My dearest readers,

Okay, so I know half of you want to kill me and the other half would love nothing more than to make me suffer and I wish I could say that it wasn't my fault. But, it is partially my fault.

See, I had to go on a special journey to this top secret island…okay, I went on an extended vacation. My very best friend –more like my brother—recently died of a disease he had had for a while and I just needed to get away for a while. A long, long while, as in several months. I have been staying with relatives out of the state and recollecting myself. I rarely went on my computer, though an acquaintance friend of mine kind of took over my account for a while during my absence. I wrote a lot on paper but it was mostly just angry journals.

Okay, enough with the drama. I greatly apologize for the delay and though I do not feel comfortabfle promising that it will not happen again, I can say that I will do all I can to keep the waiting periods to a minimum.

But at least I'm paying you back for it with this first chapter. How is this payback you ask? Well you'll just have to read to find out.

All my love,

Amber

Goku felt his stomach muscles flex as he moaned. He loved Gojyo's kisses. Every kiss felt like fire on his skin and no amount was ever enough. And when Gojyo used his tongue, Goku might as well have gone to hell and back with how hot it made him.

Gojyo smiled—he knew he was the only one that could make Goku moan like that—as he brought his face back up to look into his lover's golden eyes. "I missed you."

"You missed the sex."

"That, too."

Goku smirked, shaking his head, as he leaned up for an open mouthed, passionate kiss. These he loved most of all.

Gojyo never got tired of kissing his Goku. The taste of sweet chocolates and bitter tea mingled with a flavor that was so utterly Goku was the perfect blend to satisfy his craving. He broke the kiss and slipped his first three fingers into Goku's mouth, before bringing them down under the covers.

Goku's face was one of slight pain as he felt Gojyo's finger penetrate him. Gojyo suckled and nibbled at the boy's neck, hoping to distract until the pleasure took over.

"Gojyo, we've done this enough times. I'll be fine."

"Been a while. Don't want to hurt you."

Goku's pain began to melt away when Gojyo inserted his second and began to scissor, stretching his rectum. "Won't hurt me. I need you."

"Just one more." He slowly inserted a third digit and curled his fingers, hitting the bundle of nerves that made Goku make the most delectable sound. "See this isn't so bad, is it?"

"Bite me."

"If you insist." Gojyo bent his head and took one of Goku's erect nipples between his teeth and pulled gently.

"Oh, God! I hate you."

Gojyo chuckled. "You have a funny way of showing it."

Goku glared up at him. "Just for that, I wanna be on top."

Gojyo's eyes widened. "What? Come on. We haven't been able to have sex in two weeks."

"If you don't want that time doubled, I'm on top." Goku may play innocent but he knew how to fight dirty with the best of them. "Besides, you know you love it. The feel of me going down on you with the full frontal view…"

Gojyo moaned at the visual of times passed. "Fuck." He pulled Goku to him and flipped their positions so Goku sat straddling his hips, their members dangerously close to touching. "You better make this a show."

Goku leaned down and licked at Gojyo's mouth. "I'll even give you an encore if you're up for it."

"Oh, hell yeah." Gojyo tried to pull Goku down for a kiss but the younger held back. When Gojyo raised a brow, Goku's smile became mischievous, and Gojyo knew that smile very well. That evil smile…

"But first, it's my turn to play."

"You cheeky little bast…" Gojyo's voice choked in his throat as Goku began to suck on the man's left nipple while his hand played with the other. "Shit. Love your mouth."

Goku hummed and Gojyo felt it in his bones, making him shiver. The feel of Goku's wet muscle anywhere on his body was like a drug he never got tired of. If he could, Gojyo would stop time and just let Goku have his way. Gojyo may like to be dominant, but Goku knew what the other liked and used that knowledge well. Goku was an excellent lover despite his childish tendencies.

When Goku finished with his actions, he pulled himself up so he was face to face with his bed partner. "You know what I love most about you?" he asked between kisses he laid all around Gojyo's mouth.

"Hmm?"

Goku reached up and touched around Gojyo's brow, causing him to open his crimson orbs.

