A/N: So, here it is Hope you like it please review I want to know should I continue this or do you think that was a good ending? Guess what Today is my 1st day of school and what are the odds that a water pump broke, so now we're delayed 2hrs! I just want to go to school, so I can see "him" i haven't seen him at all during the summer. Sure I havent't talked to him, but still I miss seeing him. Sorry off topic I had to get that off my chest and boy did it feel good. Like I said reveiw if you want me to go on or not :) and sorry if there's any grammar mistakes and what not my beta hasn't been on and I wanted to get this posted before school started. I'm just wondering if I could get up to 45 reviews (no pressure I promise)

Is This Real?

"James, wake up man let go get some coffee!" Carlos said jumping in the bed disturbing me and Logan.

He mumbled something into my hair, but I was too tired to listen.

I just snuggled more in the pillow, trying to block out the sun light.

I heard Carlos huff, smiled into the pillow thinking that he gave up.

A moment later the covers were pulled off of me.

I guess I was wrong, of course Carlos would never give up. Who was I kidding he doesn't know the meaning of giving up.

Logan jumped the bed and started wrestling Carlos.

I watched in amusement, until I spotted Kendall so I eased my way toward him.

He was already dressed in a plain blue shirt, black skinny jeans, and a gray cardigan.

I being the taller one ruffled his hair it was wet signaling me that he was freshly out of the shower.

"How do you do not do anything to your hair?" I asked; indeed it was a mystery to me.

I have to always put any kind of products in my hair.

I can't stand messy hair.

"Because I'm just naturally beautiful James...duh." he said; shrugging his shoulders, and then turning his attention back to Logan and Carlos.

I took this opportunity to sneak in the shower.

I looked in the mirror, still wondering how everything that happened last night was a dream.

Is this a dream?

Do I even know the difference now?

I sighed giving up on that thought and taking a shower, trying to think of what this day has got to offer me.

A day with my three best friend at a coffee shop picking up girl, what better way to spend a day off?

I finished, taking a shower, putting my clothes on, and the taking an extra long time on my hair; perfecting the Diamond hair.

I have the tradition going.(A/N: anyone else notice that in Big Time Concert I'm assuming James' dad wears stuff James would wear or is that just me haha)

Once I finished the aroma of pancake invaded my nostrils, and I was not complaining.

Mama Knight made the best pancakes I've ever had.

Carlos and Logan finally made peace and were now stuffing their faces with pancakes.

I chuckled and made my way over to the table grabbing a plate of pancakes and enjoyed them.

It took ten minutes for Logan and Carlos to decide who was taking the next shower.

I lost interest in the first five minutes and settled with idly flipping through one of Katie's pop Tiger about my plans this summer.

I was about to get the results of a quiz that was going to tell me how my summer was going to pan out when I got a tap by Kendall.

I looked up from the magazine.

He laughed at the sight of me reading Pop tiger, but he was use to by now

"Let's go, the goons are done getting ready." He joked.

I nodded and left the magazine on the couch; walking with Kendall, while Logan and Carlos talked about what pick up line they were going to use on all the girls they see.

I couldn't help, but laugh at their lines.

Some varied from "Hey, baby I just go here from the library but must not be done since I'm checking you out." to "Yo, you must be giving out tickets, because you got fine written all over you."

Nice that's a fair warning for me and Kendall.

We finally got to the coffee shop.

We got our drinks and well say Logan is quite the daredevil when it comes to food.

He order some kind of tea (I think), but it was green and loaded with ice.

I just got a frappe, I wasn't risking anything today.

Logan spotted a girl reading a Phoebe Nahshem book (A/N; Not sure if that's how you spell the Mathematician Logan Loves haha.) and he's now following her around the coffee shop.

Carlos found magazines about helmets, so that will take a while for him to came back.

"So James I think you should seriously see someone about these night terrors man. It isn't healthy that your dreaming this." Kendall blurted out, but not once lifting his eyes from his cup.

I sighed "I guess you're right Kendall." I said defeated. I must be going crazy.

What else would explain these...nightmares?

"When we get back will you come with me to talk to your mom about this?" I asked innocently.

I heard him laugh quietly not a "I'm laughing at you", but a "I'm glad you asked" kind of laugh. He put his arm around my shoulders

"Of course and I'll even go with to your appointments." he said; with an encouraging smile.

I smiled back.

"tha-" I was cut off when I saw sunblock girl come in. she seemed like she was looking for someone, and didn't she me.

She sat by the window staring out the window still looking.

I felt Kendall remove his arm and lightly punch my arm "Go talk to her." He said encouragingly.

I smirked as I strolled over to her; trying to think of her real name.

Sara maybe? Eh worth a try.

I sat down "Hey, Sara." I greeted her with my award-winning smile.

She smiled "Hey James, what are you doing here?" she asked with a bright smile.

I tipped my cup towards her, then took a sip.

"I could ask you the same." I responded cocking an eyebrow. Serious, what girl goes to a coffee shop alone?

"I'm meeting someone here for a job, now you" she said peeking interest.

I laughed "Well the guys wanted to try out some of the coffee. Who are you meeting?" I asked; wandering who it.

"Well he's a famous photographer. He said he's going to help me get started with my modeling career." she squeaked with excitement.

She clapped quickly trying, but failing to maintain her excitement.

I smiled at the sight of her happiness. It was cute.

"What's his name?" I asked sharing her excitement.

"Jeffery Goodings." she said still excited.

"As in Jeff Goodings?" I asked feeling hollow, as the name "Jeff" echoed. She nodded quickly, biting her bottom lip.

I gripped the table, I watched her, as she got up and order herself a coffee.

Breathe, breathe. It's not the Jeff in your dreams, he's not real.

She came back and looked at me with a worried look.

"James, are you okay?" she asked putting her hand on my hand that was gripping the table.

I loosened up and smiled "Yeah, I'm fine so Sara wha-"

"Hey Jeff over here." she said; standing up waving a hand for this "Jeff" guy to come.

I silently cursed him and put on a fake smile.

I heard his footsteps on the marble floor.

No him, no he doesn't exist.

He stopped at the table and my eyes followed Sara as she draped an arm around the Jeff neck.

I froze once I saw him. Same face, hair, height, everything.

I blinked. He was still there.

I blinked again.

There Jeff stood in front of me with that smile, sending chills up my spine like in my dreams.

"Let's go babe, the studio's waiting." he smirked; causing me to want to vomit.

I was paralyzed with fear, as I watched them go.

Sara looked back with a smile and waved, then turned back to catch up to Jeff.

My brain screamed for me to run after them, but my legs suddenly felt like sandbag were weighting them down.

They were out of the door. It took everything I had in me to move and get out of my seat to follow them.

I could hear Kendall's voice, but it was distorted.

I needed to get to Sara now, I had to save her.

I finally gain momentum and ran out the coffee shop, only to see the gold 1978 Trans Am driving off, leaving me to choke on the dust.

I followed behind flaring my arms around to get him to stop, instead the car got faster.

I stuttered to a stop coughing from the dust surrounding me.

She was gone and I couldn't do a thing about it now.