Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or Final Fantasy
Well, you all know it now, Lightning is pregnant. I hope that was a shocker for my readers, things are going to get alot more interesting from now on and I am also going to try to make these chapters as fast as I can, at least once a week if I can. So if you guys don't have any complaints lets start the story.
Lightning was siting in the doctors office not believing what the doctor just told her.
"What did you just say doctor" Lightning asked
Yes, you heard it right Miss Farron, your pregnant.
Lightning continue to look at the doctor as if he had just grow a secondhead. Here she was expecting to just drop in complete a routine phyical and go straight to her officer training. She thought that she would finally stop thinking about Naruto once she began to get her career back on track, and now she was being told that she was going to have a child by him. This was all getting to be to much for her.
"Doctor are you one hunderd percent sure that I am pregnant" Lightning said slowly so the doctor would know how serious this situation was.
"Yes, without a doubt Miss Farron, by four weeks if I got the results in right" the doctor said
Four weeks, this can not be happen right now, there is no way in hell I could be....there's no way... Was that the reason why I have been sick for so long, Damn it why is this happening now, I mean how could this have happen, me and Naruto never...well, we have but we always used protect....except for that night when we....we......DAMN YOU UZUMAKI!!! Lightning was thinking to herself as she sat in the doctors office.
For the next few moments Lightning continue to sit in the office, trying her hardest to keep for panicking. She never in her life once ever imagined that she would be a mother. She always thought that taking care of her younger sister was to make up for parenting. Now she was just told that she was going to be a mother for real. So many thing were happening all at once she didn't even begin tothink of how this was going to effect her career or how everyone else would react to the news ecspeally Naruto. And Naruto was a complete different issue within it's self.
"Miss Farron, I know this is alot to take in at the moment but trust me things always getbetter in time, but theres is also the issue of the father. I would like to get in contact with him as soon as possible" the doctor said unaware that Lightning was not paying attention to a word he said.
Lightning continued to sit ther complete lost in her own thoughts
"Miss Farron?"
Um yes, Lighting responded
"The father, I would like to get in contact with him a soon as possible" the doctor said
"The father?"
"Yes Miss Farron, you...do...know...who..he...is..right" the doctor said slowly and carefully to try not to offend his paticent
" Yes doctor, but I am afraid that would be impossible right now"
"Why is that Miss Farron?"
"Well...you...see....he....died" Lightning made the only good excuse she could think of
"A military man?" the doctor asked
"You could say that" Lightning responed.
"Well I am so sorry to hear that Miss Farron, it must of been very hard for you"
"Not as hard as you might think, doctor now tell me why does my pregency allow me not to enter in officer training for the Guardian Corp" Lightning said
"Well Miss Farron, even though you may still be over qualified to serve as an officer in the Guardian Corp. It has been law for years that mothers ecspeally single mothers can not serve in any fraction of the military in active duty for the well being of the child. The doctor explained
"Well then what are my alternatives then"
"Well you can get rid of the child or you could take a different role that doesn't included you in active duty"
"Get rid of the child" Lightning questioned
"Yes, it's either that or you have to find anther role in the military"
"I don't know, can I have time to think about this doctor"
"Yes of course Miss Farron, how about you come in next week this time and give me your desision"
Just then Lightning left the doctors office confused and uncertain about how her future was going to turn on the day Lightning decided to go over wedding plans with Serah to help her get her mind off of what she should do about the unborn child. She also wanted to make sure she was involved with the wedding since she was the one who was paying for the thing. At first Serah and Snow objected to the idea of having Lightning pay for the entire wedding but they eventual gave in when Naruto convinced them that it was just Lightning way of showing that she cares. While Lightning and Serah was looking for wedding dresses Serah noticed that something was bothering her older sister.
"So Lighting have you heard from Naruto at all lately?" Serah asked
"No" Lightning respond
"Aren't you worried about him?"
"No, I'm sure he's fine Serah" Lightning lied. The truth was that Lightning was constantly worried about him this is the longest she has not heard from him since the time they first met and now with everything that was going on it just made things worse.
"And besides Serah, he's with Sazh and you know he won't let Naruto get in trouble when he's around" Lightning says
"Yeah, I guess your right Eclair. But don't you think it's funny even though Naruto and Sazh have known each other for a couple of years, Sazh practically treats Naruto like a little brother." Serah says
"I guess Naruto has that effect on people"
"Yeah he got you to fall in love with him" Serah said teasingly
Lighting became silent for a moment, there were just so much emotion surronding her at this time and talking about Naruto was not helping.
"Anyways Serah have you found a dress you like yet?" Lightning asked
"No not yet lets look in a different store for now"
Both Lightning and Serah were going to store to store but to no success none of the dresses were to Serahs liking apprently Serah was looking for the perfect dress while Lightning didn't understand her sister obsession. Lightning was always the tomboy of the family and was never into that girly crap her little sister was big on.
