A/N: WARNING Toss Salad …(fuck there is a lot of nookie in this story xD)

---------------- Chapter 12 / Gin'n Coke

Ace fell back into the sofa and smiled a huge grin from ear to ear. Sanji was coming over!

Suddenly then the gun slinger realized what all that could mean. Kissing, hugging maybe more if he was lucky and he had not had a showered in three days! "Shit! I got to get ready!" he announced to the room full of people then made a beeline for the bathroom.

Ace had never showered and brushed his hair and teeth faster in his life then he did now, then a naked blur that was Ace tore from the bathroom to his room flashing near everyone on his way as they were trying to get more answers from him on what was said. As Ace tossed out clothing from his dresser drawer he filled the others in with all he knew and finally found a pair of clean boxers and his favorite pair of long black shorts. He made quick work in getting his belt on so the shorts would somewhat stay on but that was it as Robin called out that a car was pulling up.

The gun slinger forgo a shirt and even shoes as he raced up topside of the ship, down the dock and onto the beach only to stop seeing Smoker getting out of a car. A frown came to Ace's face as he looked the street over. Smoker's car was the only new one there. Disappoint set in hard; he had forgotten Smoker was coming over too. He crossed his arms over his bare chest and did not go to the man but let Smoker come to him.

Smoker walked with a speedy pace and then stopped in front of Ace. It seemed like it had been a lifetime ago since he had last seen Ace. For awhile they both just stood there and said nothing to each other. It was then Smoker who broke the silence though, "I want you back."

Ace raised a brow. "Then you should have not broken up with me. What makes you think I should come crawling back to you after the way you treated me?"

Smoker frowned, "Dammit Portgas that was for your own good. I was protecting you!"

"Oh? Taking me on a wonderful date and night at your place then the next morning giving me the cold shoulder and breaking up with me was for my own good? Making me think for months I must have done something to make myself not worth it in your book to keep trying with me was for my own good? To not tell me the truth and be honest with me about what really was going on was for my own good cause …what you could not trust me? Wow yeah Smoker I really want to come back to you after that." Ace said letting his arms drop down by his sides.

The older man narrowed his eyes. "I admit the night out before breaking up with you was a bit selfish of me but dammit if I had told you, you would have tried to take care of it yourself and got the whole damn GL police dept brought down on your ass."

"It's not just my safety it was my brother's too Smoker! I had a right to know!" shouted Ace.

"And you would have gotten both you and him killed!" Smoker assured.

"Fuck you, I think I know how to handle myself a bit better then you would like to think. I'm not some weakling that needs to be coddled!" fumed the gun slinger.

"Really then, so you going to turn that psycho away too since he did the same thing?" Smoker asked knowing he had promised not to say anything about the event but since it was Ace he was talking to about it surly that would be ok and if not, to fucking bad.

Ace narrowed his eyes, "What are you talking about?"

"The case…Captain Garp, your grandfather wants to win the up coming election. He was worried he could not do that with you two trouble makers hanging over his head so he wanted to catch you both as fast as he could. They got pictures of me with you that time we were at the fair so they wanted me to do it and bring you both in. I didn't know if I was still being followed or not so I did the only thing I could do." Smoker explained and went on, "The one more night with you was risky but I just…it was hard to let you go. I spent the next months thinking about you Ace and covering up any tracks you and your brother and gang made till the lack of results pissed off Garp and he called in help from the Monarchs. That's how Mr. Prince got in the mix."

"Sanji." Ace corrected not willing to call Sanji, Mr. Prince anymore nor liking it now when others did. It just seemed too much like a slave name to Ace.

Smoker rolled his eyes but went on, "So the guy..."meaning Mr. Prince "shows up at my apt telling me, at gun point mind you, that he has talked Garp into another deal to get dirt on Judge Spandam, who will be running against Garp, and wants me to help with the project."

"Why didn't you just do that in the first place?" Ace blinked realizing how Sanji had most likely taken care of this problem in less then a few days while Smoker had fumbled around with it for months.

A tint of a blush came to Smoker's face now and he looked away. He didn't want to say what the blackmail part was and even more didn't want to fess up to why he had not done something like that for Ace in the first place.

After awhile of nothing said Ace edged the older man on, "Well?"

"He fucked the judge and had me tape it in secret." Smoker snapped.

Ace took a step back in shock. Sanji had whored himself out for him? Ace looked down as he felt sick with himself. Sanji just kept using himself like a doormat for everyone just to keep the people he cared about safe…wait …that he cared about? Then that would mean Sanji… Ace blushed. Then that means Sanji really did care about him! Still to have done something like that and not tell him. Yet with Sanji's problems it was only logical the man would do something like that…yet how could Ace now be mad at Smoker for not telling him when Sanji had done the same thing?

