "She doesn't hate you. Not for that, anyway."
Ritsuka turned to the alley wall. He hated how Soubi could speak so coolly about him not having having ears, when he had been the one who took them. But he loved Soubi. He wanted nothing but Soubi, to be with him for always.
"Soubi," he said, his voice taking on a different tone. "Do this for me..."
He grasped Soubi's shirt in both of his hands and brought his lips up to meet the older one's. He drew himself into that kiss, feeling Soubi, feeling the two of them together. His tongue darted out to lick Soubi's lips, and Soubi pulled him up into his arms. As they parted, Soubi saw the blush that he loved so much shimmering on Ritsuka's cheeks, that same look shining in Ritsuka's eyes.
"Soubi... I don't like it when you kiss me."
Ritsuka spoke blatantly, as he pushed Soubi away.
"I don't like it," he repeated, turning his head as crimson flooded his face. "I don't like your lips on mine, your... tongue... in my mouth... I don't like it..."
"But I love you, Ritsuka."
"I don't like it..."
Soubi stared into Ritsuka's dark eyes, wondering what had happened to change that. Ritsuka loved him now.
"I love it..." Ritsuka murmured, still held in the air at Soubi's face. He rested his forehead on Soubi's. "I love this feeling... your warmth... I love the tingle I get when I kiss you..."
"Ritsuka..."
"Soubi... run away with me, please..." Ritsuka lowered himself to the ground, still clutching Soubi's shirt. "I'll do anything for you... if you do this for me..."
"Ritsuka... I don't know..."
"Right here in the alley." Ritsuka, emboldened, dropped to his knees in front of Soubi, closing his eyes. "We can... you can... do whatever you like to me... right here in the alley."
"What?" Pink flushed onto Soubi's cheeks as he stared down at Ritsuka.
"I said anything," Ritsuka said, the lustful hardness coming back into his voice. "I'll do this for you."
"Ritsuka, I..."
Ritsuka's fingers rose to pull at the zipper of Soubi's pants, and he licked his lips. Soubi swallowed hard. He wanted this, he wanted Ritsuka so badly. But there were so many reasons why he couldn't do this. Not here... in this alley, for one. And if he gave in to Ritsuka, then he knew the boy would only want to run away even more.
"Ah..." Soubi felt Ritsuka's hands on his thighs, gripping them tightly. Ritsuka had seen Soubi's manhood before, but never... never this close... and never in this way. He could see that Soubi was hard, that HE was making Soubi hard, and he blushed deeply. He lowered his head.
"Scared... Ritsuka?" Soubi said from far off, his voice rough and strained.
"I... I... just don't..." Ritsuka covered his face in his hands, tears starting in his eyes. "I want to be with you... and I can't make you go with me... I thought I could..."
"Ritsuka..." Soubi said, zipping his pants and crouching down to hold him. "You don't have to resort to sex to convince me of anything. I'll listen to you.."
"You won't!" Ritsuka said, lifting his head to stare at Soubi with tear-filled eyes. "You won't... go with me..."
"Ritsuka, we don't have to run away to be together. We'll always be together."
"But there are so many things holding us back!" Ritsuka shouted. "I need to get away, to just be with you, only you..."
"But you are with me. You'll always be."
"Soubi..."
They kissed again, gently and lovingly this time. Ritsuka wanted to feel Soubi. Something strong was boiling inside of him, a heat pulsing through his body at Soubi's touch as fingers ran through his hair.
"Soubi... I want to feel you..." he whispered onto Soubi's lips.
"Let's go home." Soubi said, helping Ritsuka to his feet, but Ritsuka held on to him tightly.
"No..." Ritsuka whimpered. "I want you... it hurts..."
"Hurts? Ritsuka... what's wrong?" Soubi looked at him in concern.
"I feel so hot... and..." Ritsuka blushed as he took a deep breath and held himself against Soubi. He sighed in content as Soubi's arms wrapped around him again. Soubi drew his breath in sharply as he felt Ritsuka pressed to him. The "pain" Ritsuka had been talking about... he was... hard. Ritsuka was...
"Ritsuka... what say we..."
Ritsuka looked at him, passion still brimming in his eyes. "Soubi..."
"Do you feel up to it?"
"Don't talk about it," Ritsuka mumbled into Soubi's neck. "Just take me at home."
"At home?" Soubi's lips turned up in a smile as he thought he realized what Ritsuka had just said. "Don't you mean... take me home?"
"You heard me."
"Is that an order?"
Ritsuka pulled away from Soubi, blushing and furious, his eyes snapping.
"Do you want me or not?!"
Soubi couldn't argue with a horny Ritsuka. Fingers laced, they ran back to his house, and as soon as the door was shut, he pushed the boy up against it, lips claiming his. Ritsuka moaned as Soubi held him to the door, lips fluttering over his pulse.
"Bed... now..." Soubi panted, sweat slipping down his forehead. Ritsuka shook his head.
"Here. Now. I want it right now." Ritsuka was burning up, feeling relief as Soubi hungrily stripped the shirt from his small frame, mouth lowering to suck on his chest. Ritsuka moaned again, louder, his hands fisting in Soubi's hair as he pressed the man's head closer to him. Soubi's tongue traced a thin line of saliva over his skin.
"Soubi... I love you..."
"I love you... Ritsuka..."
T.B.C...
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Ooh... now I feel all tingly lol. So... I may continue this little scene in the next chapter, or I may just make it happen and start with the events of after. The point is, they have sex. Again. Heh.
If anyone thinks I'm making them do each other too much, then tell me and I'll tone it down a little. I find it passionate and it brings them closer together. That's my fangirl excuse, anyway.
I haven't decided whether he should stick with the running away idea or not. Eh... more to come soon... hopefully.
Please review. I'm really liking where this is going. I'd love to hear what you think!