God guys I'm so sorry about everything. I have no clue whats going on with my story. My updates wern't working and when I looked back at my story I noticed that all the previous chapters are freaked up to. Hopefully this chapter works. I'll try to fix the other ones later. Once again I'm so sorry.

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To my unpleasant suprise the day flew by really fast. Nothing really intesting happened. My classes were ok.I had 3rd block with Oliver but unfortunatly had no classes with Miley. We didn't even have lunch together. It was weird going from last year being attached to her all day and now I don't even pass her by in the hall. I knew we'd work something out. When the bell rung I went out to the court yard to meet Oliver. We'd decided 3rd block that he'd ride home with me so we could talk about Miley. I had been a nervous reck all day constantly changing my mind about telling Oliver the truth. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear Miley sneak up behind me tackling me from behind in a fierce hug.

"Micky!" she exclaimed squeezing me so tight I could hardly move to turn around and face her.

"..hey.. .oof...miley." I manage to choke out giving up on prying her off my back. Since I'm not able to hug her back I just rub her arm with my free arm to let her know I'm happy to see her to. After a few seconds she lets go of me after placing a quick kiss on my cheek like she usually does when she greets me.

"I'm so bummed we don't have any classes together this semester. What ever will I do without my micky." she pouts giving me an adorable look I just can't help but smile at.

"I know" I sigh grabbing one of her hands rubbing my thumb across it lightly. "I'm sad to...but hey we'll still see each other before school and after..and theres still break. And of course we'll hang out on the weekends." I begin to bable suddenly becoming very depressed over the thought of seeing so little of Miley."I mean its not like we're gonna...grow apart." I mutter the last part casting my eyes towards the ground trying to hide the pain from Miley.

"Hey" she whispers pushing my head up so I was eye level with her. "Of course we're not gonna grow apart. Do you honestly think I'd let that happen?"

"..no." I sighed shaking my head.I knew she was right but still I couldn't help but shake the bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.I was so distracted by all my negative thoughts that I didn't even hear Oliver come up to the two of us.I'm guessing Miley didn't either because she was still holding my hand when we heard Oliver clear his throat obviously annoyed with the display of affection between us."Oh hey Oliver." I smile weakly at him dropping Miley's hand instantly slightly jerking away from her.I was so worried about not making Oliver mad that it took me awhile to notice the hurt look on Miley's face. I finnally did but I didn't know what to do other than avoid eye contact with her and focus my attention back on Oliver.

"Am I still going home with you Mikayla or do you already have other plans." he said the last part bitterly staring at Miley. I don't think Miley was paying much attention though. She to looked lost in her thoughts so I thought I'd take this opportunity to leave.

"Umm yeah of course your still coming home with me I was just telling Miley goodbye." I say turning around to meet a confused looking Miley.

"You where..?"she asked cocking an eyebrow at me. If this wasn't such an uncomfortable situation I totally would have found her expression completly adorable...hell who am I kidding I still found it adorable.

"Umm..yeah I was.I gotta go. Me and Oliver have something to take care of...I'll call you later?"

"Yeah.. talk to you later Mik." she says slowly giving me a wtf look. She looked over at Oliver and he looked away focusing his attention somewhere off in the distance. Then she looked back at me cautiously and leaned in to give me a quick peck on the cheek."Bye Mikayla." she said quickly before walking off.

"Bye.." I whisper knowing she didn't hear me.I really hope Miley isn't mad at me.I wasn't trying to ditch her its just this whole thing with Oliver is just so damn complicated and akward I didn't know what else to say to her.I sighed figuring I could just call her later and explain..well of course not explain everything like the part about me telling Oliver my secret...I'd just say me and Oliver were having problems and are trying to work them out..that wasn't a complete lie."Come on Oliver lets go." I sigh heading off towards my moms car not even bothering to check and see if he was following behind. The car ride home was nice and akward. I hated the tension between us. Me and him have never ever had a serious problem with the other one so I didn't really know what to expect when I got to my place. Once we did get there we decided it would be best if we went down to the beach to talk. It was only a 5 minute walk there from my house and we thought it'd be best just incase one of my parents over heard us.

"So.." I slowly say breaking the uncomfortable silence between us as we walk down the beach. It wasn't really that crowded today and I was thankful for that. Who knows me and Oliver might start going at each others throats.I don't want everyone on the beach to know my fucking secret. Hell I wasn't even sure I wanted Oliver to know. Mikayla stop that your going to tell him the truth.

"Yeah.."Oliver replys shuffling his feet nervously as we come to a stop before sitting down under a palm tree neither one of us making any move to start this ... its my secret I guess I should be the one to talk first. Before I have a chance to open my mouth Oliver's lips are pressed against mine. Oh My God is he kissing me!! Eww he is what the hell.I lightly push him back not wanting to hurt his feelings."Sorry I just had to do that." he muttered blushing lightly looking away

"Right...'I say not really knowing what else to say.I mean what was I supposed to say my best friend just kissed me.I didn't want to hurt his feelings but I didn't love him like that. He 's always been like a brother to me and nothing more..plus my hearts in a different place."Oliver.."I sigh forcing him to look at me. "Look I don't want to hurt your feelings but...I don't love you like that....ya know." He shook his head chuckling lightly turning his focus back towards the ocean.

