CHAPTER 3
*HOLLY J'S POV*
"I blew it, Sav!," I yelled into my phone. I messed it up with Fiona. At first, I told her that she would be the only one I could trust and the only bestest friend she could be this. "Talk to her!," Sav encouraged. "She won't talk to me anymore, hello?," I replied. "Oh yeah," he responded. Through the phone I heard yelling. It sounded like Sav's father, and it was. "Go ahe-," I began, but he closed the phone.
A few days after on Friday, I had to go to school. I did not go for a few days in that week. I was too terrified to even go to school since I knew Fiona was going to give me her 'friendly' lecture. As she said it to me when I invited her over for coffee. It was just for coffee, not for a two hour talk. This is why I hate big-mouths. "Hey, Sav, I need your help," I asked him as I walked up to him. "For what?," he asked flirtaliciously. He leaned in closer to my face and in just a few micro-seconds his lips were on mine. I then thought about Fiona and pulled away. I giggled, "Oh, Sav don't get too carried away!," I said. We both laughed. "So what do you need help with?," he asked. "Never mind. Meet me at my house. 10 PM. Surprise," I said while walking away. I saw his beautiful, white smile looking at me.
*FIONA'S POV*
Why would she do that? I thought I trusted her. She was such a great friend until we moved to New York City for a while.. And then we totally went our separate ways and became friends. I came here for her! She doesn't understand that. Ugh, I'm so frustrated. I need help.
At school, everything was different. I kept staring at Holly J. and thinking about forgiving her but I just couldn't. She was such a promise breaking little snob who only liked Declan for his money and gay eyebrows. I mean, Dec's my brother… But I trusted Holly J. and he trusted her which meant I had to trust her, too! We've been through so much but this is the biggest problem we've ever been through in the whole time we've been in a friendly relationship. Now we've gone our separate ways. Time to make new friends, Holly Jeannette Sinclair. Get the fuck out of my way.
I thought about it the whole afternoon. I've decided to walk up to her house for the last time and state that we can't be friends anymore. Well, best friends anymore. She's been treating my horribly by being with a girl she's only hung out for a few weeks. Or maybe even months. OR days! Oh my fuck, who knows? As I walked to her house it was so sunny. Her house shined which had never shined because her house was so dark cos she was the meanest girl at Degrassi! I should stop. I was once mean and I don't want to be in that place ever again... Like when I broke Declan's crayons. How man was he… You don't want to know. We were only eight so we got into a little bit of violence. We didn't know what part of that word was.
I knocked on her door instead of ringing the doorbell. I looked through the window, Sav was there. They weren't even paying attention to the sound coming from the door. They're such ignorers. I kicked on the door very loud. I wasn't me at that time. I kept telling myself to calm down but I just couldn't. I hit the door with my head, frustrated. All I wanted to do was strangle that skank! I hate her so much. She is like the Perez Hilton but a fucking stupider one. I looked around me to see if there was a weapon I could use to break in. All I saw was a rock and a fence string. I had to choose between one item. The rock… Or the fence string. I chose the fence string. I walked slowly towards it, trembling frustratedly. I bent down slowly and picked it up. I almost dropped it since my body was in so much shock. I went to the bushes… Sat inside of them and put the fence string near my wrist… I took it closer, and closer. It then sunk into my skin and bit my flesh. I just wanted to die right there. It's like I wasn't even trusted. All Holly J. was doing inside of that house was kissing Sav furiously. I didn't feel cared for. This is what I want to do for the rest of my life. Cut. Nobody will care.
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