i fell asleep and woke up but of course i was at the last place i wanted to be
the hospital....again
i looked up and saw edward he smiled at me
''hey'' he said brushing the loose hair out of my eyes
''hi'' i said back he stared at me
''bella i love you so much promise you'll never scare me again'' edward said looking said
''i love you too and i promise'' i put my pinky in the air edward took
suddenly the door came on i looked up to realize it was my aunt libby she looked at me with unfathmable eyes i half smiled
''hi'' i said she never moved fron her postion with her hands on her hip and her starwberry blonde hair in a bun
''love the new hair'' i said pointing toward her new blonde hair i don't inderstand why libby dyes her hair every month she must think she's getting older she's only 24
''isabella swan-'' i cut libby off
''bella cullen''i corrected harshly
''well whatever your name is'' libby said harsher
''i have to talk to you...alone'' libby said looking toward edward
edward got up and leaned down and kissed me ''i love you'' i said
''you to'' edward said as he walked out of the room libby sat down in the chair closest to me she looked at me for a moment then began talking
''bella...i need you to understand this......i'm getting married....your father....is.....moving to detriot'' libby said i was a little exited my father was moving i know what he's doing though he'll marry
a bleached blonde swimsuit they'll move away he'll get a divorce in probly 3 days later
''so'' i said
''so who will you stay with'' libby asked confused
''mom of course'' i said oviously
''mom ? you mean miss cullen'' libby said
''no i meant mom'' i said stubbornly
''ok..then are you sure your happy'' libby asked
''if i'm near edward i'm more than happy'' i said honestly
''you two aren't.....'' libby started i answered before she could finish
''no'' i said way to fast ''i'm more mature than you give me credit for'' i said and i was she never took me seriously
''yeah'' she said sarcastically as she looked down at the iv on my arm
''you realize why i did that don't you ?'' i asked confused why else would she think i tryed to kill myself
''yes you were doing a rebel stunt to show that your brave you can impress people'' she said
''no...'' i said confused i've gotten over my rebel years
she looked confused ''i felt.....guilty'' i said looking down
she got up and sat down on the hospital bed next to my feet
''guilty ? why on earth would you feel guilty'' she said mocking me she knew why i was guilty
''you honestly don't think i was proud of killing her ?'' i asked she looked at me with the kind of look that said
of-course-i-did-your-my-idiot-niece-that-gets-away-with-all-her-rebel-stunts
''well i wasn't it's not something i wanted to happen i'm not that selfish you know you just hate me because i'm not emmett'' i said truthfully emmett was everyones favorite my uncle steve was the only one who noticed me
''i don't hate you'' libby said looking down ''i hate me'' libby said
''why ?'' i asked
''i was just like you when i was 14 i never cared i was a rebel to'' libby confessed
''but....you always seemed....so...Narcissistic'' i said ( author, btw Narcissistic means your sort of in love with yourself)
''you think i was Narcissistic me i thought you were Narcissistic''libby said looking at me
''nah i'm more of a apathetic person...until now'' i said(author apathetic means you don't really care what's going on around you)
''well i have to go'' libby said looking at her watch
'' date with your soon to be husband'' i said making kissy faces at her
''yes, i love you bye'' libby said i was shocked that was the first time she ever told me she loved me
''bye love you too'' i said
''get well'' she said softly
libby walked out edward walked back in along with the doctor behind him
''hi bella i'm doctor shay are you feeling ok'' the doctor was a girl with long black hair
''fabolous'' i said simply looking at edward
''can i leave yet'' i said
the doctor laughed ''soon'' she said i looked at her name tag it said elizabeth, j, shay
''do you mind if i ask what's the j on your name tag mean'' i asked stupidly
''judy'' she said elizabeth judy shay well it fit's
she was checking my x-rays i took yesterday the nurse said they looked good yesterday
''well...your charts are good x-ray is normal.....you seem just fine'' the doctor said
''do you want something to drink'' edward asked
''some water please'' i said edward got up and walked over down in the cafeteria he came back 2 minutes later
i got a drank of my water i fell asleep after a i drank my water
then an hour later the doctor came in and spook to edward they were talking about my x-rays and other medical junk then the doctor said the the three words i've been hoping she would say
''she's free to go'' the doctor said i was still acting like i was asleep
''ok i will let her sleep while i carry her to the car'' edward said
i looked up to see i was being carried by edward he looked at me and smiled
ON THE NEXT CHAPTER, SO YOU SAY