"Don't worry I didn't get my hopes up to high.I didn't expect you to say you loved me more than just a friend..I just thought you deserved to know how I feel.I've never been able to keep a secret from you Micky."

"Oliver I do love you.I love you more than you can imagine but that love is like the love I would have towards a brother. Thats what I've always thought of you as Oliver my caring protective brother...and nothing more." I say cautiously trying to do my best to not hurt his feelings. "Even after what just happened, and after all the feelings you've had for me..do you think we can just pretend like it didn't happen and go back to being best friends?" I look at him hopefully. I really could forgive and forget all that had just happend.I just hoped he could do the same. Ya know fall out of love with me.

"Of course we can Mik I'd never wanna lose you as a friend." he gives me a genuine smile before pulling me in a tight hug. When he pulls back I notice his smile has faded and he's looking at me with a rather serious look in his eyes. "I do have to ask you one more question though." oh no here it 's gonna ask me if I love Miley.

"...yeah?" I choke out feeling my eyes begin to water knowing what was coming next.

"Are you in love with someone else?" he asks not mentioning her name at first

"yes.." I nod bitting my lip nervously

"Is that someone...Miley?" I'm suprised to hear Olivers voice so weak as he asks the next question.

"....yes..." I mutter a single tear rolling down my face.I can't look at him anymore at the fear of seeing disaproval and hurt in his eyes.

"..how long?"

"honestly...I think I knew when I met her." I choke out trying to stiffle a sob.I was suprised to feel Oliver place a hand on my shoulder rubbing it reasuringly.I look up at him through teary eyes to see him with a smile on his face.

"Its ok Mikayla." I chuckle bitterly when I hear him say that. How could he possibly find this ok.

"Really?" I ask eyeing him cautiously

"Yes it is.I'm not mad and I'm not hurt...I'm just worried." he sighs looking down at his hands playing with them something he did when he was nervous.

"Worried about what?" I ask confused at what he was saying

"Micky look...I know Miley cares about you and I know she's affectionate towards you but.."

"but what?" I snap becoming impatinate

"But what if she doesn't feel the same way?"

I sigh looking down at the course that thoughts crossed my fucking mind. All of the time I find myself sick to my stomach thinking about that rejection from her.

"Micky theres something you need to know about Miley." he says hesitantly grabbing my shoulders firmley forcing me to look him dead in the eyes. "You know I'm not one to believe gossip but when I hear it from the source itself.."

"What gossip?!" I snap growing worried

"The other day I was hanging out with Jackson and Cooper when he told me something...something big...."he trails off when he notices my eyes beginning to water he stops but I nod at him to continue "..when Miley turned 16 she threw a party..you weren't able to come because you were..ya know on the there was alcohol party and Miley had one to many shots." I remember Miley telling me she had a little alcohol at her party but she failed to mention her taking one to many shots.I nod again for him to continue. "Well her and Cooper were dancing and one thing led to another and...Micky I think you know how this story ends." I look at him with shock and pain evident in my eyes and even though I don't want to hear him say it I find my self shouting bitterly at him "Say it Oliver."

"...Micky...they...had sex." The words felt like a dager to my heart.I felt like all the air had left my body and I was finding it impossible to breath.I couldn't take this.I didn't want to be around Oliver or anyone for that matter so I stood up quickly muttering "I gotta go." before darting off down the beach crying. I ran as hard as I could trying to get as far away from everything as possible. I ran till it felt like my legs were on fire and like I would vomit at any minute.I continued to run ignoring the pain shooting through my body untill I finnally collapsed on the sand sobbing uncontrobly.I lay there for a few minutes crying before turning over on my stomach and throwing up what little I had eaten that day. I couldn't believe this was happening. Why would she do that? How could she do that. After a few more minutes of crying I felt a drop of rain hit my another and another and soon it was pouring."Perfect!" I shout out to no one laughing bitterly.I sat there for a moment allowing myself to get drenched before I decided to get up and run some more.I needed to be farther away. I just wanted to run as far as I could.I got a few steps before I began to feel dizzy. I ignored the light headed feeling and continued to run but it wouldn't go away. My head was pounding and everything around me was blurring. I collapsed in the sand once again trying to gain my breath. The rain was beating down on me harder and harder and the pain in my head just wouldn't go away. I felt my body go limp and my vision go black and the last thing I remember doing was throwing up again before passing out.

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Oh snap now wasn't that an intresting twist.I told you my life was dramatic. Ya know what the funny thing is.I thought I'd try updating this story to get my mind off things and this chapter was one shittest things I went through in my entire life. Well whatever atleast I'm feeling sleepy now. I hope you guys enjoyed please please please don't forget to long as nothing screws up again I'll be trying to update more.