- Chapter 17 / You're Mine
The city seemed to be lit up like the star lit sky, but in many different colors, blinking, and swirling, designed in names, around ads, or just lighting up the streets, all so different, and yet all the same, for all the many lights, big or small, all had a reason to shine. Sanji blew out puff of smoke from his cigarette and then tossed the spent butt out the open cab window as he continued to gaze out at the night scenery whizzing past him as the cab drove on through the streets.
He knew what would make him light up and shine. He had, had a taste of it thanks to Ace. It now left a hunger within him for more. Both Zoro and Ace seemed willing to try and fulfill this hunger with him too, but would it be right to rob them away from others? Then again it was not like either man was with those other people. Plus Zoro and Ace were chasing him and not these other men.
Sanji bit on his bottom lip. If he did risk another gamble what would happen? He could only have one after all. What would become of his relationship with the other one he did not choose? As well which of them would be the right choice? He really didn't know too much about either man. Yet knowing facts about a person really didn't change things to much did it? What mattered was what you felt when you were with that other person … wasn't it?
Thinking hard on this new matter he tried to think what each man made him feel. Zoro… the moss head… he made Sanji feel, kinda good about himself. Like if there was respect within him self again. They did kinda fight a lot though, but it was also kinda fun, yeah Zoro made things fun even with the man's grumpy act. Zoro was also power, and strength, and he seemed to offer these for the taking, to share. Sanji really could use such things. Of course there was passion too and that was always needed, not to mention the sex was fucking great. Then there was Ace. He had felt drawn to the man more or less at first sight. He felt …safe and comfortable with Ace, like he could really be himself, and while he could give up all his power and be at the mercy of the man, Ace could as well do the same for him, letting Sanji have that power high he needed now and then. The man was always supportive, and had an endless amount of tenderness to offer up that always left Sanji craving more of Ace. Ace really was something else. Plus the sex was just fucking hot and passion was not a strong enough word for what they seemed to make together.
Sanji fidgeted in the backseat now. Yet if both of these men could give so much to him, and make him feel so good, was it not only right if he gave something back to them? Yet what could Sanji give? Dirt. He was made up of nothing but nowadays. Of course that would not be something however to give someone you claimed you loved. Sanji blinked at that thought. He loved these two men?
"Hey buddy?" The cab driver questioned
Sanji jerked out of his train of thought to look at the cab driver, then around where they were. With the cab being now in front of Sanji's apt building Sanji quickly paid the man, and then got out heading into the building with his keys out in his hand. He would need to hold off on figuring out these new questions of love dealing with Zoro and Ace later. Right now he needed to be Mr. Prince and Mr. Prince didn't love anyone nor wanted love.
Sanji rode the elevator up and then had an odd random thought. Kinda weird for Doflamingo to have called him since he had told the man he had lost his phone. Then again when did Doflamingo ever listen to anything he said, and the only reason the man had not needed to call before was because Sanji had been sticking to him like glue the last two weeks. Shrugging off the paranoia thought Sanji exited from the elevator and walked to his apt door and could hear loud rock music playing and laughter with in his apt. Sighing Sanji tried the door knob and found it unlocked.
Sanji walked in and tossed his keys to the small stand by the door then shut the door as he looked in his living room seeing Doflamingo, Bellamy and some of the other men from Doflamingo's Hyena gang.
Doflamingo was on the sofa with some of the other men but when he saw Sanji come in he gave a wave of his hand to clear off the sofa and then motioned for Sanji to join him in the new free seats.
Pulling off his glasses from his so called shirt Sanji moved over to take a now free seat on the sofa, and tossed his glasses down on the cluttered coffee table. Many beer bottles and cups with other alcoholic drinks in them sat on the glass top of the coffee table. On the table as well was someone's party pack, a big one at that, with drugs it seemed of every flavor. It made Sanji's mouth water to look at it. Yet trying to avoid looking at the drugs he turned to Doflamingo who was a seat away from him.
"You said you have a new job for me to take care of?" Sanji questioned trying to get down to business.
"That I do my pet, BUT first…" Doflamingo reached out taking two of the cups on the table and offered one to Sanji, "We celebrate for our new fortune." He grinned.