Smoker fidgeted. "Look…I know what you're thinking but dammit Portgas he is not worth it. I might not be willing to be someone's bitch for you like he is, but that don't mean I love you any less, just that I respect myself."

Ace blinked and looked up at Smoker confusion written clearly on his face at the man's words at first. He had not been thinking that at all and in fact what Smoker said kinda pissed Ace off. "So his scarifies mean nothing because you say so?"

"Portgas he is dangerous, the man he works for could have your little brother's gang wiped out with one phone call. Mr. Prince has no value of life and he is a selfish stuck up prick!" Smoker nearly yelled not understanding how Ace could not see the facts here.

Ace's eyes narrowed coldly at the other man. "You don't know shit about Sanji! Luffy made him a promise and we are going to free Sanji from Doflamingo's hold and have Sanji join us!"

"That is just crazy! Dammit Ace! Will you just stop thinking about that asshole for one second and think about us…you can't really mean to say you're picking him over me, over what we have?" Smoker reached out and pulled Ace into his arms. "Don't you dare tell me what we have is something that could die so easily."

The gun slinger was a bit taken back by the tone of passion coming from the detective and even more so when he was grabbed and pulled into that fearsome embrace. Ace could only stare at the man.

Smoker took the silence as an invite to do something he had longed to for months now and leaned in to press his lips to the other man's letting the built up desire of months worth come out all at once.

Ace put his hands on the tops of Smoker's shoulders meaning to push him away but at the feel of those lips to his, he caved in for a moment and kissed the detective back. For just that moment it was like he had gone back in time and everything was how it use to be.

The squeal of tires brought Ace then to his senses and he pulled his head from Smoker's to see a cherry red convertible take off and a short lived glimpse of Sanji in it. Ace jerked from Smoker's hold to run for the car fear setting in his heart.

Smoker grabbed Ace's hand holding him back then as Ace screamed out the cook's name, "Sanji!" Yet it was too late, the car was already down the road, most likely the blonde passenger didn't even hear Ace's call over the roar of the engine gunning it.

"Dammit Ace let him go!" Smoker growled.

Ace turned back with wild panicked eyes. "I cant! ... I love him!" he then admitted. It had been in that moment that sense of loss that Ace's true feelings came bursting forth like a wild uncontrollable forest fire.

Smoker let go of Ace's hand like if it had burned him. "But …us?" was all the man could get out.

Ace shook his head, "I'm sorry…it was months Smoker… I didn't know …it's just not there anymore I love someone else now." Ace truly did feel bad but he could not lie about what was in his heart and that was he loved Sanji.

Chopper and Zoro then came running out past the pair on the beach and headed for Chopper's car.

A giant blue whale in a tutu could have run by Smoker right now and he would have not been more surprised then he was by Ace's words. Everything but Ace just didn't seem to have a place in the universe at the moment. This had to be some joke he kept telling himself. After the months of trying to keep Ace safe Ace suddenly just does not want him, Smoker anymore?

Franky Robin and Nami then ran past them, shortly after that, Brook, Usopp, and Kaya followed.

"Smoker I…" Ace started but Smoker held up a hand for Ace to just stop.

Everything he, Smoker had done for the bastard and this was how he was thanked? Smoker just stared at the kid.

Johnny and Yosaku then came running out with Luffy behind them who was carrying Ace's boots, socks, hat and guns. Luffy was the only one that stopped and looked between the two men, Smoker and his brother Ace then finally spoke up, "Ace we need to go…We got to go find Sanji."

Smoker flinched at the name of the blonde but Ace nodded and gave one last look to Smoker before saying all that was left to say. "Goodbye Smoker." Ace then turned and ran with his brother taking his stuff and climbing in the back of Jonny's car with Luffy.

Smoker watched them drive off and just stood there for a long time even after they were gone, his heart feeling as if in a million pieces as he still could not figure out what had just happened here.

Sanji sat in his car behind the 24 hour liquor store and took another long hard drink from the bottle of tequila in the brown paper bag he had just bought a little while ago. He was somewhere on the edge of town in the slums trying to drowned his sorrow.

Sure he had seen Ace and Smoker kissing in the photos but shit…he didn't think... he never thought Ace would really truly…fuck! Sanji slammed his hand onto the steering wheel as the tears started to come again. He fucking could not take this. He gulped down another drink and reached back into his suitcase fishing his hand around but then remembered he had used the last of the morphine he was looking for this morning. He had nothing; the rest of his stash had been left in that shitty van over a week ago. There was chance though if he went begging to Doflamingo he might score a little something but it would not be nearly enough for what he needed now. He knew what he really wanted too.

