Hii ! :) Okay i know i was gonna update yesterday but i couldnt, because my laptop died and i couldnt find the charger. Right now im using my brothers so yeah i am updating! Well yeah i hope you all enjoy this chapter and the Cat nickname in it! ahaha i just couldnt think of a better one that noone else was using that i know of muahaha! anyways enjoy and leave a review!
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i nodded "kay. ill be in my room till then." I went upstairs and waited in my roon. 10 Minutes felt like hours. Once 10 minutes went by i slowly made my way to Shanes room. I knocked on his door
Now
"Go the hell away!" he shouted.
i slowly opened the door
"Go away!" his back was facing me. he didnt know it was me.
"Shane..." i said softly
he looked back at me. "sorry didnt know it was you." he said still having stressed face on.
"its okay. you okay?" i asked while closing the door behind me.
"Yeah yeah im just great" he said sarcastically.
"shane.." i walked over to his bed and sat down next to him and he rolled over onto his back and stared at the ceiling. It was silent for a few moments. "shane what happened?"
Shane sighed and looked at me. "Freaking Daren, he got in a fight with someone, came back here, told my mom it was me who beat him up, and she believes him!"
"You werent the one who beat him up?"
"No mitchie! i just said he fought with someone! blamed it on me!" he said annoyed
"sorry..."i whispered
"Mitch im sorry" he sighed "im just so freaking mad that my mom would believe him." he put his hands to his head and layed his arms across his eyes.
I moved and layed down next to him. i wrapped my arm around and i put my head onto his chest. I felt his hand lay onto my waiste and he hugged me too him.
we layed in silence for a few minutes. it wasnt awkward.
i looked up at Shane who had his eyes closed. I think he is asleep. So i decided to get up, when i went to his arms tightened around me.
"Mitch please stay" he said with his eyes still closed.
"Oh sorry i thought you were asleep."
"i'm not"
i looked up at him his eyes where still closed. I smiled at how adorable he is. "kay"
"Do you want to leave?" he sounded a bit sad and i frowned
"No course not shane"
"Thank you" he smiled
"no problem" i leaned my head back against his chest and closed my eyes.
i woke up a few hours later and it was dark in the room. it took me a minute to remember i was in shanes room. i felt to see if he was there and he wasnt. "Shane?" i sat up "shane you in here?"
I felt someone touch my shoulder and i screamed but a hand covered my mouth "Mitch shh sorry i was in the bathroom, didnt mean to scare you" Shane whispered and i relaxed. he removed his hand from my mouth
"Hey roll over to the other side. I want you on the inside part." He whispered. His bed is against the wall.
i nodded not that he could see it and rolled over until i bumped into the wall. i felt better cause it was scary where Chelsea and Declan in this house. I didnt want to be on the outside part haha. I felt the bed move as Shane climbed onto it.
"What time is it?" i whispered.
"2:30am" he whispered back.
"oh wow. okay." i yawned.
"yeah" he chuckled "why you wake?"
"i dont know, i just woke up and realized you werent there."
"oh sorry. i really really had to use the bathroom" he chuckled.
i giggled and yawned again.
"alright ms. mittens lets go back to sleep." he chuckled
i giggled at his kitty names for me and felt his arms pull me too him. i smiled and pulled the blankets up and we were facing each other and i layed my head against his chest and his arms wrapped around me.
"Night Mittens."
"Night Popstar"
he chuckled
we fell back to sleep.
i woke up and when i opened my eyes i saw Shane. His shirt was the first thing i saw. I felt his arms still around me and i looked up at him and he was still asleep. i smiled and i rolled over and his arms loosened on me and i now had my back facing him. he pulled me closer to him and i layed my head back against his chest and i snuggled into him. I fell back to sleep once again.
When i woke up again i felt Shane's hand playing with my hair. I giggled.
"You finally up Mittens?" He chuckled
"mhm. how long you been up popstar?" i yawned
"uh like 25 minutes or something." i felt him shrug and continue playing with my hair.
i giggled "what time is it?"
"like 10:30am i think."
"mmm" i rolled over and looked up at him and he moved some hair from my face and smiled. i smiled at him.
"You sleep good?"
"yeahh it was comfy" i smiled bigger
"Awesome!" he chuckled
i giggled and sighed happily.
