Im sorry! some of you thought the last chapter would be longer. Sorry :( well hey heres another chapter! and ahh thank you i got 6 reviews on my last chapter! I woke up this morning checked my email and counted 6 review emails. i was shocked i checked my story and there was 6 new reviews! thank you! and i havent mentioned the fact that i gotten emails about Story Alerts and all that other stuff omg you people are setting alerts on my story! im so happy! :D
Can We Pretend that airplanes in the night in the night skies
are like shooting stars?
i could really use a wish right now
wish right now
wish right now.
-Hayley Williams
^ love this song! ^
oh and Disclamer: I sadly do not own...the..characters. :(
anyways you amazing people, Enjoy :)
Ending of last chapter
whats so funny?" shane asked and chuckled at my random giggle
right when i was gonna tell him, its when i felt something...a hand grip my shoulder from behind and i screamed terrified.
Now
I turned around and there was a man! he was tall and he seemed to have muscles but man it was so dark, but he was under the street light, i had no clue who he was and i started to back up and he had this smirk on his face. what the hell was he smirking for? i remembered the phone in my hand which i head a voice, shane. I put the phone to my ear while backing away.
"shane.." my voice shook.
"mitchie why did you scream whats going on?" Shane asked, he sounded scared for me.
i looked at the man still there with that smirk on his face, his head tilted a little to the side as he stared at me. "uh Shane...uh theres someone st-" the guy walked or well the freaking flew at me and i screamed. he probably didnt want the person (Shane) on the phone to know what was going on. i pulled the phone from my ear and started to run from the man. I heard his feet running at me, i turned the corner and i saw a car, it looked..like my car. i ran towards not even sure if it was, i looked back to see if the guy was still after me and i saw him starring at me evily. he looked pissed! i looked foward even though i was afraid that when i looked away from him, he would come after me, he didnt though, cause i reached the car and saw my mom looking at her phone. i opened the door and jumped in out of breath, her head shot up, with a frightened look then her face went back to relieved when she saw it was me.
"Honey you scared me! i was just about to call you to tell you i was over here. How did you know? why are you out of breathe?" she looked confused.
i sighed and layed my head back against the seat and closed my eyes, trying to breathe normally. after a moment of silence and feeling my mom stare at me. i sighed.
"I was..uh..paranoid and decided to run to see if i could find you." i lied. well i mean i was paranoid!
"okay sweetie. you alright? you had me so scared!" Worry crossing her face.
i looked at her and nodded "im fine" then i remembered shane, i had hung up on him while running. i will call him when i get home. i ignored all texts and calls on the way home.
there was a silence amoungst me and my mom as she drove home. she was probably in a way mad at me for running away, and i didnt want to talk about it, so i kept quiet, i just sat there, eyes closed, head against the seat. my mom drifted off, i started thinking about shane.
i felt my moms hand on me and i jumped a little at her random touch. i opened my eyes and saw we were infront of our house. i got out the car and walked inside with my mom following.
"honey -" my mom started i knew exactly what she wanted to talk about.
"mom please can we talk about this tomorrow?" i yawned
she sighed "fine. go get some sleep" she headed off towards the kitchen .
i rushed upstairs and changed into pajamas. i then decided id text shane. i was way to tired to talk on the phone.
Shane i'm okay, im home. ill call you tomorrow, im tired and i want to go to sleep. thank you
i sent it too him. i didnt decide to wait for a reply, i just shut my eyes, and fell asleep.
The Next Morning, i woke up to the sun shining through my windows! ugh i hate when i forget to close the shades. I yawned and got up went to my balcany doors and opened them and nice breeze came through. i smiled and walked over to my closet, i picked out clothes for today and i went to the bathroom
after showering and getting ready for the day, i grabbed my phone and it said Next Text Messages. 3 of them
I clicked the first one from Shane:
Im glad your ok!what happened? im glad your home! i was so worried! good night, and please dont forget to call. And for what?
before replying i decided to read the other messages. next from Caitlyn
Mitchie im so sorry! Shane told me you home and okay! im so glad! i was worried! are you still mad at me?
i rolled my eyes and read the 3rd one from Nate
Mitchie! :) glad your okay. I Miss you alot! we need to talk! its important! :D
i giggled and replied to him
NATE! thanks :D i miss you a lot! like omg! Nate! gosh! and okay whats up? lets talk! i wanna know!
after i sent the reply i checked the time 10:30am. that means its only 7:30am in LA. Oh well ill get a reply later. i replied to Shanes though.