"You know, Lightning if you you just try to talk to Naruto I'm sure understand...." Serah began to say but was intrupped
"Serah could you do me a favor and let's not talk about Naruto for a while"
Serah turn around to her big sis and she could tell that Lightning begining to get tired of all this talk about Naruto so she decided to try to change the subject to put her sister at ease.
"So how did your physical exam go" Serah asked
"Great, just when I get her talk about anything other then Naruto and I, she ask another question that has to do with him" Lightning thinks to herself
"It....went...well..."Lightning began to say
"What's wrong Eclair, did something bad happen in the exam,don't tell me your sick" Serah said beganing to get worried
Lightning immediatly knew what was going through her sisters mind, she might be afraid that Lightning inherted the same disease that killed their parents.
"No Serah, I'm not sick don't worry I'm not sick" Lightning said
"Then whats wrong" Serah asked again
"Nothing the doctor said that I'm in complete health" Lightning responded
"So you'll be going into Officer Training soon then?"
"I don't know yet"
"What are talking about Eclair you always said that you wanted to be an officer"
"I can't go into officer training right now"
"Why is that Lightning?"
Lightning sighed, she at first wanted to keep this information hidden as long as she could but she figure that she have tell someone eventually before somebody found out on there own and run off to tell Naruto about it. So she figure it would be best that to tell her sister and make sure she doesn't tell anybody about it.
"I can't join the military again becaues in my physical exam the doctor descoverd that I'm....pregnant" Lightning said
Serah just stood there in shock it took a couple of seconds for her to say anything but to Lightning it seemed like an enternity.
"You....mean....your?" Serah asked
Lightning just nodded her head to answer her question. A few more moments went by untill Lightning was thrown into a bear hug by her little sister.
"I'm so happy for you Eclair" Serah said with tears being to fall down her face
"Serah calm down" Lightning said trying to escape her sister grasp
"It's just that I'm so happy for you...Oh my God have you told Naruto yet he's gonna be so happy"
"I haven't told him yet"
"What, why not"
"I haven't decided if I want to keep the baby yet"
Those word crushed her sister high spirits
"What do you mean you don't know if your going to keep the baby"
"Serah I have a career to think about for a better life for you, if I have a child then I could never do that now can I?"
"Eclair, you don't have to take care of me any more, alright this is so much bigger then your career now"
"This isn't just about my career think about Naruto if he finds out he'll never go home" Lightning says
"What are you talking about, Naruto would be ecstatic about this and what if he does never return to his home maybe thats a good thing, you have to stop making excuse for yourself Eclair, anyone can tell that Naruto loves you more then anything and do you actually believe he'll ever resent you for being with him, this will be the happiest news of his life and your not sure if you want to keep the baby!"
"This isn't a decision I could make lightly Serah, I need time to think about it"
"So you going to tell Naruto about it"
"No, not yet"
"What do you mean not yet, Naruto deserves to know about this and have a say on wether to keep the baby or not just as much as you do"
"I know, Serah I just can't tell him just yet"
"Well if your just not going to tell him I will!" Serah said
"No Serah wait, I'll tell him just give me time to make my decision"
Later that night Lightning laid in her bed staring at the ceiling. There were just so many thing going through her head right now that she didn't know what to do at the moment. As she continued to to stare at the ceiling her mind started think about her memories of sharing the same bed with Naruto. She remembered the first time they shared this bed, Naruto was so nervous that he actually left a wet spot on the bed from sweating so much. There just so many memories she shared with him, more then she ever though she would she with a man. It was at this point Lightning started to get depressed thinking about him, wondering where he was, or if he was safe. She buried her head in the pillow as she did this she realised that the pillow still smelled like him. And just then and there tears stared to fall from her face. Lightning has really cried at all since her parents death and now here she was crying into a pillow like a little kid. She hated this part of herself feeling weak and vulrable.
Later on next week Lightning was sitting in the same doctors office waiting for the doctor to arive to give him her answer.
This week was not easy for her she begining to really feel the effects of pregency even though she was not yet showing but her ablility to actual hold in her meal have weaken drasticly. And on top of that she was also begining to have mood swiings, and Serah was not talking to her becaues she felt that she was taking to long to to seek Naruto out and tell him the news.
Just then the doctor finally made hes way to the office
"Hello Miss Farron, how are you feeling today" the doctor said
"Fine you told me to come in when I decided what I wanted to do about this prenancy"
"Yes and what have you decided then?"
I've decided that........
And that's chapter 4 people I'm sorry I have to leave ya'll on a cliffy but I need to keep ya'll guessing what's going to happen and I know that alot of times when people do it it's really cheap but I'm going to make it up to ya'll in the the next chapter I promise you so I beg ya'll don't write me off just yet. But anyways thanks for reading and Tune in next week for Chapter 5 Lightning answer. God is Love Peace out.