He leaned closer to me and i felt his lips meet mines. I kissed him back and he pulled me closer to him. i slid my arms around his neck. and he rolled us over so that he was ontop of me. He used one hand to hold himself off and the other around my waiste. we soon pulled back for air with huge smiles on our faces.
"Will you be my girlfriend Mitchie?" his eyes lightened up
"I would love too!" I smiled and bit my bottom lip
"Yes! thank you!" he smiled bigger before kissing me again, and i giggled against his lips.
Then there was a knock on the door.
he groaned against my lips and pulled back. "Whose is it?"
"Nate" Nate said annoyed.
"ugh" he groaned and stood up and made his way to the door.
i sat up on the bed.
He opened the door "what man?" he said while rubbing his eyes.
"we need to talk!" he pushed past shane into the room
"Yeah just come on in" Shane mumbled sarcastically and shut his door.
Nate saw me "Hey Mitch" He gave a small smile
"Hey Nate" i smiled
Nate turned back around to Shane.
"what?" Shane asked
"Dude dad is freaking at you! Declan keeps freaking telling all these lies about you! Dad is going crazy! he's been yelling all morning and moms not any happier than him. Everyone is like just sitting around in the house while they are complaining. Its crazy!"
Shane became himself "that freaking lieing idiot!"
"Dude i dont know why but they are believing everything he says! its freaking stupid!" Nate complained
i was shocked!
"Well Nate thank you for telling me. and you dont believe him right?" Shane asked
"no problem, and not at all Shane."
"Thanks man."
Nate nodded and left the room shutting the door behind him.
Shane came back over to the bed and layed down and covered his eyes with his arm.
"You ok?" i whispered
"Yeah. Just freaking annoyed with them again"
"oh" i whispered. Then i stood up on the bed and climbed over Shane and stepped onto the floor, and when i went to walk away i felt his hand grab my wrist. i looked back at him and he moved his arm to his forehead and was looking at me
"Where you going? You leaving?" he asked with sadness in his eyes.
"No Shane im just going to the bathroom. I'll be right back"
"kay" he let go of my wrist and covered his eyes again.
i walked to the bathroom.
after using the bathroom, washing my hands and throwing my hair into a messy bun i walked out and back over to the bed, where Shane was still in the same position. I climbed over him and sat down next to him facing him. I took his hand that wasnt covering his eyes and played with his fingers.
"Thank you Mittens" Shane whispered
"For what?" i asked confused
"Staying in here. Not getting annoyed with me and walking out"
I looked up at him "Shane i'll always be here for you. And your my boyfriend, i care about you. im not just gonna leave you. "
he moved his arm to his forhead and smiled softly at me. i smiled and leaned forward onto my knees and hands. i leaned down and pecked Shane on the lips, i went to sit again and he softly pulled me down to lay next to him. which i didnt object to. I layed down and his arm was around my waiste. i put my hand on his cheek and rubbed it with my thumb.
His phone started ringing.
"Ugh people need to leave me alone!" he mumbled.
i got up and went to his phone since he didnt seem to be doing that at all. i looked at it.
"New text from Chelsea" i told him
"ugh she is so freaking annoying! i wish she'd go home!" he complained
"why she here?"
"Her family is close friends with my family, and she became like freaking obsessed with me. she was cool until she became obsessed. like ugh! i wish she'd leave me alone!" he pulled the pillow over his face
i put his phone down and went back over to him. i pulled the pillow from his face and kissed him "Dont worry Shane, you got me, and i will kick the crap out of her, if she bothers you or freaking tries to claim you again." i said while remembering the mall yesterday
"again?" he asked confused
"Yeah mall yesterday she tried telling me to back off, and leave you alone, that you were hers, you wouldnt like me because im simply normal blah blah you two kissed blah blah blah-"
"whoa whoa what? she said i wouldnt like you because your normal? and Mittens you know she kissed me right?"
