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Chapter 6: Reasons

How is it possible that Dark is going to get hurt? In everything I remember, he's always been able to get passed anything. So, why is he suddenly going to get hurt? I tried searching my brain for something but nothing came. Dark was already gone, I have no idea where he went, he left the second I told him that I could have come back here to save him. He actually got mad at me!

"Idiot, getting mad at me for wanting to save him. Ha! Let's see how he deals with stuff when I leave!" I say to myself in anger.

Just thinking about him was making me angry. He was supposed to understand. Yet all that happened was him getting mad at me! Well all I have to say is, enough is enough and I am going back to my dimension alone with no help from him. I get out my phone and call Yuki-chan. "I have to go now." I tell her knowing.

"Why? Shouldn't you wait for Dark to get back so he can go with you?" She asks me in wonder.

"No, he's not even going to know I left, got it?" I tell her warningly. There was silence on the other line as I heard Krad talking to someone. Don't they ever change back into their tamers anymore? It's annoying, I don't want to see Dark's face anymore..right now.

"Kari-chan, where do you think you're going?" I hear someone ask from behind me. Damn it! I spin around and stare at Dark innocently. I shrug and then ask him where on earth I would be going. He gives me a warning look and then begins walking towards me and pins me to the wall.

"What? You're going to try and stop me?" I ask him taunting.

"Considering you don't know how to use your powers, I'm the one who's going to win. I'm going with you whether you like it or not. So don't even try to leave without me." He tells me warningly.

I don't want him to come. If he comes with me, then it will give them leverage. And I can't let that happen. They know that if they have Dark, they'll be able to control me. I would do anything to save him, and they know that. I shake my head at him and feel my eyes start watering. "Why don't you ever listen to me?" I ask him tears running down my cheeks. "Just stay here with Risa-chan. I don't want you anymore!"

He lifts my chin up to look at him. I stare into his violet eyes as he stares into my ice green ones. He had a look of understanding on his face. He wasn't hurt, or upset. I close my eyes and try to move away from him, but he was too strong for me. I then grab onto his collar and crash my lips into his.

I couldn't tell how long we were standing there kissing. Time flew by, I could tell it wasn't really that long because Yuki-chan came through the window with Ryu-chan moments later. We back away from each other in embarrassment. Must be the teenage hormones. It's not like I ever got passed puberty! Body wise anyways. Brain wise I did a long time ago.

"Why did you bring Ryu-chan?" I ask Yuki-chan in confusion.

"He's the only one who can actually send you back." She tells me quietly.

"Send us back." Dark says warningly. I turn and stare at him in annoyance. I just told him I didn't want him anymore and he ignores it and comes anyways! Why is he so annoying? Ryu-chan runs up to me crying. I stare at him in shock and begin rubbing his head.

"What's wrong?" I ask him in concern. He looks at me with his big violet eyes filling with tears. I couldn't understand why. I mean, it's not like I was never going to come back!

"Mom, you're not going to like it back at home." He tells me knowing. I look at him in confusion.

"What do you mean?" I ask in worry.

"He means, it's changed a lot since you've been home. So don't expect to go back to the place you remember, because it's much different from before." Dark tells me looking away. I stare at him in shock. How? How was it different? "You're just going to have to wait and see for yourself."

He walks up to me and holds my hand. He nods to Ryu-chan and Yuki-chan. I look down and close my eyes so I wouldn't have to see their faces as I leave. "Mom, just come back." Ryu-chan tells me smiling. I smile back at him and nod as everything in front of me disappeared. Everything was black around me, but Dark seemed to know what and where he was going.

"What way?" I ask him hopefully.

He looks back at me and smiles. He then begins walking forward, while letting go of my hand. I felt my heart beating furiously as I thought he was going to disappear into the darkness. I run after him and cling to the back of his shirt. "What's wrong?" He asks me in shock. I shake my head and only tell him to continue walking. He sighs and continues walking without touching me. I wanted him to hold my hands.

"Dark, where are we?" I ask him in worry.

"We're in the middle plane. We have to find our way to our dimension on our own. It doesn't help that it keeps moving, but we'll find it eventually." He tells me knowing.

I sigh in relief and lean my head on his back. He went stiff. I couldn't understand why until I remembered. We haven't been together in a really long time. He's probably gotten used to me not being around. Does he like me not being with him rather than me being there? Okay, now I'm just confusing myself. I'm worrying too much, I have to worry about finding the way to our dimension, and to my grandmother. She was the only one who could give me the answers I was looking for.