"Your eyes. The way you look at me like you can already taste me, when you can't wait to get me behind closed doors. And when you look at me like you honestly can't believe that I'm yours. And I am." He laid a kiss on Gojyo's mouth. "Utterly and completely yours."

Gojyo liked when Goku talked dirty, but when he talked to him like this, making himself vulnerable and opening his heart to him, he felt like he was falling in love with Goku all over again.

"Like I said: love your mouth."

With that, Gojyo succeeded as he pulled Goku down by the nape of his neck and kissed him hard, making sure he would come back feeling bruised and owned.

Goku broke the kiss to lay a trail down Gojyo's throat, down his chest and abdomen, until he got to the nest of hair between his legs. Gojyo's heart sped up further, if at all possible. Goku smirked as he took Gojyo in his hand. "This is the other thing I love about you."

"And you call me a pervert." At least fthat's what Gojyo wanted to say but was unable to as Goku licked him from his base to the sensitive tip, rendering him breathless. All of the blood left his brain and traveled south as he tried with everything in him to keep his strength under control while one hand found its way into Goku's hair and the other gripped the sheets.

Goku chuckled and Gojyo's member jerked at the sound. "I almost forgot how sensitive you can be."

"You, too, ass-hole," Gojyo was able to get out between clenched teeth. He needed some kind of friction on his member or he felt like he was going to explode.

"You can remind me later." The second the words were out, Goku wrapped his lips around Gojyo's tip and sucked once, making the older man buck off the cot as the hand on the back of Goku's head stiffened. Goku brought more into his mouth until he felt the hairs at the base tickle his nose. It had taken him a few times to be able to take in all of Gojyo's length, but it was worth it for how much pleasure he knew it brought. Not to say Goku himself didn't enjoy it; he did, immensely. Gojyo's husky taste was like nectar to his taste buds and he felt his own erection harden.

Reaching down, Goku took himself in his hand and stroked a few times, using his pre-come as a makeshift lubricant, slickening his fingers. Then he inserted his fingers into his rectum, making sure to scrape his blunt nails over that luscious bundle of nerves. He hummed and Gojyo felt the vibrations in his member, making him moan, his voice shaking embarrassingly.

When Gojyo lifted his head to see Goku work, he noticed Goku's other hand and growled deep in his throat. "Thought that was my job."

Goku replied by coming up, grazing his teeth all along the vein on the underside of the swollen muscle and once he reached the top again, he flicked his tongue in the slit at the tip.

Gojyo knew he was getting dangerously close and he wanted to be inside Goku for the big moment. He hauled Goku back up so the younger was straddling him, once again. "You're such a fucking tease."

"You deserve it."

"You still owe me a show."

Goku smiled that smile again as he reached behind him and took Gojyo in his hand, guiding the hard muscle to his entrance, and slowly began his descent. Goku hissed in discomfort as Gojyo had to refrain with every bit of his self control not to buck his hips. Goku slowly slid lower and lower. He loved the feel of Gojyo inside him, stretching him, filling him. Finally, Goku found himself seated on flesh and bone, Gojyo fully sheathed within him. And it felt amazing. He waited only a few seconds before he raised himself up. When he felt the squeeze of Gojyo's hands on his hips, he went down again, absolute pleasure making his back bow as he emitted an erotic moan.

"Gojyo…" Goku whimpered.

Gojyo grunted in response, not able to focus on much more than the way his lover looked, bronze skin moist with sweat, muscles bare for his eyes to drink in greedily. "So beautiful, Goku."

Goku found a rhythm and drew himself up and down in Gojyo's lap, tension beginning to build in his stomach. "Ngh…feels so good."

As much as Gojyo loved Goku's body, there was something else he wanted to get lost in. "I want to see your eyes."

It took a minute for the message to make its way through Goku's pleasure-fogged mind but he obeyed, nonetheless.

Gojyo stared into Goku's eyes and felt as though he had fallen into a pool of molten lava. The look in Goku's eyes was so intense, he almost lost it right then. Hungry, passionate, lustful, sexy.