Thank you.. a lot. for talking to me and caring. ill call you soon.
then...i debabted on caitlyns and put my phone down. still to upset. my stomach growled. i giggled and ran downstairs and saw my mom sitting in the kitchen reading the newspaper
"Morning..Mom.."
"morning Mitchie" she said while not taking her eyes off of the newspaper. i rolled my eyes and went to the fridge and grabbed a bagel and cream cheese. i made the bagel in silence. the only noise really was the paper when my mom switched pages. then the toaster popping. it was an awkward annoying silence. after i cream cheesed my bagle i sat across my mom, and took a bite. Mine as well talk to her about it. shes obviously mad at me. ugh!
"mom"
"mitchie" her tone was so banal.
i held back the annoying sigh i wanted to release. "mom im sorry"
"yeah sure you are" her eyes stayed on the paper.
this time i let out the sigh "really mom! i was upset! all my friends are gone! what you expect me to be all cheerful as if my life is perfectly fine! well its not!" i exploded with anger..that shocked me
my mom looked at me as if she didnt hear the anger in my voice as i had yelled at her. "Mitchie, i understand that but really you dont need to run away. all that happened was you got lost, then all scared and paranoid. so see if you knew to be smart and not run off you would of been home able to sleep it off without ever going through paranoid feelings."
wow she just wow! "wow really mom! you trying to make me feel all guilty for this"
"what do you want me to feel guilty cause i dont!" she said seriously
"Thats not what im trying to do!"
"you know mitchie it is not my fault you chose to be all insecure! and chose not to believe in yourself! your chose the way your life is! youd have more friends if you had more confidence ! but i guess that didnt ever click in your head!"
this is something i would never expect my mom to say to me! why is she doing this? "Wow mom thank you so much to make me realize how much you dont care! you didnt nothing to help me when i grew up! its not my fault people chose me to bully-"
"its your lack of confidence! your so vulnerable!"
my eyes got watery "I HATE YOU!" i ran out the kitchen and to my room, i slammed and locked the door. i ran to my phone and called the person who was always there to help me...caitlyn
"hello?" i heard her tired voice, i must of woken her
"im sorry" i cried
she realized i was crying. "Mitchie" she sounded awake "mitchie whats wrong hun tell me everything"
"My mom doesnt care about me" i cried trying to not let out sobs
"Mitch thats not true-"
"It is! she just said the worst things to me!" i told her the conversation me and my mom had just had.
"Oh my god! but hun you know...i mean you arent confident.."
"i know Caitlyn! i know! but thats not the point! at least when you say it your trying to help me! your being my best friend! the way she said it as if she didnt want me as her daughter, she said it without caring. she was blaming me for the suffering i go through, she said nothing to help me! she looked at me like i was a joke!"
Caitlyn sighed "ugh i wish i could be there for you Mitch"
i cried "yeah..noone is"
"Mitchie-"
"i got to go" with that i hung up. i then texted Sierra
You Hate me?
Omg Mitchie no! we havent talked in so long! how are you?
Thank you. i know, i thought you was mad. and im alright. could be a lot better. Hey when you coming back?
I was but got over it, i realized it would of been an argument on who got the ticket if i was there. hehe. and aww whats wrong? and ill be back in 2 weeks! :/ long, but yeah.
okay cool :) and a lot has happened. and yeah thats what Cait said. lol. and aww i wish it was tomorrow..Caitlyn moved..to LA
Aww dont want to tell me? ;P and SHE DID? WHEN? Who are you hanging with this summer?
