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Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
^Song stuck in my head^
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Last chapter
"I love you Mitchie" he smiled
Now
i grinned and blushed "i love you too Shane"
he smiled bigger and then kissed me
his hands went to the bottom of my shirt and i felt him move my shirt. his hand went under it and his warm hand touched my side.
he then started taking off my shirt while still kissing me, then he pulled back and lifted it above my head, and i giggled taking off his shirt. and moving my hand down his 6 pack and then kissed him
i felt his hands go down my sides and reach my pants, and i stopped him.
"Shane" i whispered "im not ready for that"
he nodded "its okay i understand." he smiled
i smiled and pulled him to me and kissed him
we ended making out for awhile
the next morning
i woke up and didnt see Shane next to me, i got up, stretched, put Shane's shirt on, and walked downstairs yawning. i saw shane in the kitchen shirtless i mean hello i have his shirt on :) and looking through the cabinets. i walked up behind him and put my arms around his waiste.
"Morning" he jumped a little, then turned around. and smiled
"Morning" he pecked me on the lips.
i smiled and he looked me up and down. "my shirt?" he smirked
"what it was the first one i saw" i giggled
"i like you wearing my clothes."
i rolled my eyes and laughed and pulled away from him and went to the fridge
"hey! why you go away from me?" he pouted
i giggled "you eat?"
he shook his head "nope, i only been up a few minutes when you came down."
"kay, what do you want to eat?" i asked while turning to look at him
"mm whatever there is" he shrugged
i sighed and closed the fridge "nothing in there"
Shane chuckled and his phone went off saying he had a text
Shane pov
i grabbed my phone and looked at the text
DUDE you NEED you HAVE to get home NOW! We are having family problems, have no clue what is gonna happen please Shane i know you dont want to but get on the next flight back here. -Nate
i sighed
"everything okay Shane?" Mitchie asked me worried
"Not really, i guess theres some family issues going on right now, and Nate says i have to get back there as soon as possible" i frowned
"Shane...go...go catch the next flight, you have to go back to your family, and make sure everything is ok" Mitchie sighed
"What about you Mitch?" i looked her in the eyes
"I'll be fine, you can come back for me when everything is sorted out, dont worry, i got Sierra and Jacob. I'll be fine" she smiled softly
ugh why does she have to be so nice? haha. i nodded "okay. ill call the airport" i grabbed my phone and dialed the airport. i was able to catch the next flight, which is in 45minutes. i quickly got all my stuff together, and put on my jacket. Mitchie walked me to the taxi.
I pulled her too me and kissed her passionatly. her arms went around my neck as she kissed back. then she pulled away smiling
"Go Shane" she giggled
i chuckled and pecked her on the lips once more, after hugging her then got in the cab. we waved at each other.
Mitchies pov
I walked back into my house as i let the tears escape my eyes. i locked it and grabbed my phone
Want to hang out?
-Mitchie
Sure -SiSi
totally -Jake
i smiled
Come over -M
a few minutes later i am hanging with Sierra and Jacob now.
a few weeks later
Shanes pov
I was laying on my bed starring at the ceiling. i havent talked to Mitchie since i left her house, due to all the stress and tension in this house. i missed her, but i couldnt talk to her, and get her in the middle of this whole argument with my family.
Mitchies pov
i was packing some clothes. i was spending awhile at Caitlyn's house. hopefully ill see Shane. and Sierra and Jacob are also coming. This will be so fun! i smiled to myself. I finished packing when the bell rang. I bought all my things downstairs and put my stuff down and opened the door to see a smiling Jacob and a grinning Sierra
"Wh-" i started to ask
"LOS ANGELES!" Sierra squealed
me and jacob covered our ears laughing
"yeah... anyways mitchie ready to go?" Jacob asked
"yea hold on" i walked inside got my jacket on and grabbed my bags
in Los Angeles
at Caitlyns
"Im soo glad happy excited to see you 3!" she squealed and hugged us
we laughed "you too caity"
we talked for a while
Caitlyn smiled at her phone then looked at us "wanna go to Nates?" she smiled with a small blush
"Yeah!" Sierra quickly answered
we laughed and i nodded "sure"
"yeah whatever" Jacob shrugged
we all headed over to the Grays. Caity rang the bell
Nate answered and smiled softly "Hey" they quickly pecked on the lips.
me and sierra and jakes mouths dropped a little but we quickly collected ourselves.