Goku chose then to drag his nails down Gojyo's chest and abdomen, making the marked man bow at the pain that mixed in with the pleasure. Finally, Gojyo couldn't take the steady rhythm anymore and gripped Goku's hips tightly, keeping him in one place and he raised his hips off the cot and drove himself into Goku fast and hard, making Goku scream out. "Gojyo!"

He began to make his own fast pace as he watched Goku get closer and closer to completion, making those wonderful gasping/whimpering noises Gojyo adored.

It wasn't much longer that Goku was able to force out in a sigh, "Gojyo…I'm…I'm gonna…."

"I know, baby. Come with me."

Only seconds later, Gojyo released himself within Goku's slick heat, groaning as he rode the wave of ecstasy.

The moment Goku felt Gojyo's seed let loose within him, he climaxed so intensely, he threw his head back and nearly screamed.

Gojyo forced his focus on Goku as he came between them. His back bowed, head back, and mouth open in a silent scream as he completed his high. Gojyo had never seen anything more beautiful and he memorized every blissful second.

Goku let himself drop onto Gojyo's chest, both breathing heavily, completely spent of any and all energy. They remained there for several minutes, not able to move so much as an inch.

"Told you," Goku finally said between puffs of air, "that you loved it."

"Still did half the work."

Goku swatted at his shoulder before he slowly removed Gojyo from himself and promptly fell onto the bed next to Gojyo, laying his head on the other's chest. "Annoying."

Gojyo used his arm to bring Goku tighter against himself. "Hmm. And does that make you love me any less?"

"Not a chance."

Gojyo smiled as he took in Goku's earthy scent. "So, about that encore…"

Goku chuckled. "You're insatiable."

"Only for you, love."

"Better be," Goku said in a yawn.

"Will an hour be enough?"

"You tell me. You'll be doing all the work."

Gojyo slid his hand to grip one of Goku's firm cheeks. "Smart-ass."

The next day found Goku and Gojyo quite ill-rested, neither nearly as energetic as they usually were. Hakkai kept his comments to himself, knowing their attempts at keeping their relationship a secret, though he had his suspicions that Sanzo had caught on a while ago even if he never bluntly let on that he knew anything at all.

"When will we get there?" Goku asked from the back seat.

Sanzo's brow twitched. "We just left the inn an hour ago. How could you be asking that already?"

"But Sanzo, it's hot and I'm tired."

"I'll put you to sleep," the priest mumbled as his hand went to reach for his infamous white fan.

"It shouldn't be long, Goku," Hakkai said amusingly from the driver's seat. "Why don't you take a nap?"

"Aww, is the poor baby in need of a little beauty sleep?" Gojyo teased.

"Shut up, water sprite. You need some way more than I ever could, not that it could possibly help you anyway. Anyone would be helpless with a mug like that."

"What'd you say to me, punk?"

"You heard me, jack-ass!"

"Try saying that to my face, monkey!"

"I just did, pervert!"

Hakkai chuckled as Sanzo finally stood and wacked them both. "You two shut up or I'll shut you up!"

The jeep quieted down a bit, aside from the usual banter, as they all listened to the droll sound of the vehicle, the only sound in the dessert-type land they were traveling through. It was a good several hours later when Hakkai spoke to the group again.

"Uh oh. Looks like we have some company."

The others looked ahead to see a city surrounded by a large wall with a fleet of demons guarding the entrance and they did not look like a welcoming party.

Sanzo sighed. "Why do they always have to make this difficult?"

"Life's no fun without surprises, wouldn't you agree?"

"Hakkai, for once, could you try not to look at the bright side of things and be a pessimist like the rest of the world?"

Goku smiled as he materialized his nyoi-bo. "I've been looking for some action. My muscles are getting stiff."

Sanzo crossed his arms and sat back. "I'll sit this one out."

Hakkai laughed. "Going to let Goku have all the fun this time?'

Gojyo smiled. "Might as well take a nap then."

Goku jumped out of the car. "More fun for me!"

Well, hope that was enough of a payback ^_^ I should have the next chapter out fairly soon: a week, give or take a few days. Reviews may speed up that process =p

See you all next time!