Speachless

My eyes looked over the 9 1/2 carat dimond ring. Taking the ring from Sasha's hand I grab the keys to the Range Rover and bolts out the house.

"Adriana! Adriana!"

After making a few calls, I found the hotel where Mark was staying at, I texted Glen. I would've knock but that would be too nice, instead I bam that motherfucker down like the cops. "Open up the damn door Mark!"

"What the fuck do you want?" He snapped.

"You are a son of a bitch! You were going to propose to me but went back to your wife? You are sick as hell Mark!" I tossed the ring in his face. "So what the hell?"

"I DON'T KNOW ALRIGHT, I DON'T KNOW I LOVE YOU OKAY. I REALIZE MAKING MY KIDS HAPPY ISNT THE WAY TO GO. DO IT FOR THE KIDS DO IT FOR THE FAMILY...OKAY THAT SHIT DIDN'T WORK!"

"THEN WHY DIDN'T MARRY ME ?" There..I said it. "How come it wasn't me?"

Mark couldn't answer that question cause it will seem like everything was full of shit and for the most part it was. "I didn't want to hurt you Adriana, we already agreed that we were fine just having a good time but deep down I was in love you. But if Jodi wanted me back during the time we were...together I woulda went back crowling to her in a heart beat."

As much as I was sinking my teeth into my MAC Pink Lemondae lip gloss, tears were still about to run down my face. He began to walk colser to me. "I didnt want to hurt you, but in the end I did anyway...more than once and I am sorry for that."

"Mark you-"

He kisses me. I shouldnt but I kissed him back, my hand got tangled into his hair and in a quick movement, Mark lifts me up and places me on the counter of his hotel room. I got wett instantly at his hands roaming all over my body and his lips planting butterfly kisses on me. "Mark...stop." He didn't listen and I didn't force him too, instead he grabs me again and take me into the bedroom. Mark hoovering over me, I couldn't see a thing. The room was dark with only a little bit of light from the LA city skyline and the moon showed through the window. Even the noise from the streets didnt bother me hell I was use too but it was slinet...dead slinet. Moans excape both of our mouths and to be honest, it made me want him even more. "OUCH!" He bites me.

"You were focused." He growled.

I wasn't I really wasnt. But turst me I was into it. Marks bit tattooed covered arms hooks both of my legs around his waist. Without hesitation he slid into me, my insides were pleased. With one quick movement, my D&G dress was gone from my body. I didn't have on bra since the dress supported everything, so that made my tits easy access for Mark to suck on. Eventhough, I've always seen Mark with A-B size cut girls, he loved my DD's with a passion. I watched as his tounge flicked my nipple and sucking on them.

"Body I love you."

Those words made me feel good no lie. "You should've been my wife ten years ago. I was stupid." And he was, laid thier enjoying the thrust he was giving me. "Adriana I need you in my life."

He then rolled over to his back so that I was on top. "Ahhh...mmmmm." Riding him was so beyond mind blowing. "Fuck." I had to bite me lip, I was so lost in a daze. Mark placed his hands on my hips and began to pump me faster making my body jump and my breast sway.

"Like that?"

"Yeahh." I kissed him on the lips. "Hit this shit from the back." Mark hands quickly grabs my hair, he was a little rough but I knew he didnt mean to be shit it was really turning me on. Lifting me off dick, I placed myslef on all fours with Mark still having a tight grip on my hair. He smacks my ass, that turned me on too. I felt the tip of his tounge start at the bottom of my spine and ends at the nape of my neck. His lips touch my ear. "Tell me this pussy is mine and not your husbands." He said in a husky tone sliding into me. Ughhh I couldn't do that...Mark you hurt me more than once in so many ways.

October 99

Mark stood in the bathroom doorway watching Adriana place items into her gym bag. "I'm sorry."

Adriana didn't make eye contact. "There's no reason to be. Were weren't dating or neaither was we serious or whatever. I mean if you really love her you don't owe me a apologly for marriying her Mark.

