"What are you going to do to me?" I asked my voice cracking with fear.

He looked at me his eyes filled with lust and said the most horrifying thing ever, "Everything"

Before I knew what was happening Jasper had taken his clothes off lay in the bed next to me. He had ripped my towel in half and tied my hands to his headboard leaving my legs free. He rolled over from his spot beside me so he was now on top of me , holdind himself up with his arms.

" This going to hurt " he said looking into my eyes.

" Then why are you doing this? " I asked as a tear rolled down my cheek.

" Because I love you," and with that he pushed in.

*

I awoke to the sound of Jasper's snoring in my ear. I couldn't quit remember what happened and wondered why I was in Jasper's bed. All of a sudden a flood of memories from last night hit me, Jasper carrying me to his room, him lying naked beside me , and then ,the worst of all, him .......... raping me. Tears started rolling down my cheaks at the memory and a small whimper escaped my lips. I felt Jasper shift in the bed beside me ; and I was not going to take the chance of him waking up and raping me agian so I decided to go downstairs after putting my pajamas on.

When I reached the bottom step I heard cheering coming from the T.V,'s speaker and assumed Charlie was watching the gaame on the big screen. Not wanting to disturb him I walked outside and sat on the porch so I could clear my head. I had come to the conclusion I was going to act like nothing had ever happened and put it behind me. I was about to go inside when I thought I saw someone across the street. I couldn't make out the face that well but the person looked exactly like ................ wait .... it was her.

" Alice!" I called as I walked up the drive way. I stopped at the the end of the drive way and waved her over. I hadn't seen her since last year and I was extatic to see my only best friend that lived in Forks. When my parents had gotten a divorce my mother and I had to move to Pheonix and I didn't get to talk to Alice that much since then.

" OMG, Bella I can't believe it's actually you! What are you doing here? When did you get ...... Did something happen?" As soon as the last sentence was out of her mouth she was already choking me with her super pixie strength hug.

"Nice to see you too." I said sarcastically.

She hopped off my neck and glared at me , the ha-ha-very-funny-butyoustillhaven'tansweredmyquestions glare.

"I'll answer your questions as soon as you tell me who that is." I said pointing toward one of the two guys that where walking our way. He had bronze hair and the smexiest body I had ever seen. I know 'm only 14 , but Damn he was hot. I guess Alice had seen the stupid look on my face , that I usually get when a cute guy comes , around because she smirked and said " Edward. "

OK- i'm kida having some writers block issues and i have some ideas of what shoud happen next but i don't know what yall would want. here are my ideas you can vote for them by sending me a message at or just add it into your review. I will also love you if you gave me some of your ideas

1. Bella finds out she is pregnant with Jaspers child but doesn't tell anyone

2. the same thing as #1 but instead of keeping the rape a secret she tells Edward or Alice ( put who you want her to tell if u pick this one.

3. She bottles up what happens until she goes back home & then tells her mom.

4. (any random idea you want to happen-list it)