Sanji took another drink from the bottle. He hardly ever went there anymore cause of how it made him feel but fuck he didn't think he could feel any worse then what he did right now. With another drink for courage Sanji started up his car again and drove down back roads he had not used in some time. Sanji then ended up at a run down apt complex and parked in the visitor section that was just a gravel lot. He was not worried about getting his car ripped off, not in this area where people knew him. They had the same head boss after all.

The blonde stumbled out of his car and slammed it shut then leaned against the door as he stuffed his keys down his pocket and took another long drink from the covered bottle and shoved himself forward to head up the open area stairs to the third floor. He nearly fell down once or twice already feeling a bit buzzed but somehow he made it to apt 306 and knocked at the door. As he leaned against the side of the wall by the door he could hear loud music playing from the apt and children's playful laughter somewhere down the street, a baby screaming its lungs out from an apt down below, TV sets playing, someone fighting yelling about something, the sound of a cop car sirens off in the distance and then the door opened.

Blue ocean dull eyes stared into dark chocolate brown ones.

Gin stood in the doorway having seen who was on the other side of the door through the peephole first but even now as he was looking at the blonde face to face he could not believe it was really him. Gin took in Sanji's appearance. Blue faded jeans with fashionable holes in the knees and thighs and a long white button down shirt with only one button done up leaving his chest and belly exposed to display that pure cream skin of his. Yet Gin also noticed the yellow bruise on Sanji's cheek and the faint cut on the man's bottom lip and the much more noticeable necklace bruise of bright purple around the blonde's neck. He as well took in count for the wrapped up bottle in Sanji's hand and the cheep smell of hard liquor.

After taking in how Sanji looked maybe Gin could believe it was him after all. The only time Sanji ever came to him anymore was if he was desperate yet still Gin would always take what he could get. He could not ever take away the deeds he had done to the blonde but that didn't stop how his heart felt for the other man.

"Come in …" Gin said reaching out to help Sanji not sure what kind of reaction he would get but was surprised and pleased to see Sanji allowed him to help. The blonde even leaned into him and Gin closed his eyes and breathed in the smell of Sanji's hair savor that moment, fearing these small moments in time would never come again as there was always such huge gaps between them.

Sanji stumbled with Gin's help into the smoky living room apt. were three other Hispanic men sat smoking a joint on a shitty patched up sofa and miss matched old plush chair. They were taking and laughing seeming not to be bothered any by Sanji's arrival, as Spanish rap music played from the killer brand new stereo by the large big screen TV. Sanji was guessing the guys were some of Gin's subordinates in Don Krieg's gang, Gin being his second in command. Most of Don Krieg's gang was of Hispanic background though there was a bit of color in the mix but not much from what Sanji had seen when he had been around.

Gin said something to the other men in Spanish, what Sanji was not sure. The six months Gin and Sanji had dated, he had picked up some words from Gin but nothing strong enough to hold or understand a conversation. Whatever had been said however seemed to be something about the guys leaving as the three men trudged out the door and shutting it behind them leaving Gin and Sanji alone in the apt.

"Sorry …didn't mean to break up your party." Sanji mumbled and took a drink from the wrapped bottle in his hand again.

"It's fine baby …come lets get you sitting down hum?" Gin said softly and comforting and helped Sanji across the room.

As they moved they came by the other chair in the room that took up a good chuck of living room space, a lager swinging hammock chair that hung from the ceiling and metal rods. Sanji paused in front of it.

*flashback*

Gin sat in the large newly put together hammock chair with Sanji in his lap, both men only in boxers though Sanji had on a bright blue pair of toe socks that as well had little designs of pink hearts on them.

"I swear baby you're the only person I now crazy enough to wear these wacky feet gloves." Gin smirked taking one of Sanji's feet in hand as the other foot's toes played in the hammock strings on the side of the chair, Sanji letting his toes push between the net holes and curl around the strings.

Sanji laughed out and poked a long finger to Gin's forehead, "They are not gloves they are toe socks, and they are cool!"

"Toe socks." mocked Gin in repeat of the words, letting his hand slide down from Sanji's foot along his bare leg. "They are still silly."

"Says you." Sanji dropped his hand," Besides its good to lotion your feet and wear socks before bed." pouted the blonde.

"Mmm I love it when you pout like that… come here give me that bottom lip." Gin growled playfully and leaned in to attack the blonde, yet the sudden movement caused the new hammock chair to tip them and they both fall to the floor.

Sanji was busting up laughing, "Real suave love." and went on to cackle out.

Gin huffed, "I will get the hang of this damn thing yet and when I do you better watch out ... in fact…" Gin then rolled over on top of Sanji and started to tickle the other man's sides. "I think I will start teaching you, your lessons now. Huh give you a real reason to laugh?" He grinned as the blonde squirmed and wiggled under him laughing all the more now.