"Yeah Nate explained. and yeah thats what she said, she said im was just a fan, your using me, you only feel bad for me so you act like you like me, and that yeah im simply normal so you would never like me." i said trying to show no sign of weakness
"You dont believe any of that right?" he asked worried
"No shane not at all, if i did i would have never said yes to being your girlfriend silly." i giggled
he sighed in relief "thank god. And Mitchie" he sat up " i like you because your normal. I dont like dating celeberties because i dont know if they date me for publicity, to get more famous. you know stuff like that. "
"You dont think i date you for your money or anything?" I asked hoping he didnt cause i didnt
"Mitchie you were freaking flipping out over everything i bought you at the mall and complained the whole time! if you wanted me for my money you would have not complained and you would have asked me to buy you the stuff. and you didnt. thats how i know you dont want me for the money. plus i dont believe your that kind of girl. and also i dont think you want me for publicity cause you complained about te paparazzi, and again your not that type of girl who would want me for publicity." he chuckled
"Thank you Shane" I smiled
"You mean a lot to me Mittens" he smiled
"You mean a lot to me too !" i smiled
He stood up and wrapped his arms around my waiste and i wrapped my arms around his neck and we kissed. Then we went downstairs to see what everyone was up too.
When we went down there his parents glared at him mumbling something incoheriant.
i held onto his arm and felt him tense when his parents glared at him. I looked around and saw Declan smirking. I looked away from him and walked with Shane to the kitchen.
His family just ignored his presence.
I looked at Catalina who stood up and walked over to me with alyissa and aliana. Cataline motioned for us to follow her. I pulled Shane along with us as he was refusing.
We walked out front.
"Dude our family is like against you because of Declan! i cant believe this!" Catalina complained
"Yeah well thats how you know who will stick with you through anything. " Shane mumbled.
"Dude us 3 are on your side" Alyissa told him with a small smile.
Aliana nodded "yup!"
"ALIANA GET IN HERE!" we heard her mom yell
"ugh!" she stomped inside
"yeah and they dont really like us near you" Catalina told him
"This freaking sucks!"
"CATALINA!"
"ALYISSA!"
their parents yelled. they both rolled their eyes. "Talk to you later Shane." they walked inside.
I looked at Shane. "Come on" i said and took his hand and pulled him to his car.
"where we going?" he asked as he got in the drivers side.
I climbed in the passenger seat "idk Shane anywhere away from here. i know you dont want to be here"
he nodded and drove off. I kept my eyes on him the whole time. At times it looked like he wanted to cry and i felt so bad for him.
He stopped the car and i looked out the window and saw we were infront of some building.
he got out the car and i followed him. we went inside the building and there was a lot of seats and a huge stage.
I looked around it was so cool!
This place is where we; connect 3 first performed and i dont want to be out in public where paparzzi are. is this ok?" he turned towards me
"course it is Shane" i smiled "this is so cool!"
Shane chuckled "Yeah. come on" he took my hand led me to the stage and we sat down on it. "i was thinking a lot, and i was thinking that i should move out of my parents house, and like go buy my own. I mean i'm 18years old, i have a career. You know? i could afford it. you think its a good idea?" he looked at me.
I nodded "i actually do think it is. I mean your parents are treating you like crap. and you can afford it so why not?" i smiled
he chuckled "Yeah wanna help me do some house hunting tomorrow?"
" i would love too" i smiled
"Awesome!" he chuckled and stood up and went backstage.
"Shane where you going?" i asked standing up.
"hold on" he said then re appeared with two microphones. "here" he handed me one
"what do you want me to do with this?" i took the microphone
"Sing of course" he said like it was the most obvious thing ever
"I cant sing Shane!"
"Mitchie im the only one here, you dont need to be nervous silly. " he smiled
"But-"
Shane cut me off "No 'but's mitchie!" he smiled "I want to hear you sing"
I sighed and groaned "Shaaaane"
"Come on please Mittens!" he smiled that smile! ugh
"Fine!" i sighed in defeat
"Yes!" he smiled big
"Okay um kay this song is called Who Will I Be
Whooo...
How to choose?
Who to be?
Well, let's see
There are so many choices now.
Play guitar, be a movie star.
In my head, a voice says
Why not, try everything?
Why stop, reach for any dream?
I can rock, cause it's my life.
And now's the time
Who will I be?
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be?
Yes, I believe
I get to make the future what I want to
If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be?
Yeah yeah...
If I decide,
I'm the girl to change the world
I can do it any time.
Opportunity right in front of me
And the choice is all mine
Why not, try everything?
Why stop, reach for any dream?
I can rock, cause it's my life.
And now's the time
Who will I be?
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be?
Yes, I believe
I get to make the future what I want to
If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be?
I wanna find the who I am inside.
Who will I be?
I wanna show the, the way that I can shine...