Nate smiled at me "Bestie!" he chuckled
"Bestie Natester!" i giggled
he pulled me to him and we hugged then i stepped back
"this is Sierra and Jacob" i introduced them to Nate "guys this is Nate"
Sierra was star struck with a grin across her face.
"Hey man" he shuck hands with Nate
"nice to meet you" Nate said
"you too" Jacob smiled
Nate turned to Sierra "Nice to meet you too" he stick out his hand to her
i hit her on her arm as she stood there still grinning. she snapped out of it and shook his hand. "h-hi" she giggled
we all (except nate) rolled our eyes at her.
"is Shane here?" i asked nate
"uhhhhh..." Nate didnt know what to say
"Nate?" i asked confused
"so come on in you all" he pushed us all in
i turned to him once we were inside "Nate!"
"y-yeah?" he stumbled
"Is. Shane. Here?" i asked again serious
"in his room" he whispered while looking down
i looked at him confused and then headed upstairs to Shane's room. the door was closed. i knocked on it
"Shane?" i said while knocking, i opened the door slowly and my eyes filled with tears "oh. my. god" i whispered
Shane was there on his bed ontop of Chelsea making out with her. once they heard me they quickly pulled away
Shanes pov
i heard a knock on my door, but ignored it thinking it was nate. but i heard my name followed my an 'oh. my. god.' and it sounded just like mitchie, i quickly pulled away from chelsea and looked at the door, i saw..mitchie with tears rolling down her cheek, she quickly wiped them and ran out the room
"Mitchie!" i yelled after her and got up running after her. i saw her running down the stairs, i caught up to her and grabbed her arm "Mitchie!"
"Shane let go of me!" she cried, tears rolling down her face.
"Mitchie please-" i started
"You. Were. Making. Out. With. HER!" she screamed and pulled out of my grip and ran. i went after her
"Mitchie!"
"Leave me alone!" she ran to the living room, i followed her where i saw Nate, Caity, Jason, and 2 other people stand up as mitchie entered. Nate stood up and quickly went to Mitchie and hugged her. She cried into his chest
"What did you do shane?" Caitlyn glared at me
"I-I..."
"Im waiting!" she yelled
"He was having a make out session with Chelsea" Nate answered angry
"WHAT?" Caity screamed
Shane looked down
Mitchies pov
i gripped onto Nate as i cried.
he rubbed my back
i let out a sob that i was trying so hard to hold in
Nate held me tighter
"Mitch-" Shane went to say
"Just get away Shane" Nate said serious
Shane sighed and walked away
once he was away
Nate pulled back and wiped my tears "you okay mitch?"
i shrugged "i..i cant believe he did that" i cried harder thinking about it. he hugged me again.
Caitlyn came over and rubbed my back. "He's a jerk Mitch"
"He wasnt before" i let out a sob.
awhile later
i was sitting on the couch chair thingy and i had a blanket on me.
Everyone kept giving me worried glances thinking id break down again.
i did once already after the silnce had me thinking which led to thinking of what i walked in on.
Chelsea and Shane came downstairs and i quickly looked back at the floor.
but before i did i saw Chelsea smirk at me.
I started to get teary eyed. i got up and went to the bathroom.
Shanes pov
i walked Chelsea to the door and then closed it after she left. I went to the living room noone looked at me, but they all looked mad.
i sighed and went to my room. why did i do this? why did i do this to mitchie? i love her! yet me being stressed turned me into some jerk. her not being her i go to someone else. i hate myself! and just ugh!
Nates pov
i got up from the couch once shane had gone back upstairs. i walked to the bathroom and i heard crying, i lightly knocked on the door.
"Mitch?"
"go away" she cried
"come on mitch open the door please" i begged
i heard her trying to hold back sobs.