*end flashback*

"Baby?" Gin asked giving a small nudge to Sanji.

The blonde snapped out of the daze he was in of his memories and moved on over to sit on the old sofa that Gin lead him to. Sanji flopped down and held the wrapped bottle between his legs as he leaned back.

"You in some kind of trouble?" Gin then asked as he sat beside Sanji and reached out to run a thumb along the bruise on Sanji's neck. This time Sanji jerked from his touch.

"I'm fine just had a little side job." Sanji replied a little angrily.

Gin pulled back his hand and stood up again rubbing at his nose then laying his hands to rest on his hips as he looked over Sanji not sure what to say to him to help loosen him up.

Sanji's eyes followed Gin as the man got up. Blue eyes gazing over dark natural Hispanic tanned flesh and even darker colored nipples as Gin was only wearing a pair of dark blue jeans that hung loosely on his waist with a black belt letting his well toned swimmer like build chest show off. While a small happy trail showed below his narrow waist of coarse glisten black hairs. The only other object Gin had on was a white and dark blue sweat headband.

*flashback*

Sanji in just a pair of black jeans came running into the kitchen of the apt. and slid crashing into the small kitchen table, "Shit!" he cursed rubbing his thigh where a chair had surly left a good indent in it and jumped / limped over to the stove pulling the potholders off the near by cabinet to him and putting them on as he opened the oven and was greeted by a big cloud of black smoke making the blonde cough and gag. The fire alarm then in the kitchen doorway started to go off beeping as Gin made his way into the room lazily wearing a white and dark blue sweat headband along with pair of baggy blue jeans and just now putting on a white tank top.

"Oh smells yummy baby…" Gin mocked laughing.

"Shut it! This is all your fault!...you and your hands and mouth and…erg! I told you I had a quiche in the oven!" Sanji pouted looking at the black brunt round object in the dish that hardly looked like food anymore.

Gin snickered and moved up behind Sanji to wrap his arms around his lover's thin waistline and hugged him as he rested his chin on a bare pale slender shoulder. "I say we toss it and order in and make-love some more ... see who comes first us or the food." He purred seductively into the blonde's ear.

"Tch…this is fine it just a little brunt around the edges…" Sanji sat the dish on the stove top getting out a spatula.

"Eh you're not really gunna make me eat that are you? It looks like something the neighbors dog shit out and someone set on fire." and Gin stuck out his tongue to show his disgust even more.

Sanji turned around in a huff, "It does not matter how it looks here …" the cook then pulled down the waiter's headband over his eyes. "There now you don't have to look at it as you eat it!" Sanji smirked and turned back around to use the spatula and tried to cut the brunt masterpiece. Sanji pushing with all his weigh down yet only got the top part of it to chip off in a black chunk.

Gin grumbled and pulled his headband back to his forehead then blinked at the crisp black chunk, "I love you baby but no way in hell am I eating that… woah wait a minute your gunna break the…" Gin tried to warn but it was too late, Sanji in his fit of refusal to give in ended up breaking the spatula trying to get it to cut into the black death object the blonde was insisting was food.

Sanji took a death breath and held tightly the broken spatula in hand.

Gin chuckled and pulled the blonde to him warping his arms around the other man and kissed his forehead softly, "How about we set it outside and let the birds chip away at it humm, it wont go to waste then?"

The cook finally gave in leaning into Gin's warm comforting arms and nodded.

*end flashback*

Gin frowned. Sanji really seemed more out of it then usual. Every time the blonde now came to him he seemed worse, seemed more broken. It really killed him even worse to know it was cause of him that put Sanji in this lifestyle he seemed to hate so much. Yet if the blonde would just let him, he could show Sanji how to make it good, how the two of them could be together and fine in it.

Licking his lips Gin tried for something that often worked. "You want a hit of some coke?"

Sanji blinked at the offer then slowly nodded his head. He would take that…it was not what he really wanted but it would be a good start.

Gin moved over to stereo and changed disks putting on something more mellow, some classic rock hits he knew Sanji loved and then went into the bedroom to get his stash and came back out with a little bag, mirror and razor and sat on his knees next to Sanji working on the banged up wooden coffee table to set the double lines up for the blonde.

When Gin came back into the room Sanji watched with hungry eyes, his mind flashing for brief moments to when Gin had introduced him to some drugs for the first times and the fun effects they had, then like always Sanji's mind slipped to that night in Gin's car over a year ago now, as they drove away from Baratie as Gin told him who he really was for the first and how Doflamingo could save Zeff. The betrayal wound opening again and Sanji stared at the back of Gin's head hard.

*flashback*

"Dammit Gin we should be staying there to help Zeff not running away! Don Krieg and his goons could be coming at any moment!" Sanji pleaded with his boyfriend as they sped away in Gin's black mustang Enel Electric 77'.

