Hungry like the Wolf

By: Amaroq

Summary: The full moon is in a day, and Remus's hormones are driving him crazy. And Sirius isn't helping, strutting about the castle looking more devious then ever….

Pairing: RL/SB

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter, and if I did there would be a lot more gay relationships and Tonks would be dead…no offence to Tonks Lovers

WARNING: THIS IS STORY CONTAINS BOY/BOY LOVE! DON'T LIKE, DON'T READ!

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This story is dedicated to my dear friend, Shadia. Thank you for being there, supporting me through the hard times and for just being my friend! Thank you so much.

Burning the ground I break from the crowd
I'm on the hunt I'm after you
Scent and a sound, I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf

Strut on a line, it's discord and rhyme
I howl and I whine I'm after you
Mouth is alive all running inside
And I'm hungry like the wolf...

-"Hungry like the Wolf", Duran Duran

Remus didn't know how long he was in the shower for, but there was one thing he did know. And it was the longer he stayed under the stream of ice cold water, the longer he could avoid Sirius. He was also glad that it was Saturday; he couldn't even begin to imagine what would have happened if he had to spend the whole day with Sirius in classes. He shook his head roughly, trying to shake away the images of Sirius shagging him on the Transfiguration Professor's desk. Sighing he leaned against the cold stone wall rubbing his temples. He could still feel the touch of Sirius's hands and lips on his skin. 'What am I going to do? He's infected me like some kind of disease! And I can't get rid of it...nor do I want too' He muttered the last part reluctantly.

After what seemed like hours, even days Remus shut off the water and stepped out of the shower. 'Wow you must have been really aroused to spend 2 hours standing under a waterfall of ice cold water!' giggled the mermaid. Remus groaned, feeling the heat creep down between his legs again. He dried himself and threw on his clean clothes which he had grabbed before he'd left the dorm. 'Next time bring your little friend Sirius with you!' giggled the mermaid again. Remus scowled and glared at her, storming from the prefects' bathroom. The nerve of her!

Now in a foul mood, Remus stomped all the way to the Great Hall. He kept unclenching and clenching his fists, gritting his teeth together. In his anger he'd totally forgotten his slight arousal, which was probably for the best. He stopped dead in his tracks once he entered the Great Hall, his eyes on the Gryffindor table. Sirius was attempting to eat his breakfast but a blonde 5th year Gryffindor girl was all over him! She was running one hand up his chest; the other was tangled in his air. She was kissing the side of his neck, and sucking on his ear. And from what Remus could see, Sirius wasn't protesting at all, but he wasn't acknowledging she was there either.

Remus's stomach turned and rumbled with jealousy and anger. 'So was I only some kind of toy to you Black? Is this some kind of sick joke? Lets' see how long it takes for Sirius Black to seduce Remus Lupin!' He snapped standing behind Sirius now. Sirius shoved the girl away and spun around, 'Moony! What are you talking about?' he asked shocked. Remus scowled, 'Don't play dumb with me Black! And for your information, two can play at your little game!' He grabbed Sirius by the front of his robes, and yanked him out of his seat. Remus crashed his lips to Sirius's, forcing his tongue past his lips. The whole Great Hall went quiet, watching them with shock.

Remus let go of Sirius and pulled away. With a final scowl he turned and stalked form the Great Hall. Sirius watched him go, his lips red and bruised. He sat there dumbfound for what seemed like hours. The girl from before was standing in front of him now, her arms cross over her chest and her right foot tapping angrily. She was gritting her teeth, 'what the hell was that Sirius? Are you having some affair with that scrawny ugly bookworm Lupin?' At her comment Sirius snapped out of his trance. His eyes darkened and he glared at her, 'Listen up, and you better listen good you no good whore! Remus isn't scrawny nor is he ugly! He may be a bookworm, but he is cute! Damn he is even sexy! He is even sexier then you!' The girl gasped flustered, she was about to bitch Sirius out, but he had shoved her aside and ran from the Great Hall. This angered the girl even more, 'WHERE THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING BLACK? DON'T YOU DARE TURN YOUR BACK ON ME!' When Sirius didn't acknowledge her, she let out a frustrated scream. 'No one…and I mean no one steals my man! Watch your back Lupin!' She hissed darkly before sitting back down at the Gryffindor table.

Sirius knew it wouldn't take him long to find Remus, he didn't even have to think to find him. He knew exactly where the hurt werewolf always went for comfort. The library. He entered the library huffing and puffing. Mme Pince glared at Sirius, 'Shh!' she hushed him it sounding like a snake's hiss. But Sirius ignored her and went straight to the back of the library. To Sirius's disappointment and utter shock Remus wasn't in his usual spot. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair, where else would Remus go when he's upset? Sirius growled and threw his arms up into the air stomping the ground. 'Why does he have to be so bloody difficult and sensitive?' Random people around the library shushed him, but he ignored them. 'Why can't he just pick ONE bloody place to sulk? Jesus bloody fucking Christ!' 'MR. BACLK! GET OUT!' Mme Pince shouted, as she swooped down on him like a falcon after a field mouse.

