Hi everyone, I just finished with another chapter for my other story and I can't sleep so i'm continuing this story again. So my vacation is 10 days away so I need to hurry :S Anyways it's 2 am here and i'm really tired but I don't want to go to sleep xD Enjoy another chapter of Heartache!

~Musa p.o.v~

Why? Why? Why? I kept thinking. That was the only thing that crossed my mind. Okay so it's been a week since Riven and I broke up but I can't get over it. He's the only one that was on my mind all the time. I still haven't looked for a school to go to to study but like I cared. It felt horrible that I lost Riven, it felt like he died. I need to keep my head up and move on but how can you move on when you lost the love of your life? I'm strong and I can overcome everything except this...why can't I get over this? It's not that bad...right? Argh i'm to confused to argue with myself. I haven't talked to my friends either. I know they tried to contact me but they have to move on too. They have succesfull lifes as Queen's and I dunno and i'm just a person lost in this big world. Coming home wasn't a great idea after all. Every minute I saw couples passing by. I was sitting on a bench in the park trying to clear my head but how can you do that when you see people happy and you know your not happy. I noticed a couple sitting on the edge of a fountain. The women laid here head on the man's shoulders and they smiled. I smiled at the couple. It brought back so many memories but I knew it wasn't right to think about them. I need to move on. It's been a week.

I stood up and walked home. I had this feeling that I hurt my dad's feelings when I was angry.

~Flashback~

"Musa..."

"I said nothing happened! Why don't you believe me!" I stood up. It was sort of a warning.

"Because i know my own daughter"

"I don't want to talk about it" I said quietly and I walked away.

"Musa get back here". I stopped and I looked at the ground. My back was facing my dad.

"I...I..." I stuttered. I took a deep breath "Riven broke up with me and i'm kinda upset about it ok? There you've got your answers and if you were a smart little man you would leave me alone cause i'm not myself at the moment" I told him. I began to walk towards the stairs. My dad hold me back.

"Get off" I warned.

"Musa you can't be like this. Being angry isn't going to solve anything" My dad said sadly. I grabbed his hands that were on my shoulders. Maybe I overreacted cause I saw fear on my dad's face.

~End of Flashback~

'Sigh' I need to do something about my temper. I need something that will take my mind off of Riven. But what? That's when I knew what I was supposed to do. Why didn't I came with this earlier? I need to study and start working on my carreer. That will keep my mind of him. I started to run the last blocks back to my house.

When I was home I slammed the door open. My dad ran up to me.

"Musa are you crazy? You scared me" Hoboe said panting. I looked at him.

"Sorry dad but I need to look at something" I said hasty and I ran upstairs. I slammed my bedroom door open and pushed everything aside. I tripped over my blankets and I stared at them. I struggled to get out of them.

"C'mon get off me" I said angry. I finally got out of my blankets and I ran to my desk. I turned my computer on and waited.

~With Riven~

"Can't do this, can't do this, just leave me alone!" Riven yelled. He was standing in his appartment and no one was with him. Riven groaned and put his hands on his ears.

"Leave me alone! I don't want to do it!" Riven yelled furious. Riven squated in the middle of his livingroom. He closed his eyes as hard as he could. He clenched his hands into fists while he still had them on his ears. After a while he opened his eyes and lowered his hands slowly. He looked around and saw no one. Just like before. Riven let out a sigh and stood up.

"What the hell was that" Riven said quietly. He looked around and walked to his window. His celphone started ringing. Riven looked at the caller id. You know who so don't answer either, it said. Riven grabbed his celphone and turned it off. He walked to his couch and sat down.

"This is like a nightmare" Riven said to himself. He shook his head slowly and looked down. All of the sudden his frontdoor slammed open. Riven grabbed his saber and activated it. Riven stood up in a fighting position.

"God how hard is it to get in here"

Riven knew that voice. It was...one of his old friends. Sky, Brandon, Nabu, Timmy and Helia walked through the door. Well...his old friends...not one. Riven stood up straight and threw his sword aside.

"What are you doing here?" Riven asked confused. He looked at everyone and saw them smiling.

"Visiting you" Brandon said and he walked up to Riven.