Sanji took the cup and looked in at the clear liquid. "Whatever … look just give me the job so I can do it, and get to bed. I'm tired." Sanji went to set the cup down but was stopped, Doflamingo laying a hand to his arm.
"I won't have you ruining my fun. Now drink up." Doflamingo purred and raised his own cup making a toast, getting all the other men in the room to do the same.
Sanji humoring the man did the same with a heavy sigh.
"To new found treasures and the harvest of ones labors." Doflamingo said then took a drink.
Sanji rolled his eyes then took a drink as everyone seemed to now be looking at him. Sanji drank deeply from the cup hoping the liquor in it would give him the edge needed to steady his nerves that were suddenly very tense.
Bellamy busted out into laughter and Sanji now pulling his cup from his lips frowned at the man, about to ask him what he thought was so damn funny, when Doflamingo scooted over and put his arm around Sanji.
"Now about that job. I need you to pick up a gift for my Crocie and deliver it to him." Doflamingo grinned.
"Oh yeah, sure that will go over real well." Sanji frowned at the blonde with his arm around him. What the hell Doflamingo was thinking? That shitty Croc would attack him on first sight.
"Oh no don't worry, my Crocie wont harm you, not when he sees his gift!" Doflamingo promised.
"Fine." huffed Sanji wondering if he could get Chopper on stand by just in case. "Where do I need to go to pick up this gift?" he then asked.
"Baratie." smirked Doflamingo.
A cold rage came over Sanji at what this just might mean. "WHAT?"
Doflamingo laughed, "You're to capture Zeff dead or alive … it does not matter which, since the old goat is not in good condition anymore anyways."
"What the fuck makes you think I would do something like that!" Sanji yelled now pushing the man off him in a hard shove.
Doflamingo allowed himself to be shoved back and laughed out in joy, "Because since you made some new friends I can renew our contract with their lives." The smile on his face growing bigger now as he went on to add, "I have been waiting awhile now for you to get close to some other people. So you can just imagine my delight when I kept getting reports of you hanging out with that small time gang the Mugiwaras. Of course I had to test your loyalties to them and I must say you did wonderfully with that. Even got Smoker to help you, which was rather impressive."
Sanji sat there now very wide eyed. He felt almost sick now, and dizzy, the room spinning as his breath came fast. This just could not be happening. It had all been planed out? Sanji shook his head no and scooted back more away from the man on the sofa. "No!" he then yelled. "I won't let you use them like that! Not them! No!"
The men laughed and Doflamingo leaned forward to Sanji, "You will or I will give orders to have them all killed." Doflamingo now held his hands up and out, "The life of one old man or the life of many young ones?" his hands raising and falling, acting out a balancing scale. "Humm which will you chose?"
Sanji just stared at the man in horror. He didn't know what to do. He could not make a call like that. He could not just sentence people to their deaths on his whim. He opened his mouth but no words came out just tears dropping to his cheeks.
"Ohh now there is something I have not seen in some time. These people must really mean something to you." gloated Doflamingo as Bellamy got up to hand the man a folder, and Doflamingo took it pulling out photos, then lay down photos of, Luffy, Zoro, Ace, Nami, Robin, Franky, Usopp, Kaya, Brook, Johnny, and Yosaku.
Sanji eyed the photos and some relief came to see Chopper's photo was not among them.
"Now lets see… which one should I have killed first if you don't follow orders like a good pet humm?" Doflamingo asked then picked up the photo of Luffy. "Maybe this one ... take out the leader first to help break in the rest, or is he worth keeping around for more fun … maybe I should just chop of a leg of his so you could feel a closer kinship humm?"
"No … no I won't do this, I won't let you do any of this!" Sanji now got to his feet, his legs feeling rather shaky.
Doflamingo scoped up the photos and handed them back to Bellamy then looked to Sanji. "Alright maybe it's too soon. It would I guess also be a bit of a risk anyways to put my pet in Crocie's path if Zeff turns out to be still kicking when delivered, and spilled the beans about my pet's past. For sure my Crocie would try to keep my pet before he is ready for him." Turning his attention to Bellamy the Monarch ordered, "Call Don Krieg and let him now about his new task. See to it he makes it before noon tomorrow, that way my Crocie will get a nice surprise after his lunch."
