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Kagome tossed and turned. Her dreams were plagued with nightmares. A woman who looked almost like her was walked through the streets. Her wings were black. Her lips were twisted in an evil smile. Her eyes no longer the blue of angels, but the red of the fallen.

Kagome felt like she was coming for her. Coming for them. She could destroy everything. Suddenly the woman lashed out, and Kagome tore herself from her dreams.

She sat up with a cry of fear, and found herself tangled in her sheets. Rin and Shippo stirred, but stayed asleep. Kagome wiped sweat from her forehead. She wondered what that dreams meant. Shaking it off, she tried to go back to sleep.

The next night…

Kagome peered into Sesshomaru's study, but didn't see him.

"Sesshomaru?" Kagome called gently. She could hear heavy breathing, so she entered and shut the door behind her. "Where are you?"

The room was dark, only a single candle flickered on the table. Her senses strengthened, and Kagome could soon see in the dark. She made out his figure hunched over in the corner. She could see his eyes flash red, and her heart rate skyrocketed. His eyes narrowed, and Kagome gulped nervously.

"Have you eaten today?" she questioned nervously. Although she already knew the answer. She knew Sesshomaru had no more strength left. It wasn't a surprise that the blood lust had finally taken over.

In a second, he was there, pressing her up against the wall. His hands were needy, but gentle. He buried his nose in her hair and breathed deeply.

All the chaos in his life calmed when he was with her. The world faded around them, and she was all that mattered. She was the shining beacon in his life. He hands tightened around her, his need surfacing. His throat burned in thirst. Her blood racing through her veins was all he could hear. He nuzzled her neck, making her gasp.

Kagome stood frozen. Suddenly, her father's words made sense. Her eyes widened. Was she to… be the one to feed him? Fear escalated quickly and it almost choked her. She closed her eyes, and waited for the impending bite.

But instead she heard a pained whimper, like the sound from a wounded animal. He pulled away and stumbled across the room. Kagome looked at him in shock. He leaned against the desk, coughing roughly.

Was he still trying to fight it? Kagome gained a new respect for him, and all fear melted away. She couldn't imagine what he was going through. She smiled softly, and walked towards him.

"No…" he whispered brokenly. Kagome placed a hand on his arm softly. He turned towards her, shock in his red eyes.

"It's ok. I want you to." Kagome said gently. Her face was illuminated by the one candle and her beauty took his breath away. Her face was filled with kindness and selflessness. Her blue eyes stared into his without fear or remorse.

"I can't." He struggled to say. Kagome's face furrowed in determination. If they were going to survive this, they needed Sesshomaru to be strong.

She pulled her hair over her shoulder. Sesshomaru's eyes instantly locked on her neck. Her arms wrapped themselves around his body. He leaned down to rest his face against her neck. The scent overwhelmed him.

He couldn't fight it anymore. His fangs lengthened and his mouth salivated. His willpower gone, he whispered two words. "I'm sorry."

Kagome felt the pierce of his fangs and gasped, grasping his shirt tightly. But there was no pain, only pleasure. She arched her back and cried out.

"Ahhhh!" The pleasure flowed through her body. Her mind went blank and the only thing she knew was pleasure this vampire was giving her.

The blood that flowed into his mouth was like nothing he had ever tasted. It was sweet, almost like honey. But rich like a fine wine. He couldn't get enough. He felt his strength coming back to him in waves. His senses sharpened. He hadn't felt this way in years, since he had given up feeding from humans.

"Sesshomaru!"

Hearing her cry out his name that way made Sesshomaru's pants tighten. Her arousal was driving him crazy. But the moment he sunk his fangs into her skin, he knew what heaven was.

Kagome felt her strength leaving her. The pleasure faded, and Kagome knew he was taking too much. "Sesshomaru…" she said weakly.

She tried in vain to push him away, but he wouldn't budge. Darkness was closing in. Her arms fell to her sides and she went limp as she fell unconscious.

A thin trail of blood had dripped from her bite marks, which were now healing quickly. He bent down and licked it up, savoring the taste.