Gin pressed his lips tightly together staring hard at the road then finally spoke after a moment. "I promised Zeff I would get you out safely. They want you. That's what they are after."

Sanji frowned, "What why?"

"Because you're Red Leg Zeff's protégée." Gin replied stiffly.

"Yeah but love you're the only one that knows that, there is no way for Don Krieg's peps to know that." assured the cook.

"I'm Don Krieg's second in command." Gin then said flatly.

"Shut up that's not funny Gin." Sanji snapped.

"It's not meant to be a joke Sanji. It's true. I was sent to go in and get a job at the restaurant and try to weasel in to find out if Zeff was Red Leg or not." Gin stole a glance at the blonde and saw him sitting there shocked and then as if Gin could hear it, Sanji's face fell as his heart broke.

"Y-you used me?" Sanji's bottom lip trembled, "You fucking used me …you made me think you lov…oh god!" Sanji covered his mouth and nose with his hands as hot tears poured from his eyes and he had to look away from the man he thought he had loved, that he had trusted with his life, his body, and most above all else his heart.

"Sanji no, no, baby please look at me Sanji that… everything we shared that was real. Baby please believe me. This was just a job, but us, that is something special." Gin promised.

Sanji looked back to Gin and only saw a stranger now. "H-how..." Sanji lowered his hands. "How? How can I trust that? Will you help Zeff?" Sanji then asked wondering if there was maybe still some kind of hope left.

Gin frowned, "You can trust that because I love you baby! ….Zeff… the only one that can help Zeff is you right now. It's not Don Krieg that is really after you. He was only after the information; it's his boss Doflamingo who is the one that wants you. He has a deal to make with you and it's for the better baby really it is. You will get a chance at the good life and become a star."

"Gin…" Sanji stared still not able to wrap his mind around the betrayal of it all. "How, how could you do this to me?"

"It's just a job and no one has to get hurt Sanji. It can make things better for us. I won't have to hide anything more from you now, this way and we can be together still …baby..." Gin reached out to take one of Sanji's hands as he stopped at a red light but the blonde jerked his hand away as if Gin would rip it off. Heartbreak then flashed in Gin's eyes and blue eyes looked back at him glaring in cold furry.

"Then take me to this fucking Doflamingo but I don't want anything more to do with you ever again after it's over… " Sanji growled out.

"Sanji please I love you!" Gin pleaded.

"You don't know what fucking love is you asshole!" Sanji screamed at him. "You're filth, you're dirt! You're nothing! How could you ever think someone would love someone like you?"

*end flashback*

A soft chuckle came from the blonde. The words had been true then and still were now. Someone can't love dirt. Sanji thought as he remembered now Ace and Smoker kissing on the beach. Only this time around he, Sanji was the dirt.

Gin looked back a little worried when Sanji started laughing but said nothing about it and handed the cut off straw to the blonde and watched as Sanji snorted up the two lines he had made for him.

Sanji breathed in deeply as he sat back in the sofa after doing the lines of coke and rubbed at his now burning nose. "Hey Gin?" he then asked pulling the bottle up to his lips yet not taking another drink just yet.

"Yeah?" answered the other man and sat down on the sofa a little ways away from the blonde yet getting as close as he dared.

"Do you ever regret joining with Don Krieg's gang?" The blonde then asked and took a drink of the bottle and then offered it to Gin.

Gin was surprised at the gesture but not the question. It was not the first time Sanji asked him this nor was he betting it would be the last. "No baby." He took the bottle and took a drink. Tequila that was different. Sanji must really want to get fucked up.

"Why?" Sanji rolled his head to the side on the back of the sofa to look at the other man and then shook his head no as the bottle was offered back to him.

Gin sat the bottle on the coffee table. "I rather live my life with no regrets. I do what I do and see it though and let nothing stand in my way. Besides it let me get the chance to meet you." He smiled then and tried to reach out to touch the blonde's cheek.

Sanji allowed the touch but frowned. "But…isn't it lonely?"

Gin soaked in the feel of Sanji's cheek letting his rough hand bathe in the feel of that soft skin. "We can't always have what we want…but we can try to reach for it…It does not have to be lonely for you baby."

Sanji pushed Gin's hand away at that and looked away up to the ceiling and pulled out his pack of cigarettes from his jeans and pulled out one from the pack and lit it up with the matches he had.

Gin said nothing just watched the raise and falls of Sanji's chest as he breathed in and out the smoke from his cigarette, adoring the view of just being so near this man that would now normally not let Gin in twenty feet from him.

Sanji listened to the music as he smoked his cigarette and the real desire for what he came here for burned and nagged at him as his heart's shattered pieces dug painfully in his chest. He finally then spoke up and said what he wanted, "I need some El Diablito."