Sanji stood there now his vision blurring at the edges as he watched the man. It had all been a set up, all this an act for him. Doflamingo never meant for him to do the job it had been a test. Damn this bastard and his mind games!
Doflamingo now turned back to Sanji as Bellamy went to make the call. Curling a finger he motioned for Sanji to come to him. "Come here pet lets us have a bit of fun."
Sanji could not take anymore of this, "NO! You broke the contract! You went back on your word! You were sups to keep Zeff safe! I'm not yours anymore!" he yelled and let his frustration soar out as he let lose and kicked the coffee table sending it, and everything on it into wall, and large TV screen. At once the glass shattered, and the metal frame of the table made the TV screen crack, as the things on the table scattered over about the room messily in the shattered glass.
Doflamingo was up at once grabbing Sanji by the back of his neck painfully so, "You're mine! Nothing will ever change that. Contract or not I own your ass, and you had damn well better start remembering that!" he growled out.
"Fuck you! I'm not yours!" Sanji yelled and tried to push the other man away and ended up stumbling into the man as he had also tried to lift his leg again, but it now felt like ton of weights were on it. In fact, standing was kind of getting hard to do now. What the fuck was wrong with him?
The other men in the room laughed while Doflamingo kept Sanji on his feet. Doflamingo grinned all the more now to see the drugs he had used to spiked the man's drink start to fully take effect. He had, had a busy day and didn't feel like fighting to much with the blonde tonight, so he had slipped Sanji a little something to make the blonde a little more easy to manage. "Oh but my pet you are. You will always be mine for as long as I wish it." he purred and ran a hand down the front of Sanji's bare flat stomach.
A shiver came over the blonde as he looked up at Doflamingo and he tried once more to push the man off him but his wrists were then captured in a one hand grip that he could not tug them out of. Why, why did he feel so weak like this? Then the flash of Bellamy laughing as he was drinking came to his head, and he quickly grasped what must have happened. He needed to get out of here. He had to warn the others, get them to run, leave the city!
Doflamingo's other hand then came up and started to undo Sanji's pants, but that was when the blonde flipped and somehow called up his strength, and jerked free pushing Doflamingo back, making the man fall to his ass, and Sanji made a run to the door. He had taken no more then a step or two when a hand on his ankle made him trip and crash down to the floor landing with a grunt.
"Pin him down!" Doflamingo yelled seriously pissed now that his toy was still putting up so much of a fight.
The other men rushed over as Sanji rolled onto his back trying to kick at the hand that trapped him, and now as well at the new hands reaching for him. Sanji knew he had to get out of here. All he could do was think about the people that were counting on him. He could not let this fate befall them, he could not spend time wasting around here, and he didn't have time for sex god dammit!
The sound of the blonde's nylon top being ripped echoed over the loud music and the men's snickering laughter. Sanji struggled and it was in that moment he felt his shoes being removed, and then next his pants being tugged down by many sets of hands he realized he was going to be raped. He had always gave in before to Doflamingo so something like this could not happen to him cause well … real men just didn't get raped! Sanji's heart rate speeded up as he struggled harder now, more frantic to get away from his soon to be fate. This just could not happen, not to him, this could not happen!
Doflamingo got his own pants down, the excitement clear on his face that all of this was very much turning him on. Not wanting to ruin his pet for future use he ordered out, "Someone get me some lube! And if you're all good boys I will let anyone who wants a turn play with my pet, once I'm done with him." He was a very generous leader after all.
Sanji's head whipped around as he tried to think up an escape plan. He was Mr. Prince! This shit didn't happen to Mr. Prince! "Get off me!" he screamed bucking with all he could. He would not have the last shred of himself be ripped from him god dammit!
A moment later the lube was gotten and Doflamingo had his lubricated fingers in Sanji's ass working to loosen him, yet it was not going to be easy with how much of a fight the little bastard was putting up. "If you don't want to be fucked raw I would suggest you try to relax!" he ordered thrusting up another finger into the blonde.
Crying out, Sanji started to sob heavily with tears, while the other men still held him to the floor. He didn't know what to do anymore. How would he be able to face people after something like this? Who would want someone so weak? Then it happened. He knew it was going to, but even as it did, it came as a shock as he felt the other man enter him working him up slowly almost enjoyable. Sanji hated Doflamingo a little bit more because of that. Yet Sanji knew it was him, because he was such dirt, that his own cock was hard, that the pleasure in his ass was over riding the pain. It was his fault.