I do, but ill tell you when your back, in person. and yeahh yesterday. Noone
Okay :) and omg mitchie im sorry :(
Dont worry about it, im good, bored, but good.
I got a new text from Nate
Look outside your balcany now!
i looked confused at my phone and then shrugged and stepped onto my balcany and went to the fence part and put my hands on it and looked down and i saw a curly haired boy with grin on his fate waving at me, his name? NATE! i smiled huge and ran downstairs and out the front door and lounged at his open arms hugging him tightly. he chuckled and returned the tight hug.
"Nate! what are you doing here?" i was so happy but so confused!
"Forgot my guitar at the stadium, i decided to go along with big mike to get it, so i could see you. " he smiled
i giggled against his chest. "what am i your best friends?"
"yes! of course, which i need to talk to you! remember important!"
oh yeah! "yeah i remember. come on" i pulled him inside of my house and to my room, we sat down on the floor across from each other. "whats up?"
"well, i need your advice."
"okay cool what for?" i think i already knew, girl advise. Caitlyn! i smirked
"what?" he noticed my smirk
"oh nothing, just continue" i giggled
"okay so, um i-i like um c-c-aitlyn-" he was so nervous
"i knew it!" i squealed. "sorry" i apologized when i noticed the confused look he was giving me "continue"
"okay and i dont know if she likes me-"
"she does!" i interruppted with a grin on my face. stop interrupting mitchie!
"she does?" he grinned
i nodded "yes! trust me she does! are you gonna ask her out?" i was so excited
"yeah im planning on it, but i need your help. i mean i dont know what kind of dates she likes, i mean i dont even know how to choose what to do on a first date." he admitted with light blush in his cheeks
i giggled he so adorable; no i dont like him like that btw only as a friend. "aww!" i grinned "i can totally help you!" i was so excited.
he sighed in relief. "thank you"
"no problem bestie!" i giggled "okay so the date i think would be best is if you go to a beach, a nice one, that not a lot of people or actually no, at the time where the sun it setting. and then you should like have picnic, i mean beaches in LA must get packed, so instead of all being awkward with chairs and a table." Nate would find it awkward cause he is so shy "and so have a picnic, make steak, with nmash patatos her favorite. with water to drink, that way the drink wont ruin her food, thats why if its good food she drinks water, and since you cant have soda... but anyways have a picnic on the beach when the sun is setting, get to know her more. talk. you shy curl head!" i smiled
he was nodding in approval to my plan "Your coming to LA with me."
"what?" i asked shocked
"Yup, your coming, i need you to be there when the dates over!"
i giggled in awe at how much me and him are becoming best friends. i nodded with a grin "okay!"
my mom didnt care that i was going, i rolled my eyes and me and nate packed me some clothes.
"why did she seem to not care?" he asked curiously as he put my clothes in my suite case as i handed them to him.
"I dont know, ever since this morning she just doesnt care about me." i sighed
he didnt say that she cared about me, cause he didnt think she did from the way she didnt care i was leaving. he nodded and put the clothes in my bag.
after deciding how long i would stay, 2 weeks, then sierra will be back and i will have her to hang with, we went to the limo he came in. i was so excited and he told me that noone else knew i was going.
after the long plane ride, i slept like th whole way.
when we arrived i felt Nate shake me lightly.
"Mitch wake up"
i grumbled and opened my eyes. he was standing next to his seat chuckling. i glared at him while he took my luggage and his guitar down from above our seats. "come on sleepy head."
i rolled my eyes and stood up stretched and followed him off the plane. when we got into the airport cameras flashed widly and girls screamed when they say Nate. its Nate Gray! girls came running over and Big Rob his body gaurd was trying to keep them away. Nate signed a few things, before grabbing my hand and rushing us out to the limo that waited for us and big rob. he held my hand is he stupid! that would end up all over the internet i can see it now 'Nate's New Girl?' "Whose Nate's Mystery Girl?' ugh whatever thats his problem. i shook away the thought and became excited! id see Caitlyn! and SHANE! and Jason! haha ! yay!
When we arrived infront of this huge hou- no Mansion! my jaw dropped.
