Why?
Why does no one love me?
Why am I all alone?
Because I pretended to have a baby?
Because I lied to save our marriage?
What I did for love.
Well, look where that got me.
Insane.
Alone.
Broken.
Because all of it was in reach.
Now it's not.
Now it's a memory.
That I can't really remember.
I can't remember the last time I laughed.
Or even the last time I smiled.
I know I'm a witch.
An evil one.
I know I deserve to be alone.
I know I deserve to be dead.
What I deserve I what I will receive.
I will be dead.
Very soon.
But that is all my doing.
I'm going to swallow pills.
Correction: I already swallowed pills.
So now I'm lying on the ground.
Waiting for death to reach me.
Waiting for my wish to be granted.
The pills make my stomach hurt.
They make me hurt.
But I'm not remorseful.
Will.
I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry I built up your dreams of our family.
Only to bring them down.
Because you're the man I loved.
The man I love.
So when you find out.
When you find out I died.
Forgive me.
Please.
I wrote that in my suicide note.
Forgive.
But please.
Please.
Please.
Don't forget.
Don't forget me.
Quinn.
I'm sorry I tried to steal your baby.
I know you wanted it.
I knew all along.
You wanted a baby just as bad as I did.
You just wouldn't admit it.
So please, just keep it.
Hold onto that baby tight.
Don't let people try to take her.
Don't let people like me try to snatch her away.
Howard.
Howard Bamboo.
I'm sorry I called you stupid.
I'm sorry I made you feel stupid.
Ken.
I'm sorry for forcing you into a marriage.
I'm sorry for forcing you into something.
That I knew would never work.
My world has gone hazy.
But I'm smiling.
Because it's over now.
Because I'm free.
What I did for love.
Look where that got me.