i was standing there with blood in my hands suddenly when i thought i would die i heard my favorite voice in the world...edward's
''BELLA !'' he yelled he was holding my hand
''ed...ward'' i struggled to say his name he lifted me carefully to his car
''it's ok bella i' m gonna get you to the hospital'' edward said in a soothing voice
''who did this to you'' edward mumered
''i...i...did it...to...myself'' i said finally getting the sentace out edward drove so fast i couldn't see the road
''you what ?'' edward said confused
''my mother...i owed her that much'' i said feeling great that the sentace came out in my weak little voice
''what ? you owed...killing yourself was a favor to her'' edward said now that i think about it it sounded sick
''yes'' i said simply
''your mother wouldn't have wanted you to do that'' edward said he was right i was drowning in guilt but i didn't have to convince myself i was a murderer i just messed up
we were at the hospital now we got in fast probly because i was a 17 year old teenage girl who looked like i got stabbed by a phycho
i layed there dying.....pouring crimson regret..( author. i just had to put that in there line from evanscence song tourniquet)
edwards p.o.v
i went over to the mini mart and got bella some flowers alice and esme called me 20 time i told them where i was and why i'm here the were on thier way
i walked into the hospital room bella looked up at me and smiled a weak little smile but she's trying
''hey'' i said
''hi'' she said
''i got you something'' i said
''oh,yeah i hope it's a cheeseburger i'm starving this hospital food tastes awful'' bella said
''no you have to obey doctors orders but i did you bring you these'' i said pulling out the rose's
bella looked at me sadly'' i can't eat these'' she said then she laughed her beautiful laugh
''no but you can look at them'' i said
then suddenly the door opened i looked behind me it was esme and alice
''bella are you ok'' esme said looking guilty and hurt esme already felt like bella was her daughter officialy
''i'm fine just a big bruise'' bella said softly trying to lighten up the room with humor
''oh,bella i shouldn't have let you go'' alice said bella frowned
esme hugged bella gently then alice did too
''don't ever scare me again''esme said pointing a finger to bella
''yes ...mom'' bella said smiling
''thank you edward'' esme whispered to me as she hugged me
''well it's the least i could do for my girlfriend's mother'' i said to esme her head shot up she smiled at me
alice looked at me and mouthed finally i rolled my eyes then emmett came in an hour later and talked to bella and bellas friend kat came and her aunt libby then finally
me and bella were alone at the hospital
ON THE NEXT CHAPTER,THE TALK