"This place his huge!"
Nate chuckled "yes now lets go"
we got out the limo and he took my stuff inside and led me to a guest room, i knew id get lost trying to find people in this house. The guest room was huge! it was like the freaking size of my house! Nate put my stuff down
"You can unpack. Make youself at home." Nate chuckled at me cause i guess he found me shocked amusing.
"want to help? pleasee"
he sighed "fine"
we unpacked my stuff, i mean i wanted him here so when i was done i wouldnt have to get lost trying to find him. after unpacking he led me downstairs
"come on Shane, and Jason and My parents are outback. You can surprise them" he smiled
"none of them know im here? how do you know its okay for me to stay here?" i asked glaring at him
he laughed "mitch they love you its okay ! you let us stay at your house, they will let you stay here, they dont mind. now lets go. " he dragged me downstairs.
we walked outback his parents where at a table that had their backs towards us. Shane was with a little boy and Jason in the pool.
Nate cleared his throa "look whose here!" he annouced loudly enough for them all to hear.
They all looked at us
"Mitchie?" they all seemed to say at the same time, minus the little boy. The little boy looked confused
"hi.." i said awkwardly and shyly.
"Mitchie!" Jason jumped out the pool ran over to me and hugged me getting me wet.
i laughed returning the hug i didnt care if i was wet.
he pulled back and chuckled at the fact that he wet me.
Denise and their dad; never heard his name; came over and hugged me
"so good to see you Mitchie!" Denise said excitedly
"you too Denise" i smiled returning her hug happy she was happy to see me. The little boy walked over dripping wet and smiled.
"Im Frankie" he stuck out his hand
i smiled "im Mitchie nice to meet you." i shook his hand
"You too Mitchie!" he chuckled.
"are you hungry?" Denise asked
"Yeah a little"
"good ill go make lunch" her and her husband left to the kitchen.
i looked to shane who was sitting there with his feet in the water looking down. why hasnt he said hi to me?
Nate saw who i was looking at "He thinks your mad at him" Nate whispered in my ear.
that made me sad that Shane thought i was mad at him! i told him thank you! ugh! i sighed. "excuse me" i walked slowly over to shane, i took off my sandals, and sat down next to him with my feet in the water. i scooted closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder, wrapping my arms around his arm, i hugged myself to his arm and sighed relaxing, and closed my eyes.
Shanes Pov
I was happy when mitchie rested her head on me and wrapped her arms around my arm. I looked down at her and saw her eyes were closed. i knew she wasnt sleeping because her feet were moving in the water. i decided to ask her a question.
"You arent mad at me Mitch?" i hoped she wasnt!
"Not at all Shane." she said relaxed.
i smiled and kissed the top of her head. i let her rest a few minutes before asking another question.
"Mitchie what happened? and not to sound rude but why are you here?" I was full of curiousity.
Mitchie lifted her head and sighed looking up meeting my curious eyes. she kept her arms around my arm and looked down at the water resting her head back on my arm.
"My mom doesnt care about me anymore. Nate wanted my help, and he said i could stay here. thats why im here. as to what happened the other night....a...a guy...he chased after me...he was smirking evily, he was so mad when i got to my car...i was so scared. he was evil looking and very tall with huge muscles. i thought he was gonna hurt me. He probably would have if i didnt make it to my car first." she shivered as the memory ran through her head
I was shocked. mitchie could have gotton hurt! that scared me. But i was so happy that she was okay, here next to me. I kissed the top of her head for the 2nd time.
we sat in a comfortable silence, just enjoying each others company.
"MITCHIE! SHANE!" My mom yelled from the door "COME EAT!"
we both sighed and got up. i put my arms around here and she giggled. I smiled at the sound of her giggle, that i was so happy to hear. We walked into the kitchen and then there was a scream!
Did you like? was it a disapointmen? :( i hope you liked it! Leave a review! and i realized in my last chapter that i had made some of the conversations confusing cause i forgot to spread it out. Sorry! i read this chapter i dont think it happened in this one phew! well tell me your thoughts and opinions on this chapter!
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