"Mitchie please. come on"
i heard the doorknob slowly turn, then slowly open. she had tears staining her cheeks, her eyes red, and she just looked miserable, i felt so bad for her.
i quickly pulled her to me and embraced her in a hug she cried into my chest again.
"i-i-i c-cant bel-believe he d-d-did that" she said through sobs
i rubbed her back
"I cant either mitch" i softly said
"y-you k-knew he w-w-was though r-r-right?" she asked
"yeah...i tried telling him off, i tried stopping him, he wouldnt listen to me, and thats why i didnt want to tell you where he was." i whispered
she nodded against my chest. then pulled back and yawned, she leaned her head against me again and i felt her relaxing, probably falling asleep. "tired?" i whispered
she nodded "come on you can sleep in my room until caitlyn decides to leave" i helped her upstairs and to my room, she layed on my bed and i put the blankets over her. i then walked out as she fell asleep.
Mitchies pov
i woke up the next morning with a headache, and not knowing where i was. i looked around. Nates room? i looked beside me and saw Nate sleeping. i smiled softly. i sat up and got out the bed careful to not wake up nate. i walked downstairs and went to the fridge and grabbed water. i heard footsteps on the stairs, i turned around and saw Shane coming into the kitchen, when he looked at me i froze my eyes going a little wide in sadness, and not wanting to face him.
"Mitchie.." Shane said queitly
"Shane.." i chocked out
"Can we please talk?" he sounded sad
i didnt know what to do or say
"Please mitchie" his eyes begging
i slowly nodded
he walked to me and took my hand, i felt the sparks and tried ignoring them, he led me outside and we sat with our feet in the water.
"Thank you Mitchie for letting us talk" he stared at me
i nodded staring at the water.
"Okay um, i know you hate me right now, and i know i shouldnt have done what i did-"
"But you did it" i whispered then looked at him "why?" tears coming to my eyes.
"you see, i came back here to LA, and me and my parents got into a huge argument, they threatened to kick me out the house, and i hadnt picked out a house yet, so i couldnt get kicked out, not until i buy a house anyway. So i tried being on their good side, not working, my mom and dad might be getting a divorce, they might take 1 or 2 of us if whoever moves out. We might not be able to be connect 3, its all so stressful." he explained sadly
i sighed "im sorry Shane for all of that, but how does this explain you and Chelsea?" i was so confused.
he sighed "i know this will sound so stupid, but just being stressed, and not having you around."
"you could of told me to come down!" tears coming back to my eyes
"i cant! thats the thing i couldnt ! my parents dont want you around. me and everyone else here didnt want to get you involved in this family drama."
"But Chelsea can be around?"
"she has been with me through family problems before! she understands it all! we were hanging as friend, and just...stress...and you not being here...i got carried away!"
"oh please Shane!" tears coming out my eyes as i stood up "thats just so stupid! if you love someone you dont get carried away!"
"Mitchie" he said standing up "i didnt mean too! im so stressed out! i couldnt have you around cause of my parents! i would have had you come here but i couldnt mitchie i couldnt!"
Caitlyns pov
i heard yelling, or well almost yelling, i was in the guest room at the Grays. i got out the bed and looked out the window i saw Shane and Mitchie out there, Mitchie with tears coming out her eyes. i quickly rushed to Nates room
"Nate!" i shook him
"what?" he mumbled
"Get up! we got to go out back!"
"why?" his eyes still closed
"Mitchie's crying, and i think her and shane are arguing.
Nate jumped up, he grabbed my hand and we rushed downstairs we stopped to see if we could hear them.
"Mitchie" Shane stood up "i didnt mean too! im so stressed out! i couldnt have you around cause of my parents! i would have had you come here but i couldnt Mitchie i couldnt!"
i feel so bad for both of them. i looked at nate, and he had a sad look on.
Mitchies pov
"oh my god shane!" she cried "i dont know what to say to you!"
"Mitchie please just understand"
"I dont! i dont get it! i dont get you!"
"Mitchie please" i swear i see tears in Shane's eyes i feel bad but what he did...
"No Shane! Just if you didnt know already we are done! Over! So just leave me alone!" i went to run away but he grabbed my arm and turned me to him
"Shane stop just let me go!" my voice cracked and a sobbed almost escaped
"Mitchie we cant be over.."