Mark gently laid his head on the inner frame of the door. "I knew...I...I don't know."

"Yeah me eaither." The blonde said zipping up her gym bag and placing the women's title on her shoulder. "Good luck though, I hope she's the one." She meant that.

Mark couldn't say anything , instead he smlied and graced her with a hug and a soft peck on the lips. "Thank you."

Later on that day...

Joanie walked into the women's locker room to find her friend staring at her championship belt. "I don't think your belt is going anywhere hon." She joked until she saw tears falling from Adriana's beautiful face. "I...I'm sorry."

"It's not you Joanie." She sobbed. "Trust me it's not you because your still here."

Joanie locked the door and sat next to her friend on the bench. "What's...what's the matter?"

"Owen is gone, after months I couldn't cry. Now I am. Sasha is marrying Bret and is retiring soon...Mark..." The tears came down even harder. "He's marrying her."

Joanie gasp. "Oh...I'm...I'm sorry." She pulled the female closer to her in a tight hug.

"I'm alone...I have no one-"

"Stop that. Rodney is head over heels in love with you. To be honest, you brought that upon yourslef when Mark told you that he was serious with that chick-"

Adriana brought her head up and stared at the female before her. "Chyna please." She was pissed. "Mark don't-"

"Don't say it or you will be in denial." Joanie said.

Adriana knew Joanie was right, it wouldn't make sense for her to keep telling herslef that it was a joke that Mark was getting married. But it was so true...it was reaitly and she had to get over it.


"Ahhhhh...yeesssssss...Mark."

"Tell me Adriana...tell me."


December 2000

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you

"I can't believe your leaving." Joanie hugs her.

"I know me eaither but need to make room for the new girls." Adriana spoke. "But I'm glad to be doing it facing Ivory and Jacquline."

Joanie hugs her. "Joe...I...I can't breath."

"Adriana." A deep voice growled from the dorrway.

Joanie looks down at Adriana and then to Mark. "I have to catch up with Hunter, I'll see you later."

"Okay."

Before closing the door behinde her, Joanie gave her a good friend a nervous look. Adriana cut her eyes on Mark. "Hello."

"Your retire-"

"Yeah I am." Adriana corssed her arms.

They said you were leavin'
Someone swept you heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true

"You sure this is what you want to do? I mean you love wreslting."

Adriana smirks. "I do, but I am in love with Rondey and were about to take things to the next level. Besides...my run is up. Females only last sooo long in the business."

So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go

"I just came to say good bye I didn't want to-"

"It's...it's...fine. I need to go though, my match will be coming up pretty soon." Adriana spoke.

"Right...right...mines is right after yours so. I have to get ready as well." Mark spoke getting up and opening the door for her. Oddly, Glen and Joanie were having a conversation right outside the door.

Mark watched as the blonde headed to the ring for the last time. As he watched the ten mintue match, Adriana walked out of the arena the winner and the women's champion holding the title a record breaking seven times. It was officaly over, they both had moved on but now it was sign, sealed, and delievered.

"I'm going to miss her."

Mark nod his head in agreement. "Yeah...Vince I'm going to too."

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone


"I'm finna ...finna come...ahhhhh"

As we both screamed out our orgasms, instantly we fell on the bed and attempt to regain our breathing rate back. Mark held me tight in his arms and fell alseep, but before he drifted off he moved in close to me. "Adriana, I was serious about everything."

Again I was slinet. I could speak. But I did cry...softly, and feel alseep inside his arms.

It was four in the morning and I needed to make a move I had a intreview and DVD signing. As I slipped on my heels and dress, while closing the door shut qutiely. My heart stop at the person siting on the sofa.

The female arched a brow and smirked corssing her arms. "Adriana...you looked like you saw a gosht."

Feeling like I did, as a matter of fact I pretty sure my face is plae white. For some reason I grip my Prada clutch tighter cause I had a feeling that I was eaither going to have to use it for a weapon or...for some reson I was unsure of yet. But I'm pretty sure I was about to find out. "...Sara..."

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