The first cut is the deepest by Sheryl Crowe. Thanks for reading and the reviews. I love you all. Much Love…
xoxo
Plug: I have a new story posted name "Breakeven"
Also, "The way things are" I will be wrapping that up soon as well.
The first cut is the deepest…I'll try to love again
"Hey Joanie."
"Hi Adriana...wow you've gotten so big."
"Don't remind me."
Joanie placed her hand on my round belly. "32 weeks huh?"
"Yeah, and I know for sure when they grow up they're going to be a wrestler because its been doing my signature moved inside of me. Either that or play soccer."
"So who's that father."
"Steve." I said simply Joanie eyes blinked. "Huh?"
"Steve...as in Steve Williams...Stunner stone cold."
I shot up breathing heavily...what the hell? What kind of dream was that?.
"Are you okay?" Rodney asks.
"Yeah, just kind had a weird dream. That's all." I headed to bathroom. I looked into mirror and the only fact about that dream was that I was big as a house.
"Babe? You alright?" Rodney asks again.
"Yeah, babe. I am. I'm just going to get ready so we can take the boys to Bryce's game."
"All right, I'll make breakfast."
"Okay." A hour later I got ready to leave and grabbed a couple of grapes and a bagel. "Ouch."
"You okay?" Rodney asks.
"Yeah she just kicking me."
"Well don't you want her?" Alan asks.
I has to turn my head and look at him. "What?"
"I said don't you want her?"
I looked at Rodney then back at our son. "Yeah…yeah Alan I do."
He tosses his hands up in the air. "Well then let her do it then. Stop complaining."
How in the hell do I respond to that? "You know sometimes I wonder if he's been here before."
"I want ice cream."
Rodney starts the engine. "It's breakfast you'll get ice cream later."
"Nooooo!" Randal spat.
"HEY! Don't make me come back there. Chill out." I said giving him that "Mommy mean business and she doesn't feel like being bothered with her whining toddler who is being a brat" face. "Randy, sit back."
He kicks the seat and finally sits back. I shot Rodney a look. "I'm gonna kick his little ass."
"Please don't, he's just two-"
"So? He's been acting up."
"Maybe because he known's he might not be the baby anymore." Rodney smirks.
"Yeah…whatever." Oh damn it. "Ouch!" Oh…shit my water just broke.
"What? Want me to pull-" Rodney see the expression on my face and that must've gave him a clue. "Are you serious?"
One year later…
"I still cannot believe you spent almost one hundred grand on her room." Joanie says as she gently placed toddler inside of her custom made crib/toddler bed. The sheets were pink with bedding decorations of zebra pink.
Adriana walks in close by her. "Yeah well this is my baby. And there are much more cutie things for girls than boys."
Jonaie nods in agreement. "Yeah I know."
Adriana kisses her daughter on the cheeks before running her hand slightly through her baby daughters auburn read hair. "It's amazing how much she looks like him."
"Yeah, she has his eyes and everything." She kisses her daughter again. "Night night baby Alana." Walking out of the room, she walks her best friend outside.
"You know I'm going to miss you. Can't believe your moving to Texas."
"Me either, all I know is LA. I grew up here and everything. And my mother and father has already found a place down there."
Joanie smiles. "I can believe it. There's no way your moving their grandkids to Austin Lakes without her."
"Yeah…Besides he said that it will be better to raise the family there." Adriana sighs. "LA is more for single people but…Texas is laid back and more family orient. I believe I'll love it there. And I'm only a few hours from Rebecca and Shawn."
"Yay. Well I better get going. Kiss the boys for me."
"I will."
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...
As Adriana checked up on her kids she made her way to her bedroom.
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I knowThe first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst
Adriana stares at the man laying on their bed before she slowly makes her way towards him. "I missed you today."
"Same here baby." He says kissing her.
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want I'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know
"You know I'm glad were working this out baby. Things have been very difficult the past three years." Adriana said tracing the large tattoo on his left upper arm.
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I knowThe first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst
"Yeah, but we overcame that. It's all good. I do hate leaving the kids friends here; I guess they'll make new ones."
Adriana nods in agreement with him. "I love you."
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want I'll try to love again(Try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know,
"As much drama you put me through I love you even more. I'm glad I'm with you Adriana."
The blonde looks into the eyes of her man. "I'm glad I'm with you, and I wouldn't have it any other way Rodney."
So, there you have it. I'm not proud of my action but then again I'm not perfect. I know I am a great mother, and legend in the world of wrestling. But there are things I need to get right in my relationship with my husband, and my friendship with Sasha who've I've yet to speak with. I just hope one day we can come face to face with other and talk things over. I still don't know who got their hands on that video tape nor who leaked it, but deep down I know who it was, but having no proof that bitch was innocent. And to Mark…I got love for this man even though he put me through a lot of shit. Mentally and emotionally, he wrecked me, and I still love him. He's dating that girl now Natasha I think. I hope she's the one, and I hope that he's happy. Now I'm moving to Texas with my family in tow, I'll miss California but I'm starting a new chapter in my life, drama free is what I aim to be but then again…I'm Adriana The Body…so a year from now who knows. I might be back for another sequel…