Sanji didn't want this, and he kept telling his body to stop enjoying it, but it didn't listen. He cried that much harder now, tears streaming down his face. God he was such crap! Here his friends were in trouble and he was getting fucked. What the hell was wrong with him! "Please stop, please no, no!" he begged.
Doflamingo now speeded his pace laughing down at the blonde, "Yeah right. Look at how hard your dick is. You're just a fucking little dirty slut that loves getting fucked any chance he can." Faster he pumped his hips, never having seen a more beautiful sight under him, of course other then besides that one night with his Crocie. Yet this was so poetic, Sanji begging not to get it, yet being so turned on, as well with tears of pain mixed with tears of pleasure coming down his lovely face. Doflamingo almost never wanted to give up this toy to his Crocie, but maybe they could play with Sanji later on together. In fact that would make a wonderful way to give his Crocie this shiny toy.
Why, why was it like this? Why did he have to be so disgusting and sick? Sanji kept struggling, not just with the other men, but him self as well, as he kept posing the questions in his mind. Why could this not just all hurt? If it just hurt he could take that! He could take the pain, but this pleasure, it brought shame, shame that caused deeper wounds, more painful wounds then he had ever felt before. No one would want him now. He would always be alone!
Doflamingo finally having his fill got up, and let Bellamy have his spot first. The man smiled wickedly at Sanji "Finally I'm going to teach you to respect me!" promised Bellamy as he undid his pants.
"No, no, no more!" Sanji cried out, and somehow through off enough men letting him roll to his stomach, and scrabble in a crawl to the sofa trying to use it to get his dizzy self to his feet, only to be grabbed and backhanded hard across the face making his vision get just a bit more blurry for a moment, and him then fall forward making the sofa turn over.
"Hey not the face. I want him looking good this week for press pictures, once it comes out he is Zeff's protégé." ordered out Doflamingo from somewhere across the room, out of Sanji's line of sight.
Sanji was then pulled off the over turned sofa, and shoved to the floor face first, and Bellamy wasted no more time, just buried himself in deep to the drugged blonde's ass. The other men coming over to help hold Sanji down again, and now cheered Bellamy on, while Doflamingo now lounged back in one of the over stuffed chairs watching with a beer in his hand.
"It's so nice to see my boys getting along." the Monarch mocked.
Sanji shut his eyes tightly as he kept crying, but the nightmare never seemed to end for when Bellamy had, had his fun another man had taken his place. Finally Sanji just lay there and opened his eyes again to stare between some of the men's legs. From here he could see his glasses on the floor. One of the ear pieces were bent back and one of the leans were cracked. Sanji stared through that cracked leans to what showed on the other side of the glasses, tinted in yellow shattered glass and scattered drugs, cups empty laying in damp puddles of who knew what, that was soaking into the carpet. Someone else took a turn on him now. The music played on, the laughing, and the cheering went on as well. His dick twitched and sputtered again under him and he closed his eyes once more as he whined, wishing they would just kill him, anything rather then this humiliation.
It all kept going, all kept coming, and it was like there was no way out of this hell. Yet in time an end did come and he was left all alone on the floor. Doflamingo had said something to him, but all Sanji could hear was the laughing and cheering of men still playing in his mind.
As he lay there naked and sore, and then rolled to his side, and he curled himself into a tight ball trying to hide him self as best as he could. His breaths coming in gasping chocked up spurts thought his sobs till sleep took him giving him some mercy.
Sanji woke up the next morning with a jerk from nightmares of what had happened last night. His arms and legs flailing in wild thrashes as he yelled, "No get off me!" It took a moment then to realize it was over, and he was still alone. He looked around the mess of his living room and rubbed the side of his face slightly bruised, as he sat up and winced, his ass so tender. Carefully he moved to his knees, and got up a bit shaky at first. He needed to get cleaned up. It was the basic of thoughts right now moving through his head, but really that was all he could handle right now. Stumbling a few times till he got his balance he made his way into the bathroom and stopped at the mirror.
Sanji stared at his reflection in the mirror, and it seemed like a stranger was looking back at him. Flashes of last night then slipped in to reply in his mind, and he felt his stomach heave. He barley made it to the toilet in time as he threw up, and kept doing so till there was nothing left to come up.