Yeah... Oh yeah... yeah...
Who will I be?
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be?
Yes, I believe
I get to make the future what I want to
If I can become anyone and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be?
Whooo... who will I be?
Who will I be!
I sighed and smiled as i stopped singing and looked at Shane.
He smiled at me and put his arm around my waiste and pulled me close to him and looked down at me. "Your amazing you know that right?"
i blushed "No. and thank you" i smiled up at him. "Can i hear you sing?"
"what song?"
"Turn Right"
He smiled and chuckled "Okay.
I pick up all your tears
through 'em in your backseat
leave without a second glance
somehow im to blame
for this never ending racetrack
you call life
so turn right
into my arms
turn right
you wont be alone
you might
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line
driving all your friends
at a speed they can not follow
and soon you will be on your own
somehow im to blame
for this never ending racetrack you call life
so turn right
into my arms
turn right
you wont be alone
you might
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line
i did all i could, i gave everything
but you had to go your way
and that road was not for me
so turn right
into my arms
turn right
you wont be alone
you might
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line"
he smiled at me when he finished the song
i had tears in my eyes "that song is like the saddest song ever"
he chuckled "why did you want to hear it?"
"its beautiful always been a favorite." i smiled
he chuckled again and kissed me softly
I had 4 days left at the Gray residence...in LA. Then id be on my way back to NY.
Me and Shane were currently in his room talking about random things. He was sitting at his desk on his computer, chatting to his manager through facebook. I was sitting on his bed watching tv.
After Shane had finished talking to his manager he came over to me and sat down next to me on the bed
"Shane can i ask you something?" i looked at him
he grabbed my hands and intertwined our fingers. "Course you can Mitch" he looked in my eyes
i sighed and looked down at our hands. "Shane, do you think it's gonna be hard to have a long distance relationship?" i kept my eyes on our hands.
"Mitchie I think it might be hard, you know not being able to see each other in person , and no being able to hug and kiss everyday. You know only being able to chat through technolgy. It might be hard, but ill do it. Im not gonna break up with you no matter how far away you are from me. "
i looked up at him with tears in my eyes and i smiled. "Thank you. i thought you would just break up with me or something." i admitted
"Mitch stop being so like low self esteem.." he chuckled a little.
i giggled and nodded. "Im gonna miss you so much Shane."
"Mitch we dont need to talk about this right now..." sadness shown in his eyes
"Shane im leaving in 4 days!" my eyes watered again and a tear rolled down my cheek and Shane took one of his hands from mine and wiped my tear.
he sighed "i know Mittens i know"
I crawled over to him and sat in his lap and leaned my head back against him and his arms held me to him tightly
2 days later
i was sitting with catalina in the room i was staying in
"where Shane?" Cat asked with a worried look
i shrugged "said he had to go somewhere."
"ooh..you ok?"
"Im fine. i just...dont want to leave. I have to go home to my uncaring mother...just i dont want to."
"Mitchie..aww" she frowned
I walked downstairs and saw Nate in a room with the intruments and he was focusing hard
I walked in "Hey Nate"
he jumped and looked at me "Mitchie!"
i giggled evily "sucker!"
he glared at me then got up and walked over to me "whats up?"
"DUDE I FREAKING LEAVE TOMORROW AND YOU AND CA-"
he cut me off "DUDE stop yelling its today!" He grinned and i squealed
"Oh my god!" i hit his chest with a grin "when?"
"im picking her up at 5pm" he smiled
"Awww im so happy!"
11:30pm
I felt someone shaking me and i groaned and wacked my arm around to try and hit them then fell back asleep only to be shaken again
"whaaaat?" i mumbled
"Mitchie wake up!" i heard Nate whisper
"for what?" i whined
"i got to tell you about the date!" i heard excitement in his voice.
i quickly sat up with a grin on my face feeling wide awake.
"tell me tell me tell me!" i squealed quietly
me and nate sat talking for about an hour and a half about his date with Caitlyn
"im so happy for you!" i hugged him
he returned the hug "thank you!" he smiled "and Mitchie really thank you for coming and staying for two weeks. its fun having you around"
i pulled back smiling. "Anytime Nate, no problem." i smiled
he kissed my forehead then stood up and yawned "ima go to bed see ya in the morning"
"Night"
"Night" he walked out closing the door behind him
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