"No." Gin flat out refused.

Sanji turned his head, "I can pay…"

Gin cut him off, "You know Doflamingo has forbidden me from giving you anymore of that baby." He frowned. He hated to tell Sanji no for anything but he could get into a lot of shit for this.

Sanji looked away for a moment and stubbed out his cigarette. "It doesn't have to be in cash…I could…" Sanji looked back at Gin and crawled over to get into his lap straddling the other man, "I can pay in other ways…"

Gin's breath caught in his throat. It had been so long…so fucking long since Sanji had touched him like this. When he had came over times before Gin was able to get little touches and feels now but nothing …nothing like this.

Sanji undid that one single button that was done up on his shirt and let the shirt slip down his arms to hang off his shoulders and upper arms leaving it still on his lower arms as his hands now run up Gin's bare chest.

Gin gripped Sanji's arms to stop him. As much as he wanted this he just could not... could not go against the rules… against orders for Sanji. "Baby…I ca-…"

Sanji put his mouth down over Gin's cutting him off and kissed Gin deeply letting his tongue probe into the other man's mouth.

Gin let go of Sanji's arms and warped his arms around the blonde's narrow waist pressing there bare chests together as his hips rolled up into the lithe man on his lap moaning in delight of the feel of Sanji, so much feel, making him realize just how much he had missed Sanji.

Sanji pulled his mouth back letting Gin kiss along his jaw as he removed the tacky silly headband from the man and tossed it to the side to allow his fingers to run though the wavy black locks. "I could make it just like how it use to be Gin… Just a little ... for old time's sake, please Gin?"

Gin paused in his kisses on the man holding him possessively tightly to him as if any moment now Sanji would be ripped away from him. If he said no that would be what would happen too. Gin then found himself agreeing, "Just a little…and I give it to you." he said frowning hiding his face to the bend now of Sanji's neck.

Sanji licked his lips and could hardly wait, "Yeah anything… now, now…I want it now please?" Sanji begged pushing Gin back as he got off his lap pulling away from the other man with a little force needed.

Gin swallowed the lump in his throat as Sanji pulled from him but then found himself rising up and going into the bedroom. He knew Sanji was following him but said nothing and went to his walk-in closet to get what was needed.

Sanji came in and sat down on the queen size bed and pulled off his shirt the rest of the way tossing it to the chair in the corner and removed his loafers and crawled up into the middle of the bed and sat hardly able to wait for what was about to come.

Gin came out with a shoebox and paused for a moment when he saw Sanji there on his bed with that smile and edger look on his face. It was so much like how it use to be. Gin hurried over to Sanji hardly able to wait to get the chance to touch him again. He was so fucking hard though now that it was not easy to keep his mind on what he was doing as he took out a needle and syringe opening up the fresh packages of each and putting them together. Sanji pawing at his leg like a cat in heat didn't help his focus any either.

Sanji chewed on his bottom lip watching Gin piece it together then his eyes grew wide when Gin brought out the bottle of product packaged heroin and not the cheep every day street shit either. Fuck Gin was really treating him. Sanji ran his leg up Gin's thigh to the groin and felt Gin shiver in desire. "Mmm more …please Gin more." Sanji begged seeing the man stop at such a small dose.

Gin frowned at the request but as Sanji started to rub his hand over top of Gin's hard cock through his jean Gin poked the needle back into the bottle generously filling the syringe. He then got out a rubber strap and laid the needle on the bed as he tied the rubber strap just above the bend of Sanji's arm.

Sanji was almost jittery now as he was so close to what he wanted. The blonde then bit down hard on his bottom lip as he watched Gin feel for a good vein only then to lean in and suck on the skin of the bend of Sanji's arm making a chill run up the back of Sanji's spine. Those dark deep sensual eyes looking up at Sanji as Gin lifted his lifted his mouth up so he could run a hot wet tongue over the vein he found making Sanji whimper. Sanji forgot how sexy the man could be, how very detailed he could be in certain things.

Gin pulled back and picked up the needle now and positioned it over the now throbbing vein he had toyed with and watched Sanji's face as he pushed it into the blonde's arm and slowly started to press on the syringe shooting up the drug into Sanji.

Sanji gasped out as the feel of it hit his blood stream and he moaned in utter delight. "Oh fuck yeah!" he cried as his other hand rubbed more at Gin's cock though his pants while he rode the high wave of pleasure that was shooting all over thought out his body.

Gin pulled the needle out the syringe now empty and pulled the rubber strap from Sanji's arm setting the things off to the side of the bed on the floor as the cook then fell back to lay in the bed withering about in utter pleasure. Once done with the small task Gin looked back to Sanji and was scared to reach out for the man worried Sanji would change his mind on the repayment part of the deal and end up making the blonde leave his bed.

