DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT

A/N: wow, cliffhanger last chapter right?

oh by the way guys, thanks for the reviews last chapter, cuz i got NONE! Come on guys, please review! They keep me writing!

sorry i didn't update this morning, but it's been a hectic day and it's only one in the afternoon. like first i go to my brothers school for his open house, then i go to my school to get my schedule, locker, and my student ID. And when we got there, the computers were shut down, therefore, they couldn't print out our schedules. You would think they would print them out before hand, but no they didn't. And then I went to Denny's with friends, and now something is happening with my sister, and I still need to do laundry for school tomorrow.

bleh, sorry for sharing my personal life lol

read on people:

Bella! Don't kiss him! You love Jacob!

I found my eyes closing, I felt his tongue trace my lips. I allowed him an entrance.

I obviously wasn't very good at listening to myself.

His cold arms wrapped around me, and I couldn't help but wrap my human arms around him.

It took all my strength for my lips to part and separate from his.

I opened my eyes, and his were still closed.

"I missed that." He muttered.

"Me too." I said sheepishly. But it was true. He opened his eyes with a smile on his face.

He took my hands. "Bella. I love with all my stone cold heart. We belong together. I'm not whole without you. You aren't whole without me. I've been waiting all of my existence for you, and I'm not going to lose you to him. I want you to choose me." He pleaded.

I felt my heart tearing in two. Into two sides. Jacob and Edward. My heart could only be fixed if I chose one.

"No. Jacob completes me." I said. "And there's no one to choose between, because it's going to be him." I felt the Edward side burn as I said this lie.

"Bella, stop lying. It doesn't do any good. Why can't to just admit your feeling for me?"

I looked into his golden eyes. "I just did, like ten minutes ago. And I thought you vampires were observant."

He stared at me intently for a moment. "Well I'm not going to force you to be with me. It would only make you unhappy. And my reason for existence is to protect you, make you happy, and be there for you. So please break my heart again. If it makes you happy. Just tell me. Do you want me to leave you alone, and just leave?" He asked. I realized he meant everything.

"No!" I shrieked. "Don't. Leave." I panted. "I'm happy now, with you as my friend." No I'm not.

He smiled. "Okay, I can deal with that." He stood up. "Come on."

We started walking out the house. We were approaching the forest.

"Edward. I don't know where you are taking me, but hiking isn't a good idea…"

"I'm not taking you hiking." He smiled. "Think back to when we were together, before you met my family."

I stared at the ground as I thought.

Before I met his family…

"Was it after-" I asked, only to be cut off.

"Yes."

Then there was only one thing.

A huge smile spread onto my face.

"The meadow?" I asked. I remembered the last time I was there, when Laurent tried to kill me, my smile quickly faded.

"Well after you told me what happened, and how it looked dead, I decided to go and clean it up."

"You did that for me?" I asked.

"Of course Bella."

We walked for another ten minutes. Of course I kept stumbling along.

"Do you need to be assisted with everything?" He asked.

A giggle escaped my mouth.

He patted his back, and I got onto his back.

We started running.

"Oh thanks by the way." He said.

My eyebrows rose in confusion. "For what?"

"For kissing me." I could hear the smile in his voice.

I felt my cheeks blushing. I hid my face in his shoulder, feeling the cold wind rush by as he ran.

I rolled my eyes. "Your welcome."

Then he came to an abrupt halt, I heard him mutter a "Crap." I started falling off of him, he let me down, he stood in front of me protectively.

I was about to ask what was wrong when Jacob walked out of the trees.

Shit.

He started trembling. Badly.

"YOU KISSED HER!" He yelled. "I'M GOING TO RIP YOU TO SHREDS, AND SET YOU ON FIRE UNTIL YOU ARE JUST A PILE OF ASHES I CAN STEP ON!"

My eyes bugged out of my sockets. "No you're not. And it's not all his fault, I kissed him back. He didn't do it against my will." I said quietly.

He stared at me in disgust. "What Bella?"

"You can't kill him." I said a louder this time.

"What else did you say?"

"I said that it's not his fault, I kissed him back.

His eyes turned to hatred. "Do you love him?"

"Jake, I love you more."

He let out a startling laugh. "So you do love him." He mumbled.

"Jake-"

"It doesn't work that way Bella! You can't love two people at the same time! It's one or the other!"

I stepped out next to Edward, so I was hidden anymore.

"She can." Edward said.

"What did you say leech?" He sneered.

Jacob was trembling all over now, I could hear the growls in his chest.

"She can love more than one person."

Then Jacob breathed in heavily. I saw his eyes roll into the back of his head.

He quickly leaned down.

Crap! I'm really close!

I looked down and there was only two feet between the two of us.

Then his whole body started morphing, and started moving backward.

His arms became front paws, and lifted into the air.

I fell over my feet and started falling backwards.

He was a wolf now, and one of his paws pressed onto the top of my thigh as he landed on the ground.

I could slowly feel my skin coming apart as his sharp claws slid down my leg.

I let out a shriek of pain.

Edward's eyes turned black, and he crouched down, about to attack.

"NO!" I yelled.

Edward looked at me. Jacob looked at me. His eyes showed he was sorry, but the only response I could get out were my painful screams.

Jacob darted out into the trees.

Edward knelt down next to me.

He brushed my hair away from my face. "I'm going to get you to Carlisle."

He gently swept me into his arms.

I stole a glance down at my leg.

There were claw marks through my jeans, and blood was seeping out. More like gushing out.

"Edward," I looked down at my leg again, blood still gushing out. I can only lose so much blood. "Can you handle this?" My stomach was already starting turn churn.

Freezing cold rain started pouring down. He held me tighter. He was walking a little faster than human pace but we kept hidden in the trees.

"Yes." He said stiffly. This is probably really painful for him right now.

I looked up at him. "Since when?"

"Since I left. Being away from you, it-" He sighed. "it made me stronger, more able to resist."

I took my jacket off and wrapped it around my thigh tightly, ignoring the searing pain, telling me to stop. I winced when I felt the cold water through my clothes.

I was about to take off the sweater I was wearing, when Edward stopped me.

"Bella what are you doing?"

"Trying to stop the blood flow, to keep this easier on you."

"Bella, don't worry about me. And you only have a t-shirt under your sweater, you'll freeze in this rain."

He moved his arms quickly and then his jacket was on top of me.

I wrapped it around my calf.

I recognized the Cullen house when we came through the clearing.

Then before I could even say the word vampire, Carlisle, Esme, and Alice were outside.

Carlisle instantly went into doctor mode. "Alice get everyone outside. Esme help Bella change when she gets inside."

We got into the house.

I was in the Esme arms and she ran me to her room.

She threw a pair of black soffees.

I looked up at her questionly. Then I realized she was holding her breath, therefore she couldn't speak.

"Nevermind." I said quickly.

She carefully helped me into the shorts.

Edward greeted us at the door, and clutched me as he ran back downstairs to the front room.

a/n: ouch right? please review everybody!

oh and wish me luck, tomorrow's my first day of 8th grade! :)

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