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I'm losing myself tryin to compete With everyone else instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways Instead of always being weak
(i got really into the song because its really about me)
I don't wanna be afraid I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today And know that I'm okay Cause everyone's perfect in unusual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
(i looked around at everyone, shane was starring at me amazed with curiousty across his face i looked back at the guitar)
The mirror can lie Doesn't show you what's inside And it, it can tell you you're full of life It's amazing what you can hide Just by putting on a smile
I don't wanna be afraid I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay Cause everyone's perfect in unusual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
I'm quickly finding out I'm not about to break down, not today I guess I always knew That I had all the strength to make it through
And not gonna be afraid I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, now, now I believe in me Now I believe in me 2x
i finished strumming the chords
i opened my eyes which i didnt realize i had closen and looked around at everyone Jason was clapping away excitedly!
i giggled at him and looked at caitlyn who had a huge grin on her face and she looked at nate which i did too.
"see!" Caitlyn said to nate he looked shocked with a huge smile on his face.
"wow mitchie! caitlyns right your amazing" i blushed! that compliment coming from him! ahh!
"thanks" nate nodded at caitlyn
i looked at shanehe had a sweet smile on as he just stared at me. causing me to blush and i looked down.
"your wow...im speechless...that was extremly amazing." shane complimented that coming from Shane! Oh my god! i could scream, but of course thats not what i did, i blushed! how many times are these boys gonna make me blush!
"Thank you" i smiled huge as i looked at him. he winked at me, and i bit my bottom lip trying not to blush or have a huge embarressing smile spread across my face.
Denise came in at that moment. "aww how sweet...what happened?" she laughed
"Mitchie just sang for us. She's really good." Nate replied
"yeah mom! like just wow!" Jason agreed
"aw thats awesome!" Denise smiled at me. i smiled back "well boys almost time to leave" she said to them.
i handed Nate back his guitar. the 3 of them sighed Caitlyn frowned. as i felt a sudden sadness go through me.
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"Hey we will still be in this town till tomorrow night. tomorrow you got the day off remember ?" she asked the boys
"of course we couldnt forget since Jason asked us every 5 minutes telling us he wants to make a bird feeder. " Nate said while rolling his eyes. Caitlyn giggled as he did that.
Shane now had his arm resting on the back of the couch behind my head. so i was sort of closer to him than i was before. it was as if his arm was a wall sepereating a teeny space between us. i mean even with his arm down i felt like i was sitting close to him, and with his arm behind me i felt even closer. eep!
My phone buzzed i quickly grabbed it from my purse and read the text
When you coming home? should i order any food? or did you already eat? -mom
Um we will be there soon. um we havent eatten yet but will probably grab something on the way back. so dont wait for us, you can eat mom. : ) -Mitch.
i sent it. my phone beeped ugh!
Facebook notification. WHAT! Noone told me about this! What are you keeping secrets from me now? -From: Sierra.
dang it she read my status update. i looked at Caitlyn with a worried look.
"what?" she asked confused i handed her my phone and she read the comment. "thats not good."
"what?" asked shane "our best friend Sierra read my facebook status and she thinks me and caitlyn are keeping secrets from her. shes mad. " i told him
"about what?" shane asked confused
"my status said 'sitting front row at connect 3 concert' and the most recent was 'heading backstage' and now shes mad cause we didnt tell her we were going to this concert. " i answered him and his face became understaing.
"but hey not our fault. i mean she went away to her families for half the summer, so we wouldnt have been able to invite her. plus only 2 tickets. so i mean it saved an argument that she went away. so not our fault" Caitlyn said defending us.
i giggled at her response. oh caitlyn always got to seem like the good person with an attitude. haha. Shane and Nate and Jason all chuckled. we all seemed to really be getting along. i thought it was just gonna be a 'hi' get a pic and an autograph and then leave. but ha we are talking and just hanging out .
right now its about 10:30pm, and i was pretty tired from screaming and going crazy for them. so i kept yawning, trying to make them not loud yawns. but shane seemed to be noticing. He moved his hand off the back of the couch and put it around my shoulders and rubbed my right arm. oh my god shane gray is rubbing my arm! i wanted to freak out but that would make him stop. and i didnt want that. but it made me tired than i was.
Caitlyn whispered to them as i was almost dozing off "She sleeps early, happens for the first week of summer due to school schedule, but after the first week she stays up like all night." she giggled "but knowing me, if me and her are hanging out having sleep overs starting the day summer begings, which is tomorrow will be first day of our vacation, i make her stay up all night, to get her on the lateness early. but i give her the first night, like tonight to sleep. id feel rude." they all quietly laughed.
I felt myself lean into Shane's side as i went into my sleep, i wanted, okay well i didnt want to but i was thinking about sitting up straight or leaning the other way incase he didnt want me leaning on him, but its just the way i leaned and was so in sleep i couldnt sit up, and plus he was comfy and he didnt push me away. he actually rubbed my arm, and gave me a little squeeze, holding me to him. i fell asleep then, not wanting to because i was afraid that when i wake up, they will be gone and i wouldnt have been able to say goodbye, or thank you, or how much i enjoyed the night. but my tiredness took over me and i fell asleep leaning on shane, with his arm around me rubbing my right arm.