Sanji smiled and breathed in deeply, the air just feeling better rushing into his lungs now. Lazily he looked up at Gin and his smile only grew wider to the man who had given him this pleasure and had taken away his pain. "Do me lover…do me now." he purred out.

Gin's heart skipped a beat at that tone in Sanji's voice and those words he used to him. It had been so long so very long, but he had his baby back… he had his baby back for just this moment in time and would do anything to keep it like so.

Gin crawled on top of Sanji and leaned down kissing those rosy lips once again and almost felt like crying when Sanji wrapped his arms around him and not pushing him away. Slowly he pulled up drawing Sanji's tongue out of his mouth along with his own so the two muscles licked and rubbed at each other in open air before Gin pulled all the way back. The man reaching over to the neat tidy nightstand and opening it up to pull out some strawberry flavor heat inducing lube. He lay the tube down next to the blonde and scooted himself down Sanji and started to undo the man's pants.

Sanji raised his narrow hips for Gin helping him to remove his pants and underwear in one go and watched as the clothing was tossed back to the floor where his clothing once upon a time would land so often before.

Gin kept the blonde's legs up in the air holding them up so and leaned in to one of the pale deadly limbs letting his lips kiss at one of Sanji's inner ankles which then turned to nibbles and soft bites that trailed down to the back of the blonde's knee and didn't stop licking and nibble till he heard Sanji whimpering.

Sani reached back with his hands gripping to the pillow his head rested on as Gin's kisses slowly drove him into a horny pile of goo, then was jerked up more by his bottom half to be made to show off his flexibility as Gin sat him back on his shoulder blades and his legs hooked over Gin's shoulder's. Gin picked up the lube while sitting on his own legs and poured the flavored lube over Sanji's ass and cock thickly making the blonde squirm at first contact due to the coldness of it.

Gin smirked as he watched the lust build on Sanji's face. If maybe, just maybe he was good enough he could show the cook what he has been missing and keep the lovely blonde to keep coming to him like he use to again. With that in mind Gin lowered his head down and let his tongue run circles on Sanji's inner thighs his warm breath blowing down to make the lube heat up and Sanji wiggle that much more with want.

Sanji felt like he was going to go crazy with the teasing. "Gin…" he whined out the man's name begging him for something more and was reward with the warm wet feel of Gin's tongue along his crack slurping up the lube and pushing globs of it around with his tongue all heading towards Sanji's pucker hole. Sanji gripped the pillows harder now and cried out when Gin finally let his tongue push through and probe and wiggle in him. Such sinful delights had been lost to Sanji for so long. An extra cry then came from him as Gin snuck a hand around to tweak one of his pink erect nipples. "Oh fuck Gin!"

Gin let his face shake back and forth to really get his tongue moving and pushed it down as far as he could get it getting Sanji to scream out more. He let one hand play with that little rose bud nipple it had found as his other hand ran up and down one of Sanji's long slender shapely leg and Gin smiled to himself as he watched Sanji's cock twitch and dribble out pre-cum like a leaky hose.

Sanji voice just would not quit as he cried out over and over again. To have such an attentive lover again that knew Sanji's body so well, knew where ever pleasure spot was, every pin point on him that would set his body off with desire and pleasure and satisfaction. How much to tease, where to touch and how to touch it…just knowing Sanji inside and out. It was like a trip to the past for him where everything was ok and there was no hurt, no gang life, no killings, no forced anything on him.

Gin's hungry mouth then slipped up along over to Sanji's balls sucking them into his mouth, one at a time letting his tongue knock them around against his inner cheeks till Sanji squirted out a bit more of pre-cum to his pale chiseled belly. It was then Gin knew Sanji was ready for him. He pulled back and let down Sanji's leg as he now undid his own pants and pulled them down and worked them off his legs and to the floor with his boxers. Gin's thick dark member standing rigidly, pressing to his own belly as he got more lube out and poured it into his hand to work it over the swollen tender rod of his.

Sanji watched Gin with half lidded eyes feeling as if he was free floating his whole body so high and at peace yet with burning desire. Gin then came back to him and slowly pushed in that huge cock head making Sanji stretch widely to take just that bit in. The blonde could not help but pant hard as he pushed out to help ease the processes along and slowly Gin slid all the way into him. Yet it was so much, so very deep, and so very much. Sanji had forgotten how well hung the man was and the pleasure was not all in the size Sanji's mind was refreshed up on as Gin started to move his hips. It was slow and pleasurable drawing out each feeling to the max. The Gin so much in control keeping his thrusts in and out at a steady smooth pace as he held Sanji's shaking hips down to his will.

