"Nate, I know that last night we spent an amazing night together, but I don't know if this is what I want anymore." Alex sheepishly looked up at Nate's room ceiling.

Nate was obviously confused, "What do you mean?" They were currently cuddling so her comment really did come unexpectedly.

"I mean, Nate, I don't want to be with you anymore. I think it's time we both moved on." Alex said everything so quickly and loudly. Alex pushed off Nate's arm and sat up. They spent the night and half the day in bed together.

"Okay, wait, let me get this straight. I just spent almost two complete days with you, doing everything you wanted me to do, and you're going to break up with me? I thought you loved me."

"Don't be so desperate Nate. It's not like you lost your virginity to me." Alex was putting on her garments in no rush.

"Alex, we've gone out for how long? It's not like I'm trying to say that we've gone that far and so you should stay with me but it's more like what the hell are you doing with me for this long if you are going to be so ready to just break up with me on a limb." Nate propped himself up on his elbow.

"Well, I mean if it makes you feel better, I wasn't a virgin. Like I told you. I wasn't kidding when I said it."

"Okay, what are you talking about? You never told me that you're not a virgin. Before you leave, you need to tell me who you did it with then. At least give me that."

"Bradin."

"Alright. Get out." Nate was a bit upset which was completely understandable. He laid back onto his pillow and didn't even watch Alex slowly get out of his room.

Partially, Alex truly thought that Nate would chase after her. Why not? After all, he did say he loved her and they went out for a year. Not only that but they had gone through so much just to be together. So why did she cheat on him? Why couldn't she just tell him that she was ready and she didn't want to wait? She didn't even say a thing to him about it until recently when she became extremely desperate. Her and Nate always fooled around to a certain point but Alex had to keep a good girl image. She had to be the golden girl, the girl that everybody saw. She had to. If she didn't it would ruin her. It would ruin the way she knew. She couldn't just go out into public and be the loose girl. As her line of thought stopped, she was now downstairs in the Gray's kitchen. She was going to miss all of this if her and Nate were truly over. Why did it just end so fast? He didn't even try to stop her.

Alex ran back up to Nate's room to find him laying there looking at his ceiling. She charged over and jumped onto him. There were some noises of discomfort as she landed.

"What the eff Alex? What are you doing?" Nate was agitated which was completely understandable.

"Nate, I can't let you go. Don't let me go so fast!" Alex was pleading and she sounded like she was going to cry.

"Why shouldn't I? You obviously don't care enough for me."

"I do, Nate. I do. You need to believe me!"

"Alex, I think it's best if you just go. You got what you wanted."

"Nate, no." Alex began to full on sob. "I really didn't get what I wanted. I don't know why I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have told you."

Nate couldn't bare to watch his girl cry, even though she really wasn't his anymore. He wrapped his arms around her tightly and soothed her until her cries started to lighten up. Now she was dry crying and Nate felt it was the right time to pick the conversation back up. "I think you should've told me sooner. I really think you should go. I need to think."

Alex lifted her head off of his chest, "Let me think with you, Nate. Just like this. Please just hold me."

xoxoxo

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