Shanes POV
i saw that Mitchie was asleep, and knew she was because of her even breathing. she was so adorable. i rubbed her arm, and looked over at everyone else.
"what are we gonna do?" I asked the 3 of them.
"take her home?" Nate asked
"Well i mean if she wakes up and you guys are gone, and she didnt get to say goodbye or anything, she will feel guilty that she fell asleep, and very sad that she didnt get to say goodbye. she will be miserable." Caitlyn told us. I liked her answer. i didnt want to leave Mitchie, without getting to say bye, when shes awake. i couldnt just leave her while she is asleep.
"well what should we do then miss smarty pants caitlyn?" Nate teased Caitlyn laughed
"um well then again, you do have the day off tomorrow. Maybe hang with us?" Caitlyn offered shyly. to me it seemed she just really wanted to hang with Nate. haha they like each other, obviously. Jason was already sleep. when did he fall asleep? i have no clue. hes random. but as the 2 stared at each other smiling, i decided to answer.
"yeah i think thats a great idea." i smiled they snapped out their smiling with redness appearing in their cheeks.
"yeah i agree" Nate smiled
"yay!" caitlyn giggled.
"alright lets get to Mitchies." i stood up and picked Mitchie up bridal style and carried her out to my moms truck. i sat her on the seat in the middle and i got in next to her and leaned her back against me with my arm around her. Nate and Caitlyn climbed in the row behind me and Mitchie and sat together. Jason who i guess mom woke him up, climed in the seat next to the other side of mitchie, and dad in the passengers side and mom climbed in the drivers side. Caitlyn told her how to get to Mitchies house. Right when we got infront of mitchies house our car broke down and wouldnt start.
"see mom new car you need!" Jason said. yeah he talks weird when he is tired.
"i know i know i know!" she said and got out the car. i climbed out and picked Mitchie up again, we all walked to her door. Caitlyn rang the bell.
Mitchies mom answered. "
Hi!" Caitlyn smiled
"hello hello, come in everyone" she opened the door wider letting us all in. she saw me holding a sleeping Mitchie "her rooms upstairs first door on your left." she told me and i nodded, bringing Mitchie upstairs. I went into the room that was the first one on my left, and saw posters of Connect 3, i chuckled and layed her down in her bed.
Mitchie stirred awake. "mmmm" she slowly opened her eyes. i was actually happy, cause i wanted to see her awake.
"hey" i smiled.
"hi" she softly said and looked around seeing we were in her room. "oh my god!"
MITCHIES POV
"Oh my god!" i freaked out once i realized i was in my room with shane gray, which my room had connect 3 and him all over my walls! no ! this is embarrassing! "I'm sorry!" i turned red and frowned.
"for what?" Shane asked with a confused look on his face.
"your in my room!" I said while sitting up
"is that a really bad thing?" he asked still confused
"yes! i have pictures of you and your brothers all over my walls!" i felt my face turn redder than it already was.
Shane chuckled. "its okay mitchie. i dont mind."
"well im embarrassed!" now i deffinatly creeped him out and he probably would date me due to the fact im a fan. life...ugh!
"you dont have to be." he smiled at me.
i frowned. "you probably just want to run away and never talk to me again."
"whoa! what !" Shane looked shocked
"your pictures everywhere. your probably like 'ew another fan just great' you probably dont want to see your pictures all on my walls." i got teary eyed.
Shanes pov
i saw her get teary eyed. wow she is really embarressed taking this serious, that im in her room, where my face is everywhere. i mean yeah its abit crazy, but i dont mind, really i dont. i really like mitchie whether my face is on her walls or not. which in this case they are. haha. i felt bad that shes teary eyed thinking i dont want to speak to her. i sat down on the bed next to her and hugged her.
"mitchie, trust me, im being honset with you, i really do not mind."
She looked at me, then around her room. "okay" she whispered. "i'm sorry for freaking out" she looked up at me.
i smiled at her. "it's okay" she leaned her head against me and sighed.
i rubbed her arm, and kissed the top of her head. Soon i realized that her breathing was even and i looked down at her and saw that her eyes were closed. She's sleeping. I layed her down on her bed and tucked her in and left the room quietly. I walked back downstairs and saw Nate. and Caitlyn in the kitchen eatting cookies. And Jason was eatting ice cream. My mom and Dad where talking to Mitchies mom. I walked over to them.
"hey whats going on?" i asked my parents, reffering to the car that wont start up.
" is letting us spend the night. She has guest rooms." My mom explained
i smiled "awesome"
"so make your self feel at home" Ms. Torres said with a smile. "
thank you" i nodded and went to the couch. later that night we all found out what room we are staying in and i went to bed. long night with the concert and all. I was happy to admit thought, i get to wake up knowing i'll see Mitchie and I get to spend the day with her, yes good thoughts to fall asleep too! Can't wait for an exciting fun tomorrow.
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but i just wanted to get them to meet and all, which might of not been in the most interesting ways but it is different from just getting a picture and autograph
right?
well i never been to a concert so ive never been backstage!
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ps. Was this Chapter too short? should i make them longer? i can and i dont mind