"We are! Shane we are! so let me go!" tears going down my face again, my heart breaking.
a tear went down Shane's face and he quickly wiped it away. that made my heart break more.
"Im sorry Shane" i whispered
he nodded looking at the floor, letting my arm go.
i slowly turned and walked away.
Caitlyns pov
we saw mitchie coming and we quickly ran into the kitchen.
Mitchie came inside and she looked at us tears still streaming down her face.
"You okay Mitch?" i asked softly
she shook her head "no.." she whispered
i stood up and hugged her.
she cried into my shoulder. "Caity i just broke his heart, and mines. i just saw him cry for the first time."
Nate stood up and walked over to us. he put his hand on her arm and rubbed it. "would you like anything?"
she shook her head "no" she chocked
me and nate had no clue what to do.
Mitchies pov
i pulled away from Caitlyn "I'm just gonna get the next flight back home" i whispered
"Mitchie dont go home. isnt your mom selling the place?"
i nodded "yeah..but i just cant be here. im sorry."
"mitchie please stay. go to my house. just go relax. dont go home, not today anyways. please" Caitlyn begged
i sighed "okay" i whispered "ill see you later." i walked out. when i walked out there was paparazzi everywhere it shocked me. i still had tears on my face, red eyes. and all. i stood shocked for a second but quickly walked down the stairs to the sidewalk.
"Hi who are you?"
"who made you cry?"
"are you dating one of them?"
"did one of them make you cry?"
the paparazzi where scaring me. i quickly walked across the street and ran to Ciatlyns house with paparazzi asking questions. when i got to caitlyns i ran inside and up to the room i was staying in. i grabbed my guitar and went outside, i walked to the park that was down the street.
i sat down on a bench and started to strum my guitar quietly. i like went into my own little world and started singing quietly thinking noone was around. when i finished i heard clapping, i quickly looked behind me and saw a boy standing there smiling. he looked about 21..? i blushed
"your really good" he smiled
"thanks" i whispered
"you playing in the festival thing tomorrow?"
i shook my head "no. i didnt even know about it."
he stood infront of me."oh well theres performances, food, and some games. you should perform. anyone can join. im in charge of performances. it will be here in this feild." he smiled
"Oh i dont like singing infront of people"
"give it a try, everyone will love you. dont be scared."
i shrugged
"come on please? if your too nervous tomorrow you can drop out"
i sighed "okay. ill do it" i smiled softly
he grinned "awesome. so be here 10am tomorrow."
"Okay" i giggled
"see ya"
"see ya" he walked away
i sighed and got up and went back to caitlyns.
i cant believe im gonna sing tomorrow! infront of people! oh no! it just hit me! i started freaking out
"no no no! oh man! calm down mitchie."
the next day it was 10 o clock and i ran to the park. when i got there i saw things where already getting set up. i walked over to the guy i saw yesterday who was looking at a paper
"Hey" i smiled
he turned to me and smiled "hey. we didnt introduce ourselves" he chuckled "im John" he stuck out his hand
"Im Mitchie" i shook his hand
"Nice to meet you"
"You too" i took my hand back "so um when am i performing, before i change my mind i hope" i giggled
he chuckled "you will be performing.." he looked at the paper "5th. theres a total of 12 performances. you're the 5th performer. that good?"
i smiled and nodded "great. when does this start?"
"the festival begins at 12pm, performances start at 1pm. we have some famous bands that will perform, and singers. so they wil start at 12:10pm. sing till 1pm. then the non famous performances go. then the famous continue when the non famous ends." he informed me.
"ooh okay cool! so theres gonna be famous people here?" i was shocked
he chuckled "yes. and our non famous performers get to meet them for sure. people not performing have to be lucky to see them around or something."
i giggled "awesome!" i grinned
"yea" he chuckled "so you can go on stage in practice and you can look around."
"cool" i went to the stage with my guitar and walked onto it. i fixed the microphone and held my guitar. i looked around. everyone seemed busy with what they were doing, so i decided to practice. i started strumming the guitar and singing
You've got a face for a smile, you know A shame you waste it When you're breaking me slowly
but Ive Got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances Chances that you're burning through.
