This Pain
This pain is my own
This pain is invisible
It's because of this world.
Corrupt and hate, using and abusing.
Save from this life I live and let me be born a new.
Sorrow
My soul is cold as snow.
Its all because you gave me this sorrow
I know her (I modified a quote for a book I read)
I know by her step that:
By fire I will fly.
By air I will see.
By her I will show no fear.
I will stay by her side until I shed my last tear.
Possibility
I know the kind look in your eyes,
U know that adorable smile,
And I know the way you act.
How is it possible that you just snapped, you became psychotic?
You attempted to kill me, but did you know that I was secretly waiting for death?
You were my life, my source of hope.
Now your gone and I'm all alone again.
Delusional
I'm alone, stuck in a never-ending dream.
Please don't leave me, your all I have left.
Don't leave me alone.
If you do I'll lose my soul, my heart, my life.
Invisibility
I wish I was invisible that way I wouldn't feel the way I do now.
I'm here; I'm real just like you.
So why does everyone feel the need to make me into someone else?
To you I'm a freak, a mystery, full of lies, and hate.
Did you know I hide behind my world full of lies to protect myself from all of you?
Heart~Broken
You played with my heart.
But you're the only one I could ever think about.
You're the only one I fell in love with, but you hurt me, you broke me in two.
Yet you were all I had.
You cheated, and used me.
It was your fake smile, your sparkling killing eyes that killed me.
You toyed with my heart to get to someone else.
"That's it I'm through with love and I give up."
Stuck In a dream
In the beginning we were stuck in a dream.
Now you blame me for all the mistakes I made.
It was perfect, now your gone.
I stare at the ceiling thinking I hate myself for ever trying.
Its clear now, you were never needed.
We were floating over fire, now that all the screaming is gone I am loving this life without you.
Forgotten memories
I cant feel anymore, stuck in a an nightmare.
Forgotten memories all lost in pain and tears.
Should I end it?
Or is it possible to keep living?
No one helps and no one can understand.
I'm the only one in my little world.
When The Clock Ticks
If I could turn back time maybe I wouldn't have made the mistakes I've done.
If I could turn back time then maybe my life wouldn't be such a mess.
???
do you know what its like to be scared of your own home?
Or what its like to feel mentally hurt by your families foolish mistakes?
Do you know what its like to be hurt so bad that you gave up?
Or what its like to feel so alone it kills you
Clouded Daze
Lying on the ground surrounded by shadows.
I feel regret pierce my heart as I reminisce on the past.
I imagine the person I lost so long ago.
And I relies this is finally my last.
As I lay staring at the stars I can finally stop on the remorse .
Lying on the ground surrounded by shadows.
On the cold damp grass I feel nothing but fire.
Alas this is finally my last.