Taking a bit of toilet paper he wiped his mouth off then let the paper fall into the bowl and he flushed it all. His head titling slightly to the side as he watched the water spin with his barf and tissue paper, then it was all dragged down, only then to be replaced by new fresh water. Water. That's right. Water he needed to get cleaned. Robotically Sanji got up again and turned to the shower turning it on, then paused to get his tooth brush and paste from the sink and got in the shower.
He scrubbed hard at his teeth till his gums bled, then just let the toothbrush fall with the paste to the shower floor and opened his mouth letting it get rinsed out by the powerful spray of water. Once his mouth was clear of toothpaste he blinked up at the water coming down on him. He turned the water on hotter to the point of pain, and just stood there under it letting it turn his pale skin bright red. When the water started cooling off he frowned, but started to use soap and scrubbed at him self. After using half a bottle of soap, and shampoo, and rinsing himself from it all, he got out of the shower. He wrapped a white towel around his hips from the towel rack, and moved back over to the mirror.
The mirror was fogged over, so Sanji leaned in and used a hand to wipe it clear in a big patch, and then pulled back, and stared again at him self as his hands ran back over his hair pushing it back to show off all his face.
*Mixed Flashbacks*
"Little Eggplant that's not bad, not good either but it's not a full failure. Guess you got the makings of a fine chef after all." laughed Zeff as the man looked down at Sanji.
Patty smiled, "Ah you got your first tip that's great! Now we can use it to pay for all those free meals you give away!"
"I love you baby. I love you so much. I never want to be with out you." Gin said with tears in his eyes as he confessed his love for the first time.
"You're mine for now on Mr. Prince." came Doflamingo's cocky voice as the contract was signed.
"We love you Mr. Prince!" came screams from unknown fans in the crowds of Water 7.
"It's ok. We are friends after all right?" questioned Chopper's smiling face.
"I think you would be an excellent addition to our crew." Robin gave a bit of an extra inch to her smile.
Yosaku and Johnny cried out both together, "You're amazing Aniki!"
"Yohohoho!" Brook laughed, "It's a pleasure to meet the famous Mr. Prince."
"Don't worry I'm sure you will fit in here fine, but of course if there is any problems you just come to the mighty Usopp and I will handle it!." boasted Usopp with his hands to his hips.
"Not bad pipes on you cook-bro, we should jam sometime with my guitar." grinned Franky.
"That is such a handy talent. I need to take you with me to all my favorite restaurants, and get you to write the recipes of my favorite dishes for me so I can make them at home." Kaya laughed.
"Keep me awake like that again, and I will fine you twenty percent plus my normal disturbance fee, but it's nice to know you had such a good time here Sanji-kun." Nami winked.
"How fucking selfish can you be? You do all this to protect him just so you can put him in harms way again? Think about your life, who in there right fucking mind would want to be mixed up in something like that?" glared Smoker in his face.
"You're not dirt, you're worth loving Sanji, and I want to prove that to you, if you give me a chance. I want to get the chance to love you." Zoro wrapped his arms around the blonde's waist now hugging him from behind.
"Sanji you mean a lot to me!" Ace called out after him, almost pleading, sounding like he meant to say more, as his hansom freckled face looked very so worried.
"I PROMISE I WILL GET YOU OUT AND FREE YOU!" shouted Luffy.
*End Mixed Flashback*
Sanji still stared at himself in the mirror, breathing hard as hot tears ran down his cheeks. All those faces in his head were looking down at him now, with disgusted looks, watching him enjoying being raped, watching him crying in pain and pleasure, watching him be to weak he could not even stop it, watching him being nothing but dirt.
"AHHH!" Sanji screamed and gave a roundhouse kick to the mirror making it shatter in some places and crack in others. A few pieces of the mirror fall into the sink. Slowly putting his now bloody foot down Sanji looked at himself again in the mirror. Pieces were missing to his face were the mirror had broken off, as other places of his face was cracked.
"No more…" he whispered and turned leaving the bathroom tracking bloody foot prints across the apt to his kitchen were he pulled out a large kitchen carving knife and went back into the bathroom.
"No more!" he yelled.
