Im swear. Im not freaked out about swine anymore. After my best friend and my boyfriend sat me down for an intervention on my OCD obsession with hand sanitizer, I calmed down a fare amount. I also found that freaking out only resulted in pain as I tried to sanitize my face… *sigh* Just don't ask. Any way, Special thanks to all those who reviewed and especially to Myurra-Kitty67809 Without you I forgot how Kenny-less the story was, Kenny frikken rocks! Anyway hope you enjoy.

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Rifling through my closet was a somewhat frightening task. Perhaps the only reason I was doing this was if a giant rat ate my arm, I would for sure be back tomorrow.

Some might wonder how searching my closet would benefit me, but one would be surprised on what treasures you could find whilst searching your closet. Not that there was anything worth finding in mine.

"Fucking Christ! Where are you?" I snapped shoving my hands deeper into the pile of unidentified objects, my fingers franticly clawing through the pile in my vain attempts to find my pack of cigarettes. After everything that had happened in the past few days, my brain was furiously demanding nicotine.

"Ouch!" I shrieked out as a piece of paper sliced into my finger. Pulling my hand back I shoved the tip of the finger into my mouth. With my other hand I ripped out the paper that had vandalized my middle finger. I was surprised when I was presented with a picture.

I frowned as I glanced at the photo; it was one of me and Kyle, Are faces were bright red from the cold outside air and we were both soaked, my hood was off and Kyle's hat was discarded somewhere in his backyard, are hair stood up at weird angles and we were smiling and laughing like maniacs.

It had been taken about three months ago by . I smiled slightly at the memory; it had been one of the rare occasions that I was granted time alone with the red head, Stan and Cartman had been sick with the flu bug that had been going around, Kyle's immune system was extremely tolerant to any types of bugs and I had already caught it several times and died, mind you that this was one of the days I was still living.

We had both been extremely bored when Kyle had the bright idea to have a surprise snowball fight; shoving a handful of snow in my face declared that it was clearly 'On'. After several minutes of rolling in the snow, Kyle had accidently smashed into the tree causing all the remaining snow to fall on top of the two un-expecting boys sitting underneath it.

I had responded to Kyle's shocked expression with hysterical laughter, Kyle had glared at first but succumbed to the laughter that filled the air.

I tore my eyes away from the picture as I felt my eyes well up with tears.

Why did this happen to Kyle?

I sat heavily against my wall, my eyes narrowed in on my dresser and I glared, Sitting on top of the wooden surface was my smokes. I stood furiously and stormed over to the dresser. I grabbed the cardboard container and with all my force chucked it out the open window. Whipping around I kicked at anything I could reach.

I had never been angrier in my life. One thought continuously echoed in my head 'Why Kyle? I had always considered Kyle as my best friend. He was the only person I ever trusted, even though it was implied that Stan and Him where BFF's, but I could dream right?

I grabbed my coat off my bed as I stormed outside. I kept my head down and my hood on as I walked on the deserted sidewalk, I looked up at the Wal-Mart and patted my pockets, I had five bucks. Walking through the doors I headed immediately for the toy department, Grabbing a stuffed giraffe off the shelf I headed quickly to the front to pay for it.

Finishing my unexpected shop I stepped out once again into the cold air, Heading in the direction of the hospital . A few minutes later I found myself stepping into the main lobby I saw Stan and Wendy talking in the corner. I ignored them as I walked the familiar path to Kyle room.

Peering into the room I saw Bebe next to Kyle's bed, Heidi and Powder sitting on the other side. They sat there talking to Kyle as he barely responded to there voices. I felt my heart clench again as I took in how fragile Kyle looked. His too pale skin brought out the purple bags under his normally vibrant eyes; it looked like he had lost weight too.

I stepped into the room just as Bebe and her friends were standing to leave I paused in the doorway watching as all three girls leaned over to hug Kyle and kiss the top of his head. They murmured slight 'hello's' as they walked past me from the room.

I looked at the insane amount of cards and flowers stacked around the room, indicating that Kyle had obviously had a steady stream of visitors.

I walked over to the bed, "Hey Ky' How you feeling?" Silence was all that greeted me.

"Seriously Kyle, this many card must be a world record or something" He looked at me, noticing the giraffe in my hands he gave me a questioning look, I smiled back and cleared my throat, holding the giraffe like a puppet I talked in a high speaky voice,

"Hello Kyle! I have come to rape you and aid your attempts at winning the award for most hospital gifts" Kyle smiled a real smile, not the cheap little face twitches he had been giving everyone else.

It was the first time I had seen him smile in a week. I stood up and nudged Kyle "Shove over, I'm tired and plan on getting a somewhat substantial sleep" Kyle downright grinned as I flopped onto the bed beside him and rolled over tugging the blankets up in the process.

In the end Kyle was facing me hugging the giraffe to his chest. I closed my eyes drifting off into sleep.

"Thank-you" A extremely quiet scratchy voice caught my attention. My eyes flew open as I gazed down at Kyle, did he just talk? I couldn't help but grin as it registered in my mind that I was the first person Kyle had spoken to in a week. I threw my arm over Kyle's shoulder "Get some sleep Ky'…" I trailed off as I fell into a calm sleep, still grinning like a maniac.

Things are going to be ok…

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A/N - Blood was spilled to bring you this update!

No, really. I cut myself about 5 times ripping my defective network card out of my CPU tower after it stopped connecting to the Internet. Even the wretched card itself tore tiny holes into my thumbs, and they snag in my hair. Who knew the insides of computers were so damn sharp? Now there's blood in the circuitry!

I hope it was worth it!

Okay…I really sorry to all those die hard Style fans, but I have to say, after reading an amazing Kyle/Kenny Oneshot I realized how much I loved the pairing!!! I think Im going to change this in a love triangle? Is that a good idea, or do you now want to impale my face with a shovel? Feedback is HIGHLY appreciated. Imma set up a poll? Please vote, do you want me to change the story? And if so what pairing do you want to see more of?