"If you wanted to come for a visit why didn't you just call" Riven narrowed his eyes. Brandon looked back at Sky.

"Well...do we really have to make an appointment to see an old friend?" Brandon asked.

"What do you think" Riven said and he raised his eyebrow.

"No" Brandon said. Riven glared at him. "Anyway...what's up?"

Riven laughed and pushed Brandon out of the door with everyone else.

"Hey hey hey hey! Wait a sec!" Sky said stopping Riven.

"What?" Riven growled.

"What's up with you lately" Sky asked.

"You've been really cranky and that break up with Musa was because of something" Helia told Riven. Riven looked at the ground. After a second he looked at his old friends standing infront of him.

"Non of your business so why don't you two go back to your little kingdoms" Riven said and he looked at Nabu and Sky "And you go back to your annoying parrot that can't keep her mouth shut for a second" And he glared at Brandon "And you two just go back from where ever you came from" Riven finished by looking at Timmy and Helia.

Riven's celphone rang again.

"What the hell? I turned it off" Riven said quietly and confused.

"Riven tell us what's going on" Nabu said with a calming voice. Riven shook his head.

"No" He said "Just get out and never return again"

The boys looked at him concerned.

"I won't be here long anymore" Riven said and he closed the door. The boys were outside of Riven's apartment. They heard a click sound. It meant Riven locked the door.

"What does he mean with 'I won't be here long anymore'?" Timmy asked.

"I have no idea Timmy" Sky answered "But I don't think it is a good thing"

~With Musa~

Me and my dad were sitting in the livingroom. I listened to music and my dad was playing the piano.

"6:30 winter morn

Snow keeps falling, silent dawn

A rose by any other name

Eva leaves her Swanbrook home

A kindest heart which always made

Me ashamed of my own

She walks alone but not without her name"

I heard through my ear plugs. Soon I began to sing allong.

"Eva flies away

Dreams the world far away

In this cruel children's game

There's no friend to call her name

Eva sails away

Dreams the world far away

The Good in her will be my sunflower field"

I heard my dad playing allong with my little song. It sounded so sweet, so soothing. It calmed me.

"Mocked by man to depths of shame

Little girl with life ahead

For a memory of one kind word

She would stay among the beasts

Time for one more daring dream

Before her escape, edenbeam

We kill with her own loving heart"

I began to sing louder each time. The song was slow and full of emotion. I really loved it.

"Eva flies away

Dreams the world far away

In this cruel children's game

There's no friend to call her name

Eva sails away

Dreams the world far away

The Good in her will be my sunflower field"

When the song was finished I looked at my dad. He smiled at me. I pulled the ear plugs out of my ears.

"What?" I said smiling at my dad.

"Your singing really improved" My dad told me. He knew I really wanted to became a singer.

"Good or bad way?" I asked smirking. I walked over to him and sat on his lap.

"A good way and you know it honey" My dad said. He hugged me and I hugged him back. "Why are you so happy all of the sudden?"

"Well...I did some research and I got an application of the Music school in Harmonic Nebula!" I yelled cheery.

"That's wondeful sweetheart" My dad said.

"Thank you"

"Can you still tell me what happened between you and Riven?"

Great...I finally got him out of my head and now my dad brings him up again. Well I suppose he can know.

"Riven broke up with me cause he thinks it isn't going to work out between us since i'm here and he's in Magix" I said not happy and getting of my dad's lap.

"What's that for a dumb reason?" Hoboe asked confused.

"I know he wasn't telling the truth, but he didn't let go of anything" I said crossing my arms.

"Should I talk to him?"

"You know what...uhm no!" I said smiling "I can handle this myself"

"You sure Musa?"

"Yes"

"Alright then. You're grown up you can make your own decision's now" My dad said and he got up and walked towards the kitchen. I sighed in relief and fell on the couch. I still wonderd why Riven broke up with me. But I have to move on to. He was out of my head so I can do it. Let's hope that everything isn't this hard.

Hihi. This chapter sucks so much xD I have two writer's block thingies. One with this story and one with my other story xD Not good...not not good...Anyways I hope you enjoyed even though there wasn't anything to enjoy...Well let's hope my other chapter is going to be better. Bye bye ~xXx~