Sesshomaru pulled away, sated. He expected her to smile up at him, but all he saw was her pale face and limp body. Fear rose up in him. Had he taken too much? He shook her gently, but she didn't move. He could faintly hear her heartbeat.

"SANGO!" He roared. The castle shook. A few moments later, Sango burst in the room. Her eyes took in the scene before her and asking no questions, she led him to Kagome's room.

Sesshomaru sat by her bed, waiting for her to wake up. They were alone, him having sent away all other people. He felt horrible. He now knew why he gave up drinking from humans. It wasn't fair for them. He had no control. He almost killed the only hope he had left in this world. He could only pray she didn't hate him when she awoke.

Dawn was approaching. Rising, he went and closed the curtains. He had no intention of sleeping.

"Sesshomaru…" came a soft voice. He spun around and quickly went to her side.

"Kagome. I'm so sorry. I couldn't control myself. I know-"

"Sesshomaru." She placed a warm hand on his cool cheek. "It's all right. How are you feeling?"

He couldn't believe what she was asking him. "How are you?" he countered.

"Starving." She stated simply. He nodded and called quickly for Miroku to bring food. He came back and sat next to her.

"Kagome, I want to apologize. I was an animal and shouldn't have taken that much. It won't happen again."

Kagome sighed softly. "Sesshomaru, you must keep feeding from me." She stated. Sesshomaru looked at her, stunned.

"What?"

"It is part of my duty here. If you don't you'll grow weak and Naraku will win. You must keep feeding from me."

Miroku entered with a steaming bowl of rice and vegetables. He also had a cup of the Ambrosia she's made earlier. She thanked him and began devouring her food.

"But, Kagome, I can't-" he began. Miroku cleared his voice.

"Excuse me, Lord Sesshomaru. But she has a point." Miroku put in. Sesshomaru turned to him, not happy to hear what he said.

Kagome downed her Ambrosia, and instantly felt better. Her blood had replenished itself and the food filled her belly. She stood and stretched.

"I recover quicker than humans as well," she added. Sesshomaru looked forlorn, losing a battle he knew he couldn't win.

A guard entered the room.

"Pardon me, sir. Your allies have arrived."

Kagome squealed with glee and rushed out of the room. She ran through the corridors as quickly as she could to greet them. She waved at the guards to open the large doors. They complied and the doors groaned in protest. Kagome could make out three figures walking up to the castle. She hurried out to welcome them.

"Hello! It's so nice to meet Sesshomaru's allies. My name is Kagome." She introduced herself. The three men looked at her in wonder and surprise. One was huge and towered over her. The other was a young man with dark hair and blue eyes. The third was an old man riding on a three-eyed cow.

"My name is Totosai." Said the old man. She bowed in respect and turned to the other two.

"The name's Kouga," said the young man. His eyes twinkled flirtatiously at her and it made her blush. He stepped close and clasped her hand in his. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Kagome." He said silkily.

Kagome felt awkward this close to a guy she just met. She laughed a little and pulled away. She turned to the large man. He didn't appear to be anything human, but Kagome knew by the look in his large blue eyes that he was kind.

"Hi!" She said cheerfully. The man shyly turned away and scratched his neck.

"This here is Jinenji." Totosai offered. Kagome offered her hand.

"It's nice to meet you," Kagome said. Jinineji looked at her offered hand for a moment, before enveloping it in his large one. Kagome felt his hard, calloused hand swallow hers. But it was warm and comforting.

"You must be tired after your long journey. I've had your rooms prepared for you," Kagome said generously. The men followed her into the house, thunderstruck at her.

"Excuse me, Miss Kagome, but what are you?" Totosai asked. Kagome looked back at them, surprised.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I'm an angel. You could say I'm Sesshomaru's guardian angel," She added with a small smile. Sango came forth and offered to take them to their rooms.

"Thanks, Sango! I'll prepare some Ambrosia for them as well." She headed off towards the kitchen, the three men following her with their eyes.

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