Sirius threw his arms over his head, as if Mme Pince might grab him by the scruff of his neck and drag him off to her office and feed him to some rabid-man-eating books. But fortunately he dashed from the library like a bat out of hell before she could feed him to her books, but that didn't stop her from docking points and shouting he had a detention after his retreating back. Once he was safely in the hall and out of the hell hole Remus liked to call a sanctuary. He sighed, Remus…..where could he be? Sirius toke a deep breath and headed towards the Gryffindor Tower. The werewolf might be crying his eyes out on his bed, and when Sirius got there he would hug him and mend his poor little glass broken heart. Then Remus would confess his undying love for him, and Sirius would take him! After confessing his own undying love to Remus though! He wasn't that shallow…sure he was that shallow with other girls…and the few guys he'd slept with…but Remus was special. No one could ever measure up to how much Sirius loved, wanted, needed, craved, lusted, desired Remus. He'd been suppressing these desperate feelings for so long, but when Remus came back this year…something was different about him. The boy had grown from a scrawny pale and sickly boy into a tall handsome dead sexy heart throb. He had become oh-so-deliciously-shaggable! Sirius wasn't just after his looks, oh no! He'd wanted Remus for almost 5 years! Ever since 2nd year! At first he thought he was just curious…but when he had kissed his first male play toy, he found it was rather enjoyable…but when he had kissed Remus the other day in the library it was indescribable! It was amazing! No it was beyond amazing! Sure he hadn't been planning on kissing him…but now he was more then happy he did!

'Are going to say the password Mr. Black? Or are you just going to stand out there like an idiot all day long?' The Fat Lady portrait snapped him out of his thoughts. He looked around, how he'd made it to the Gryffindor tower in one piece is a miracle! The Fat Lady cleared her throat, bringing Sirius's attention back to her again. 'Oh sorry Fat Lady…Ursa Major.' As she opened up to the Gryffindor Common room he flashed her one of his infamous smiles and winked. The Fat Lady giggled, making Sirius wince. Right now the only person he wanted to hear laugh was Remus…but he had to find the distressed werewolf first. He dashed across the common room, leaping over one couch not bothering to take the time to go around. But in the process he got his foot caught on the couch as he sailed over it landing flat on his face on the floor behind the couch. He stood quickly shrugging off the slight pain in his legs and bound up the stairs to the boys' dormitories two steps at a time. Fortunately he didn't miss a step and fall back down them. At the dorm door he straightened his tie, along with the rest of his uniform and braced himself. He took a deep breath and opened the door, 'Re…' The word fell from his mouth as it echoed in the empty dorm. Sirius frowned then let out a frustrated scream. 'GOD DAMN YOU OVER SENSITIVE MUTT! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?'

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While Sirius was running around the school like a complete and total loser looking in all the places he though his werewolf friend would ever willingly go to while upset, Remus actually sat out in the Qudditch pitch high up in the Gryffindor bleachers. He had chosen this place knowing if Sirius were to go looking for him the Pitch would be the last place the animage would ever look for him! Tears stained his face, his arms wrapped around his shaking body tightly. He was rocking back and forth, 'Why…why… I love him! And all I am to him is a toy! Why won't he love me?' He shook his head angrily and bitterly snorted to himself, 'Because you are a beast Remus! You are a monster! You don't deserve someone like Sirius! You don't deserve anyone!' He shouted angrily to himself squeezing his eyes shut. He placed his hands over his face, biting his lip hard. Blood trickled from his lip, dropping onto his white dress shirt. 'But I though that Sirius would actually love me…I thought someone would actually care about me!' He mumbled through his hands. He dropped his hands, wiping the blood from his lip. 'Well you though wrong didn't you Remus! No one will ever care about a WEREWOLF! You are too dangerous!' He said bitterly to himself.

Even though he knew it was true, and he'd told himself that many times it still brought on fresh tears. 'MOONY?' Remus looked up at the call of his name, his eyes snapped towards the ground. Sirius was standing on the pitch, shouting up at him. 'MOONY! THERE YOU ARE!' He dashed towards the bleacher, making his way up to Remus. When Sirius was beside the werewolf he was panting and gasping for breath. He straightened himself up and threw himself at Remus. He wrapped his arms tightly around the werewolf's shivering body, 'Oh god Remus…You are not just a toy to me!' Remus sniffled, 'I am so…I saw the way that girl was all over you!' Sirius chuckled, earning him a glared from the boy in his arms. 'Oh Amanda? She's a whore. I didn't bother stopping her because she just keeps coming back; I've tried to stop her before she is too stupid to realize I don't like girls! It's rather revolting to have her fake breasts pressed against my back!' Remus couldn't help but chuckle at Sirius's comment about her breasts. 'But…' 'No buts Remus! What I did all yesterday and this morning was done for a reason. At that reason is that I love you Remus… I love everything about you…I've always had!'

Remus wanted to so badly to tell Sirius that he loved him too, more than anything but he couldn't do it. He slipped from Sirius's arms, 'I am sorry Sirius. But I don't love you…I can't love a player. I can't love anyone, werewolves are not meant to love. In the end I would just end up hurting you Sirius…I'm sorry.' He said rather bitterly. With a final glance at Sirius over his shoulder he walked off. Tears fell from his eyes, he couldn't be with Sirius…he would only hurt him and that's the last thing he wanted to do!

Sirius watched Remus walk off with complete shock on his face. He stood up, his own tears now falling, 'BUT REMUS! I DON'T CARE! I DON'T CARE IF WEREWOLVES AREN'T MEANT TO LOVE! YOU WERE MEANT TO LOVE REMUS! I'LL STOP BEING A PLAYER FOR YOU REMUS! PLEASE! YOU WON'T HURT ME! I LOVE YOU REMUS! PLEASE……' He fell to his knees when Remus didn't look but, and just kept on walking. 'Remus…I love you… Please… Don't do this to me!' Tears began to fall heavily from his eyes now. Sirius's wasn't the type to cry, but now he was bawling. He wrapped his arms around himself, 'Why….why…I told him I love him…I heard him! He told himself he loved me…I heard him say it! So why won't he tell me! Why won't he let me love him?'

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A/N: sorry it took so long! Well here it is! Chapter 5! The long awaited chapter