i stared at the ceiling as i always do living with my aunt libby has been torture aunt libby was only 23 she was not responsible and had no experiance as a mother
my mother dyed in a car accident i live with my aunt and big brother emmett i am only 16 my birthday is in 2 days *sarcastically* great i should probley start from where my mother dyed
i was the same age as i am now but i was and still am a rebel i snuck out of the house at 5:00,am my mother usaully never noticed my absence until now when my brother finally decided to care for me
i drunk beer i met guys i did'nt know.....
my mother barged in and took the bottle from my shaky hands ''HEY !'' i yelled acting mad because i had a right to be ''look at me bella you do not sneak out nor do you drink''
by the sound of my mothers voice she was upset, angry, hurt, scared my mother pulled me by the arm and took me outside ''YOU ARE SO SELFISH !!!'' she yelled i knew i was my mother was selfless i got the selfish part from my no good dad
''look i-'' i was cut off by my mother dragging me along ''get in'' she said her voice shaky ''bella i love you you and your brother are so so imporatant to me'' she said her eyes said truth written all over it ''i...need you but...'' she looked into my eyes then suddenly she stopped driving
a big truck was in our way i looked up then down my mother yelled ''bella JUMP !'' i struggled with my seatbelt i grabbed my mothers arm and pulled she did'nt move finally i noticed why
blood stains were on the seat on her i was not harmed she was i passed out 2 minutes later until i heard a sound i realized it was the ambulance they pulled me and my mother out
''you ok ?'' a police officer asked sounding bored ''fine'' i said with a hint of a harsh tone ''i'm going to the hospital with your mother'' my aunt libby said ''oh and bella would it kill you to care about her'' that made me glare a little
''BELLA'' yelled my brother emmett ''what'' i said very mean ''just making sure your ok is it such a crime people care about you'' he asked me sarcastically ''yeah it really is'' i said he rolled his eyes but a wave of hurt rolled off of him
suddenley a throat cleared and a lady in a nice outfit walked over ''hi bella i am amy goldfarm'' goldfarm ? weird last name i stood there with my hands on my hip as she tried to shake my hand then she sighed
''look bella i know you have no idea who i am or what i do'' she said a little harsh and bored ''i know who you are'' i said playing dumb she looked confused'' you said your name what 5 seconds ago'' i said sarcastically
''look your aunt libby said she will not take you in unless you starighten up'' i thought about that then realized wait was i moving
''what are you talking about are you saying my mothers-'' i could'nt say the word i thought about death many times before though
''yes'' she said simply waiting for the tears to spill but i never cried she looked at my arms which were covered in scars but they weren't from the car accident
''you got injured'' she questioned ''no'' i said ''i did it to myself'' i was emo/rebel i cut myself for fun a chance to feel something
''where are we going'' my brother asked sitting on our step looking depressed
''adoption acency'' she said i about choked ''when do we leave'' i managed to choke out
''tommorow bright and early'' she said and then walked away i sat down beside my brother he did'nt look up as i sat down
''hi'' i said in a harsh but low tone ''what'' he said really harsh ''bye then'' i said not really forcing myself to talk to him anymore who has pride anyway ? i challened myself tommorrws just another day as my mother used to say when you lose the game once dose'nt mean you lost forever
THE NEXT CHAPTER. THE FUNERAL
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