I've got a paper and pen I go to write a goodbye And thats when I know
I've got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances Chances that you're burning through
Ohhhhhh I'm going my own way My faith has lost its strength again And Ohhhhhh It's been too hard to say We're falling off the edge again
We're at the end We're at the end
Maybe you'll call me someday Hear the operator say the numbers no good And that she had
A world of chances, for you She had a world of chances, for you She had a world of chances Chances you were burning through Chances you were burning through Chances you were burning through Ohhh
You've got a face for a smile, you know
When i finished i opened my eyes and saw everyone starring with their mouths open then they broke out into applause i blushed and smiled and got off stage.
"wow! your amazing!" John said with a grin
"thanks" i blushed
"now when everyone gets here, and you sing like that wow!"
we laughed
12pm.
everyone was starting to arrive, i was getting nervous seeing this crowd was not gonna be small.
12:45
i was buying a water bottle to make sure my throat was clear for when i sang. i saw Nate and Caitlyn walk in with Jacob and Sierra. Oh My God no!
i quickly payed and ran to the stage and to the back behind it. dang it ! i havent talked to them since yesterday and they dont know im performing. ugh!
1pm
"alright everyone! big crowd this year! awesome!" everyone laughed "So you just heard some bands and singers sing! were they awesome or were they awesome?" everyone laughed and cheered
"okay so right now we are gonna have performers that arent famous sing. theres a total of 12 performers performing...haha! They are all amazing. So welcome our first performer!"
everyone cheered
4 performances went by quick! too quick for my liking! i sighed.
"Alright our next performer, singing an original is Mitchie Torress!"
people cheered
i took a deep breathe and walked onto the stage. i fixed the microphone and held onto my guitar. i looked around, and got nervous. i took a deep breathe again and started strumming the guitar.
You've got a face for a smile, you know A shame you waste it When you're breaking me slowly but Ive
Got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances Chances that you're burning through.
I've got a paper and pen I go to write a goodbye And thats when I know I've
Got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances Chances that you're burning through
I LOOKED AROUND AND SAW NATE AND CAITLYN SHOCKED.. THEN I SAW HIM...SHANE! WE MADE EYE CONTACT THEN I LOOKED AWAY
Ohhhhhh I'm going my own way My faith has lost its strength again And Ohhhhhh It's been too hard to say We're falling off the edge again
We're at the end We're at the end
Maybe you'll call me someday Hear the operator say the numbers no good And that she had
A world of chances, for you She had a world of chances, for you She had a world of chances Chances you were burning through Chances you were burning through Chances you were burning through Ohhh
You've got a face for a smile, you know
i finished and looked around everyone burst into applause and cheered loudly. i smiled huge and got off the stage. I saw Nate and Caitlyn and Sierra and Jacob and Jason haha running towards me they hugged me in a group hug
"you were amazing!" they all said
i laughed "air i need air!"
they laughed and pulled away.
i sighed and then smiled.
"why didnt you tell us you were performing?" Caitlyn asked with a fake anger
"i didnt even know you knew about this" Nate admitted
"i didnt till yesterday. i was here in the park playing my guitar and singing and they guy John heard me and convinced me to sing here. so thats why i did" i smiled
"Aww im so proud of you Mitchie!" Sierra giggled
I laughed "thanks"
"You should make an album" Jason randomly added
"huh? an album? noo im not that good" i blushed
"your amazing ! you could become like the number one singer! "
i laughed "um thanks but i dont want my life all over the magazines, on tv etc"
"Hey you get used to it after awhile" Nate admitted
"um yeah no thanks"
we laughed
"well want to hang with us?" Nate asked
"Course!" i giggled
we hung out for a few hours at the festival it was fun!
but of course id make eye contact with Shane whenever he was around, and sadness and betrayel and..guilt took over. he was by himself avoiding Chelsea, and he looked sad, and hurt, i felt so bad!
I was now getting some cotton candy which i love! haha
"Mitchie.." the familiar voice spoke
Muahahaha did ya like? long chapter sorta haha! :D
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