But it was still bothering me, I don't want him to be like this with me. I love him, and he should know that. I continue walking and go in front of him as he starts lagging. I reach a light and then see a place on the other side, a place that seemed familiar to me. "We have to keep a low cover while we're here. If they find out you're back, they'll try to kill you." Dark tells me holding me back from going in first.

I look at him in shock and then nod. I let him go in first and then follow behind him. I felt different the second I went through that barrier, like I was growing weak. I could feel my body turning limp, what is happening to me? Dark looks at me in horror as he runs to me as I fall to the ground.

"Kari-chan! Kari-chan!" He yells at me in shock. I stare at him in pain, why does everything hurt? I close my eyes and try holding my breath. Was it the air? Maybe it is because I haven't been here in so long... But I've lived here my whole life. It shouldn't matter if I was gone for a little while.

"Dark, what are you...Kari-chan?" I hear a woman speak in shock. I could hear her quick footsteps on the ground, trying to get to us as quickly as she possibly could. I close my eyes and everything went silent.

When I woke up I was in a house. Or more like a mansion. I look around in shock and don't say anything until I see Dark and an older woman walk into the room. "Obaa-chan!" I say in relief. I didn't realize how happy I was to see her, and in one piece. I was so afraid they would have tried to get to her when I left, but it seems like they thought she had nothing to do with it! All I could do was sigh.

"Kari-chan, it's good to see that you are okay." She says to me happily.

"She said we can stay here for a bit, while we're here at least." Dark tells me looking out the window. It seems like he's looking out for something. But, what could it be? I nod to him and he leaves the room quickly.

"Wait..." I say to him, but it was too late. He was already out the door. "Obaa-chan, what am I going to do?" I ask her lost. She looks at me in confusion and then understands.

"He was very upset when you left Kari-chan. He thought you were dead for the longest time. He didn't realize what was going on. And he couldn't very well tell Ryu-chan that you were dead, so he had to make up a story." Obaa-chan tells me knowing.

"But, why did I leave?" I ask her sadly. "How could I leave? Ryu-chan was so young, and Dark and I were just starting our family. I don't understand what I was thinking!"

She looks at me with a knowing look on her face. She knows I can't remember what happened, and I only want her to tell me why I left. I want to understand. She nods to me and then comes and sits beside me. "Do you remember what happened before you decided to leave?" She asks me calmly.

I shake my head. "No, I don't remember anything!" I tell her frustrated. She smiles at me and then nods again.

"It look like I'm going to have to tell you everything from the beginning." She tells me knowing. I give her a thankful look and then sit there as she told me the story of how I decided that going to a different dimension was the best thing to do. "You see, at first some time ago before you had decided to leave you began having dreams about Dark. And they were not good ones. You were having premonitions about him, and you were beginning to be afraid of them.

"One day you came to me and told me that you were having dreams about Dark dying in the future, but at first I just blew them off thinking they were normal dreams until...the unexplained started to happen."

"Unexplained?" I asked interrupting her.

"Yes. The leaders of our dimension seemed to take an interest in you and your powers. Since you were the one that turned the dimension back into the way it was. Being the Angel of Light made everyone think that it was your time to take reign over all those old folk. They felt threatened.

"First they started blackmailing you about telling everyone that you were a fraud. But we all figured a way around that. Proving that you were really Light. It wasn't easy of course, but everyone got through it. Then something really weird happened. You had never been sick in your life, and it was weird when you did get sick. That was when you found out you were pregnant.

"We kept the whole thing secret from them. But after Ryu was born your premonitions got worse, and they were more vivid in your mind. When you started telling me about them again I got really worried. You saw Dark and our whole dimension dying, anyone who disobeyed our leaders were dying. And there was nothing you could do about it, they had you locked up watching as everyone you loved died." She tells me continuing.

"Why would they do something like that? Is it really necessary? I mean...killing everyone who disobeyed them? Isn't that harsh?" I asked horrified.

"Kari, you must understand that those people will stop at nothing to destroy you. You are a very big concern of their, and they know if you wanted to you could take over because of your power." She tells me knowing.

"I don't even remember how to use them!" I tell her crashing my fists to the wall. I didn't want this to happen. Maybe if I tell them I don't want anything to do with reigning they'll let everyone go.

"Kari, I will show you. I will give you those memories back." Obaa-chan tells me reaching for my forehead.

Pictures came racing into my mind. It freaked the hell out of me. But now I really did remember everything. How to use my powers, my reasons for leaving. I realized it was all to protect everyone here. As long as I wasn't here, everyone here would be safe from death. I wouldn't be a concern if I wasn't here. And Dark and my friends and family would live.

I now finally understood. But my mind was still set on one thing. I still needed to save this place, and I was going to no matter what. If I die, I don't care, if others die. I will kill them all.