EPOV

When we heard the phone call I felt myself break down. I missed Bella, I didn't want her to do whatever it was the hell she was going to do. But then when mom whispered that she was going to take her own life, it killed me inside. And I realised at that point that I loved Bella. Just hearing that she was going to take her life, made my heart twist and ache until I thought it was going to brake.

Emmett sped up when the words left Esme' mouth and the whole car was stunned into silence. I can guess what they were all thinking. The same as me. The fact that if she did accomplish this, we would be down a friend even though we weren't much of one as we used to be, but the fact that we would have to live for the rest of our lives knowoing this was our fault. We caused this.

She said she loved me. I couldn't believe it. I think I will be the one feeling the most guilt knowing she loved me. And I don't know if I could stand that guilt.

APOV

When we heard Bella was going to commit suicide, I cried. I couldn't believe we were now racing to Bella' house, hoping she wouldn't go ahead with this. She admitted that she was in love with Edward, I cried. When she said she thought of me and Rose and Em and Jazz as siblings, I cried. I couldn't believe we would be the cause of such a kind persons death. Our former friend. I hope she would change her mind, but something tells me she won't. We caused he too much pain. And to think we didn't even know about Renee's death. Charlie would be lifeless, I should have been there for Bella and Charlie. I blame Tanya. I never really liked her anyway, but she was with Edward and it made him happy, so I was happy. I just didn't stop to think of the consequences.

RPOV

NOO! My sister. Is going to commit suicide. I know we haven't been much of a good friend but hearing that phone call made me realise the truth. We were horrible friends. She thought of me as a sister and I betrayed her by ignoring her, and Renee. I couldn't imagine the pain Bella was in after not only her friends deserting her, but her mother dying. And we didn't even know. Not even about the funeral. We didn't know until the phone call. This is our fault. And with that I cried even more.

EMPOV

My little Bella-boo is committing suicide. I can't believe we acted like such jerks to her. Bella needs us so much and we didn't even look at her, never mind talk to her. She was raped, Tanya came, we ignored her, Renee dead, and now this. Suicide. We hurt her so much. Me, Rose, Jazz and Alice never like Tanya anyway, she is too bitchy that's why I was glad she went home and didn't bother to try and come with us. I will make it up to Bella, I have to. This is our fault, we need to set it right. With that, I sped up as we reached closer to her house.

JPOV

My little sister ceasing to exist kills me. She admitted her feelings about Edward, she told us she was raped, we told her we would protect her and we have done nothing but hurt her. We have cause her so much pain and us ignoring her has caused her to do this. Edward admitted he loves her, so something tells me, if Bella does die, he will feel tremendous guilt. Maybe more so than the rest of us. I just hope we get to her in time.

CPOV

When I read that message and heard that phone call, all I could think about was 'Not Bella, not daughter'. Me and Esme have been their for her for the past month, what with my children ignoring her, Renee' death, everything. She loves Edward, and Edward loves her. They would make the perfect couple but now that might not go ahead because of my kids foolishness. I won't be able to forgive them if Bella does die. I think of her as my daughter, my own flesh and blood and I love her dearly.

EPOV

We finally pulled up at Bella' drive half an hour later. We all jumped out of the car and opened the door. Oh no. Charlie is at work today, and Bella never leaves the door unlocked. We all race up to her room and screamed her name when we saw her. She had a rope around her neck, hanging, slowly dying right before my eyes. I ran over to her, and took her head off the noose. I layed her on the bed and held her hand while Carlisle did the compressions. This will haunt me forever. Knowing that she did this because of us. I hope she forgives us, I really do. I love her, and I fear I may have realised too late.

"Bella, please wake up, please, I love you" I said,