i woke up the next morning i put on my black hoodie and black jeans i walked downstairs only to see an upset emmett
''Emmett ?'' i said confused he looked like he was on drugs or drank beer he looked up then back down quickley
''what'' he said his voice shakey '' i miss mom'' emmett said 2 seconds later i suddenley felt bad for him wait since when do i feel bad for anyone
''look em-'' i was cut off by the phone it was aunt libby ''hello''
i said breathless ''bella ?'' she sounded confused and hurt she had been and still was crying ''um aunt libby its me'' i said searching for the words
''oh it is you get ready'' she said coldley did my brother and my aunt really hate me that bad ?
''Bye'' she said simply ''i'm sorry'' i muttered stupidley to myself am i really turning into my mother ?
then suddenly the phone rang again in my shaky hands ''Hello'' i said waiting for the response ''Bellz your alive i told miranda and ashley you were'' my Bff kat said
''Yes kat i'm fine'' i said ''hows your mom ?'' she said i forgot to tell her
''um she's....she didn't make it kat'' i said somehow it was hard to get those words out i waited for her comment on that
''oh my gosh bella i am so so sorry'' kat said sounding sincere thats the one thing i like about her she's just so real
''its ok its hard on my aunt and my brother'' i said
''well come on we will go to vances smoothie shop'' kat loved the smoothie shop we went there after kats brother dylan died we were only 9 years old
''um...i have to go to the...funeral'' i said stuttering a bit
''oh right...well see ya later'' kat said
''oh and bella feel better please'' i could'nt speak kat told me that same thing after my dad left us i was only 3 emmett was 6
''i will don't worry about it'' i said
''but bella-'' i cut her off then ''kat just live your life talk to nerds move to colorado i don't care just leave me alone i'm a big girl i can deal'' i said way to harsh i hurt people i care about ON ACCIDENT
''fine you just talk to your hobos or your dog just um deal'' kat said covering up the hurt she felt
then the line rang dead i sighed ''i did it again'' i said to emmett
''at least you did'nt kill kat'' emmett said walking by
ouch that hurt ''hey bella lets go'' aunt libby said walking in with big shades on and dressed in black like everyone else
''hey aunt libby'' i said hoping to break the tention/silence
''look kid i know you are fine with your mother off your back but maybe you could look around and stop thinking about yourself for just a moment'' WOW that actually hurt to
''well why don't you and emmett get off my back i'm trying to be unselfish if you would shut up !''
i yelled without thinking libbys face turned to stone ''i just proved my point thats exacally why i did'nt want you'' i felt shocked and upset my family never wanted me ever
i got outside in the pouring rain i sat in the back so libby and emmett could discuss my behavior ''do you think shes really trying ?'' i heard my brother emmett murmer to my aunt
''i don't know shes just so-'' libby stopped herself from saying the last part ''she dosen't understand our feelings'' libby mumered
they stopped talking after 2 minutes emmett broke the silence ''wheres the acency'' emmett mumered ''in washington'' libby replied
''wait were in-'' libby cut him off ''i know were in chaigago'' libby said now i was confused thats so far away
''weres the funeral at ?'' i questioned suddenley libby looked at me suprised ''at cameron memorial'' ''oh'' was all i could say ''what about our school our family our....friends'' i said thinking about kat and her upset tone
''you heard about washington ?'' she asked knowing i would probley eavesdrop
''yeah i heard all of it'' i mumered softley aunt libby just nodded her head gentley
we walked there and saw almost the whole town there i saw grandpa miller and grandma charlotte i even saw my DAD ! oh my gosh i turned toward the car until someone had a hold on my arm
''hey get off me-'' i said until i saw who it was ''running away from your old dad thats sad so i heard you killed your mother'' he said i was so afraid he would throw me or something
''somebody needed to get rid of her'' he whispered then me brother noticed my dads grip on my arm and walked toward us ''EMMETT !'' dad exclaimed
''hey bud'' he said to emmett emmett just looked at me ''let go of my sister'' emmett said no hint of fear in hid eyes
''look kids this is our first reunion in...'' he paused to look at us ''how old are you ?'' he said pointing a finger to both of us
''17'' i said ''emmett ?'' my dad questioned emmett was decideing to answer him or not ''19'' he said
''wow man dude your growing up'' our dad was oviously drunk he realesed me as soon as he saw a bleached blonde waving at him directly
''um i gotta go with amy'' he said how could he know her name ''her name is chassity'' emmett said quickly how could he know ? our dad was already gone ''how did you know her name ?'' i questioned ''she goes to my school and shes only 18'' emmett said darkly our dad did mess with girls younger than me and sometimes older
''emmett'' my grandma exclaimed throwing her arms over emmett she just glared at me like everyone else did but hers was darker
i moved toward a bench i threw my arms around my knees suddenley i saw a woman coming closer to me i realized it was my other aunt aunt molly she did'nt speak as she sat down
she gave me 30 dollars ''whats this for ?'' i asked honestly confused ''the acency sent a car to pick you up today but it was cancelled you'll have to ride the bus'' she said she wanted to give me money to pay for my ticket
''but tickets are only-'' i stopped when i realized ''the other halfs for emmetts'' i said sweetly aunt molly was always so sweet to me and emmett
''well i have to go see ya later kid'' she said walking away ''bye aunt molly'' i exclaimed i told aunt libby i was going home early to pack i walked home so i noticed our negbiorhood hobo bart
''hey bella'' bart exclaimed
''hey bart'' i said
''rough day'' bart asked
''how did you know ?'' i asked confused
''well you look like you fell asleep in a pool'' i laughed barts humor always got to me i realized bart didn't have to live on the street
''um here'' i said tossing the 30 dollars at him he looked at me shocked he threw it back
''your a sweet gal bella but i can't except this''
''look it would make me feel better if you did'' i said honestly
''really ?'' bart said his eyes lighting up
''yes just go'' i said he ran off towards a local grocery store
i walked in the door i started packing i threw my stuff in the suitcase i found an old picture of my mother i put it in my pocket
then an hour later emmett and aunt libby walked in they were shocked to see me ready
''we went to martys and ate did you know bart got money'' aunt libby said really confused
''bellz come lets go'' where i said i woke up on the couch stretched out emmett was close
''oh my gosh'' i exclamied
''what ?!'' emmett said sounding panicked
''your breath stinks'' i said he laughed gently
''um bella bart left this'' emmett said simply it was a gift basket with a note it said
dear bella thank you so much you are such an angel sorry about your mother i will miss you have fun at the acency ;)
i smiled at his letter the next day i went to school i saw kat by my locker
''kat i-'' she cut me off
''i know you were upset that day i forgive you so what are we doing today''
''kat i'm moving'' i said quietly
''what ? where'' kat said her eyes filled up with mousiture
''washington i have to go now'' i said it was 3:55 i told the princabal i was leaving he let me go early
i got a taxi i arrived at the apartment at 4:16 emmett was hugging libby ''bye hun i'll miss you'' she said to emmett not me never said that to me
''bye aunt libby'' emmett said emmett got in the taxi i told aunt libby a simple bye take care she just told me bye
i hopped in the taxi then we got on the bus emmett forged up some money from aunt libby
were on our way to Moores accency......
THE NEXT CHAPTER. VERY WELCOMED