Gin could hardly believe how good this felt. He was chocking back on his cries hardly able to keep his body from just pounding the blonde senseless but he was dead set to make this last, to draw it out as long as he could and try to make his baby feel what he did. Gin leaned down letting his body lay and cover over top of Sanji's and he kissed at the blonde's neck being careful of the bruises then up along his jaw up to those pouty lips kissing Sanji's soundly. As he pulled up from the kiss he kept his hips rolling slowly and softly pumping in and out of the blonde. Gin then breathed the words into Sanji's mouth to try and make him feel the truth. "I love you baby, I love you so fucking much."

Sanii a little light headed from the kiss and slow riding insane amount of pleasure made it so he had to take a moment for him to register the words being said to him. Then it hit him what this was. The words, the slow beat in and out of him…Gin was making love to him. "No… no don't say that, just fuck me…don't say that." Sanji whimpered already feeling the tears in his eyes slip to his cheeks.

"Oh baby its true. I do I love you Sanji. I have missed you so much." Gin moaned out as his hips rolled in and out a little faster now of the blonde picking up the pace.

Sanji felt as if he was going to be sick. God he didn't ever want to hear those fucking words again. He fucking hated these lies people kept telling him, because he wanted it so much. Needed someone, anyone to just love him but how? How could someone love dirt? Sanji started to sob his heart speeding up as a panic set in him yet was being forced to take a backseat due to the pleasure Gin was making him feel bring his body near climax. "Please…please don't say that." Sanji begged through tears and moans.

Gin pushed in harder on that inner pleasure spot inside Sanji and let his hips bounce rapidly, "Feel it baby, feel it!" he groaned out getting close to the edge himself now. "Feel me Sanji feel me inside of you, feel me love you. Its true baby its true! Oh god baby I love you! I love you!" He cried out as he cummed harder and long making the poor blonde bust along with him in howls of weeping pleasure.

Torment, utter torment came with the splurging pleasure as Sanji's cock poured its self free of a sticky white mess. Sanji was so close to what he wanted yet so far it was just torture. "Why…why can't someone really love me?" He whimpered out before his eyes rolled back in his head.

"No, no Sanji, baby I do, I love you with all my heart baby listen to me." Gin tried feeling tears now in his own eyes as he came down from his high from pleasure of the act they had just done. He pulled himself from the blonde and shook Sanji trying to get a reaction from to get him, to say something but Sanji was past out and not breathing now. "Baby?" Gin shook him a little harder. Fuck why, why had he given him so much? "Sanji?" Gin shook the blonde harder and still nothing, "Sanji?" he cried.

A/N: I have been really looking forward to writing this chapter since I started this story and has been my favorite to write so far! So hopefully you guys really like it!

Fun fact I was going to name this chapter 'How It Use To Be' but the pun was calling to me and I just had to go with 'Gin'n Coke' hopefully you all don't kill me for it xD

In first we see the kiss with Ace and Smoker was not maybe what you guys thought it was? Heh well for a moment there it was but then Ace realized no its Sanji I want thus putting him still in the race for the cook. After all this is an Ace vs. Zoro for Sanji story. How lame would it be if I just let Ace go off with someone else before the real fun starts?

It also looks like maybe there is another now in the race or maybe always has been there humm …I tried to give you guys a few flashbacks so you could see the love the two, Sanji and Gin once shared before the flashback to the break up so you could really feel the pain on both parts not just Sanji but Gin too. There is always two sides to the story and I really hope I got that across with the interactions of Smoker and Ace, and Sanji and Gin.

Yay *pats self on back* full out sadness drama for everyone! And Cliffhanger! Don't kill me! .

Next Chapter Sanji dies and Zoro and Ace kill Gin? (did I mention someone is in this story dies?...just throwing it out there) OR! *takes out the Sanji sex service hat and pulls out a green card* Now serving number 5! ?

Humm O.o Mossy

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Review Replies:

XoX – Awe thank you so much!

tazx x x – Hehe yup here was Ace's reaction.

GASP! *throws confetti about* Happy Birthday! Or late b-day since this chapter is going up most likely past the date heh ^.^;

Ha! Well get ready to feel sorry for Sanji cause as you see I take huge delight in making him suffer xD But its all for the good of drama so its ok right? Lol. Humm Sanji ending up with Zoro I wonder if that will happen in the end of this story? *sings in a creepy little voice* I'll never tell. ….Woops my horns are showing xD

datErdbeerschn – Lol you just made it in time! I was just finish up editing this chapter when your review came in xD

Lol the kiss was not … erm forced per say but yes very bad timing on it xD

And oh yes many people who would love at shot at Sanji! Ace still being one of those people of course xD

LOL! Yes I used the worst person I could think of for Sanji to have to have sex with to help Ace and Luffy and of course I had to throw in women's underwear! I'm so evil tee hee!