Story that fits in together with the other two. Once again this is Kurogane's POV (under the first section. The first section is Fai's POV) since I always relate better with him, then any other character ha ha. And Kuro-puu is a big sweety anyways.
Once more. I do NOT own Tsubasa because I would be filthy stinkin' rich and apparently im not :) I hope you like it! R&R please? :D
He couldn't hold his eyes open any more. He couldn't watch something so painful, he felt the tears prick at his eyes, but it didn't matter anymore because hiding it wasnt an option anymore. Now that he looks back,he realizes that it was never an option, at least not to the red eyes that now didn't leave his face. He saw through all the smiles, and the laughs, all the flirty jokes, and innuendos; hell he saw through everything the blonde man had to offer. All the times they walked to school, talking about what they want out of life, what they want out of school, jobs, and family.
And here he is, getting defended by a tall black-haired man whose eyes cause him to shiver if he just so happens to stare at him for too long. A man who only likes black coffee with two packets of sweetenlow (since Kurogane likes his coffee sweet, but hates the smell of the creamer), and a man who only smiles when he permits something either funny or challenging, but that rarely ever happens. But now here he is, picking him up off the ground giving him a smile that was so warm and sweet that his heart nearly failed him.
How can a smile so sweet look so stunning on this man?
He let his eyes give out and he sighed as the warmth from the other man was too much for him to bear right now, so he passed out into a dark place he never wishes to see again.
Watching men in white carry his friend through the hall screaming at one another was something slightly funny to him, yet he blamed it on insanity. Right now the white wall in front of him was the most interesting thing in the whole hospital, like the wall would suddenly just call out "Kuro-puu I love you". His heart clenched around his inards, God he knew for a long time that he fell for this man, but why must he think that right now? He was scared. So scared. He didn't want Fai to die, he didn't want him to have anymore pain, God he wanted him that happy man he usually was (with the annoying names attatched as well), but with a real smile instead. He wanted to be the cause of such a smile, he wanted that smile aimed at him. He wanted a lot of things, andfor that he was an insanely selfish person.
After a couple hours (he says a couple but he thinks that it was about 8) they let him see the blonde man. He was sitting up in his white blanketed hospital bed, hair tossed in odd ways and curling behind his ears, and a bandage hanging over one of his blue eyes. If only he was sooner, he could have stop...
"Kurogane?" the blonde managed to choak out, his voice sounding like it didn't belong to such a man. But nonetheless he found himself flinching at his own name, scarred of what the man was trying to do, afraid he knew exactly what he was thinking about doing and he couldn't stop the man from it. Kurogane let himself pour out a "Yes?" under quick breath and a heated look that wasn't returned.
"Goodbye"
Kurogane let his eyes hang onto the mans eyes, catching pain, and sadness that seemed to contrast the look of his skin and the feel of his soft blonde hair. He let himself walk forward, close enough to feel the mans breath on his lips, a soft minty smell, "We aren't saying goodbye just yet, you know?" he sighed, and felt Fai start to shake and noticed the little blush on his face he so desperately tried to demolish. He backed away before he could do anything he regretted, anything that would scare the man away, and that was the last thing he wanted to do, the very last thing.
He would tell him later about what he wanted to do. But not now. "Tell me what happened."
He would start the story like he usually would "Well Kuro-tan, is it time for a goodnight story? Big puppy likes his stories, huh?" and then he would smile a little innocent smile and start off the story with a "Once apon a time" and he would end it with a "and they all lived happily ever after".
But now it was just the blonde man speaking about alley ways and being late for studying with Kurogane, and shortcuts and men who were a little too drunk to notice Fai wasn't a girl. He talked about how one man had thrown him up against the wall, and punched him in the eye and then many others started doing the same thing, kicking and punching after they realized he wasnt a girl but a boy instead. They talked about blood, and how to was everywhere, but mostly it was all on Fai. Running down his forehead and his eye down his shirt to the tip of his pants, his black sweater covered in a thick red substance,
They talked about the blackness and the alley way.
Kurogane talked about how we was going to kill them, about how they wont get away with doing this to him.
"I know Kurogane" he looked up at Kurogane with such a sad look.
