I keep pushing Logan away, am I so stupid. What the hell is wrong with me? I like Logan, I just don't know how to act in front of him and what can I say? I walk back to my room and look at myself in the mirror, what the hell girl? He said you where the most beautiful thing he saw tonight and you tell him not to kiss you tomorrow. I texted Alejandra telling her I am stupid and she texted back... I know tell me tomorrow.

I walk back to my bed and sat there, I had my cell phone in hands. Okay, I'll text him and tell him that the whole kissing thing was not true, but then I'll receive the entire ridicule that I couldn't be one day without kissing him, "FINE! I'll do it." I said and laid on the bed. "I will resist Logan's lips tomorrow."

The next morning I arrived at Roque Records and spent most of my time avoiding Logan, I just can't let myself think of him. It was so hard not thinking of him. I was doing an exercise with Gustavo and the boys where working on the big CD release in three months. I was exited for them and more exited for myself.

"Kelsi, why are you so distracted?" Gustavo asked and I turned to him again.

"Sorry." I said and continued practicing and I just wanted this say to end. Gustavo let me leave early because I was too distracted. I arrived to the Palm Woods and called Alejandra. "I am so stupid." I said.

"What did you do know smarty pants." she said.

"I told Logan to not kiss me today and I am so stupid."

"yes you are." She said and laughed. "Okay, but did you talk to him and know more about him."

"yes, he is just PERFECT."

"Well then... YOU ARE STUPID. Now hang up the phone and call HIM!" she said... it did make sense.

"he's busy." I said.

"and you are making excuses." she said. "now I am going to hang up and you are going to make things right."

"Later." she hung up and I walked to the gym. I couldn't call him.

I arrived at the Palm Woods, it was 10:00. I haven't seen Kelsi all day and it seems she is avoiding me. James was finally back to his old self and I have no idea where Camille is. She appeared from the elevator and she walked out way I thought she was going to hug me but she hugged James instead.

"Hi James." She said and kissed his cheek. I really didn't care, I just wanted to know where Kelsi was. I saw Kelsi's red hair coming out of the gym and I was shocked. She looked all red and puffy and her hair was a mess.

"Kels," I said grabbing her hand.

"Hi Logan," She said and her smile made me breathless. "Let me take a bath and then we can talk." she said and walked to the elevator, no she actually ran.

God, women are so confusing. Camille was giggling and I walked upstairs and waited outside her door. I looked at my watch and I couldn't believe the time. 'Damn she's taken a long time' and she finally appeared.

"Sorry I took so long." she said, her hair was wet and she was back to her old self. I was glad about that.

"No worries." I said kissing her, she was taken by surprise.

"I said no kissing." She said as if she was going to punish me. I shower her the time, it was 12:01. "Oh," she said and kissed me.

"i should take you on a real date." i said in between kisses.

"Yeah, tomorrow, night." she answered.

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