Chopper got out of his car from the passenger side, and walked around to the driver's side to the open window. "Circle around the block a few times, we don't know who might be with Sanji." ordered the doctor.
"Sure thing Chopper, just make sure to get him out as fast as you can." Zoro replied back from his seat on the driver's side of the car.
Ace crawled over the seats to plop down in the now empty passenger seat. "And make sure you get him to pack some stuff so he does not need to come back here till its time to get the rest of his things." Ace said settling himself in the new seat.
Chopper smiled, "Don't worry I will take care of it all. Knowing Sanji though he probable is still asleep."
"Awe I want to wake him up." pouted Ace.
"Tch like he needs to be woken up like that." Zoro growled.
"Well my way is hell of a lot better then dumping ice water on him." teased the fire shooter.
Zoro smirked, "Yeah but you should have seen his face."
"Gaw you both are just awful, now get going!" Chopper shook his head pulling his leather backpack over his shoulder more. He was bringing it in just in case Sanji got hurt somehow on his new job for Doflamingo. He hoped nothing would be wrong, but he had always learned it's better to be safe then sorry with Sanji.
The doctor waved Zoro and Ace off then headed across the street and went into the apt building using the code he knew by heart to get in the place. The two, Zoro and Ace, had not left him alone about coming with him since last night, and for him to be able to get some sleep, he had just gave in saying that they both could come if they behaved themselves, and waited in the car.
Chopper rode the elevator up and smiled. At lest Ace and Zoro were getting along much better now. It looked like there was now hope, to getting this love triangle settled without any hard feelings. Maybe. Possibly. It also kinda gave him hope on his own romance problems.
Smiling all the more Chopper stepped out of the elevator and started to walk down the hall, but slowly his smile started to fade as he noticed Sanji's front door was cracked open. Thinking it best to slip into his professional state he knocked on the door, "Mr. Prince." He called. He got no answer however. He pushed open the door with his foot then, and peeked in, He gasped at the state of the living room.
Forgoing his own safety he rushed into the apt looked around with panic. The Tv was cracked, the glass coffee table was smashed to bits, with trash and beer bottles broken laying about, and the sofa was filliped over. "Sanji!" Chopper called out in worry now, hurrying through the apt, and stopped as he now saw blood on the floor. Footprints tracking from the bathroom to the kitchen. "Sanji!" he called out again this time with more worry.
With no one in the kitchen Chopper ran to the bathroom nearly slipping in the still fresh blood on the floor that blocked his way, but somehow stayed up and reached the bathroom, throwing open the door and gasped in utter horror at what he saw. He had been a doctor for a few years now, and had seen many awful things, but to see one of his friends do something to this extent to them selves, it was completely different, and utterly heartbreaking.
"Oh my god …Sanji what...what have you done!" Chopper cried out in panic, tears coming to his brown eyes as he just went on to look in horror and shock.
A/N's: I hope that rape scene came off well and in good taste. I didn't want it to come off perverted nor cheesy, so I focused more on inner thoughts during it all to try and help show the different emotions and the difficulty it is for a person having to go through something like that. I hope I didn't offend anyone by this scene or with any of this chapter. I also think the morning after was just as important to experience for you readers on what Sanji was going through.
*crosses fingers* Hopefully I have not scared too many of you readers away. ^.^;
The count down goes on! Three Chapters now left!
Next Chapter: Sanji gets set on fire OR Sanji dies!
Remember someone still has to die in this story … so sorry ^.^;
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Barablu - Well I mostly replied back to you in a privet message but still you're most welcome and again I'm happy you enjoyed what I was able to make with your picture.
XoX - If Sanji lives he might see people love him, maybe? Thanks again for all your support!
vivaciousRingo - LMAO Yes it was my first smut go with Sanji being top. Of course all my smut scenes have reasons and give important information to the story. Kinda why I don't think I could ever do a lemon … or whatever they are called. Tee hee and of course Luffy don't mess around when it comes to food! xD Thank you so very much hon!
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adelaide - Yay so happy to have you back! Hehe as for your desires I can tell you this, I already have it set out what will happen for this story, hopefully it will not disappoint you. Happy you understand though Sanji's difficultly in trusting in love. As for if something bad happened … *eyes chapter* Huh you can say that ^.^;